Sitting here all alone ,
Only dreams to comfort my suffering
Travelling a lone road
It seems to be never-ending

All I have is your memory
speaks to me when i'm down
mountains, they never whisper
Eclipsing all that is around

Hidding from me what lies on the otherside ,
Every gush of wind makes me more blind
Pines tower over me , guarding the skies
No bird I could ever find

quiteness of the forest makes no sound
All I hear is my own reflection
Solitude is what i've found
And it travells in every direction

Keeps me from making noise ,
Destroy what we have achieved
For it dosent wants me to wake up ,
From the depths of my sleep

Lost but not forgotten
It wants me to dream
Traveller , nothing more
It wants me to be

To forever lurk in my own self
In this world made up of magic
Where every view is a wizard ,
And every moment nostalgic

I walk where my eyes lead
Feet no longer care for a trail
Where sunshine and river meets
Heaven feels so near

Lost inside this maze ,
Every corner has a different view
can you escape from that cage
Where every wall sings for you

"Forgive me o' father for I'm about to  sin"
Said the shadow with a grin
Just outside the gates of the holy
Standing with all the black he could bring

Infinite night stretching across the sky
Immersing one and all forever in its shade
One shade too dark , the shadow
Laughing and howling outside his holy gates

"Where at the light o' father
Look what has night done to me
Turned me into a ghost
Upon your throne you couldn't see"

"Your kingdom is in ruins
Yet you want us to have faith "
As he ignites the torch with his blood
"Now there's nothing but hate "

Nightly creatures are summoned for the ceremony
From the remotest and the darkest towns
Where who ever dared to wander ,
Was never found  

"You made this army of monsters
For you're the one who creates
Turned us all into a night-mare
And expected us to be saints "

"We might not be saints
But we do preach love ,
Love for you o' father
We have nothing but love"

"We'll love you with our blades
Sharpness will define its reasons
We'll paint you with hate
Hang you for your treason "

"For you left us when we needed you
Who said you couldn't sin
Forgot us , when we prayed to you
Who says we can't sin "

With an evil smile he lets go of the torch
'burn with all my darkness'
Taste the flames of my pain
While you beg for forgive-ness

You are the reason for your demise
We are nothing but a vessel
We gave it our all , we did fight
But you never heard our message

"where were you gone o' father"
Too engrossed in your own praise
As the world burned and suffered
You only cared about the ones who prayed

Rewarded the beautiful daughter with a **** ,
Faithful wife with nothing but hate
But your son understands you,
For He'll love you with with a blade

"Without you o' my dearest father
We might have a chance at paradise"
Said the shadow in a whisper
With nothing but rage in his eyes

"we'll break those gates down o' father,
utopia for all"
Screamed the shadow once again
Just as angels begin to fall

"welcome o' brother and sisters,
isn't it a beautiful day ?"
Smiled the shadow on the dying breed
"sad , you couldn't stay"

"o' father bless my kin with all your love
For they need it for what's about to come
No longer will they rule the skies
Ignoring all , serving but a few chosen ones "

"you were never our father ,
We were nothing but slaves
Now look around you o' father
There's no one who you can save"

As the fire raged on ,
He could see the world awake to its chaos
"o' father you can hear me now "
Said the shadow somewhat lost

"o' father i will miss you , i wont deny
you made me feel less alone
And I'll let these gates stand once you're gone
To remind the world of your existence and your sacrifice
But your rule is over now and you have to die "  

With that there was darkness no more
As the fire brought day to the world
'we are free , we are free' they cheered
And a new season began to unfurl


His Rage has consumed both of them,
'god is dead , god is dead' whispered every meadow  
Gates were still standing tall and
On the burnt throne were the ashes of his shadow

His hands search for comfort
Lying by the road in chaos and dirt
Eyes still searching the sky
To find the last glimpse of his hurt
Her eyes speak to the night
She's scared of every passer by
She never wants to be lost in shadows again
Fading like the stars in the sky
His old cane is all that's left  
Shoulders weak by the lifes debt
A pond of tears he always knew ,
Further from home , where he quietly wept
Her aging arms wrinkled
Her face now old and stained
grace lost to the memories
Mirror will never be a friend again
He plays with his toys
Shy , with a smile too coy
Wears his heart on his sleeve
For he's just a boy
Her eyes quickly ****** a look
fairytales begins to whisper in her head
they say, First love is true
She knows , she'll never forget
They smiled and yet again
Hands couldn't find the way
Fingers left alone and cold
Hoping for a new day
A fading moonlight keeps them awake
In each others arms , still so numb
Warmth escapes their union
What has distance made them become
He knows they didn't forget
But why is it so hard to remember
She knows they're in love
Then why is it that they're not together  
Forgotten, yet still haunted
They walk alone but never far
In dreams and tomorrows
A flame that keeps burning in their heart

He smiled , she smiled
World forgotten with just one kiss
An aura of lust and love
Forming clouds of eternal bliss
Her hands finds his
A vow made to never let go
He looks in her eyes one last time
And they know..


-They'll always be in that moment
No matter how much it hurts
For they've tasted
the kiss of love

All they care about is shine
See it glitter in those eyes
Made of pretty things
Beauty never hides

All they want is the skin
Who cares what's on the insides
Made up of pretty things
Surface never lies

Give them all the gold
Paint it all over the sky
Made up of pretty things
Reason for their demise

Pretty things
What have you done
Got me addicted
A nightmare you've begun

Pretty things
Can i get one
Look in the mirror
What have you become

So ugly.

Chained and ignored kept in a white room
Away from the glaring eyes that smile
Locked away in my own gloom
They expect me to be fine
No sharp blades , all i have now are my teeth
I bite once more in a hope it'll start to bleed
I'll buy my own collection of self-harm
Once I'm freed
For the scars are a reminder
Of a time mellowed down and sweet
Thrice a day they feed me
Like i care about hunger anymore
Man , I'm always thirsty
Never been so cold and alone
All i have for distraction
Are a few skeletons and some ghosts
Nightmares for our entertainment
But I'm a terrible host
I feed them nothing but my pain
A dose too strong
They've been acting strange
We can't be friends for long
They no longer sing for me
Don't listen to my songs
Once I'm out of here
I won't bring them along
I draw on these white walls
They think its just hate
But inside those mangled bodies
There's a masterpiece i make
I don't sleep much
But again I'm never awake
I'm all empty now
How much more will they take
My sanity hurts now
No longer can i fake
I'm just a little deranged
Not a killer for gods sake
The ink is empty now
But i still have some blood left
I have so many tears too
And I've never wept
Keep it all on the inside
Whispers my (janitor) nurse
Soon you'll be alright
We'll break that curse
But I've always been on pills , i protest
What are some more 'gonna achieve
You want me to learn and forget
But I'm so far now , i can't be reached
I'm so happy in my own head
You want me to get out
Don't force that needle in me
I'm 'gonna scream and shout
No ones 'gonna hear a rant
I'm not stupid , i know
But i may **** someone
So sometimes i just have to let go
And get it all on the outside
Every word that haunts my soul
I'm cut , scarred and hurt
I'm never 'gonna be whole , i know
I don't claim to be insane
This is how i am , always been
I know they have always been scared
Of things they haven't seen
Maybe my reality is too weird
But they can't take away my dreams
My imagination is my reality
Hallucinations my queen
My world is confined in walls
Whitewashed every day
There's a door but locked
No window to tell night from day
they expect me to wait for the sunrise
Keep an eye at the horizon
Gave me enough hope and faith
Now i just want to shoot down the sun
Break these walls with hate
I want to paint the world black
Give them a glimpse of my hate
a piece of my psychological rehab.

