How can two hearts that was meant for each other became a war-zone ,
they forgot how it all started
    Was it euphoric feelings
Was all those years of pure love just euphoric ,
Am still in shock to see this two lovebirds fight and broke things
  I became scared of love
It frightens me
Vividly i could recall how they walked on the road holding each others hands
All the kisses on the wallstreet
All those vacations , picnics

Now what i see each day is war
  Screaming out loud, yelling at each other  all night, breaking things

This is disaster i said
How can this beautiful love story end with disaster

Today i celebrate myself
I am strong
I am smart
I am fearless
I am unstoppable
I am kind

I celebrate myself
Not because i have it all
But because of how far i have come
I have fallen several times but i rose, became stronger
I have loved and also was disappointed , it makes me emotionally stronger
I have failed but i learnt from failure

I celebrate myself
In my little way i put smile on people's face
I try not to hurt anyone that cross my path

I celebrate myself
Because i am who i am

Be grateful...
We sometimes focus on what we dont have and what we havent achieved,
Forgeting what we already have

We are breathing today and thats something , Alot has been thrown to us and yet we stand firm, we are still here ,
Stronger and better

We might not have rolls Royce
We might have the mansion we crave for
Yet those that have all that are  6ft below, but you are still here

Be grateful for once

Who do we run to when our leader's or do i say rulers no longer care about us
They promised us "CHANGE"
The word "CHANGE" is flying in the air
Our nation is in total ruin
Cost of living is skyrocketing daily
Food is no more affordable nor is it accessible
Our nation is feeling this devastation
Only politicians are well to do
They have forgotten about us
They have forgotten the promise made to us
They never came any close to fulfilling their mandate

When l look at our politicians extravagant lifestyles I asked
What about US
What about all the time they said they are the answers
      In my country ,
Those who care to give or share dont have to give or share
    In my country ,
Those who have to give or share, dont want to give or share

The masses are kept in the mood of despondency
It seems to many that all hopes are lost
Some after having their last meal, they wait for death to come
While some take their lives either by jumping off the bridges or taking a highly concentrated chemical down their throat .

Who will redeem our nation
Who will revive our  economy
Who do we run to when their is no food in the country
Who do we run to when price of fuel is skyrocketing without control
Who do we run to when rent is no more affordable to the masses
Who do we run to when every good thing in our country  can only be accessible to 5% of the country's population

Nigeria is our country
It is not for the politicians to take,
Not for the 5% well to do Nigerians to take
Nigeria is for all of us
We love our country
Thats why we are lamenting
We are tired of being victimised in our own country
It is totally unjust and its affecting everyone either financially,  physically,  menally psychologically or otherwise
... How do we get our dream Nigeria

Meeting you is never a coincidence,we are fated together
It has been ordained that we will met on this day
I thought I lost it all but at the end I gained even more all because I met a special lady "U"
We might be far away
Distance doesn't necessarily ruin a relationship,
because we don't have to see each other everyday to be in love

It Is true that angels are made to be in heaven but some angels are sent on earth to do a special work and am glad you are my angel
I was dark before you came,
i had no love, nor a heart,
as i was lonely, full oh shame,
but now you are here, and our love will never be apart

Your beautiful face light up my world each time I look at your picture
I love to see your beautiful face that makes me say God Almighty you are really great
Your voice so powerful that It brought me into the world 
Into the world of laughs and smiles 
That walks along with me everyday
To bring me joy for endless miles 

Am here writing about u
Singing about you
Dreaming about you
Thinking about you
Playing back all your voices
Looking at your pictures to bright up my day
Remember to say me Hi to your  beautiful nieces

All I could say is God thank u for creating that beautiful day I set my eye on you CHIAMAKA

SHE CANT SEE YOU BUT I CAN

She can't see your eyes light up when u smile,
And she can't even notice how u stop and look at her whenever she passes by
And you can't see me being in love with you,wanting you every minute like you are in love with her,
But you are all I  ever wanted
she can't see all of u, all your love and care but I can

I just need a shot for me to show you who I am, and let you know for how long I have been wanting you
Always staring at u as u walked pass my street and never stopped wishing that you are mine
She can't know how u wish u could have her but i know cos I also wish to have you
I know you are in love with her , but she can never love u the way I want to
But only if u knew me
We could be unstoppable, beautiful and unbelievable together
There is a light inside u that can't help but shine through
But she' never gonna see the light no matter what u do
All I think of is how to make u think of me
And all that we could be

I just want to open your eyes so that you could know that someone else sees all that your are,the love u wanna share and the care u wanna give
Baby let me love u, let me want u
Because she can't see the way your eyes light up when u smile
And she can never know how u feel whenever u set your eyes on her.........BUT I DO
I love u but she can't
I see u but she doesn't

God always comes first
A man will never exist without Him
He made man in His own image
He creates us
Breathe in life in us
Guides us from infant to adult
Protect us and lead us
Forgives us
Watch over us everyday and night
Even as our body and soul goes to sleep
He bless us with many abundant things in life HE Bless with wife,kids, family and money to take care of them
He is not a man...He is the mighty supernatural being
He does not discriminate
If money could buy life many rich people will live forever
He does His things with equity and fairness
As a gives both poor and rich, tall or fat same life.                                                            ­        
Above all He gives to a man a Good wife

A good wife  is to a man God's blessings and a miracle
A good wife is made out of a man's rib
To become a helper
A companion
A good listener
Created to restore happiness to man
Man always need her....
To build a home...a happy home
To build a future...a bright future
She will give up many things just to be with HIM
She is always committed to her husband
Always by his side to encourage Him and support him
She is always by His side both in good and in bad times
She is the number one fan of her husband
Always ready to fly her husband's flag all over the world
Even when He isn't functioning to His best...she always knows the right time to suggest
A good wife brings the best out of Her husband. With love and understanding
And when he looses his way..she is always there to guide Him
There was a saying that ...................

