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ashley Mar 2013
we dug our toes
in the sand
and lie on
our backs
as the thick
palm trees
blow in the
earth's breath.

children laugh
and run as the
cool blue sea
calls their name.

and there
we continue
to lie
under the
bright smiling
sun
as the clouds
glide overhead.
went to the beach today, so just a random beachy poem, i suppose. not that it's any good, but yeah.
ashley Mar 2013
i remember.
you may not
think i do,
but how could
i forget
someone so
cold
and
heartless?

i remember
how i thought
i loved you,
how i thought
the only way
i could survive
is if you were
by my side.

i remember
when you were
my one and only,
my world --
or at least,
thought
you were.

i remember
our first kiss,
and how
incredibly
awkward
it really was;
i remember
how your lips
tasted like
sour apple,
and how you
asked -- yes,
asked --
if you could
kiss me
again.

i remember
craving your
touch,
even when
your hands
were stiff
and your heart
was frozen solid,
and your
eyes were
nothing but
glass marbles.

i remember
the day you
hurt me,
when "my world"
was gone,
when
you left.

i remember
asking for
a reason,
a simple reason,
and you told
me that
i was never
important
to you;
with a voice
as cold
and bitter
as your own,
you told me
you never
loved me.

i remember
thinking
that you
were right;
thinking
that i was
a joke,
of complete
unimportance.

i remember
not coming
to school the
next day.

i remember
how many
tissue boxes
i went through,
trying to soak
up the many
puddles of tears
that you
created,
tears i wanted
to drown myself
in.

i remember
it all.
i remember
how much
you hurt me.

so don't expect
me to walk by
you and wilst
you away with
my mind
or the flick
of my finger.

because,
while i might
forgive,

i'll

never

ever

forget.


a.m.
ashley Mar 2013
each
and every
day,
I come
to find
that I am
f
  a
    l
      l
        i
          n
            g
more
and more
in love
with you.

That's the
thing about
love;
you fall
and expect
someone to
be there to
catch you.

Thank you
for holding
your arms
wide
for me.
ashley Mar 2013
Somewhere right before my eyes,
encased in a thick sheet of glass,
holds an undescribable world.
One where no one gets harmed,
one where being yourself
is appreciated,
as well as accepted.

I've tried my hardest to find
this world,
but it seems as though it is
lost within the depths
of my imagination,
or maybe it escaped in the heavy
winds that cast themselves
upon the land;
or maybe it is simply
a dream,
one only visible when I
close my eyes.

One way or another,
wherever it may be,
I can go visit my land,
my own imaginary land,
as real as any other,
without having to travel
the endless sea
or the vast natural green forrests
of the Amazon,
or even travel
through all the clouds
in the sky.

No,
this world is easily accessable
through my own mind,
one that haunts my dreams
and becomes a reality.

A world where no one
can be harmed,
a world where all the stars
shine as bright as intricate diamonds,
where the sun
always greets you with a
warming smile.

A world of magic
and mysterious discoveries.

A world of adventure.


a.m.
ashley Mar 2013
tell me you love me.

whisper it into my neck
and keep it mustered there
forever.

breathe it into me
after each gentle kiss.

let it dance across
my body.

let it shower
me in warmth.

make it your last
delicate, breath.

just please,
tell me you love me.


a.m.
ashley Mar 2013
I don't know how I could tell you I love you,
because everything --
every word, every phrase,
will never be quite enough.
Even the words themselves --
I love you --
seem small, despite how much
emotion they may carry.

I suppose I'll try my best to tell you,
with the littlest words,
the littlest phrases,
all blended into one,
just like a painting on a canvas.

My love for you burns
with the intensity of a thousand
suns.
This phrase in particular
is about as close as it will get.
Except... even this,
with it's beautiful words
and deep meaning,
isn't enough.

My love for you burns
with the intensity of
a billion
suns, stars, lights, planets;
shines brigher than all the
electricity, all the light
that is ever produced.

