Remember when:
Technology didn’t exist
Children played outside
You could leave the front door unlocked
You didn’t have to look over your shoulder in fear
Everything was cheaper
Even with divide there was understanding and respect
You didn’t have to worry in fear about your family
You weren’t scared to do things anywhere
Your neighborhood was safe
The world was safer

What happened to our world?

I trusted you
You failed
Failed friendship
Ship has sailed
Sailed away
Away from me
Me and you
You will never be
Be true
True to yourself
Yourself you have lost
Lost friends
Friends have gone
Gone away
Away for good
Good for you
You have lost
Lost yourself
Yourself is gone
Gone away

Snow cover tree limbs
Look like fully flourished ***** willows
Swaying with the wind
Making it scatter snow flurries again
Looks so pretty but it’s so cold
I can’t be like Elsa, I can’t “let it go”
The cold does bother me, I hate it so
Dreaming and feeling of the warm summer sun
Oh wait that’s the heater I’m sitting in front of
Beautiful colors of the grass and the trees
Nope, not here, all I see isn’t green
Everything’s like an old time movie in black and white
If I click my heels three times, and close my eyes so tight
Maybe it’s just a beautiful nightmare as I sleep soundly through the night
Tomorrow’s a new day, may it turn colorful and bright, not dreary and white

Looking into the emptiness of your eyes
Hearing nothing come out of your mouth but lies
How do you keep all your stories straight
A pathological liar I guess is your fate
Turn on the “charm” when your deep in high water
Yet fall back into the slump of your twisted stories and sorrow
How do you live with yourself being this way
I’m done, I’m fed up, I don’t give a **** what you say

So many chances
Yet you still **** it up
Always say I’m going to change
Yet you manage to stay in your own same ways

Sometimes the ocean waves
Is all that I hear
Drowning away
In my own puddle of tears
Gasping for a breath
Facing my worst fear

Dear Lord,
Lay your healing hands
Upon this little girl
Ease her pain
Take it all away
Make her comfortable
Heal her soul
Let’s this little girl
Rise above it all
So much more
Life to explore
Dear Lord, please heal
This precious, wonderful, beautiful and amazing
Little precious, Addi Girl..

You can’t get
The love and support
Of all around you
Until you
Love and support and
Want to help yourself first...

Wish and dream
You and me
We close our eyes
Think happily
Believe in you
Believe in me
Together we can
Wish and dream
Just you and me
Forever and always
We will be
Loving each other
If we continue
To wish and dream

Dear Lord,
Lay your healing hands
Upon this little girl
Ease her pain
Take it all away
Make her comfortable
Heal her soul
Let’s this little girl
Rise above it all
So much more
Life to explore
Dear Lord, please heal
This precious, wonderful, beautiful and amazing
Little precious, Addi Girl..

Two children
See no difference
Run and play
Show love everyday
Not the same
Different in every way
Complete opposites
Yet so much the same
See the good
Within one another
Don’t discriminate
Just love each other
Not afraid to be themselves
Turn their backs
Walk away
Two different colors, not the same
Holding hands
Light and dark
They don’t care
They have loved each other
From the start
We’re all the same
Under our skin
Spread love
Not hate
We can all
Learn something
From a young state...

Poetry runs through my veins
Like blood pumping to make my heart beat

Feeling of being surrounded by friends on Hello Poetry
Even though we’ve never met in real
Life
Y’all  understand and accept me for me
For that reason, I’m truly blessed as can be

I deal with pain and numbness everyday
Most of you don’t know it, but it’s okay
Silent pain no one can see
I am who I am
And I am me

I am
Uncertain about
Somethings
But one thing
I am most
Certain about
Is you

When you lose one parent at a young age
See your other parent growing old
Deteriorating day by day
Getting frustrated with themselves
Not being able to do the things they used too
One thing you never want to hear from them...
I just want to die and be with daddy already...
Your heart drops and you feel helpless
Even if it was just said in the heat of the moment or just in troubled times
It still feels like someone put a knife in your heart
What do you say?
How do you make it better?
Just be there for them, love them and cherish whatever time you do have with them
I just want to say... I love you mom and I miss you dad...