A beautiful wife  pleases the eye,but a good wife pleases the heart, the first is a jewel while the second is a treasure

All a man could have to be happy and have a peaceful and happy Home is God and a good wife

Some people are just passersby
They came into your life teach you some lesson and leave
Their chapter in your life is gone
That does not make them bad people
They came for a purpose and left for a purpose
If they left you Let It Go

When he or she walks away let them walk
Don't try to talk them into staying with you
Don't talk them into loving you
Maybe she/he is done with the purpose they came for
Don't talk them into staying
Let It Go
Maybe your destiny is never tied to his/her
They left cos u both are not joined together
Let It Go
When they no longer see that good in u
Let It Go
Don't try to talk them into seeing those good

Some do come to your life cos they need connections
They don't really care
They only care about the benefits of been close to u
Let it Go

Don't hold on something that does not belong to u
If their love is with someone else
Let It Go
If they can't treat like a King/Queen u truly are..Let It Go
If someone cannot love u back after many years...Let It Go

Let them Go

We are both Gods creation
Created to love and help one another
White or black it doesn't matter
Love supersedes all
Let us come together as one
Live as one
Be happy as one
Join hands to kick against racism

If you are black maybe  your lover is white
If you are white maybe your ancestors are black
Let us say no to racism
Let be best friends
Love. Each other
Marry each other
Care for each other
And help each other
White man needs a black man
A black man needs a white man
Together. We can make this world a better place
A place we can live a life worth living
Send our kids to school worth going
Fall in love with someone worth loving irrespective of the color

Am black and I wanna mary a white for real that's love
If u r a white and wanna marry a black go ahead that's love for real
Let's make this world better for our kids
Better for our unborn kids
War isn't going to be any good

We might have done so many things
We might have heard so much about how our color as been treated
At some point even I wished I was white cos it seems the black had no place on the planet earth
My heart grows sick with hate, becomes as lead,
For this my race that has no home on earth.
Then from the dark depths of my soul I cry
To the avenging angel to consume
The white man's world of wonders utterly:
Let it be swallowed up in earth's vast womb,
Or upward roll as sacrificial smoke
To liberate my people from its yoke

But one dream changed my mind
The greatest dream ever dreamed by a man
A black activist
Martin luther king jr
Today white walks among blacks and blacks walks among white
White fall in love with blacks
Blacks marry white
That is love

Let us say no to racism and make the world a better place
One love
We are United
We are one
Black +White =Love and peace

Why are u mad at me
Why did u want to see me broken
Why did u want to see my downfall
Why did u want to see my tear-drops
I wonder if my downfall will add to your success...ofcos not
I wonder if my death will add more years to yours...hell no!!!!
I wonder if my tears will add interminable smile on your ugly face....hell no!! No one gets that
I wonder if my cry will add to your happiness....."Listen"
You may write me down in your history with your bitter and twisted lies
Yet I WILL STAND FIRM like never before

I will walk on the street like I got oil well,
Pumping in my living rooms
You may shoot me with your words
You may haunt me with your twisted lies
I WILL STAND FIRM like I got a gold mine digging in my own backyard
You might think your lies are getting at me...hell no they ain't
Rather they make me stronger
They make me STAND FIRM and more focused
They make me strive more for success
Cos that's the only weapon I got hunting u down

From the past that rooted with pain
I WILL STAND FIRM
From the valley of shadow of death
I WILL STAND FIRM
Between the devil and the blue sea I even stand firmer
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I WILL STAND FIRM
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I WILL STAND FIRM
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the poor
I WILL STAND FIRM
I WILL STAND FIRM
I WILL STAND FIRM

I want to dance with u till the end of time
Its a cool night
A romantic night
On a romantic dance floor
Floor fill with red rose with sweet scent
With a romantic slow music
We move slowly coming closer to each other with a lovely and charming smile from both of us, cos it feels right to dance together
I want to stop the hands of time so that this night will last longer

I want to hold your hands  
Draw you close to my heart
To see our body close together swaying at the music which only us can hear
Letting it sweep us into Heaven
Come, dance with me there
We'll dance forever; never let go
Hearts in tune hand to hand,
Building love between us
That we barely can stand
It feeds my heart, my soul and my mind knowing that u will be with me through thick and thin
One on one our bodies seal, till the break of day.
But always when the first star shines, my lover comes to
me.
Our hearts are one forever twined, through eternity.
We heal each other kiss to kiss, our love forever true.
With each touch a total bliss, felt only by a few!!!

I want to draw u even more closer
Feel your breath
Perceive the sweet and romantic perfume on your gorgeous gown
I wanna hold that soft palm
And feel the tender skin
Holding your hip drawing u closer
My heart to your heart
My skin to your skin
My breath to your breath

If there is anything I wanna do with u for long...it is to dance with u
I want to stop the hands of time
So we can have much time to have this lovely dance together
I want to hold your heart in my hand and put it right to mine
I want to hold your waist and pull u even more closer and kiss your charming,attractive lips
When I whispered to you into your ear with a low **** and romantic voice and say "I LOVE U"
I want u to kiss me passionately and say I love u too

Dancing with u is right
It feels right to dance with u my love
I will dance with u my love till the end of time

I saw her sitting on a bar chair
Tall ebony skinned and dark hair
I couldn't take off my gaze on her
I watch her lips as she sip through the glass
Her skin shining and glowing like a black diamond
I couldn't think of anything else but her
Deep inside me I know I fell for her
I haven't seen her before, but it seems as if I have known her all my life

Never knew she was also taking a gaze at me not until our eyes meet each other
I never wanted her to notice I was into her, but I felt she knew already cos she gave me a welcome smile
I was overwhelm by her smile, I started having stupid thoughts about her
Maybe she is also into me
Maybe she fell for me as I did
Maybe the feelings  is mutual

I left my seat to hers
Never. Said a word
She said to me take me home
Its a **** cold night
Take me by the hands
Take me somewhere new
Yes I don't know u
But am with u
I feel I knew u from far
I felt so excited cos am actually right about the smile she gave me
We felt same for each other for the first time
We felt we have known each other for a life time
We felt same thing
Same day
Same time
Same moment
We felt love at first sight

Love at first sight is for real
Cos we human love our mums at first at sight at birth