I love you more than
all the flowers in May;
roses, sunflowers, dasies,
tulips,
and how they seem to
be greeted by the sun
and corrupt from underneath
the moist, earthly soil.

I love you more than
the color of the sunset;
blended shades of
ravishing reds,
outstanding oranges,
and bright yellows,
even some pinks
and purples
that appear as twilight
comes near.

I love you more than
all the words in the whole
world combined
into one, huge
mass of crumpled paper,
dented words,
and broken dreams.

I love you more than
the feel of the beach;
of the miles and miles
of ocean and moist sand;
more than the foam
that grips my toes
or the cool feel of the water
on my body;
more than the sun as it
smiles down upon my skin,
and the way it makes me glow.

When I tell you I love you,
I do not lie,
although it is still
a complete understatement
of what I truly feel inside.
This feeling --
this burning desire to always
be around you,
for your hand to be entertwined
with mine, for your arms
to embrace me tightly;
this feeling of being high
off of love
--
is a feeling that cannot
possibly be described;
no matter how hard
one may try.

What they say about love
is true --
it can make you do crazy things.
But no situation
will ever seem crazy,
because I have a valid
reason:

You.


a.m.
ashley Mar 2013
Yesterday
I went to the beach.
As I walked down the hill,
I saw all of our friends
swimming, jumping, and laughing
in the ocean.
Once you layed eyes on me,
you ran out,
water dripping from your shirt
and swimming trunks
and glistening on your olive skin.
You insisted on spending time with me,
even though you could've been in the water
with the rest of them.

We walked all the way down the ocean
and climbed steadily onto
the wet rocks.
Ocean foam splashed upon them
as we sat there, hand in hand,
sometimes with your arm
slung over my shoulder.
We talked and laughed and had fun,
and at that moment it was so relaxing.
I didn't want to be anywhere else
except there, with you, in your arms,
surrounded by the beautiful scenery.

We stayed there for a while
until a family politely asked us to move
so they could snap a family picture.
I remember they were all dressed
in a light blue -- one that accented
their forms against the roaring waves
of the ocean.
We climbed back off,
and every time I thought I was going to
slip, you caught me or helped me
by grabbing my hand and leading me
along, all the way down to the pier.

All of us went to watch the cruise
ships pass by.
We waved frantically
and watched their smiling faces wave back,
a nice, warm growth of their departure.
Then, Hannah said,
"This is such a Titanic moment,"
which I then realized once
I stood on the concrete,
the waves just below me,
as you grabbed onto my waist.
Hannah and Todd,
Me and You,
Josh and Alecia.
We all let our arms flair out,
as if we were little birds getting
ready for flight.
Behind us, you hummed
'My Heart Will Go On'
which made us all laugh
like hyenas.

After, we walked back and played
vollyball for a while.
I have to admit, I wasn't good at it
at all.
I never could hit the ball high enough
over the net, and I was actually
making our team lose.
Thank goodness for Todd;
he was on a roll,
slapping the ball onto the sand
with a hard tuff,
making us score 5 points in a row.

After a while,
I gave up and decided to
go into the water.
I didn't go all the way in;
just up to mid-calf.
I stayed there and
dug my toes into the moist
sand as clumps of seaweed
floated past, and looked out into
the deep blue sea that stood
before me.
I couldn't help but think of freedom,
of wondering what it would be like
to be a bird.
The wind smelled slightly of
old people, salt, and fish,
which was typical for our
Florida beaches.

You thought something was upset
or something, I suppose,
because you came and swooped me up
from behind.
You wrapped your arms around
my waist
and nuzzled your head into
my neck. The wind
wouldn't stop blowing,
so all my curls flew into your face,
but I don't think you really minded.
You stayed there with me,
abandoning the game,
and at that moment,
I kissed you.
I turned around and planted
one on your lips,
which were wet and
tasted like salt from the ocean.

Once we left,
I could still taste the salt
on my lips. It was like
a reminder of some sort
of what a wonderful time we'd had.

Definitely a night I
never want to forget.


a.m.
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