Good morning kiss
Starts out like this
I lean in to start my day
He looks at me and says
“ why are you lingering”
As he caresses my breast
I immediately melt and want to undress
Good mornings start with a kiss
Sometimes ends up and unexpected bliss

Even through the dense fog, you have accomplished to create a beautiful work of art

Water rises
Rivers flood
Like my heart exploding
With our love

Some days feel like
I’m walking on a tightrope
Unsteady and unbalanced
Shaking in the wind
One wrong move
I’m falling with sin
Ready to give up
Take the plunge
Regaining my balance
Steady and strong
Every two steps forward
I’ll be taken back one
Even though some days are unstable
Making you feel weak and vulnerable
Just keep saying to yourself
“I’ve got this, I’ll continue to fight on”
One step at a time
A leap of faith
Believe in yourself
You’ll be amazed...

Looking forward
Never looking back
If you continue to look back
You’ll drive right off the track
Spinning out of control
Heading backwards, losing mobility
For you should always look forward
Then hopefully your vision won’t be blurred

Just a small town country boy
Trying to beat defeat
As a castaway on one of the biggest shows
Living out his survivor dream
The struggles, the pain, the endurance, the fun
Building alliances until the work is done
Outwit, outlast, outplay
Until the sole survivor, you will become, taking the title and forever remain, a castaway...

In difference of opinions
Can open each other’s eyes
Connect you on a different level
What you will learn
Can take you by surprise
Open your heart
Listen with your ears
Different opinions
Lessens your fears
Even if your just scratching the surface
While your connecting with me
Diffence of opinions
Understanding is key

Today, is a very special day
We wish you a Happy Birthday
From cakes, to candles, to wishes too
February 17th, we celebrate you
A woman of many talents you share with us
Actress, singer and dancer, so beauteous
Thank you for all you do
Today we celebrate YOU
Thank you for being a friend, a role model, and family
Can’t wait to make some more memories
Close your eyes, make a wish, and let your dreams dance like the ocean waves crashing on the shore
A very Happy Birthday Terri and here’s to many more

Family isn’t always defined by blood
Family is anyone that you call your loved ones
Through thick and thin, years gone by
Forever and always, we will stand by your side

Sometimes
Okay, who am I kidding
Everyday I
F
A
L
L
Back
In
L
O
V
E
With you
From a look
From a touch
From a smile
From a wave
I fall back in love with you
Every single day...

TIME
OUT...
1,2,3
JUST
BREATH
4,5,6
TIME
IN
RESTART
AGAIN

Love is like a puzzle
Always trying to fit the pieces together
Flipping, moving and trying to make them fit together
But once you find that missing piece
You’ll come across a beautiful masterpiece
When all the pieces fall into place
That’s when you’ll find the true meaning of
           L
               O
                   V
                       E

Your eyes
When they meet mine
Send out shockwaves of fireflies
Lighting up one by one in the night sky
When our eyes lock, it’s like shooting stars passing by
It feels like no one else is around
Just us, only us, in a crowded room
My love for you still continues to bloom
If that’s even possible, you surprise me everyday
Forever and always my love for you will stay
Always connected, in your eyes, like fireflies, lighting up the night sky

I don’t need flowers
I don’t need candy
I don’t need a card
I don’t need jewelry  
All I need....
Is a million kisses
All I need
Is a giant hug
All I need
Is your love
All I need
IS YOU

Happy Valentines Day my Love

Silent screams from behind the glass
One wrong turn, going to fast
Tears rolling down your face
Filled with so much anger and disgrace
Feeling like I’m in a bad dream
Horrific nightmare taken to the extreme
Dark haze, but no sound to be heard
My soul is rising like a soaring bird
Flashing lights can be seen filling the air
Why me, why us, this doesn’t seem fair
Trying to blink my eyes and wake up from this dream
I can’t believe this is happening to me
Where am I going, who are you all?
Rolling me into a room, don’t let me fall
Tag my toe with my name
Laying on a cold metal bed frame
As for now, I’ll lay right here, scared, alone and in fear
I am gone, but I still feel here
Give my love and my heart, to my dear
I’m sorry for what I did, even if it wasn’t my fault
All of our lives, especially mine, has come to a halt