I want to be her best friend not just her husband
I want to be a good listener when she speaks
I want to be by her,stand by her
I want to be a true husband who loves care and cherish his wife with all his heart
I want make her laugh
I want to be her one and only true companion
I want to be her inspiration
I want to be her muse
I want to be her happiness
I want to motivate her to greatness  
Smile will never lack on that pretty beauty face
I want to be her second father
I want to be her true brother from another mother
I want to be the one she can always count on
I want to be all this for her
True I don't know her yet
But I know she there maybe reading right now
Yes maybe its YOU
I mean YOU
I want to be all this for YOU
Yes for YOU
Above all.....I want to be me HER HUSBAND

Am made of black
Am a true symbol of a black
Strong
Powerful
Black is independent
Black is determined
Black is original never fades
Black remains consistent forever

Am made of black
Black is an attitude
Black is beautiful
Black is love
Black don't discriminate
Black accepts you for who you are
Irrespective of your race,color and religion

Am made of black
Black is patient
Black is caring
Black is accommodating
Black is brilliant
Black is intelligent

Am made of black
Black lives with you
Black inspires you
Black motivates you
Black is a leader not a ruler (Nelson mandela)
Black is an activist(martin luther king Jr)
Black is a rapper(2pac)
Black is a sprinter(Usan Bolt)
Black is a footballer(George Weah
Black is a singer(Akon)
Black is a poet(Me and myself)
Black is a friend(Akanbi Olawale)
We are blacks we are more

Black is made of more
I am made of more
I am original
I am beautiful
I am powerful
I am attractive
I am charming -----do you know why?
Because am made of black...
Am made of more ...

I draw her close to my chest
With her ****** pointing out from her underwear like an arrow
Slowly removing her underwear arm by arm and kissing the smooth shoulder

As I pull the two arms of her underwear the underwear fell out of her body slowly
I can see her pointed ****** calling me for a ****
Picked up an ice-cream, rubbing it gently and slowly all over her smooth soft and attractive ebony skin
From her face to her toes(all over her body)

All her body is covered with ice-cream
And she screamed baby is cold and warm
Slowly I started giving her a tongue bath
From her fore-head to her cheek to her nose to her lips
Paused a little as I deep my tongue into her two attractive lips and hers into mine
We exchange tongues for minutes  
Down to her neck, wiping all the ice-cream with my lips gently and slowly
As she started to scold
Down to her chest l **** up the cream on her chest

Holding her pointed breast as I kiss and **** her ****** slowly
She  scream softly and faintly "aahh hmmm that's it baby she said"
down to her **** tommy
With my tongue going angle at a point on her stomach
I Started again from her toes **** all her ten toes one after each other slowly
To her knees
She started shaking as I approach her **** ice-creamed laps
The volume of her screams increase slowly as am  kissing her laps and going upward to her tight ice-creamed *****
Her legs shakes heavily and her body started shaking
She shuddered softly as my  tongue rolled over her ****
she started to scold, but moaned softly as my tongue pressed at her **** harder

she lifted her head up looking at me as I shake my head side by side with my tongue holding the **** harder
She dropped her head as she murmured "hmmmm" faintly
She started to push me away gently not that she don't want more but because is over-sensitive
I grabbed her back
While I continue to **** her deeply into her ***** slowly and gently
As she raise her head again holding my head toward her *****
Pressing my head harder towards her ***** as my tongue was deep into her ***** and my thumb press her **** and shaking it side by side
Please," she whined breathlessly to me.
"Please. Faster." I withdrew my tongue and gently took her ****
in my  teeth and wriggled it back and forth quickly. Her legs
jumped and she cried out, pushing with her arms again. I
grabbed her hips and pull closer
"Oh... Aaaaaah ... I'm so close," she whined. I circled her ****
with my nose and pressed my tongue back inside her, flicking it
in and out quickly to the sound of her gasps.
"Just... Ah... Almost..." She gasped when it hit her, and her body
quickly shuddered,
She slowly dropped her head as she removed her hand on my head
So I  licked at the inside of her thigh, where the *** had sound
up, and continued to clean her up with my tongue
everything tensing and relaxing for several
moments before she relaxed back into the floor,

I met a special lady on smoothies
From different country
I added her as a friend and thanks to her she accepted me
We started chatting
Started knowing each other
We both discover we have many things in common which makes us even

We started asking each other how was ur day and asking about families
We became so attatched to each other
We got even more closer that we don't hide anything from each other
We are far from each other but we don't know that because. We are so close to know that we ain't from same country
We make so many plans as if we have met before

I appreciate each time she spends with me online, because she no longer make me feel lonely and deserted, my feelings get stronger for her
And we finally fell in love
She compliments each messages I compose for her
And I do too
She said, baby are u a poet, I replied no
She said, baby your messages are so poetic and I think you will make a good poet, I was happy because someone for the first time make me feel so special,
Online dating works and I feel safer with this special lady than ladies I have seen that  broke my heart at last
Remember(she made me a poet)

To.....................KARIN NAUDE

She said goodbye
I was hurt and felt heart broken
But is all my fault,is all my doing
And I blame my self for it  
I push her too much
I ignore her calls and didn't care about how she feels anymore
I became less and less emotional day by day
I give her lame excuses for my actions  
I ignore her messages without replying
I gave her less attention like I always do
I couldn't even  compliment her new looks anymore
When am far away she sends me the pictures of her new hair expecting me my  comment on it, but I couldn't
I hurt her so much
I hurt her feeling so badly that she cries saying baby why, why are u treating me this way, I ll pretend to care but I don't
Now she is saying goodbye
And am hurt now, why

I let my personal and family problem take over my love and feelings for her
I started keeping secrets from her and when she ask I ll say baby am fine don't wanna bother u, but she never hide anything from me
I can't even spend those romantic moments with her anymore, because am busy doing nothing

Am sorry can never get us back together.
I will never do it again can't either
I feel so bad letting u go through all this
I feel so terrible
I can't explain my action
Is not justified
I have no reason to treat you that way

I don't really know how to make you feel better
You have given me first and second chance when I said am sorry but I later do the worse
Saying goodbye is not your fault is mine  

Am not. Saying am sorry anymore
I want you to look straight to my eyes
And know how deeply sorry I without me saying them
I want you to look straight into my heart feel my heart beat and know how terrible I feel putting you through this

This are not sweets words to get you back
But rather this is the best way I feel I can say am sorry
This is the best way I can really show how terrible I felt treating wrongly

