I'm going to fight,
Though no one forced me to this plight.
No motivation drives me there,
But I can't stand still, consumed by despair.

I'm going to fight,
No reason calls, no one's waiting for my might.
No reason here to stay , yet no reason to go
So I rip all the letters , in the river , let them flow

I wish I could return, tell you it's over, I'm here,
But I fear the light, my darkness I can't conquer.
To say it's done, but you'd never understand,
This endless war, a start with no end in hand.

You've never fought for life since your very birth,
Never seen your family ripped from this earth.
A bomb on a porch, on a Sunday afternoon,
Their lives extinguished, beneath a blood-red moon.

You never had to watch them go,
Never put your life behind you, and let the sorrow flow.
Never run so fast, so far,
As war's smoke turned invisible, a distant scar.

I won't let these old pigs their plans enact,
These foxes plotting, their wicked pact.
Not for the ones who shoot rockets in the sky,
But for the child who wished, thinking it was a shooting star

Those who dropped bombs, their cruel, heartless game,
At night they go home, their children call their name.
Would you tell them the toy in their hand,
Is the same one another child clutched, with a scream, and a dying command?

Would you tell them what you've done?
Or would you leave it, let the memories become undone?
Let rust and dust cover the pages of history's plight,
For no one carries the weight of the past, in the darkest night.

For it's happened before, and it will happen again,
No one lasts, not the mother you killed, young or old, then.
It ends so cold, like your heart, like your iron-clad bolt,
But my darling, I have to go, my story must be told.

I don't want to leave you behind,
But for my life, I must run and find.
You don't want to say goodbye,
But you'll have to watch me fade, far, far, far, into the sky.

Do you still remeber ?
When I was the only star in your night sky?
The only star of your once a many cracked heart?
The only thing with which you could heal your scars ?
And do you remeber ?
When I was the smartest person you have ever known
The sweetest words of how a many were told?
Now my beloved heart is what I don't anymore own
And I suppose you haven't forgot , cause it was not long ago
When you said you would have come to the show
When you said we could have done this for more
When you said I love you till the end of the world
When we used to talk , grew from only  once in a while
And you went offline, I couldn't say why
Is that you hate me or
You wait for the words to come, the anxiety to hide
Now I checked my phone today,
Empty of the thought to see your name
But it was you , and I swear
I wished It wasn't you, I'm not ready to dwell
With your words all so hopeless ,
And the " I haven't talked to her for a long"
And the fact you became offline
To avoid answering my sight
But darling , how could it have happened so fast?
With me behind the bars, at last
Do you call her the only star in your night sky?
Or the only star of your once a many cracked heart?
Do you call her beloved ?
Did you really lose interest, or did she made you feel this stressed?
How come I wasn't enough , I washed away all the tough !
Now you seem to be fine, but I don't have others to rhyme
And you had left ,
Sooner before I recognized
You had left
Before giving me signs
You had left
You were gone
I was blind
I was blind

Why why why ?
Why you keep on crying?
When your heart is dying
And you're out here lying
How how how
How did it get so sad?
From where did it get this bad?
You were the last thing that I had
And now the tears keep on falling
And the prepared speeches keep on rolling
And the people I thought one loved me Keep on flying
Why didn't you come to take my hand
To show me a place where I can land
Why didn't you come to be a stand ?
Why you watched the tragic from aside
With watching all those friends betrayig, besides
Why didn't you speak out for the one who has lost
Everything ,
And you are the last
The last peace of paradise I had
And I've fallen into hell after that
So sad
Yet so adjusting
With my words , they are fading and rusting
With no one here to hear
With no one here to bear
The truth
These hidden words inside me
Are finding their way out of the depth of me
They're making themselves free
And me,
I can't think of a free me
I can't think of letting go
I can't be anymore