I embrace silence
It speaks to me
I close my eyes
They begin to see
I lock myself in
Now I'm free
Awake again
In my dreams


your silence
It speaks to me
There're no wings
Still flies the bird
I know your night
Before it unfurls
For i hear your whisper
When it has no words

You could never see behind
Memories in our mind
Now , when you look back
What do you see,
Outline of my face ?
Or can you look through my disguise
Did you shed a tear ?
When I went away with the night

You walked on
Into a new tomorrow
Kissed emptiness
To embrace the hollow
I did long for you
Now i have sorrow
I lost you at the end
But i did follow

What we created will die
Magic will fade away
Haze may hide for a while
But there'll be a different day
Dreams will be broken
Smiles never stay
We plead and pray
But they never stay

Now when its all over
Do you still think about me
Now when I'm gone
Are you free ?
With heart and eyes
What do you see ?
is it you
or me
In the mirrors
who do you see?

A flicker of pale light
Falls across her face
Her smile is lost,
Hidden behind the haze
Of smoke clouds and rings
Escaping her every breath
To her heart it clings ,
A thought escapes her head
With profound nothing-ness
She remains so calm ,
An embrace to keep her from falling ,
Trapped in her own arms
Bleeding yet again ,
With every words she knows
Just an old nightmare ,
A cold whisper she beholds
Caged inside her own making ,
For she was her own master
But the road was all of night ,
Full of monsters
ghosts walked in disguise
Impervious to ones impending fate
Key to the buried lies
Icicles form the gates,
To the land of mirrors
A world of fading reflection
Blinding one and all
In every direction ,
Blinded her too
Momentarily, for her disguise
There was no view
Outside  window of the wise
Better part of hallucinations,
Were all too real illusions
His name still a mystery,
A concept for her confusion
For he fades away every passing breath
Smoke reminds her of his memory
She's lost , now and forever
In her own reality
Only he Can make her smile
Smile for her so she can be saved
Saved from her cage and night
Night that's now her slave

What have you given me
I Ask you , O' the old one
What is that i haven't seen
Why am i not the chosen one
You made, what i dream of
Then why these talks,
You never learned to stop
And I'm the one who can't walk
You learned and witnessed
It was your time ,
You made your own mistakes
Now I'll make mine
For i can't just have your story
I've to make my own
I'll carry what you've given me
Learn what you've shown
But that doesn't mean ,
I'll believe every word you say
Times change ,
Seasons do go away
Storm comes and goes
Nothing remains as it was
Young gets old again ,
Just as you've watched






The seed you sow
Grows to be a tree
Changes with time
As you see
Fruit it bears
Sows more seeds
And in time
There'll be more trees
Different structure
Same design
Stands alone
But roots bind
Leave behind
To remind
A sign
Of progress

Today will be lost in pages
Dried ink and tears ,
Will speak - never again
Quite-ness for years
Melodies left in-between
Forever stuck in disguise,
Soothing yet full of sorrow ,
Whispers a broken cello ,
For the hands that played
Are old now ,
Songs are mellow
Time ran away
Far from these weathered hands
Lost and free ,
Finally alive in far away land
Haunted yet knowing
The cause for its demise ,
Ashes are buried too
Phoenix wont rise
Straight out of reality ,
sublime words ,
Beyond nightmares
A day unfurls
Whispers them-secrets
A cold breath
Leaving its print ,
To forget
And remind someday
When the pages are cometh upon
He was there ,
Singing the beautiful song.

Proclaim me as the king
I want to rule the infinite
crown for my heart ,
A day for my night
My kingdom , home to my dreams
Memories are paradise
Forgotten, outside the walls
Those stand guarding my being
For I'm the universe,
Without me nothing will exist
World hangs in balance
And I'm the axis ,
What i see is alive
What i don't never was
They may come and go ,
Only i can witness the loss
Of time
Beyond me lurks nothingness
Empty spaces and nothing else
What i know , there is
What i don't , will never be
everything is made ,
For me to see ,
I am alive
No one
Else is
Me

Deep dark orange haze
Penetrates the sky ,
As far as one can gaze

Clouds weary and grey
A bird flies by ,
In search of another day

The sea is calm and at peace
Waves radiating its state
Sun is dying - deceived
Submerging as the night awakes
Water turns black
No more blue sky
Winds warn of a storm
The night is about to cry

Traveller stands ashore
Eyes searching,
For a lost door

Skyline painted of gold
Lost again,
Quickly turning cold

A boat rocks direction-less
Heading towards the land
Haunted by seas emptiness ,
Couldn't see beneath the sand
Of what lies in the depths ,
Beneath - where it stands
Kingdom of unseen and unheard
Ruled by no man

Thoughts escapes a head
Never to return ,
For-ever moving ahead

Into the empty spaces and beyond
Without a word,
He sings the ever-so beautiful song

Air breathes of purity
Freshness of the dew
As the last ray kisses
Bids the ever-lasting adieu
Speaks the traveller
With a hope renewed
Without this grace-full sadness
There shall be no view

Deep dark orange haze
Penetrates the sky ,
As far as one can gaze

Clouds weary and grey
A bird flies by ,
In search of another day

Propel me in the direction of faith
For i find it hard to believe
Come soon , don't be late
Only for the time being i can be reached
Then the gates will be closed
the key will be lost to the reasons
Winds will blow again
And soon there'll be a different season
I'll mellow down to rubble
For i have no where to be
Absorbed in the hollow walls
Where no one can see me
Hidden away in-front of you
But my colours never show
I know you look for me
You'll find me , i know
But come soon , before i change
Colours are changing , i feel strange
I can see it in my eyes
I'm forgetting your name
How long can i hold myself
how long can you hold-on
Scars never cared for what I've felt
Without you , how can i go-on
Your hands will miss the embrace
My eyes will always look for your face
I know roads aren't infinite
But i know there'll always be a different day
A different morning will miss you , plead you to stay
Every-night will haunt me , beg me to stay away
Our hearts will collide in confusion
Memories lying on the ground in union
Dreams washed of all that haunts
Wishes and prayers full of wants
It pains and it makes me cold
Your touch , i never want to let go
In your arms , i want to get old
My life-you , as it unfolds
And complete me every moment
Serenity of a peaceful heart
A longing that can never be desired
Song of age that will last
Heads down , searching for the skies
Remembering how we once used to fly
Beyond the grey clouds and the horizon
Into the quite night without a good-bye
Made into shadows , a shade too dark
Land on rocks , crude and sharp
Hurt ourselves and bleed disguise
But we never were really wise
Naive , but pure
Now we'll never be that sure
You'll never be the same again
Maybe we'll never know again
My emptiness will forever remind
I'll never find you again
But come soon , I'll wait
For i never want to lose you again.

