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AzealAngel Mar 2012
I think I’m going to leave you
I let those words slowly slip out of my mouth
I think I’m going to leave you
I can’t believe I just thought that
I think I’m going to leave you
Just apologize and I’ll forgive you
I think I’m going to leave you
You don’t walk away because I tell you to
I might not leave you
I love being with you
No, I won’t leave you
But you ***** up so much
Yes, I have to leave you
I deserve so much more
Do I have the power to leave you?
….
I don’t know anymore
AzealAngel Mar 2012
I used to fear that I loved you so much God would take you away from me
Rip you out of my life
Cause I was too enthralled with you
Cause I would just die without you
Cause I couldn't breath without you
....
Now I find myself wishing that I'd never met you
Ever
Cause you enthralled me
Cause you made me unable to live without you
Cause now I can't breath
AzealAngel Mar 2012
Now, of all the times, you choose to walk back into my life
What about when I wanted you?
needed you
prayed for you
longed for you
Where were you then?
Now, when I've moved on you choose to look for me
I'm not in love with you,
I'm not
I swear
I think...
....You don't have my heart anymore
I promise...
I don't think about us or what we had...
Just to let you know
Take you back? Now? Really?
I....I.....
Yes, your all I wanted
Yes, I still love you, and since we're being honest I don't think I ever stopped
I'm with someone else
I moved on..
I love him, too
I do
No....not like how I loved you
So i'm supposed to drop everything for you?
You didn't do that for me
Yes, I know..I love you too
Think about it overnight?
Okay, I will. Give me 24 hours.
hugs
It's a deal.
.....so what......who do I choose?
If you read, answer the question please.
AzealAngel Mar 2012
Yours Truly
Loving You Avenue
Kissime, Missmeana
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Dear Love of my Life,
You do not know me yet but, I am the love of your life and you are mine. Try not to over look me if we ever meet. Pick me out the crowd of beautiful women you see from where ever we meet, whether it be in public, private, or through a computer screen. Oh yea, and try your best to judge me by my personality. Look past the color of my skin for it may interfere with your better judgement of me. For all you know I could be white, purple, or mahogany. Once, we are together theres somethings you should remember. One is that I won’t completely hate you if you forget our anniversary. I’ll only pretend to so we can feel like a sitcom family. Second, my favorite flower is the lotus but I’ll settle for roses as long as they are never red, I prefer white or black instead.Third, don’t be what you think I expect you to be because I really love spontaneity. So don’t be surprised if for vacation I’d like to go skydiving, bungee jumping, or skiing. By the way I have of list of things I’d like to do before I died and those activities are numbers one, two, and three. Promise to never lie to me unless you are trying to protect me. Yes, I know honesty's the best policy but a little white lie never hurt anybody. I hate to be told what to do unless of course it is by you. So I guess I’ll be fair and not give you too many rules. This last one is a request of you for me, Spontaneously tell me you love me.
Sincerely yours,
The Love of your Life
AzealAngel Mar 2012
I hate myself sometimes, I truly do
It’s like my heart can’t comprehend that I’m over you
We barely talk anymore, so why do my ears cling to every word you utter
I almost never see you, but when I do my eyes won’t look away
I try so hard not to think of you, but my brain always finds a way to wonder to past memories
All these things enable me from moving on
I want to so bad..
You have
Why can’t I?
Why do I still love you?
AzealAngel Feb 2012
I hate that smile you give me now
that smile that breaks my heart
Its that smile you give to a friend that you were once close to but aren’t any longer
that smile that pretends like there was never an us
that we never held hands and
that we never laughed together
it says I never told you I loved you
it says I never pictured our future together
it says I don’t know you at all because I never learned who you are
However,
I love that look in your eyes
that look that warms my soul
its that look that you give to that person you use to be in love with but couldn’t be with
that look thats says there was an us
that we did hold hands and
that we did laugh together
it says I remember telling you I loved you
it says I fantasized about our future
it says I know you inside and out because I learned you
That is the smile I hate and
The look I love
AzealAngel Feb 2012
Rain is the tears of angels
Shadows fragments of darkness that long to be light
Wind the sighs of God
Ugly misconceived beauty
Light escaped purity from heaven
The moon, the inconsolable lover of the sun
(for she can never be with whom she loves)
And life..
Wel...
Life’s...a mystery for
Eternity
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