standing in front of the wall
The wall I can't ever get through
Was standing hollowed in the hall
the more I walked , the more it grew
The words rush into this head
No way they can get themselves out
Now I feel like this brain is fed
But the ways to explode weren't count
I see your picture hanging there silently
Every once in a while I pass that road
The blood rushes into my brain , honestly
To see you hanging there , I feel owed
You have gained so much respect
At least from the last time we met
Tell me frankly how do you get
All these fools adore you for what for you didn't bleed
And my teammates they turned out to be yours
No one cheering here on my sits
While this is all packed out near your doors
To stand for me , I guess they fear
So tell me how did everything go so fast
From when everything got this wild ?
And take these as my last words at last
I am tired , I confess , you won the fight

Take me away to nowhere plains
Where the grass is green and the sky is blue
Take me where there I can rest my brain
Of nothing there I want to find a clue
Take me out of this ciatic place
Where people talk and never seem to listen
Oh please take me out of this cage
Where people by hatred are doing the breathing
What does it mean, my darling, to fight and to have fun
Unless this is only some lies they're all making
By the time you get what you got , you're long gone
And you find out these people we're all just faking
Faking faces , faking words and faking breathing
To hide what is going on inside
Cause it was never happily done , but you have to make it seem teasing
And this is their way of saying sorry instead of saying goodbye
Oh darling, I want to believe you are different
Different from all the messes lately I have seen
But at the end of the day you're also a human being
And there too I am , trapped in this scene
Darling I can feel the soil is falling over my head
But it's no new feeling , there's been long I've been feeling dead
And there are some voices , some voices running through my head
Of whatever to now to me people has said
And this sound seems to catch me up however fast I run
" if you're too funny , then why is nobody laughing to your jokes?
And if you're too happy to catch the sun
Why sadness in your eyes has made a home?
If you're too smart , tell me little kid
Why nobody applause when your name is heard ?
And if you think you were doing good ,
Then why people didn't stand up while you stood ?
And if you think you are the best
Why do you insist on not saying the rest ?
Why do you seem trying so hard to look down to earth?
And if you're really worthy
Then where are the show_scences ?"
So please just leave me alone lying on my bed
With my eyes bleeding and my face turning red
Watch my eyes get closed in sooner time
For the past I have passed , an endless crime
And let me die slowly , in front of your eyes
As the rest of the erosion I've been up
And let me lay my head in your hands , as I say goodbye
I know , for something like this , you've never wait so long

Far far from the land , to the eclipse in the sky
No matter who comes and goes, at the end it's you and I
No matter how hard time flow ,
It'll guide you through the dark
It'll guide you in the mornig
It'll guide you with a spark
My head low of it's weight
The weight of undeniable mistakes
The weight of unforgettable past
The weight of a heavy long space
And the distance between us
Seems so far
Withings inches of internal
The way to unlock the mystery
Is to push words intertwined
Seems so hard for my hand
Try to reach your's in the dark
But as it does , it all fades
It was never there , not tonight
Then you squeeze my hand, gently, a bittersweet caress,
And you whisper in the dark, "Give your love back, I confess.
With someone else, this love has found its start,
But I'll always carry you, forever in my heart."

And of all the sins I've done
You're my favourite one
And of all mistakes i've made
You , I won't regret
And of nights I spent awake
For you i can admit
I don't regret a moment
But at last , I also slept
for days spent in my mind
Thinking about the one you'll find
I confess I was scared
To forget the nights we shared
So as you walk to go
Can't you hear me screaming "no!"?
And as you carry stuff
I once touched them with love
Won't you miss me , darling , still?
With your heart , all made of steel
Won't you call me , after all?
Won't you hesitate in the hall?
Won't you turn to see my tears
All omitted with a fear
You have always seen in my eyes
The fear of losing you , I disguise
To be okay , you better know
That if you leave me all alone
And if you go to break my heart
You have finely done your part
And darling , go ! I won't insist
I'm okay with my heart broken in your feast
So baby , leave and don't look back
Go and leave me in the black