Sweetheart yes, you said goodbye
But I never
Will always be here proving my self not for you to get back to me
But for you to know am sorry and am ready to make us work better and better than we ever did
I have no reasons to treat you this way
Personal and family issue shouldn't have come between us
Am sorry I really am

How happy I am to be your son
And how lucky I am for me to have a beautiful mum and a caring dad
Now am a man of my own and take my own decisions
Yet I will never forget the time you both spent to raise me
The money you spent to send me to school
And both the insult you receive for my sake in the streets
When no one was there for me you both of you are always there

The best way my mum and dad says goodnight is with a kiss on my cheek
And when I don't get any, I don't close my eyes until I get them
And mum and dad always do say goodnight everyday even till date

Even when am not the best son, you both always tell me that am the best you both ever had
am always the last in my class yet you both still believe in me
my mum and dad are the best

Even when I can't read nor write you both gave me hope that someday I will
Today am a writer,thanks to you mum and dad


I know am not that man you both raise me to be but am quite sure I will be the best man you both  will be proud of

I love you so much mum and dad

When I look at real me it  baffles me  
A young boy who has many dreams
Who has many hopes
Who was always optimistic
Yet achieved none
A guy who grew up as the best science student in his high school days , with a dream of becoming an engineer
Today he. Is  studying accounting, which he  was a drop-out
He dreamt  of becoming a footballer
Rather he  started getting fatter that I can't play anymore
Life is really a mystery

He Wanna be the best son every woman could have yet he couldn't  send his  mum happy mothering sunday text message
He  vowed to best his dad in everything he achieved but it seems he was still crawling instead of walking
Life is really a mystery

Always say tomorrow will be better
And forgot that a better tomorrow starts today
He says..........
But am sure of one thing
I will always dream on
I won't stop dreaming
I won't stop hoping
I won't stop to be optimistic
Yes life is a mystery positively or negatively
But I believe in the positive part of mysterious life

I woke up so early to work
Sometimes I don't even see my kids before going to work due to I might be late for work
Working early and going home late
My kids are right when they called me uncle instead of dad
That's madness in the highest order
I don't have time for my family but only for that man who hated me with passion
Yet I work for the growth and development of his company
That's madness

Working for someone who does not value nor care about my professional growth
Working for the man who always deduct my money whenever I attend class for my personal and professional growth which will also help his company
Yet I still work for this man
That's madness
There are many other companies out there
Yet I can't leave this monster am working for
That's madness

But yet I still have to do the job
Because I needed the job for money
I was called all sorts of name yet I responded yes sir accepting all the insult just for the sake of money
I give my best to the man who will never want me to be my own boss

If am told am mad will I argue it? No
If am told am insane of course the person is right about me
Worked under him for five years and no promotion and salary increment
Yet am still working with him

Madness is not when you run naked in the streets and started picking dirts on the floor
I said to my self
Am mad
And I know now
Which means is a step to solving my madness
I have to leave this monster
I have to leave this blood ******* vampire
I have to leave this man without human feelings

That was the solution to my madness

What's yours?

I am gorgeous
I am charming and attractive
Through me leaders are made
I am Beautiful
I am unique
I am soft, emotional but strong
I am kind  
I am loving
I give life, I bring life
I don't discriminate
I love boys and girls
I light up the world
Without me, the world would be boring
Without me, there would be no smiles and happiness
Without me, life wouldn't be
God couldn't rest till I was formed
I was made to complete the creation
Without me the creation are incomplete
And he made it so, man would never rest because we occupy the world
I am wonderfully made
Beautiful crafted and created to be admired and pampered
Created to be loved
created to be cherished
Created to care and be cared for
What am I?
A WOMAN

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY

Hey you handsome.
There's another guy out there
Who is always there for your girlfriend when you are not
He will be glad to take her off your hands
if he could & honestly, why shouldn't he?
It seems that you are tired of the relationship
It seems like you don't even want to be with her anymore  
You're acting less like the guy she fell in love with every day.
You are making her to question the day she met you
You no longer text her like you used to and when you do, the emotion are gone
The passion is gone
The love, the care and the trust are all gone
You are no more romantic and  sweet like you used to be with her,
holding her  hands & having long embraces with her.
You don't feel like having those romantic moment with her anymore
You don't feel like  making out with her  like you did when you first met her, now you keep on giving her lame excuses
Kept telling  her how busy you were all
the time.
She  even feels different when you touches her
because it doesn't have the same passion like it used to when you met her
you no longer give her those romantic looks. You’re now so secretive and always on a rush.
You no longer compliment her new hair style like you used to
You are no more that guy she used to know .
if you think you don't love her anymore, why are you still with her? If you think is boring  to be with her
Why waste her time
if you are seeing someone else? Why do you still want to keep her around as a fool yet you already moved on?
She needs a guy who can be consistent with giving her the attention & affection a girl needs.
She
expects this from you, not from another guy.
Will it feel good when another guy replaces you and loves your girlfriend? If you really love her and you don’t want to lose her then love her without measure,
Try to rediscover what makes you love her in the first place
Try to find that lost passion and affection
fight this imperfections and weaknesses,
love her the way you found her,
don’t change her because she won’t be
real and pure.
If you really feel that your girlfriend is
the love of your life, love her more , don’t allow her to  go
Remember how she reminds you the lyrics of your old favorite songs
Remember those moment and memories you both share together
Yes she is hurt because she is loosing you
but she still want to make it work

It was 2: 00am
I found my self  in the woods
Everywhere is calm
But a voice was coming in one direction
So scary and deep
I walk towards the direction of the voice
I saw a lonely tree
It was a tree without leaves
I became even scared because the tree is dead
I asked my self, can a dead tree speak? As if a tree can speak in the first place
Fear took over me
Yet I kept walking
Going back was never an option
So I kept moving
No other tree was there
And the voice seems to be coming from that tree
As I walk close to the tree
The voice grows higher
It was night
It was dark
The tree was standing like a giant
Fear grip me
My legs starts shaking
But yet I can't go back
Yet I kept going closer to the tree

