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B Dec 2012
I dunno y I have to cry
I don't want to but the feelings arent thru
I miss u
and the things u do

Your skin
your smile
the way I used to surprise you
why can't I have it NEmore?

your love is no longer
it can't grow stronger
it's over
and I will never reach closure
B Dec 2012
I no longer want this to be real

Lord please help me
I want her back God but I know
that can't ever happen

why did this happen?

it's the worst pain I ever had
I went from happy to sad

I'm swimming in a bath of emptiness
And the loneliness never forgets
to keep me company
B Dec 2012
Lord please save me from the love in my heart
it's tearing me up

I want to be made new
I want memories to be through
B Dec 2012
I wish she was here
I thought she was so cute
Help me forget

I want a new you
a new love
a fresh start

This time
I hope it never
falls apart
B Dec 2012
i remember first meeting you. you said you saw me on the bus.
i said, where were you sitting? and you said, i wasn't on the
bus. then we met later. and then you came to see me later.
and then we came home, and kept drinking, and i vomited. then
i took a shower, and you made me grits, and we had ***. and i
thought i'd never hear from you again. and then you came
back. and again. and again. and we became best friends, just
for a short minute. but within that minute, it felt infinite.
and now it's dead. and my car broke down again.
so i have to get back on the bus.
B Dec 2012
don't even re read it just re write it, not trying to decipher it
just write again, and continue til the night is dim, and the lights are off
and when you miss her when u click the lights off
thinkin about whether or not she misses u, and how she feels about u
the anger and the pain and the joy she went thru
which part will she remember years from now
will she see it as a frown
will she know it was meant to be
will she look back thankfully
these are things i contemplate, analyze, negotiate
but in my right mind of state
i gotta do what's best for me
tryin to set it straight, in this great state, GA, the big peach
who am i to her but just an old fruit fallen from the tree
branch out and explore a new me
there's never anything better than being the one to set you free
and that's how i know we'll all look back thankfully
because we set each other free
and that's the best we could have given, no more heart in prison
now let's make it happen, the world's waiting for us
and there's no one else that's gonna do it  like we do
or used to, just me and u, except we're separate
in a different city, town, state, world, geographic location, emotional sensation
after all that *******
i just wish, man, nah, i don't regret anything
it was fun and it was cool
what else is there to do?
so much, so much, so lot, out there, in our world
so much, to do. so much. so much.
so let's do it
B Dec 2012
sometimes things are calm, sometimes like a storm, sometimes I feel warm and luke, sometimes I puke
sometimes it's flashes and dances galore
sometimes i'm day dreaming about a *****
sometimes i can't get her off my mind
even when i know this obsession is blind
and i can't help but to think to myself
that i need help from obsessing over myself
and that's all i think about and that's every day
my pain and my pleasure, my pleasure my pain
i don't really know what else to do
i just keep throwing the time for a loop
i spin it twice backwards and three times i play
the same song that i listened to yesterday
and i know it feels gay and i hate me this way
but i get sentimental as ****, on some certain days
please cure me of this curse please time oh please do
because i gotta whole lotta things to do
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