God is true , god is faux
He's there , he's not
God is good , god is bad
You believe , you don't believe
Doesn't matter , you're mad
What is god , what is satan
If he's there , can human mind
Really imagine
If he's not there , why do we care
Why can't we be just kind
Only be good 'cause we fear ?
They talk , they mock
One opens , other locks
Belief is ones own
Than why does it shocks ?
Who the **** are you to tell me
If i need or don't need god
If you can't respect ones faith
God or no god
Its one ******* mistake
If Gandhi didn't believe in god
Do you think he didn't deserve  paradise ?
And if ****** believed in him  
Would his sins be forgiven when he did die ?
Isn't it better to keep the talk to self
Preach love instead of god
I don't really think one needs help
If ones kind regardless of it all
I have nothing against god
Frankly , i no longer care
I've seen enough chaos
I no longer care if he's there
We cut and **** in his name
They put it all on his name
Are you ******* insane
We , ourselves are to blame
If you can't respect a person
You ******* as hell can't respect god
God or not , doesn't matter
You have to love all

Behind all those giggles and smiles
There are tears of pain
Inside this emptiness
There's a boy , trying to be whole again

He writes long stories ,
Want someone to read between the lines
Look what he's upto
He tells it all in rhymes

He knows it's his own fault
But he never chose to be this way
Friends and enemies alike
No one comes his way

So don't tell him ,
how much you care
Because when the time comes
No one is there to share

He Dosent need the crowd
Just the one
But maybe he's doing it wrong
Because he can't find that someone

And he's given up hope and faith
He knows , He can't hide from fate
Still he has locked himself inside those doors
Unseen , living for just a few moments more

Living on borrowed time
He has to wait some more
Looking for the right time
Before he's gone

He wants to scream in their faces
And tell them what it's like to be
But all he can do is whisper
And hope someday they could see

That the little boy , Is gone for good
In peace , he'll be cold
He was there when no one else was
Empty stories needn't be told

Maybe love can change it all
Make him turn around
But no one loves him
In time , He will fall down

In time , in his mind
He knows whats true
He's wise , he can't survive
On borrowed time he's alive

Still he's holding on
Maybe somewhere in the crowd
Someone will look through those eyes
Behind all those lies
Someone will finally know why he cries

But in time ,

the little boy , will be gone for good
In peace , he'll be cold
He was there when no one else was
Empty stories needn't be told




The stars will still shine
And the crowd will still smile
But somewhere far away
It will rain

There will still be the sunrise
Ain't a thing that'll change
But somewhere far away
It will pain

From far away
Whispers will turn to screams
Empty echoes no one could hear
In time , it'll all be clear


That the little boy , Is gone for good
In peace , he'll be cold
He was there when no one else was
Empty stories needn't be told

What defines existence
What defys death
Stories of the mortal
Onto last breath . .
History of the birth
Tales of the dead
We march on
Onto our last breath
Thou shall die
Truth as pure as thee
Wide ocean
Blue all i see
We write in blood
Washes away it still
Nothing remains
hollows don't fill
Pain lingers on
Till the day we lose
Not our fate
Faith cant choose
The flower of life
Blooms a day
Flood of regret
Do washes it away
Love entangle like ****
***** out the bright
Traps us blind
We fight till the night
Thou shall die
Ugly truth to be told
Infants don't know
Warmth become cold
Spring may come
Alongth carry the joy
But fall will undo
Rust , destroy
To Bathe in the sea of blood
We need courage by the ton
Only cowards bath
In the sea of ***
The Cycle is never ending
Only death shall bring the freedom
But we earn it by living
WE Earn our freedom

Don't do this
Don't do that
My people live
Your people die
When rich wage wars
The poor dies
Broken promises
You Lie ,you lie , you lie

**** government , **** government

Money is all black
We want it back
We give you our blood
And you sell us crack

**** government , **** government

My money , your pocket
Load a gun , **** it
**** for no reason
Down down DOWN
Every season

**** government , **** government

The poor drink death
While you taste the finest wine
Poverty is a sin
Being poor a crime
Why separate
When you're chosen to bind

**** government , **** government

On this land of ours
For honesty
Death is the cost
What have we gained
If our humanity got lost

**** government , **** government

Ours the land of educated illiterates
The land bound in stupid customs and traditions
Followed by a mass of hypocritical society and the unvisioned
What are we most proud of
Our chaos or filth
What about the humanity
Are we animals still ?

**** government , **** government
**** government , **** government

wipe away those tears
cause they don't mean a thing
don't cry because you can't fly
it's you who traded your wings
to be locked inside a cage
and now you want to be free ?
cause you miss the skies
no limits , no lines
but now that you've left it all behind
it Dosent mean a thing

you gave yourself up
cause you couldn't bear the hate
traded your freedom
to be locked inside a cage
too scared to face their anger , their rage
All you wanted was to be free
And now you're a slave
and now you silently weep
cause there is no escape
you thought you had what it takes
to soar higher
living in dreams and finally you're awake
and it Dosent mean a thing

you say your sorrows have made you hollow
and you never wanted to be this way
but you gave yourself up
to claim there love
but all youve conquered are lies
and now you wait
its you who gave in
but now it Dosent mean a thing

Now trapped inside those walls
You pray to be saved
For someone to come
And take you away
You were never so blind
How could you not see your mistakes
You curse yourself Everyday
And it Dosent mean a thing

But someone who can help
Isn't so far
Look deep inside
To see who you really are
You're your own saviour
Only you can break those walls apart
There might be battles outside
But right now , there's a war within
And Untill you believe in yourself
It won't mean a thing

Clouds of smoke
Throwing down little pieces of pain
As I walk down the lonely road
Upon the puddle of memories left behind by rain

The sky is bleeding , weeping for a lost cause
As I march on , without a pause
The cold embrace of defeat , tearing me apart
The winds whispering , the screams of a broken heart

We're all like thorns
Guarding the roses we love
Ugly inside and out
As we dream of the beautiful



The thorns are finally stabbing
The roses they guarded For pride
Lusting for blood , let the beauty
bleed the say with a sick smile
Been Ignored too long , that the love has finally died

In this dark and demoralising time
Herds of sheep walk along in a line
Deaf and numb reeling in despair
Look at the pawn shops , they've sold their minds
Instead buying a propaganda of lies
Too blind to see , too dumb to realise
They are the Soldiers of faith
The army of hypocrite eyes
And they march on , left and right
Straight to the moon
In the shadows they hide , as they walk to the doom
Puppets in the hands of the lords
Rage and fury are the new gods
As they open their infant mouth in their names
As they bestow their misguided enlightenment
To be a part of this game
They are filled with words and a thousand sentences
They feed on the present and forget the consequences
And leave their caves only in the time of unification
A part madness , a part hallucinations
And they march on and oh they march on
The soldiers of fate , the army of hypocrite eyes
Straight for the moon
And not even one stands up to steer them of the inevitable doom...