I looked back
I couldn't see anything
Can't even hear the birds singing as usual
Everywhere was quite
But the voice grow higher
Am cold yet am sweating heavily
But am ready to see it to the end
Don't know where the courage came from
I kept moving
The voice grows even higher
It was like a stormy wind
As I got close to the tree
The fear in me fades away
I was ready to face anything that comes out
Am ready to fight to die or to live
My courage grows

But as i got close to the tree
Everywhere became calm
The voice was gone
Suddenly the birds that has refuse to sing started singing
I became helpless when the voice was gone
I became scared again
I said to my self
I rather hear this voice than not
The fear in me come alive when I heard the voice no more
Fear grips me again when I heard the voices of the birds

Deep inside me
I was like a melted ice-cream
I couldn't walk anymore
I can't move my legs
I was stuck
My legs became heavy
I say to me
I prefer the voice from the tree
The voice that gave me courage
The voice that make my fear fade away

What is love if is not to be in love with you
What is life if its without you
I can't think unless am thinking about you
Can't breath if breathing is without you I got suffocated when you are away from me
You gave me strength to fight on even when I thought I lost the fight
You are always there now and then
Singing my favorite songs and reminding me their lyrics
I have a puzzle left unsolved
The puzzle is
"Sometimes I wonder what life would have been without you"
Helpless?
Will living worth it if its without u?
Can I move on when you are not there ?
I think its gonna be worse than I thought
You gave me reason to live
You gave my life a meaning when its meaningless

You see something greater in me that even I cannot  see
You inspired me into greatness
Now I have no doubt about guardian angels
Because you are my perfect guardian angel
Angel from heaven specifically sent to me, to guide,protect and love me
I have a kingdom called my"heart"
And you are the perfect Queen of that kingdom
And I know my people (my soul, my body and my mind) will accept you as the crowed queen of my great kingdom I welcome you my Queen
Sometimes I imagine my great kingdom without my Queen
My kingdom would have been incomplete
Long live the Queen of my great kingdom....
Long live the Queen......

I am me
Am not you and will be nothing like you
I have my idiosyncrasy not yours
You criticize me for no reason  
You said am a lazy type,because am nothing like you
You wanted me to be like you but you forgot u are  nothing like anyone's role model
I can't be you who **** for money and a ******  
I can't be you a deceiver
Can't be you a thief
Can't be you heart breaker
I can only be me
Am me and that's all I want to be  
You hated me for no reason

Am tired of trying to be who I can't be
I am me because I was created by God to be me and not any other being
I can only do what I want to do
Not what others do or  has done

I love my self the way I am
I love my color
I love my accent
My stature
Educated or not am still me
Handsome or not am still me
White or black am still me
Tall or short can't change the fact that am still that perfect me either
I just don't wanna do things because others did it
I wanna be my self
I don't wanna fly because my mates are  flying  knowing fully that I can't fly and I don't have wings
I don't wanna jump because my friend did jumped
I just wanna be that perfect person am destined to be
I wanna do things because I have already  conceived it in my heart and prepared to do it my self not because others do
Honey I can't just be you and you can't be me either
I can only be that me me me me me me......................
Am me
Am that one and only perfect me......

We want to be together forever
We make plans and we work towards achieving them
Though we are far away but within us we knew we are close
We plan to have a family together
Have kids, boys and girls
Send them to school
Give them the comfortable life they deserved
Have a farm, raise cows cattle, sheep


But nature was against us
We kept falling like a tree
We kept going and going further apart
Yet we don't know the cause
Was it distance?
Was it lack of communication?
We can't still figure it out
Our love for each other seems to fade away and yet we don't know

We tried to make it work
We put in all the best we can
We tried and we got tired
Maybe is our fate to be apart
Maybe we are not destined to be together
No matter how hard we tried things kept falling apart

Its our fate
And we accepted it with good fate
But we will never forget what we had together
The moment we share

Thank you can never be able to appreciate  what u did in my life
U brought me happiness when am sad
You inspired me into a writer I never knew I will be
When am in the mood of despondency you comfort me and give me hope

Even as we part ways I will still cherish the memories we share
I wish you the best in life  
I just wanna say thank your love
Your care
Your encouragement
Your teachings.
You remain the best I have had
Thank you Karin  Naude

I know is all my fault
Ohhh my sweet love
I know things have not being going on well among us
I know our conversation is terrible
I know is no more romantic like it use to be
I know it seems we are falling apart
I have no reason to justify my action
I have not been that guy you fell In love with  
I know I have made so much empty promises
Baby I know deep down in me its my fault
You are always there to make us work
But all I do is give excuses
I have let my personal problems affect the one and only one who could put Back smile on my face

My baby I have realize all this and am here to make it right
Am here to make us work even better
This is not one of those my empty promises  
No excuses
No complains
Just me and u and us
Am here for 24hrs daily for us
Things we get even better among us
Only if u could give me that trust once more
I know its hard for you to believe in my right now
But you once do have faith in me
You once do believe in me

Am given you my word
Though I gave you my word Before
That's a mistake am not gonna make  twice
I wanna show you back those love you showed me
I wanna appreciate all your care and love
Even when I don't deserve anyone you still care
Even when I push people away
You are the only one who return to me
You are  there day and night
Hoping someday I will change
Baby here I am a change man
I just need you to have faith in me once more no matter how hard it is
I promise am not gonna blow this opportunity.
Deep down In me is all my fault
Is all my fault
Baby I could you even a little trust

He misses you that he cries all day
His heart beats faster remembering the memories you both share together
He misses you like tomorrow will never come
He wishes that he can stop the moon so that the last night you both spend together never end
Pain penetrate his body and soul each day he recalled the day you left him

His heart longs for you and you alone
Since you left him he hasn't found love he wishes  you'll be here because his loneliness grips him
his legs are shaking because he's thinking about you
He is craving to hold your arm once more
He wishes the day you left him never existed
He misses you so much that it suffocates him
He misses you smile
You happiness
You touches
You lips
Your smooth and tender body
He misses how you make him smile
He misses u  that tears run down from his eyes like ocean
He misses you that his joy fades away each time he remembered the day you left him helpless
He misses you and he want you back
He is ready to let go all the past
He is ready for a new beginning
He said come back to me and our love will be stronger

