Katydids and fireflies have the levee tonight
Swat team held the day
There is peace now
and peeping neighbors
emptying horror
among themselves in whispers
left to wonder
‘bout the screaming and the barking
of earlier that day
“Put down your weapon and come out
with your hands up”
Again and again
the demand of surrender
Total
There is no other way
“Let them go!
Come out! come out with your hands up!
It will be okay”
…and he argues in his mind with the shame and loss
…and the shame and "No…it will not be okay"
He had hit her! Hit her with the Gun
again and again…with the gun
Of his demands
The gun of his power
to make her!
The gun of his despair
He had hit her
the dog is barking
His children scream!
“Put down the gun and come out
with your hands up!”
How many more times will they say it!
for all the neighbors to hear
on a loud speaker
Surrender!
in front of his children
Had she cheated?
Had he lost his job?
Could he lose any more to the screaming?
to the "junk"?
to the flashing lights?
to the window's smashing?
Fence run down?
Lobbing
canisters of tear gas
into the room's stinging eyes
where there is no room
where there is no time
"I would never hurt them!
You!
You know!"
"Let them go!"
"You left me!"
“Put down your weapon and come out
with your hands up!”
It is all too loud
It is all too much
as you put the gun against your temple and…
pull the trigger
This happened today-- two houses away. I could hear it all and sometimes I feel this way.