This time you and I can't escape on a boat of illusion
There's no sea and we can't sail on sand
I hope you agree with me , I hope you understand
Ain't nobody at the horizon
No trumpets and violins will play when we meet
Maybe we don't want to , it's too hard to reach
Play the blame game and throw the pain on the other half
But speak I may , been doing this from the start
It's been a long journey and been wiser with you my Friend
But the road is no more and upon the mountain we stare at the end

A world without saints
Can you imagine
Deprived of angels
No darkness in the dungeon
Walk around in shine
Don't you miss the wise
No more strings to bind
We're free of disguise
No more wars and blood-shed
Just the boring old lore
Knights armour rusts
Nothing to fight for
No one to abuse against
What will they teach
The pages are empty now
Statues won't preach
No more good-men
Sunshine all they see
All are god-men
Forever they shall be
No path of destruction
Hell fury never unleashed
Wrath of instructions
Their thoughts on a leash
No more darkness and sin
Where shall we bury the creed
No one to question him
No one to sow that seed
We'll never taste the bitter fruit
Nothing to decide ones worth
No stone will ever be crude
No more pearls hidden in the dirt
Life will go-on without a pause
No more challenges and trials
There's no effect without a cause
Everyone shall believe the liar
without the sacred equilibrium
World will collapse  
For we need the devil
To set us a trap

He sits there all day waiting ,eyes are old and face scarred
At the same corner everyday , for that ***** pavement he's a part
camouflaged in the chaotic noise , he tries to catch an eye
In a deep un-settling voice , he tries to woo the passer-by
But there is none who has time for his shouts and rants
Too busy walking-on , maybe a sorry with their hands
I wonder whats his story , its hard to believe but once he was a young man
What led him here , to the ***** pavement of this god-forsaken land
What choices did he make , what consequences he suffered
Which path did he choose , on what step he fluttered
Sometimes i can see him whispering but i can't hear what he utters
Smiling to his pet bird and stroking the tender feathers
Talking to self , theres no one else to share his pain
So alone and lost i wonder if he even remembers his name
He looks weak but I can see he was once strong
He has an old photograph where he sits and he's not alone
Maybe he searches for those faces , the ones gone
I wonder who were they , freinds or family
Or just some old relations that have now out-grown
Maybe some travellers passing-by , the ones he had never known
He walks away sometimes but i never did care to see where-to
He walks away with pride and out of my view
And one day he walked away to never return
I waited and hoped that one day he would turn
So i can tell him , what he was looking for he got in the end
That he was not alone , his emptiness made a friend

I've always been alone
But never lonely
I was always hollow
But never empty

I took things for granted
But somehow I did care
Now I look for a sign
I search for it everywhere

I was always in a cave
But now I'm in a shell
There are no walls
But I'm still trapped in hell

I hurt myself even more
But somehow I don't bleed
I want to be a prisoner again
I'm not ready to be free

I'm doomed by my own consciousness
Thoughts , they never leave
A shadow that befalls my darkness
My eyes no longer speak

My heart is filled with dynamite
Just a push and it'll break
I thought love was infinite
Maybe it is , maybe I'm filled with hate

But what i lost will haunt me
Will i ever smile again
Mirrors now taunt me
And all i see is pain

Reflection is lost in self
The desire to live is gone
These cards that life has dealt
An ace i burned of my own

Scars will tell my story
Once I've bled , I'll be gone
My cold body will breathe no more
I'll finally forget what life have shown

My life has no reasons
To live like this i wasn't born
She took all the life i had
She took it along , she's gone

And now i seek only solitude
But it doesn't mean I want to be alone
I need solitude in disguise
All i have now are old songs

That i play in my head
Of all the things i didn't get
I try to cut myself
But i know I'll never forget

It feels like I'm dead
All the pain is in my heart
All the voices in my head
Just ripping me apart

And I'm going crazy
Never been this deranged
I'll never be happy again
It feels like its never 'gonna change

So give me solitude
I don't want to be alone
So give me solitude
So i can believe she's gone

Quiteness of the night engulfs everything in its shadows
A pale refelection of the stars haunt the sky line
If you look close you can see a touch of  marrow
And can hear the whispers of darkness thats dying
Fading away every glorious moment and tear
As it bleeds for the yesterdays mistakes
Giving all to keep the serene silence near
No arms and legs to embrace but it waits
Powerful yet bleak with the strength of infinite men
it rules for its part before tasting the oblivion
Just around the corner of the world it bends
Than goes on forever with its radiance
To some it is the absence of light ,
Conquered by the might of the giant ball of helium
But to the nightly creatures and world
Its the onset of remarkable  beauty  and days oblivion.

Answer of life hides not in time but the wisdom of age
memories leave scars that remind and pain that stays
builds a home out of the wrecked emotions and hate
leave walls to fend for themselves as the music fades
against a storm that approaches and brings gloom and hail
a duel with a forgotten nightmare , pen against a blade
resonating to the lonely sky , whispers of the sage
a drop of life lost to the depths of the grave
Words of the fool and wise written on every page
All souls are puppets and life is the stage
Acts of disease only visible from the dark gates
Hidden from the gloom that haunts the naive bait
**** or be killed in this chaos , wisdom of the age can't wait  
Calling of Iove , beauty don't be late
An army sleeps in lullabies, sin is creed , war of faith and fate
Young is waiting for the words , wise for the wisdom of age

A deathly whisper
Words made of cold
A road to nowhere
Memories gets sold
Monument for the fallen
A hand that leads to wise
Face bruised and swollen
As they left the stranger to die
Life bids him goodbye
A farewell that's ugly
No shine in his eyes
As he forgives reality
A spirit falls to earth
Ripping through dimensions
Hollow and wicked
Dark in every direction
A mountain drowns in the sea
Still a mountain
The old searches in closet
Myths and fountains
Let go of the past
Memories will only haunt
Says the fool once again
forgiveness he wants
So he begs the spirit
To give him the myths
He waits for the old
In the closet he sits
He trades myths for memories
Now he can see
Old dies of myths
Young he could never be
On his way out
He comes across the stranger
The fool in him
Couldn't see the razor
Wicked spirit laughs
As the stranger walks away
Love is forgotten now
His eyes shine of hate.

