I’ll wait for you forever
Eternity
One day I’ll be loved
Amour
Eventually we’ll be together
Tandem
Never alone
Solus
No longer separate
Isolated
Forming one
Single
How long?
Seemingly endless
Soon
Shortly
Hopefully
Optimistic
So…
I’ll wait for you forever
Eternity

Eternity is forever
Forever is eternity
Endless, unending, without end
It’s time
Forever
An everlasting continuum
Where time no longer exist
Intervals of periods coiled together
Meshed
everlasting
Eternity is…
Unpredictable
Inexplicable
&
Incomprehensible

The spaces in between my fingers were made just for your hands
When intwined they fit together just like puzzles pieces
Your palm radiates warmth that flows into mine
The warmth that leaves me with that feeling of security
Then life continues and eventually you are forced to let go
Taking the warmth and security with you
Leaving me with a frosty feeling and loneliness
But there’s a glimmer of sanguinity because I know you will return to me
Restoring my peace of mind,
Giving back my feeling of security,
and
Completing me

As a child believing in you was easier, more simplistic
Now when bad things happen, I question
Why?
What did I do to deserve this?
I am a good person
And yet…
You allow tragedy to happen to me
You allow poverty to strike
You allow death to creep closer and steal away loved ones
You allow anger to engulf my soul, spirit, and body
Where is the love you promised?
The joy?
The happiness?
The eternal bliss?
Maybe you forgot that I was good
Misplaced my fortune with that of  murderers, thief, or some other criminal or convict
Or..
Maybe…
Possibly…
You just don’t exist

As interesting as painting is I must admit I **** at it
So another outlet I must find
One that speaks my own mind
One that that let’s my emotions run wild
Like a sugar crazed child
Something that lets me be me
Not someone I pretend to be
An outlet that no one can say is wrong
One more powerful than a song
Something exciting, intriguing, and graceful
Oh my, what could take its place in my world to help this emotionally stressed girl
An outlet
An outlet
What should it be??