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Dear mama
When you cry, I wipe away the tears from your eyes
When your sad I hold your heart, give you a hug, showing you my love
Wherever you go, I am there, right beside you, holding your hand
Did you see the feather I left on the ground or the Angel clouds in the sky? You know that was me because I’m always around.
Dear mama
I loved you from the beginning, I loved you when I left, I love you always til I see you again…

Listening to the words flow out of your mouth, like a ruptured water pipe that you can’t turn off. Spilling over, flooding around, trying to fix the problem, yet not wanting it to stop. Emotions build, anxiety sky high, drowning in sorrows, life flying by…STOP the madness, fix the pain, tread the waters of the life you need to regain. Take a step back, look around, opening your heart to what’s going to be found. Don’t live in the past, live in the moment, reaching for your tomorrows that will fill you with hope. Your stronger than you know, your braver than you think, dream the (Im)Possible, your challenges are your dreams!

It’s ok.
I’m ok.
I’m smiling.
I’m breathing.
I’m alive.
I am me.
Hard times and good times, I am here.

Captivated by your eyes
Swimming through life in disguise
Drowning in all of your lies
It’s time to cut the cord, cut the ties
I’m walking on water, once again
Feeling so alive..

To my baby up in Heaven,
I don’t know what to say, I think about you everyday
It’s been a year, you should be here
Yet my arms are empty and my heart is heavy
I can only imagine what you would be like, who you look like and the color of your eyes
Oh, I know how much joy you would have brought to our lives  
Unfortunately, the time wasn’t right , you gained your wings and took flight

My arms are empty and my heart is heavy…. 5-11-20 💜

Surround me in love on this sorrowful day, my heart will always be heavy, but I’m doing ok…