Looking in the mirror this is what I see , a bird in a cage yearning to be free
I see me , not the way i'm supposed to be and she , just walking away from me
Can we , just take a time out , I hate to be the part of this controversy
Previously , when you walked out , I was sure that this was my reality
Consciously , i'm not even thinking about all the things horrendously
I just want to be real for once really , get out of this ******* story
Burn every page of this diary and harm myself harmlessly
And i watch your mom shamelessly , and i **** that ***** faithlessly
Am i being too intense , is it all said so ruthlessly,
My brain is old , and i walk around naked carelessly
I know i can still do it , so i pick the sharpness carefully
Cut myself and see if I can bleed , kick myself in the you-know-where to see if I can still feel
And seal the deal , not let the wounds heal
Let them be infected by anger and rage , pick up a blade and ****** a sage
Go on a stage , act strange , look changed , let the world know come what may , this soldier wont faint
And paint my scars blue , give 'em ******* the ******* salute
Down with the flu , all I want to say to you ..

I'm deranged again ,in your name
Oh what a shame , i miss the pain
Deranged again , will you shoot me please
Oh i want a release , i feel so strange
Insane again , I'm deranged again


Lady, stop it and start it , can I touch your lump
Lately ,watch it dont stretch it and get numb
Take that pole  get out of control and jump
I'm real *****  but i'm not sorry can I ****
And stump get down on the drums maybe hum
Get you some *** , and we can drink it and lick it and run
Far away from all the nonsensical talks of love and guns
'gonna shoot me , wanna hurt me ,say the word and its done
I'll put a bullet in your head and you can shoot your fathers ***
I'm not dumb, but you're dads goin' crazy
Hey lazy , can I get you some jay-z , so you can Rap like a ******* daily
And disturb the neighbour , shes in labour , giving birth to another neighbour
Soon there'll be an army of ******* , doesn't help the fact you have no soul
Oh , you're so cold , that's why she left you alone ,
Isn't it you ******* ******* ,you want some more
But you'll never break down that door , and get to that naked *****
Who'll whisper in your ears , while she holds and unfolds the pole
So this is for you , you ******* neighborhood ******* ,
So come near , so you can hear , is that your wife, listen close
She's getting her daily dose , in every corner , every position , with all the pose
Friend is the neighbour and neighbours wife a ***
And can she blow, take it slow , now i have to get down and show
This what ya'll must know..


I'm deranged again ,in your name
Oh what a shame , i miss the pain
Deranged again , will you shoot me please
Oh i want a release , i feel so strange
Deranged again , I'm deranged again

24 DECEMBER 2013, 10:42 PM
Yes this is the end..
Its hard but I have to face it..
I will cry , I know
I will miss him , I know
I will always love him..
But this is the end
and I have to face it

Love was enough for me
But I couldn't see it in his eyes
He took me for granted
ignored me like I am nothing
did he ever cared/?
Ha, i dont think so ever

I was completely broken
But he couldn't see it
he was blind?
or was he again ignoring?

Well nothing matters now
Because this is the end
and I have to face it

Wish I could change it
Her every tear a wound
I dont know if we can make it
I never wanted her this down

Mistakes , they were more than that
I'll aways be the unforgiven
I dont know what got in me
Or what made me so driven

But I messed up our tomorrow
And I wish I can bring it back
I gave her all this sorrow
And I wish I can take it back

For her it maybe over
For me its just a start
I wish she could see inside me
All the love in my heart

I have changed for better
I know it may take time to see
And I know maybe in that time
She'll forget me

Well nothing matters now
More than her love
Wish every mistake could be fixed
But maybe its time to be cold
Because this is the end
and I have to face it...

Pretty plastic smile
Spent a fortune for the right shape
Carved on insecurities'
Pretty plastic dolls they make
Women on the tv screams
Get the anti-aging cream
Doesn't matter if you're only a teen
Tomorrow you'll be older than anyone has ever been
A couple of skeletons on the magazine cover
Makes her believe she's too fat
Maybe she needs to lose weight
And than she'll get the stares she never had
She wants to hear the words
That no one is more pretty
And she will do anything
To be a little more pretty
No one asks her
who told her That she's not pretty
Maybe that's how the world works now
The superficial pretty

Oh , the plastic doll
Made up of lies and insecurity
Someone go and tell her
That she was pretty
That she doesn't have to change
She is pretty
The knives will only make her strange
And plastic doll is all she'll ever be

I wait for you
A cold night breaths fire
I want you
A whisper of death
Young and naive
Stories never told
Wish we were brave
Pages burned and fold
A book of love
Rotten and diseased
Old and forgotten
Tears are never pleased
Paper boats and dragons
Scared of rain and fire
In a forest far away
A witch sits idle
The brooms broken
Can you fix the night
The doors open
Blurring the sight
Lies haunts the truth
A mirror broken with age
Mechanical animals
Producing all that rage
And words bleed of blood
Stains that can't be washed
On shores far away
Tears of love awash
And closet in darkness
Hides the monsters that lurk
And creatures of night
Kills and feeds on Murk
And god falls down
now there's no throne
Prayers unanswered
Now you're on your own
Bleeding faith
Cuts and scars were fake
Poisoned and infected
Merry thoughts they make
Don't be late
See the love *****
Best show in town
Monsters can't wait
To come out and scream
And come back in my dreams
I can't sleep
Nightmares makes me weep
Oceans too deep
Darkness in every drop
Clean it with a mop
Sea reclaims a boat
Broken hearts don't float
A wound left to rot
Made of dungeons and moats
Sky is falling down
Where will birds fly
Wings finally burned
But lessons never learned
In search of someone
We lose ourselves
A little warmth
And even glaciers melt
Legs can only crawl
Words can start a brawl
Broken glass cuts
And we want it evermore
To bleed us of desires
And save us from the fire
Ashes paints the canvas
Holy stone is a liar
Fallen rattles the cage
Arrow kills the sage
Straight to the heart
escaping soul feeds the rage
And we walk in a maze
Skeletons no longer amaze
Dead speaks of life
Time keeps running unfazed
At a quite space
Enters the madman with claws
He wants your dreams
Asleep or not
River faces the draught
Ice melts in snow
Dead sings a song
A sapling Dosen't grows
Sticks breaks the bone
Sticks breaks by stone
Skulls cracked and crackled
All the pain is Borne
Your thoughts come and go
Wrists are cut
And blood flows
And we drink from the crown
Kings lies dead on the floor
His kingdom drowned
We cant escape hell hounds
Trapped in an Ashned castle
The mob burned it down to the ground
Mute queen weeps of fame
Now her beauty sits in a frame
Waited for her song
But the words never came
Old man sits with a cane
A lion without a mane
Predator is hunted too
Forest burned down again
Lost thoughts pass away
Never stopping this fray
You can have it in any colour
As long as its in grey..

