Today was the day to start a new life
You got cold feet and didn’t want to be his wife
You ****** up and ruined his and our family’s ties
Acting so happy in love but it was all lies
You never grieved the loss of dad
Now your left alone unhappy and sad
Maybe you should have thought this all through
The ending you wanted didn’t come true
The family is broken and guess what...
It’s all because of YOU!

Sometimes

     I feel
      We all feel
          A little

BROKEN....

   But broken
      Can be beautiful
         With some nurturing
                    Love and care...

Just because you feel broken
Doesn’t mean your pieces
Can’t be glued back together
Even if it shows your cracks
It makes you human...

I write
                  Real
Raw
                 Unedited
Feelings
                 And
Emotions
                 I sometimes write
What my mouth cannot say out loud
I write from the
                       H      E
                           A
                      R        T
Unscrambled the words from my brain
Unmasking a broken piece of
                   A
              R
        T
In my form of
P
O
E
T
R
Y

Blowing bubbles
Into thin air
Softly soaring
High
Without a care
Floating up like a loose balloon
Vanishing in the distance in the clouds infused
Some will pop before they form
Others will fly high heading straight for the storm

The storm of lost feelings and fears
Revealing our thoughts and memories throughout the years
Don’t loose your purpose of life’s untold stories
Bubbles flying around the skyline
Showing your stories true hard drive of your memories storage

Picking up sticks
While walking in the woods
Build a fort
Like we used too
Breath in
Breath out
Believe in yourself
Grab ahold of your dreams
Make them a reality
Even if it’s the hardest step
You have to take in the moment

Kids spitting words
Calling others names
Breaking down others
Is the name of the game
Your fat
Your ugly
Your a ****
Your worthless
Just to name a few
Bullying is real
What can we do?
Unfortunately it comes from insecure people
Not only children but adults too
When will this cycle end
It has to end with YOU
To be a bully is just so sick
Why make fun of others and beat them down with an invisible stick
Writing things down
Not saying it to their face
Does it make you feel better?
Are you winning the race?
Your insecurities shouldn’t be put on someone else
Stop the bullying, pray for grace
Why can’t we all just get along in the first place
Vulnerability and the pain in children is not knowing how to cope with these feelings
Falling further down the black hole
Some even taking their life because they just can’t take it at all
B
U
L
L
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E
S
Are just rude
Hiding behind their mask of hurt themselves
Stand up to bullying
Stop the bullying
Respect others
Respect yourself
Bullying is not ok
Let’s bring joy back into our youth...

Have you ever tried crossing a bridge
         That is on fire and burning.......
Do you try and get burned or simply walk away and never look back?
                 I’m at the halfway mark burning from the inside out
Ready to jump off the burning edge
Just to find a way out
Sick of all the petty *******
I thought we were all better then that
I should have stay back on solid ground
Rather then trying to be stuck in the middle
With absolutely no way out.....

Sometimes life’s plans are interrupted by tragedies
One day your perfectly healthy and fine
In a blink of an eye... your world comes to a complete halt
Fearing the worst
Hoping for the best
Your entire world around you is crumbling down
You don’t know which way to turn
Who to lean on to cry
Giving up hope
I just want to die
Every obstacle you face
Challenges you and your loved ones to the edge...
To the breaking point
As much as you appreciate all the love and support
Your tires of hearing..
“Your in our prayers”
“Stay positive “
“It’s God’s plan”
“He doesn’t give you more then you can handle”

Enough is enough
Nothing is changing
It’s getting worse
I just want to give up

My hourglass full of sand
Is slowly coming to an end
I will not give up
I’m stronger then I know

I will fight to the end
Hope for the best
No matter what happens
I’ve been pushed to my limits
          I will not give up....

Canvas of doubt
      Splattering my emotions
           Creating a beautiful masterpiece

Capturing beauty
       With the push of a button....
................timeless memories.............

To be careless and carefree
Like an eagle floating in the wind
As high as can be
Wing span in full affect
Not a care in the world
Spiraling around in and out of the clouds
Flying so high, not making a sound
To be beautiful and dangerous at the same time
No care in the world
Feeling free
As the wind takes you
Floating around the big blue sky
No worries surrounding you
When you fly high
Being carefree and careless
On the wings of your time