Crying fake tears is an ugly trait
You need the attention to real in the bait
When something doesn’t go your way
You cause a scene, then everyone will look at you and say..
“Are you ok?”
     “What’s wrong?”
           “Stay strong”
                 “You’ll be a better person”
Oh look... your back in the spotlight where you always want to be....

Temperature dips below freezing
Feels like ice shards are cutting your skin
Jumping into a scolding hot shower
Feeling like 1000 needles piercing your skin
                As it hurts so bad
                        It feels so good
It’s like a drug,
                Warming your body,
Putting you on cloud nine,
            Making you feel oh so good....

Feeling guilty for myself
Crying my eyes out over him
Am I just wasting my time?
            Or
Am I just being blind?
Does he really love me for who I am
           Or
Does he like that I take care of him
Buy him things
And a “good piece of ***”
I need to take a step back and refocus my life
I don’t want to end up hurt over this guy..

Walking on water entrapped within a snow globe of ones imagination
With one slight tilt
You stumble and fall
Completely being surrounded by water...

You will always float back to the top
Learn from your mistakes
                    And
Eventually will be a top the water once again
Walking to your dreams
Spinning around the snow globe that we call
                    LIFE

Violence erupting all over the place
Does anywhere in the world even feel safe?
Always feeling like your walking on eggshells
Having an uneasy sense of insecurity
Constantly looking over your shoulder
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the inevitable of the pain and crime happening throughout this
          Crazy World

Amidst the chaos of the world
The biggest weapon is locked and loaded
               Will fall victim to crime

If only there could be
One day throughout the year
For all those who have passed away
That their souls would be released
For us to have one more day
Just to talk, hug or cry to one last time
Also, for loved ones to say a proper goodbye
For those who left us suddenly
                     And
Make your dreams of fantasy become a reality