As the sun begin to rise and the stars appear to fade
Her voice echoed in the fog , calling for a dark shade
She was dressed in white , purest of them all
Men and beast alike , she was lost in the fog
As she walked through the forest , the birds begin to sing
The flowers bloomed like never before and the trees started to swing
The forest came alive , from the presence of something dead
As she made her way through the forest , in search of one last breath
Her heart was full of sorrow and her mind was full of pain
As she walked through the gallows , in search of a forgotten name
The sun was slowly rising high and the fog begin to disappear
Frightened as she was , as calm she appeared
She closed her eyes and the tears begin to fall
Nurturing the land beneath , watering the small
Her hands reached out for someone , something to hold her back
But all she received in return was with black
She had brought along all she had and all she knew
She kept moving and the pain grew
She walked on and on , inside the deepest and the darkest of the wilderness
Her own darkness reflected upon the place
And now it was too dark to remember the face
Even the sun Coudnt penetrate the place she stood
And the birds stopped singing as if they understood
The flowers started losing the colours , as if mourning her cause
And everything stood still , so quite engulfed in the fog
Her legs stopped moving and she reached a Brooke
Shimmering in the dark , as she took a look
She looked down , deep inside the nothingness
All she could see was herself in the darkness
As she stepped inside , it started turning red
Bleeding like she always bled
And Ina moment it was all gone into a little of nothingness
She was covered in black , surrounded by darkness
And for the first time she was at peace
The sweet dreams were over and the nightmares would cease
She could see the sun , as she drifted away, slowly enlighting the world above
As she finally let herself go , in the name of love
She knew it'll be waiting on the otherside with open arms
And she was cold no more , she was at peace , so calm
Though she is gone , the forest can still feel her walk
But her tale is forgotten , lost in the fog

Wish someone had told me ,
That I would've  known
Life is so beautiful
And i wouldn't be left alone

All those scars will fade away
All the pain would be gone
I wish someone had told me
Wish I had known

at times when I thought I was weak
Well those moments made me strong
Wish ,Someone had told that 'freak'
A moment you lived is a moment gone

that self-harm was stupid
Even though it felt so real
Concentrating on just the pain
Never figuring out what we really feel

That the wounds will heal
For a purpose I was born
And it's not the weight of the world I bear
Just my own

And no one was to be blamed
For the emotional wreck I turned out to be
You shouldn't forget the world for a name
And be so blind that others can't see

All those nights spent crying and cutting
It all looks so point-less
What the **** was I  mad about ?
I haven't  even seen the world yet

That I loved too soon
And learned too late
True love is pure
sometimes one has to wait

That losing someone is a part of life
You have to take that in stride
It'll all make sense after a while
To have patience and not act vile

That the haters will hate without a name
To be yourself there's no shame
Hate and love is part of the game
Few words cause no harm , one shouldn't feel stained

You will find what you seek
If you don't , you didn't try hard enough
That life can be cruel at times , unequal and rough

But you 'gotta take things head-on
You have to be that strong
In Admitting your defeat once in a while
There's nothing wrong

That life can be like weather
At times sunshine , sometimes rain
And even if life knocks you down
It shows you the way to rise again

Wish someone had told me ,
That I would've  known
Life is so beautiful
And i wouldn't be left alone

An old man cries in a home
Bleeding all alone
Young plays in the woods
There'll be no dawn
A monster hides inside a man
Whispering for a lost cause
Beauty lay dead and cold
Covered by the moss
Sin looks for ugly
Creed Is his greed
A saint preaches words
And words breed
An army of cold eyes
Marching on every night
Breaking every wall
That stands against its might
An island engulfed in flames
Oh , water so nigh
Tears lost to an ocean
Can't even cry
No bird without wings
Dosent matter if one can fly
You can fly in your dreams
Dosent meant you can fly
And kiss goodbye
All hope is lost
And now it's time to die
Without a fight
Only the forgotten tries
A home broken and ruined
By the years and cold
Outlived the ones who lived
And lost its soul
Dragons fly in yesterday's
Tommorow is for man
Stories written and lost
Stories he didn't understand
History is a mystery
Not knowing a misery
Hidden but still free
Beauty is so ugly
And ugly so faithful
Better friend than foe
Young is so fast
And the old so slow
But where did the young go
Without a direction he runs
Old sits back and enjoys
The warmth of the fading sun
And can guns Destroy
If its not for the man
Man in ocean  , man on moon
There isn't a place where he didn't stand
And whisper his hatred
While holding a gun naked
And ghosts hoot for the mother earth
In a hope she'll make it
But stranger knows she's already dead
God knows 'cause he's in his head
Animals can't know for they're too bored
But science knows she's not dead but just unwell
From a bad disease  
Called human specie
And when he's destroyed
She can re-grow freely
And the old sings the songs
Few words for his  legacy
About the green and old mountains
That the young did not see
They left nothing for the young
Now that the old songs been sung
Lets all get numb and dumb
And **** for fun

A broken road beneath a broken sky
A gust of wind that misses the eyes
An old man sings of hope in the shadow
Just before he's struck by lightning and dies

Storm's angry on the world it rules
Rain falls down ******* sand dunes
A lone traveller searching for refuge
Lost inside quicksand thats induced

And a layer of snow befalls a town
wrath of the gods brings blizzard all around
The homeless who searched for home  all night
In the morning his frozen body Is found

Rage of the ocean kisses a boat
A tale  of terror did unfold
Mother said he was fresh , only a year old
The kid was butchered and his meat was sold

As the earth shook beneath their feet
He had just fallen asleep
The beggar on the road could hardly breath
As he was crushed on the main street

For his life he made a run
But the beast was fast and he was outdone
He was cold and he was numb
It's the beast fault , he was just having some fun

They Say it's a deadly cliff
Cursed by some evil witch
and when a man ends his life
They say its the cliff that killed

Neatly laid  garbage crumbs
All around the place , systematically dumped
And when the outbreak hits someone
They say it's the insecsts and we need a gun

Stories from around the world
Different people but the same words
Oh , mother nature don't you care
People are dying everywhere

Stories from around the world
Scratch the surface and see the dirt
Oh , mother nature don't you care
People are dying everywhere

A broken road beneath a broken sky
A gust of wind that misses the eyes
An old man sings of hope in the shadow
Just before he's struck by lightning and dies

Storms angry on the world it rules
Rain falls down ******* sand dunes
A lone traveller searching for refuge
Gets trapped inside quicksand thats  induced

And a layer of snow befalls a town
wrath of the gods brings blizzard all around
The homeless who searched for home all night
In the morning his frozen body Is found

Rage of the ocean kisses a boat
A tale  of terror did unfold
Mother said he was fresh , only a year old
The kid was butchered and his meat was sold

As the earth shook beneath their feet
He had just fallen asleep
The beggar on the road could hardly breath
As he was crushed on the main street

Stories from around the world
Different people but same words
Oh , mother nature don't you care
People are dying everywhere