Silent screams from behind the glass
One wrong turn, going to fast
Tears rolling down your face
Filled with so much anger and disgrace
Feeling like I’m in a bad dream
Horrific nightmare taken to the extreme
Dark haze, but no sound to be heard
My soul is rising like a soaring bird
Flashing lights can be seen filling the air
Why me, why us, this doesn’t seem fair
Trying to blink my eyes and wake up from this dream
I can’t believe this is happening to me
Where am I going, who are you all?
Rolling me into a room, don’t let me fall
Tag my toe with my name
Laying on a cold metal bed frame
As for now, I’ll lay right here, scared, alone and in fear
I am gone, but I still feel here
Give my love and my heart, to my dear
I’m sorry for what I did, even if it wasn’t my fault
All of our lives, especially mine, has come to a halt

Sitting alone in a chair
Needle stuck in my arm
Medicine being plugged into my veins
2 hours of this and then I’m done
Only noise is from the machine
Pumping medicine into me
Hopefully making me cancer free
Please say a prayer for me....
Hours of this a week
I will get stronger, this I will beat

Time is never on your side
But time is all you need to succeed

The wind blows
I see your face
A little distorted
I feel your embrace
Your always here
Gone away, but always near
Showing signs every now and again
Continue to wait for me at the bridges end

Don’t you wish you could stop time
Pause everything and hit rewind
Press play and watch today
Over and over again, living out your best day

All your scars
Show who you are
Try and connect them
See what is shows
It will reveal that you
Have a heart
Feel pain and love
No matter how hard it gets
Feel that inside of you?
It’s beating for a reason
Pumping blood throughout your body
Embrace your scars
Turn them into positive stories
For you are worthy and blessed
To have a beating heart inside of you

Her eyes swell up with tears
Like the ocean, deep and wide
Filled with surprises through her deep blue colored eyes
Masking up her emotions, like a fish hiding in the night
From its prey, only coming to realize, she’s always seen, just not always in the spotlight

You have the world at the palm of your hands
Yet, here ya go and mess it up again
Yes, I said again, you’ve had multiple chances over the years
We all see right through those crocodile tears
Your time is up, you are done
Hope you enjoyed your lap of luxury while is lasted
All good things are coming to end, here’s to you having no more fun

Our world is like a cup of coffee
Some black
A little cream
A little cream and sugar
Lots of cream
Lots of cream and sugar
All different
All unique
All tasty
But in the end we are all the same
Brewed the same way
With water and coffee beans
Just like humans
Under it all we bleed red and are covered in skin
Doesn’t matter what color or how you take it
We are all the same in the end....

We all have our own unique story to tell
Are you willing to share it with the world or will you compose your own musical lyrics that will someday shine through your dreams and find out exactly what your purpose here is in this world

I just want to see you

Be

Happy

Feel confident

Be loved

Be you

I just want to see you

For yourself

Self destruction mode turned on
With a push of a button
3,2,1 I’m gone
Control, Alt, Delete
Try to reboot
Black screen of death
What the hell did I do....

For the power lies within your hands
Do with it as you please
Place your hands upon their neck
Or maybe
Hold their hands and help them out
It’s your choice
Your choice only
Just remember, whichever you choose
The consequences will follow behind
Always two ( or more) options
But think before you do
Good choice
Bad choice
Wrong choice
Right choice
Just always think before you do

Every rainbow has its story
Every rain storm comes to an end
Every day the sun rises
Every night the moon glows high
Every day there’s hustle and bustle
Every night we all sleep tight
Every night we all say goodnight
Every morning is a blessed sight
Everything happens like it should
Creating a beautiful storybook
Of the lives we have been given
Chapter by chapter
Book by book
Story by story
A rainbows story that never sees  its end

Don’t worry about me
I’ll be ok
My time on earth was up
So I had to go away
I’ll keep watch over you
Each and every day
Even though I’m no longer here
Still do continue to pray
Pray for peace
Pray for love
Pray for all those who have left
This precious place and rose above
I’m still here with you
I never really left....
If your ever scared
I’ll be there
Guiding you where you need to go
Even from heaven, my love will still show

Maybe
One
Day
We’ll
Get
The
Answer
To
The
Question
“Why?”

From the first breath you take
Is one less breath towards
The last breath that makes
Us one step closer
To our permanent home
That awaits
When we take our last breath
From the first breath that we take