The mild interest has burnt out
you're on the floor, blacked out
too high to lift a finger
you lie there with no regret
feeling the waves
and sinking into the couch.
relaxation, calmness, peace.
Breathing life into yourself
you let it out and pass it along
you see their faces
stare into their eyes
and get lost in the moment.
wonder, amusement, curiosity.
Tap your fingers with anticipation
your body sways side to side
foot tapping to the beat of the rain
fiddle with the light switch
and pace to the door.
excitement, hope, anxiety.
Touching her skin, but not really
every inch you move forward
she moves ten back
so you just sit there
and amuse the thought.
inane, joyous, free.
Tape the memories to the wall
paint a picture that shows it raw
give them their story
adding your own tunes
and then live your own life.
taken, full, complete.