You r the queen of my great kingdom
And am the king
There is no doubt we will make the very best royalty
Sometimes I thought am complete without a queen but am wrong because I can't get my mind of you as my queen
When I sleep at night and found my queen sleeping right beside me great joy takes over me, cos my. Strength is here. With me
And when I woke up in the morning found her beside me I feel stronger and healthier because my heart is with me  
The very first day I met you something tells me you have all the traits of royalty
You are not just my queen
You are my love
My heart
My breath
A day without you is like a day without my  breath
Missing u pose a big threat to my kingdom because you made me complete when you are around me
My queen
My adviser
My mentor
Karin Naude is the Queen of my great kingdom
Karin Naude is the queen of my life

We eat and  drink  together as best friends
we chat and share secrets together
we talk about our goals
we talk about relationship
not knowing am with the wrong one
he seems so real
he seems like a true friend
never knew he was the angel i dont know
never knew he was that enemy i never knew i had

he praises me when we are together
but condems me at my absence
he uses me against my girl just to woo her to his self
yet i called him my best friend

he was always there for me but i never knew he was there for negative purpose.
The man behind behind the closed door is that man you dont wanna have as a friend

Hello sweetheart
daddy is working very hard to creat a better world for you
to creat a better avenue
an avenue where you  will have all you want and deserves
an avenue where you will go to school worth going
an avenue where you will drive a car worth driving
an avenue where you will go places worth going

sweetheart pray to God as you are still there with Him to bless daddy
so that daddy can meet and hook up with mum soon
hope to hook up with mum soon
i love you sweetheart and  i know mum loves you too
i love you pumpkin even when you are not here yet we know the joy and happiness u will bring to mum and daddy

i love you..........from daddy

I will wait for you
i will not  weary
i will not haste
i know we are made for each other
i know we are destined together
i know you will come back to me
because i know you loved, you care for me
i know you never faked your feelings for me
even as you are far away
you are always close to my heart
i know what had is for real
i know what we share is not fake
when i look your eyes i see us
when i look at our pictures i feel us
when i close my eyes dream us
i will wait
i will always leave the door open
i will wait for you

Its new year
its a new a new begining
its a new dawn
its a poetic year
a year of musics
the storm has fade away with the previous year
now its peaceful and condusive

its a year of love
its a year of total acceptance
its a year of forgiveness
its a year of optimism
its a perfect year for you
its a perfect year for me and
its a perfect year for us
a year we found love in hopeless place
a year when pain becomes gain
a year when tears became laughter
a year where we dream big
a year where we live bid
a year where we achieve big
its new year

you are my strength when am weak
but now where is the strength when you are far away from me
you are my sight when I cannot see
now am totally blind because you left me in the middle of the dark
ain't we suppose to be together forever
remember you said you are not like others
I gave you my shoulder to lean on when you needed it
but your shoulder is missing now that I needed yours
I wipe out your tears with my lips
now my tears run down like a river no one to wipe them out
you said you loved me, but I caught you making out with my friend

what did I do to deserve this
I guess I love too much
I guess I care so much
I guess I gave in so much to make it work , even when things are falling apart, now you paid me back in your own way
all I did,I did it for us
for love, I know I don't deserve this from you
I know I deserve better

I loved you
I care
I never forgets our anniversaries
I never forgets your birthdays
I never forgets to make you your favourite food
I never question your love for me even when things ain't going well
I always do believe in us
I never forgets those kisses
those touches
those memories we share together
those moments we go naughty together

I know ,even  u knew I don't deserve this
after all I put in to make us work
please tell me you are kidding
tell me we are still together
baby please tell me is all a test
please tell me you mean It, when you kiss me
tell me you are not that girl behind close door
tell me is  all a dream

When a baby is born
When a baby came to into the world
When they came into existence in the true world
They came with joyous sound
Yes people say they cry
Thats a cry of joy
They came out singing for joy
They came out with different tones and musics
The lyrics of there songs is unexplainable
They music only defines happy moment
They sing and dont warry
They propagate and catalyses the happiness of there parents
The only true definition of the music is happiness


Oh the joy of a baby
As they are born
They dont know pain
They dont know sorrow
They dont know deciet
They dont keep malice for people
They had no enemies
They accept there parents for who they are
They dont care if they are rich or not
Tall or short
Black r white
Blind or not
Deaf or dumb
They came out with total acceptance
They are true definition of been innocent

All they know is sing for joy
All they know is smile
All they know is shout of joy
All they know is play
All they know is that the world meant happiness

They dont have any problems
But they are solution to a problem
They solve problem of barreness
They restore joy and happiness to there parents
They dont hate
Rather they love
They dont discriminate
Rather they accommodate
They dont course
Reather they bless the family

As they grow day by day
They got prettier,handsome and beautiful
As they grow
The joy of the family also grow
They sing with passion
They cry out with loud voice
They they cry out saying.....
Describing how beautiful the world is
The joy of a baby is the greatest joy ever

Sometimes i wish i could turn  back the hands of time and go back being a baby
Sometimes i wish i could go back to my mothers womb and be born again
Just to enjoy the feelings of been a baby
I wish i could turn back the rotation and the revolution of the earth on its axis
Yet all this are impossible
If am given three wishes
First is to go back as a baby
Second will be going back as a baby
Third will be going back as a baby
The joy of a baby is the greatest joy ever

What am i living for
Am i living for the hope that diminishes with time
Am i living for my family whom i was a great disappointment
Am i living for the happiness or love that never seems to arrive
Am i living for the 58dollars i got paid as my monthly salary
Am i living for the plans i made i never got the mobilities to acheive them

Maybe life treats some people preferencially
Maybe life has her own people she favours with  time
Maybe life is a politician who make empty promises
Maybe life is discriminating
Maybe life believed in the concept of favouriitism and
The principle of godfatherism

Why do some people enjoy this life as if they created it
The live a luxurous life
Intimidating the poor and surpressing them
They drive the most espensive cars and splashes water  at the poor
Some poor are there begging for a square meal
They never know what is happiness
All they do is find somewhere they could eat for the day a d move on

Life is really a politician
Life has people she made rich and people she made poor with time
Life has people she cares for and people she didnt care if they live or die

