Is it that you forget me,
Or is it you try to ignore;
Is it that you think I'm already better,
Or is it that you think I am a lost cause?

I have been here countless times already,
Yet none still ease the pain;
Qualms of grief and guilt,
Screams of help but none so inviting;

I'm still in this mess,
I'm sorry for dragging you in;
But I have no one else to go to;
No one wants to stay.

I just hope I pass by your thoughts,
Reminisce the pain,
How we hurt together,
Unknowingly but with consent.

Then again I guess I hurt you more,
Maybe that's why you would not rather.
I guess it's my fault but I still need you;
Please don't forget to remember.

Fingertips run over my lips
Moving down
D
O
W
N
my body
Heading between my
L
   E
      G
          S
Soft and slow
     It feels so great
Pleasure me so
    Tease me much
You always have the right touch
Bring your head down as I get close
Enjoying the ****** as I
E
   X
P
    L
O
    D
E

I was forced to do things I didn’t want to do
Blinded by
            “LOVE”
I thought it he was being true
Throw me on the bed or wherever he wanted
Made me do things I never actually wanted...to do
He was my first and I’ll never forget
The hurt and pain he caused me and sometimes still does
I carry all this regret
Why couldn’t I see what was happening to me
In all those years I just couldn’t see
How you were abusing and degrading me
Forcing me to do things I didn’t want to do
Blinded by
               “LOVE”
That in the end
Wasn’t
T
  R
    U
       E....

Blast the music up real LOUD
Drown out the insanity of the world around
Get
L
O
S
T
          in the lyrics
Dance your heart out...
            Forget you
                            even exist
Just for a couple songs
As you get lost in the words of another artists thoughts

Don’t rush life
        Because
Life can sometimes
        Rush you...