Remember when:
Technology didn’t exist
Children played outside
You could leave the front door unlocked
You didn’t have to look over your shoulder in fear
Everything was cheaper
Even with divide there was understanding and respect
You didn’t have to worry in fear about your family
You weren’t scared to do things anywhere
Your neighborhood was safe
The world was safer

What happened to our world?

You can’t get
The love and support
Of all around you
Until you
Love and support and
Want to help yourself first...

To find love
Sometimes can be hard

Don’t seek
It will come to you

Everything happens for a reason
The reason of life
When love finds you

When you love yourself
It will happen naturally
It will come to you

Slowly figuring out
That if you don’t react
You’ll get a bigger reaction

You sing the song
That plays in my heart
Always and forever
On repeat

Sometimes I
C
A
T
C
H
My tears
To see if
I can hear
What they
F
E
E
L
Too

Is there ever a clear sign to be seen?

The answer is YES!

Look into the mirror and it will reveal who and where your meant to be...

Don’t be afraid to risk it all
Don’t be afraid if you may fall
Just breath and count to 10  
Deep breath in...
Deep breath out...
1,2,3
4,5,6
7,8,9
10
Repeat again...
Don’t be afraid to risk it all
Don’t be afraid if you may fall
You’ll never know what your capable of
If you don’t take the risk and just jump

Be mindful when just sitting next to someone on a bench
In a park
Waiting for the bus
Outside a store
Wherever is may be
Always ask “is this seat taken?”
You never know if that person was sitting next to a loved one who is no longer “here” anymore

I’m crying for help
But without making a sound
Am I’m really crying for help
If my mouth is shut and hands are bound
Someone please find me now
Otherwise I’ll be left in a box called
“Lost but not ever found”

Hearing a cardinal
Singing away in a tree
Is a good reminder
Someone is watching
Over me....

Look closely into the tree
A hidden treasure singing beautifully for me
Big and red extravagant beauty

Falling isn’t failing
Failing isn’t losing
Losing is actually winning
Since your learning through life’s ups and downs

True friends
Are always there for you

Real friends
Know when you need a pick me up

Great friends
Make you smile without saying anything

Friends come and go
Come and go
But when you need a friend
They are always there for you

Sometimes the ocean waves
Is all that I hear
Drowning away
In my own puddle of tears
Gasping for a breath
Facing my worst fear

Today choose joy.
Light up your life one sparkle at a time. Never erase the smile from your face, spread love joy and happiness all over the place.

Looking back to a year ago
Being pregnant but I didn’t know
That heartache will never go away

Trying to
C
A
T
C
H
all of your dreams at one time
Will result in most of them
S
L
I
P
P
I
N
G
Away
Focus on one at a time and the your dreams
S
O
A
R!

What’s old is actually new
When I flip through the memories I’ve made with you

Trust in yourself and you will see, as clear as the reflection staring back at me
Into the waters so deep and blue
Like the tears falling from your eyes, sad but true
Creating a puddle in which you stand
Trusting in yourself that your are strong enough to withstand the drowning feeling of love at your feet
Trust in yourself and you will see…

Crying isn’t a sign of weakness

Crying is a sign that we are

      Human

As I stand looking up at the sky
I often wondered why?
Why the sky is blue
The clouds are white
The path to my dreams are in sight
Way up in the sky
Are two white paths lookin completely different
One being straight and narrow
The other wide and curvy
Which path would you take?
Would you be happy with the choices you make?
Life is about twists and curves
When will it be my turn?
My turn to lead the way
Make my dreams come from away
It’s about the choices in life that we make
Taking the road less traveled
Standing your ground
With bumps and turns
Throughout our journey
To make you become aware of your surroundings
Take a step off the beaten path
Create your own walkway
Making your mark and memories last

You make my body shake, like there’s a sudden earthquake

There’s a time to turn the page and start a new chapter and there’s a time to close the book and start a new story..

Sitting alone in a chair
Needle stuck in my arm
Medicine being plugged into my veins
2 hours of this and then I’m done
Only noise is from the machine
Pumping medicine into me
Hopefully making me cancer free
Please say a prayer for me....
Hours of this a week
I will get stronger, this I will beat

Not a cloud in the sky
But there’s stars in my eyes
Twinkling bright
Throughout the moonlit sky

Want to know my secrets
My hopes and dreams
Look deep into my hazel blue eyes
Unlocking the magic
Of my demise

Heartbreak
Love
Devotion
And dreams
Can be seen
If you take a look
Into my eyes
And just believe and dream
With me

Silent words cut sharper then a knife
Not leaving a wound but yet a scar
Invisible phrases plastered all around
The words hurt, but they forever will terrorize you
No matter how strong you are, you’ll always feel like your never getting off the ground…

Spreading positivity, even if you, sometimes are negative yourself...

Sadness is sometimes covered with a smile, not always seeing tears are a sign of hurting....

Taking a moment for yourself
Listening to all the noises from the outside world
As your thinking of nothing in particular you look to the sky and see the suns rays beaming through the clouds
You take a photograph of a still memory that you think "just looks cool"
Later to realize, that something in particular you weren't thinking about, really was something
A loved one from heaven was sitting with you in that moment you took for yourself
Was that warm breeze a hug from them?
Was that butterfly a kiss from them?
Either way you weren't alone and never will be
Your loved ones surround you and will guide you always
Even in that
"Moment you took for yourself"

Ocean waves crashing upon the white beaches
Tiny sea creatures washing up
Majestic sunrise painting the backdrop

You’ll be awakened when you realize

Who you were

Where you are

Where you heading

For then your soul will be woken to find out

Where your meant to be...

As your lips
Pressed against mine
I simply melted
Into a pool
Of my own
Tears of joy