Why don't you just **** me
Break a bone and thrill me
Let go of the night
Cut stones with your might
Carve a face in the moon
Remind the word of monsoon
Tears of the rain
Address of a name
Hands of pain
Strangles insane
And you wonder again
If you can take a leap of faith
And the bed breaks
From all the riding you do
Staring into the mirrors
Never could find you
Gunpowder smells sweet
Knives don't bleed
And scars you keep
To remind you to weep
The clawed beast leaps
And hurts you in the eye
With his shiny paws
He engraves a smile
And now you smile
No need for a mask
Crystal ball shows the past
With your life you're charged
Soldiers march
On the order of the king
A nightingale sings
Waiting for spring
It's killed by the beast
Winter it brings
Deaf can see the pain
Hands feel the sunrise
Ocean drowns self
Tears can cry
Time talks to gravity
Learn a few moves
Disturbed and disfigured
With every blue moon
Frog yearns for a princess
His story to complete
But a scorpion waits
A lizard competes
Warmth of heart
Coldness of eyes
Princess strangled
Ugly paid the price
Snake catches a mice
He's hungry no more
Vulture eats the snake
Natures a *****
Can you find the key
Maybe there's no door
Young yells existence
Old sings the Lore
A hollowed heart
Left to suffer and die
Erased of gods existence
Angels never said goodbye
Portrait of heaven
Hangs on the walls of hell
A part of my dream
Where lucifer fell
'tis where Satan dwells
And thirst never quells
Walks inside his cave
To hide inside his shell
Walk around naked
And show all of your scars
This night is so dark
Let's paint some stars
A faded moonlight
Brings alive our shadows
A unicorn bleeds and dies
Far away in the meadows
Waiting for a ******
In need of a master
with its last breath
Beauty is monster

A white dress stained in red
Mute eyes waiting for death
Monsters lurking in the dark
Making their way to her head
She weeps in joy
All her life destroyed
Staring into an abyss
A smile that's too coy
And with tears she writes on stones
Every step is so alone
Cries of solitude
Her every broken bone
Her fate , did she deserve
A question to ponder till eternity
Her memories preserved
She can only whisper their banality
An act of hate
Bestowed upon from the clouds
Never to be seen
No one to scream on and shout
And tell her about
What she did to deserve her fate
She loved with all her heart
Than why did they hate
She's loosing sanity
Her wounds runs deep now
She's falling abruptly
Nothing to break her fall now
She's falling down
In herself , in Tomorrow
She cries for help
'save me from marrow '
On a tree , forgotten
Speaks the dead sparrow
A Cupid lies on the ground
His heart impaled by an arrow
And she searches for love
And now there is nothing
but hate in her heart
Anger in her eyes
Pain behind her smile
every moment reminds
Her wish to **** that god
Who brought the hell down on her
And made the icicles fall
That impaled her to the ruins
In from of the blue moon
A witness to it all
But mute with fear of the night
His only friend
Scared of the bright
A story he can't end
And she walks to sunrise
In a hope to seek revenge
Her every tear and scar
To be avenged
Doused in anger
Now she's all drenched
Becoming a stranger
Her thirst will be Quenched
She'll feed on 'em gods
Every one of 'em who ignored her plight
On her way to revenge
she'll dine with the devil Tonight

'Mister' rage is killing
'Mister' hatred making us numb and cold ,
'Mister' fear is creeping in our minds
Mister pain is on a roll
Where are you 'mister' peace ?
we're breaking under the load
bring along 'mister' calm there are stories to be told ,
Its been a long time and the world's ****** up
'mister' love , will you please stand up ?!

I see you up close
No smile , no Tears
You look the same
Even after so many years
I look in the mirror
And I feel so old
I've gained nothing
No treasure , no gold
But you still shine
Call yourself mine
You young as ever
I'm old as dead
Been together
From the day we met
You've made me feel alive
And for that I owe you with life
You were there
When everyone was gone
My mate , when I was alone
But nothing lasts forever
Our friendship too won't
I'll leave you now
So follow don't
Stop flowing in my veins
It's time to forget your name
I'll take my leave now
Farewell mr pain

A kiss from the night
Drunk from all that pain
Struggles to breath
Can't remember her name
Lost his eyes
Love made him blind
Hate made him see
Scars remind
A story that'll fade away
Pages eaten by time
Memories don't go away
Weather is not kind
Storms bash the home
Walls ripped of from the bones
All his secrets in the open
Strangers are gone
Who will love him now
Caress and hold him now
Wipe away all the blood stained tears
Who will bring him down
From the skies he wanders at nights
Searching for a lost cause
A moon that glows in anger
A sun that's faux
A wolf howls at a distance
A dog barks nearby
Night shows resistance
Ghosts never pass-by
A bleak view from a window
And a madness from outside
A letter of hatred
Enough to hurt his pride
He cannot see but whisper
There's a tale hidden in the stones
He warns once again
About the rage hidden in his bones
No one listens
World won't skip a beat
It Dosent matter
Even if with blood he repeats
They'll only see red
Not what's in his head
They look right through him
Like staring at something dead
He's afraid of the demons
That guide him to scars
Gently takes his hand
Makes him draw on his arms
Death , he mused
Life had refused
Where to walk now
He is so confused
And lies that destroyed lust
Ashened black lies in dirt
Forgiven but not forgotten
In dark prisons they lurk
Prisoners of darkness
They weep solitude
Embracing their fate
Another sunrise they refute
And to feed them love
A mistake of the holy
Wise seeks hurt
Impervious of the story
But a mother does worry
If her child lives or not
Thirteen cents
For which he was bought
She loved him and fed him hate
Watched silently and smiled
While he ate
His mouth blood stained
From the flesh of the saints
Imploding the verses he preached
Every rule he ever bleached
Hands of god from heaven
All hell broke loose when they reached
And strangled his very neck
Coldness in his eyes
Staring at the mirrors that don't reflect

I know it's fading away
Memories never stay
But is it too much to ask
To keep me always in your heart

I know what they say
For every smile you have to pay
These memories they never last
And you can never run away from your past

I still remember every day
Every colour that's now grey
Still recovering from the spell you've cast
Why is living  with a broken heart so hard

I know , sometimes I pray
For us to cross paths someday
Can we not just run back to the start
And walk again in love on a brand new path

I know , because I cared
I search for you everywhere
I know you hide behind a mask
And I won't find you ,my hope fading away so fast

All the broken pieces that are now laid
In front of me , maybe it's too late
And your dreams crash on me like darts
Without you I'm silently ripping apart

I know for you , it's fading away
This love might not stay
But is too much to ask
To keep me as a memory for your heart

Where is the smile gone
Behind a curtain it hides
Where is the pain gone
Can you not see it in their eyes
Little hands too afraid to reach out
Living in misery , they've gone numb
Can anyone tell them what its all about
They've been marked as pathetic and dumb
And they're told to hide their scars from the strangers
Or else they'll take them away
They're so scared of the night now
That they've stopped coming out in the day
Little minds fighting for innocence
There's nothing else left to fight for
Little hearts searching for answers
And confused by questions ever more
A bleak line separates them from the reality
An imagination they keep to themselves
Secrecy of the little eyes
A handful of goodbyes
But they march on like soldiers
They know that's the only way around
Pray for a little madness
And hope someday they would be found
They keep counting the stars at night
So they never forget how its like to be infinite
They light the candles of hope
That someday it shall bring them light
They look everywhere
for the man in the red suit
In the mirrors and the sand
With prayers and folded hands
As they sweat blood and tears
How much more can they bear
Insufferable thoughts haunts their dreams
Can anyone save them from these horrors unseen

Two of them stand in a dark corner
deep breath and a long pause
Is it true , one asks the other
Someone killed the Santa clause?