The poor suffers the most expensive sickness in the world today
With no money to cure them and they finally die with time
Malnutrition has caused the death of many childern and adult whom the principle of favouritism and godfatherism wasnt on there side

They work all day to provide food and shelter for there family
There 12hrs work per day to a month was spent on food and rent having nothing to save
There kids kids could not go to school due to the huge amount of school fees
Oh life
Oh life
Is time you start considering the tears of the poor
Oh life
Is time you remember the poor and favour them too
Is time you circulate the principle of favouritism and godfatherism and not monopolising it
Is time you give the poor reason to believe it worth to stay alive
Is time you restore the hope they already lost in you

Other than this  the cry of the poor remains
What am i living for
What am i living for
What the hell am i living for

Oh my dream home
A home full with abundant of love
Home with lots of sweet and unforgetten memories
Home where my wife say goodmorning sweetheart with a warm kiss
Where my kids say dad we gonna miss u while you go to work with a peck on my cheek
A home where hug means daddy, sweetheart welcome home how was your
day
Home where my wife,my kids,my mum,my dad,my granny  and my friends accept me for who i am

Home where you got a real hardworking dad
A fabulous cook as a mum
A home where we wait for dads prayers before we eat dinner
A home where your uncle and aunt is ready to spoil you with all the goodies in the world
Home where where grannny love visiting in other to play with her grandchildren

Home where your loved ones got your back no matter what happen
In good times they are there very close
In bad times they even got more closer saying sweetheart we got your back
They give you reason to wanna live again
The smiles from your sweets kids says everything is gonna be fine dad
The warm hug from your beautiful wife says sweetheart we will get through this

Home where mum and dad are always there to guide  you from making same mistake they made
Though it seems the pressure is high sometimes but they want the best out you
They want you to reach that height they couldnt

My dream home is a home of happiness
My dream home is a home of love
My dream home is a home of accepance
My dream home is a home of protection

I wonder the world i lived in
A world where ........
Acceptance,love ,happiness are all fantasies
Does world full of happiness really in existence
Is happiness really possible

I live in the world where u cant have what u deserved
Where you cant have the trust you earned
Where you cant have the love you deserved
Where you cant have the happy life you worked for

A world where you cant live the life worth living
Where you cant have the house worth having
Where you cant date a girl worth dating
Where you cant go to school worth going
Where you cant drive a car worth driving

A world where an ignorant is voted in as a president
A rogue voted in as a governor
A madman voted in as mayor
An adulterous man is choosen as a priest
A world where ******* are the prayer worrior

I live in a world where .........
No money no love
No money no happiness
No money no school
No money no family  are the popular keywords

The world i live is full of pain instead of joy
The world i live is full with hatred instead of love
The world i live in is full with betrayal instead of trust
The world i live
The world i live
The world i live is full of pain,

Oh am so scared
I sit all day alone on my bed
Got my pillow wet with my tears
Weeping for no reason

I beat my self all day
Starving myself thinking it will help
Rather i grow fat while starving
At night i pray for the night to pass by quickly
Thinking the day will be better
Yet another horrible day

I cry for no cause
What is it that make me so scared?
What is it that am afraid of ?
Yet i cant figure it out
I push people away
People that care and loved me
I push them away cos i wanna be left alone
Yet i do that for no reason

Am i scared of not having the life i deserved?
Am i scared of not having the love i wanted?
Am i scared of the hope which seems to fade away?
Am i scared of death
Yet the puzzle is left unsolved

What is it that am scared of
What is it that make me so scared
What is it that troubles my mind
What am i afraid of
The answer is me me me me ..................
Am scared of me
Am mad at me
Am ****** at me
I hate me
Ohhhh am so scared of me

when you love someone and not loved in return it hurts
but the worst that happens to someone is to love and not have the courage to let him or her know how you feel
sometime you meet few wrong people before you finally meet the right one
and when we finally meet the right person we dont take them for granted cos we are meant to be together
even when you are not in relationship with the person you love yet you found out you still care about him or her thats true love
sometimes we meet someone is meant a lot to us and finds out we are never meant to be together
sometime we kept our eyes on the closed door and we never have the sight to see the one which have been open for us
it is true we dont know what we have until we loose it
and also we dont know what have been missing
dont ever expect love in return
cos giving your love to someone dose not mean that person will give you back
allow the love to grow in there hearts but if it dosnt be contempted it grows in yours
never say goodbye if you still love that person
never say u dont love anymore if you cant let go
love is still there for those qho still hope
for those who have been disappointed
for those who still believe
for those who have been betrayed and
for those who still need to love

i love her and i cant explain it
her name is karin naude
a south african
sometime i try to wave her off my mind
i realised that i cant go a day without thinking about her
i cant think unless am thinking about her
i cant sing unless am singing about her
i cant live if am to live without her
she gave me a reason to write again
she gave me a reason to love again
when am alone i dont have to look for  cos she is always there for me
when am wrong she make things right
she is the love of my life

A good wife will always care
Always make her husband happy
Accept him for who he is
Love him and cherish him
Believe in him and stand by him when no one else dose

A good wife never mind when she sees her friends hoping from high class cars, jeeps rang rovers to another  
She hold him and take a walk with happiness and love
She is contempted with what she and her husband has
She always pray for her family before going to bed at night

A good wife
Even if storms come she still remain faithful
She know how to quickly forgive and forget
She will always stick with her husband no matter what
No matter how bad things are, she will always stick to him and believe in him
No matter how much her husband argue with her she ll stick with him till they work things out
She marry for love and not what she can get from her husband and never cheated on him

A good wife
Inspires her husband to greatness
She knows when her husband is not happy and also know how to put a smile on his face
She always know how to quickly say am sorry
Always turn her husbands bad day to a better day
A good wife is the best gift a man can ever get

Today is the day she was born
Press---- really who is she?
Ooooooohhh!! My sweet  Karin Naude

Press-----who is she to u
Good question, she is my love
My heart, my honey, my inspiration
The only one my heart longs for
The one I love and will always love
She is my everything, she is all I have and all I wanted

Press-----wow I can see how exited u are, so tell me more
Ooohh yes what more can I say about her  who take me for who I am
Even when I never believed in myself she do believe in me
When i was in the mood of despondency, she gave me hope
She always say to me, baby u can do it and I always find myself doing it

