The stars in my eyes
     Shine so bright
         Knowing that I have you
              Always by my side

The world doesn’t exist
        When I’m in your arms
I’m under a magical spell
        Since all my dreams came true
             With            
                  YOU

One night stand
Night after marriage
First time
Wild child
Unprotected one time
Not even trying.....
Equals= pregnant

8 years
Hoping and praying
Trying to hard
Never happening
Why me?
Why us?
Will it ever?
What’s wrong with us?
Upsetting, depressed, hurt, annoyed....

Being surrounded and constantly seeing or hearing throughout the world
“We’re pregnant “
Faking a smile even though your heart hurts
I try to be happy but always come back to “why me”
“Why not us?”

Glimmer of hope I still hold on too but losing grip of the hope I have...

In this world

There are two types of people that surround us

The ones who tell the real story
                    And
The ones who embellish it to make themselves look like the hero

Be true
     Be yourself
               Be real
                     Be YOU

My heart drops deep down in my stomach
I hear the news and I collapse
The damage is done and there's no turning back
But now our lives are on the right track
We embark on a new journey and restart our lives
All things so precious went right before our eyes
We build a new staircase and walk to the top
We all have eachother so nothing much was lost.

The sky is blue
The grass is green
Everything in the middle is so unreal to see...

Breaking down the walls
Can be very hard....

If you break it down
Brick by brick

You have made progress
That many people will see

It takes times
To release the demons

Make the wall
Come crashing down

But if you let us
Into your hearts

Then the true
                         YOU
                                  Will be found....

I smile and laugh because I am happy
     (Or am I just hiding the pain)
Covering my insecurities
      ( smiling and laughing away)
Look into my big blue eyes
      ( the whole story is deep inside)
Being a confident woman
      (The real me is hiding away)
             ( hurting with no self confidence)
                (Escaping the pain through my smile and laughter)
            Just over here trying to get through my day

1
-       Of you
2
           +

     1
     -       Of me
     2

        =

     One of US....

         We are all just a fraction of love

Fill in all the available space
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
      With your love for all
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I am so humbled and overjoyed
That one of my poems is trending as a daily
This is the first time it’s happened to me and to see and hear all the love from all of you is heart warming.
I can’t thank y’all enough for your continued support and all the love you have shown me!
Thank you!

Cue the music
Dim the lights
Palms sweating
Getting stage freight
Stomach in knots
Heart is pounding
Stepping on stage
Feeling the rage
Spotlights blinding

Sold out crowd
Only one I see
         YOU
Standing up
So proud
Even in a sold out crowd
I mange to find you
Always supporting
Cheering out loud

I dance through music
My passion for it
I dance for you

I come to the end
Strike my pose
The crowd applauds
But I only see
       YOU

Lights dim
I exit the stage
Tomorrow is another chance
I get to express
This feeling of love
Through dance for you
In a beautiful simplistic way

The pain in which I struggle with
Is the pain that so many do
But no one talks about this pain
Since this pain is...
Not being able to carry you...
No words to say
Nothing to feel
You become numb with sadness
For this pain is real
Because there’s nothing you can do...
Disbelief that this could happen to you
All you ever wanted was to be able to
                                                    Carry you....

Your never ending story
Will continue to grow
With lyrics of your songs
For all the world to know

A storybook ending
To thy owns self
Is really never ending
If your just imagine yourself

Being lost in the moment
Captivating your truest story
Throwing out the doubt
Troubles will subside
Fears will pan out.....

This is YOUR story
For all to read
The never ending writing
For all to step into your life and see

1900’s poet/writer: Pen to paper when thoughts would arise

2000’s poet/writer: Typing on computer or cell phone app when thoughts would arise

My how the times have changed
Technology has been a constant force of how
      We the people see the world
         Take a step back into time
               Put a pen to paper
         Just like in the Old Times...

Count your blessing and all you have
Love one another and have their back
One simple phone call to hear your voice
Brought tears to my eyes and love in my heart
To hear your voice and know your okay
Made me feel special in every way
I will always support you and be there for you
Friends stay together since we've know each other since preschool
Stay strong and keep your chin held high
I will never walk away and just say goodbye
One day soon we will get together and may cry
But you are my friend and I will always love you big guy....

Someone else's ****** mood
Won't bring me down
Smile and be happy
For the day had just begun
Change your mood
Love the day
Take a step back
Be grateful for you are alive

Life is like a busy airport
           Friends come and go
Life has delays or cancellations
          You leave your baggage behind
                ALWAYS
Sit and wait for a fantasy destination
                
                     In the end
You will SOAR high in the sky
                Even if it wasn’t in the expected flight of passage...

Covering your imperfections
Doesn’t erase them
We all have issues
Don’t follow the trend

Be yourself
Go “uncovered “
Embrace your flaws
Where the true beauty lies
On the inside of you
            Beauty is skin deep

One sparkler
Brings so much joy
Light it up
Hear the roar
Only last for less then a minute
Throwing off so many colors
Feeling the heat within it
It’s the little things
That bring us a joy
Even for a short time
Forever more
Expect less
Capture more
Full of color
Watching it soar
Flashes of lights
Going fast
Watch it burn
Oh I wish it would last
Embracing the innocence
Of purely you
          One sparkler
              Brings so much joy from me to you

Trust comes from within yourself
      Change your outlook on your life
           Scope out the positive from the world around you
           Everyday is a new beginning of the journey ahead...

Life is like a Ferris wheel
Sometimes your up
Sometimes your down
Sometimes you want to get off
Put your feet on the ground
Other times it spins so fast
As you keep going round and round
Sometimes fun
Sometimes not
But look at it from the top
You’ll see a different perspective
Happy or not...