It was a general dislike
I didn't want to say it or see it
I think about it cuz it's important to me
now a days I think my head is clearing
I remember the fun things
all the silly games
now when I think about it
I can't help but say
it doesn't hurt as bad
gonna be a good day today

how does this read to you
when you see these letters
and string them together with glue
started out as floating letters
like alphabet soup
now it has phrases
that ring a bit true
i bet you don't have a clue
what i'm trying to say
and if you do
that's cuz I gave it away
i printed it up
hits the newsstands today
but you'll just buy it
and throw it away

they play the same ****
same ****
same crowd
same people
like the same songs
why do they listen
and play these things
even the people
who think they are different
are just doing the same thing
projecting
ideas and feelings
portrayed in a different way
at the surface it's all the same
look at it now
tighten your frames
how can you explain
the human being maintain
what goes in our brains
that makes us behave
such a way?

Just need some company
in due time
I want to feel aligned
in peace
not maligned
with a person who
I so dearly trust
that I absolutely must
respect and cherish
more than much
more than me
she's my destiny

whom I cannot
without a doubt
anxiously
wait to meet

My dreams keep multiplying
years go by
I keep crying
never stop trying
to achieve what means
everything
to me

They can never take that away
my passion can break
a giant bridge
like a wooden rake
over my knee
trying hard
is the only way I'm pleased
I will never cease
what I feel inside
I cannot write
cannot say
not enough time
not enough paper
not enough ink
to give you an idea
of how I do this thing

I'm going to be blessed
I'm going to be honored
given respect
a crown of jewels
around my neck
I'm blessed
to feel so strong
so passionate
determined
to get respect
got ****
I love this ****

I want to enjoy
this life
so I write
to get my mind
off things
that cause strife
harm done
all foul
I dismiss those
I find foul
and keep traveling down
the open road
going hard
loving life
mile after mile

usually i am usual
unless i refuse
to use
i get confused
drugs and *****
i abuse
til i see things in two's
mind you
my mind i peruse
find a way
to follow the rules
mind my p's and q's
this life
i did not choose
that is why
i usually used
to sit my *** on bar stools
til i pass out and drool