Press----- interesting, so what other thing do u want to tell us about her
Yes she is meek she is a  person who loves, who cares,
who sees a person’s need and fills it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on others
rather than herself,
someone who touches each life she enters,
and makes a difference in the world

Press---- wow she got good heart
Ooh man good heart is understatement, I have never seen a word, I mean a single word to qualify who she really was

Press---- so what do u wish her in her birthday
I wish her the best in life,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched, touches others.
Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday,
because you are a special treasure
for all that you’ve done.
May the love you have shown to others
return to you, multiplied in million folds

Press--- isn't dat too much wishes for her,ooh man u just said national holiday
Yes nothing is too much when it comes to my love, she worth more than what I said, I wish I have more to say dan happy birthday my one and only Karin Naude
I love u so much

He was born in a log cabin
Faces lots of hardship from his childhood
He works in the farm after school to help his parent
He was a man of truth and honesty
He became a man of honour
A man full of reputation and dignity
A man who wage many wars which would have prolonged slavery
A man who propagated the end of slavery today
He tells the truth and yet people never wanted the truth
He cares and love the masses yet they loose faith in him
As a great Man he never stop his good deeds
He was hated by many because he was against slavery
As a great man he keeps pushing against slavery
He won
Free the slaves
And also free the union
A man who spoke powerful words
"With malice toward none; with charity for all; with firmness in the right, as God gives us to see the right, let us strive on to finish the work we are in; to bind up the nation's wounds."
He became the best president ever known
He hated war and destructions
Yet faced the worse crisis any president would ever seen
He later took war as the only means to free the union
Yet was murdered by people he cares about
Great men lives on
His legacy lives forever
His achievement speaks great of him
Farewell!!! Abraham Lincoln

You BLAME Him for being JEALOUS
of all of the other guys you talk to? You
could tell Him they're all just friends, but
yet, He still worries & He's still afraid  
to lose you because he cares .
Do you wonder why?
Because don't forget, you & Him started out being 'just friends' too & look where you both
are now, together as a couple. You both
became more than friends after being just
friends so in His mind, it's possible for
another 'friend' to come along and you
might start liking that friend the same way you started liking your Man now! So
understand your Man is jealousy.
Yes he might be over protective
Yet he cares

Happy mothers day
A great day to celebrate great people
Today is mothers day
All days are mothers day
Mother never stop caring
She never stop loving
She never stop providing for her kids
Mother is the best
Mothers is  love
Mother is African Queen
Mother is beautiful
Mother is kind
Mother is our best friend
Mother got our back

Mother is the best gift ever received from God
Mother is the candle that burn its self to light up our life  
Mother knows when you are worried
Mother knows when you are hungry
She knows when you happy
She is love and care
She carry me around for 9 months
How hard it might have been
She go to work with the pregnancy to provide for the coming baby
She went through pain cos of me
She starve while I eat
She naked to cloth me
What a motherly care
What more do we need
Mum has it all

What can I use to thank you mum
Nothing is enough for you mother
Mother you are not just a woman
Mother is the best thing that has ever happen to a being
You are more than just a woman
You are not just a wife to my dad
You are more than a wife
You bring me into this world
Went though the journey of pain
Thank you mum for everything

Happy mothers day

Can't do without you Karin Naude

Sometimes I thought I can go a day without thinking of  you
Sometimes I thought  I could do without calling your phone
Sometimes I wanna know how strong I am to miss you in a minute
Sometime I wanna pretend am not obsessed with you
I pretend that I don't want to hear your voice
But am wrong
I realise am weak because I can't do without you Karin
I can't go a day without thinking about
us
I feel so lonely when you are not around me
For your present make me feel on top of the world
I can't go a day  without thinking about the love we share
The song we sing
Our kisses
Our touches
Can't go a day without hearing  the most beautiful and charming voice in the world
Missing you in a minute is a punishment to my heart
I wanna suffocate when you are away from me
I can't do without your sweet words
Can't do without your smile
Can't do without your happiness
Above all
I can't do without you Karin Naude

Family is like a circle with an interminable connection
Family is a blessed gift from God
I don't know how it started
Neither do I know when it began
God created families to teach the world what it means to love,cherish,honor and obey
Family were bonded by the power of love

Mum would cook dinner
Dad always come home at 6pm
We will always wait 4 dad to arrive
We never can do without dads sweet words of prayers before eating
We would never eat in front of TV
Nor phone on the dinning
We all surround the table
Forming a circle of love at the dinning
Sister right of me
Brothers left of me
Dad and mum face us both
Looking at each other with a beautiful smile of unspeakable joy
We talked and joke as we ate

Oh!! What a brotherly and sisters love
We always got each others back
We love each other
When it comes to defending our self
We defend each to death
In times of crises and hardship are times for the family to stay close together, help ea
ch other out and endure what are sometimes the frigid winds of change

MY ANGEL ON EARTH (KARIN NAUDE)
She cares,
She loves
And she have trust in me
She believes in me even when the world gave up on me
She calls me the  champ even when I lost a fight
She never sees me as a failure like other peoples philosophy about me
She gave the winning spirit which keeps going all day long

She is my love and my best friend
She escape from heaven just to be with
Her loved one, me
Ooh behold the beautiful light skinned angel always tell me I can do it,
Always tell me I can move mountains,
I never believed in my self but she dose
She work her self out all day to put a smile on my face
Her voice sounds like a classical music cool and calm which keep playing in my heart all day
Her smiles sends a message to me saying all is fine trust your self and focus on the big picture                      

My guardian angel, my best friend
She left heaven such beautiful and enjoyable place to be with me on earth
A place with pains, agony, politics and envy
Making thousands of  friends in a day dose not matter
What matters is keeping one for years
A thought about you says goodbye to my depression
You gave my hope life even when I was kept in the mood of despondency
Ooh!! its not just our love
Its our friendship
You are my lover
My best friend
My one and only
You gave me reason to breath once again even when I though joining my ancestors was the last option
She never left me alone
She was right here when am putting these down
She inspires me, she said baby u can do even much more better
My angel what more can I say than to say  
I love you........................................
My angel on earth