Your blue eyes mesmerise
Warmth of your skin sends me in twirls
Please me with your love tonight
And I'll please you with mine ,girl

I know you're afraid
Honestly , I'm a little too
First time nervousness
You don't know what to do

To break in a sweet embrace
And I'll caress your every inch
Let me touch you now
Girl , don't you flinch

Aroma of the scented candle
And the dimness of the lamp
An atmosphere you can't handle
Girl , its getting so Damp

Do you need it now
Or should I tease you a little
want me to get down
You'll like it in the middle

Now your nervousness is gone
Replaced by the lust in your eyes
I know where it's coming from
Girl ,no more can you hide

Maybe you'll find
All that you seek tonight
In my arms ,
Where I'll love you till sunrise

I little pain will give way to passion
And a feeling wilder than you can ever imagine
you'll feel alive for the first time
Tonight, I'll teach you to tame the dragon

Tonight , I'll give you something
you'll never forget
And make sure it's magical ,
something you'll never regret

So hold on to me , trust me
We're going on a ride out far
Hold on tightly , dig in my flesh
And give me some passionate scars

Hey pretty girl , what's your story ?
Whats up with the tears that trickles down slowly?
Was pop an addict
Came home drunk late at nights
Beat momma and touched you
Is that whats hidden in your fright
And there was no one
That could help and make it stop
You were just saving momma
The knife in your hand was at fault
And Maybe momma was depressed
Sitting all day by the tv
Watching nothing at all
Staring at the blank screen
Lost in thoughts till nightfall
You just wanted to end her misery
You couldn't live with yourself Knowing she was gone
Waiting for death quietly
You ended that pain , favour or not
But the world did not understand
All those battles Couldn't be fought
She was handcuffed and shamed
And proved guilty in the court
To be hanged till death
Was the verdict on the note
They prayed for her soul
And hoped she would rot
On the day of her calling
The world waited and watched
Prayers were sold
And hatred was bought
As a pretty young girl
Made her way to the noose
The crowd roared in cheer
And smiles were induced
She died hanging
With all the fright in her heart
Hey pretty girl , what's you story ?
No one ever asked..

It was cold and grey
clouds covered the sky
Two men waiting for the bus
As the spring kissed goodbye
One was young
Bright , Mathew his name
Other was old
Tired ,they called him bane
On the other side
From the pavement across
Kids were playing
In dirt and moss
Mathew turned
And whispered to bane
Ah , childhood
Wish I could live it again
But bane just smiled
And not a word he uttered
Mathew was silent
Under his breath he muttered
How rude!
But at that moment
A pretty lady did cross
And Mathew stared
Coudnt keep his eyes off
Mathew turned
And whispered to bane
Ah, manhood
Don't you wish to be young again
But bane just smiled
And not a word he uttered
Mathew was silent
Under his breath he muttered
I was rude !
But at that moment
A beggar came in the plot
He asked for money
But Mathew had not
Mathew turned
And whispered to bane
Ah,charity
Mind some change ?
But bane just smiled
Not a word he uttered
Mathew was silent
Under his breath he muttered
He's cold !
But at that moment
A bus came to stop
And the old got up
used his cane to guide and walk
And Mathew just smiled
And not a word he uttered
Mathew was silent
and under his breath he muttered
I was blind !

Oh , I think we're back again
Where we left off our sweet little games
I know what you want , to Hurt me again
Throw me down the drain and to cover me with cuts you inflict
You want me to be dressed in pain
But I don't blame you , I blame your guts
To come out here in the open , let's kick some butts
And let me roll one first , got any cigarettes bud ?
Than we'll talk about how much you loath me
And why I think you're even worse than dirt
So take out the old photographs
Wipe and clean , common you fool ,DUST !
Make them shine so that they remind of the time when we were all about love
It makes us smile and makes us giggle you didn't believe but it's a major fiddle lost to the name and the riddles
That walks in the maze and amaze with all that rage it cages in the middle
And all that murderous thoughts provokes the anger that drowns our fears for we are the leaders
Marching forward with coldness that blinds and madness that shines through the eyes of a
killer
And to witness the blood that flows down the streets and make you believe that there is nothing more beautiful than red
Maybe you've lost your soul but you still have your head
So go ahead with your last Breath and paint this town with your cred
And the wounds that were given to you in a disguise never did set and you play with them in your spare time but you're not comfortable yet
And it burns and it turns and you learn form someone that the one you hate lives down the street just at the end
And when you go down and search around the only thing you found was a mirror
you're so stupid , my friend !

Let the man love his man
Let the woman love her woman
its not yours , its their lifes
they're no animals , its their right
Loving can never be a sin
Love can never be immoral
A lover can never be a sinner
For love is eternal
So maybe it's time to shut those mouths
No one wants your opinion , quit the shouts
It's their life not yours
Stop interfering in something you know nothing about

Let the man love his man
You don't have to judge
Let the woman love her woman
What is their crime: love ?

A hollow smile
Waiting for a stranger to arrive
A door opens
And welcomes the dark night
A woman screams
Whispers pregnant with secrets
Searching for a ear
To lay down and give birth
To the horror of the night
Hidden and scarred
from the knives and stones
A wall of glass shattered
And the pieces feel so alone
Crumbling under the shoes of the night
Buried where they fell down
Running away from the mirrors
And the unleashed hell hounds
A face looks for the stranger
He's just outside that door
A déjà-vu in the air
This Light has faded before
Womans screams turns mute
As a flash of thunder roars above
A storms approaching this madness
A carnival of pain and hurt
Night grows even darker
Stars bid farewell to the sky
And you can see a glimpse of smile
In the strangers eye
The world is covered in blackness
Separated and segregated in Demise
A dog barks at a distance
As he chases away the wise
Nothing but a memory left to die
As the blades of hell
Kisses the women goodbye
A farewell to tomorrow
And the dreams that'll resonate
In the sky
Another act in the carnival
To kneel before and oblige

-doors left open
As the darkness invaded a home
Blood stained prints
Accross the wall and into the hall
A silence of thorough quietness
Picture frames Wont talk
A struggle in the corridor
Marked by the broken frames and a vase
And a corpse sleeps in the corner
Darkness has engulfed its face
And the strangers footprints leads to the night
That befalls this bloodstained sunrise
And when the darkness fades away
Cursing under its breath about the approaching day
All that is left are dreams that lie shattered across the floor;broken
And a ****** hand print on the front door that was left open