Arija E

Arija E May 2014

I'll reason love, waste love, hope love
your face promises mistakes
and when never sounds better
its not worth the fix

Fighting let me go, games let me go, your arms let me go
I tried truly to believe, to catch me falling
but time ran fast and we fell apart

Arija E Jan 2014

The Music

laying here drowning
I find a lifeboat
I let my mind be carried
away from worry
away from doubt
all there is are the waves
the rises and falls
I lull towards serenity
I lull towards peace
this is the musics gift
and I am grateful

Arija E Oct 2013

Its Your Heart Now

I left my heart
In a little corner of your ceiling
Right above your bed

I left my heart
In permanent marker
Right where you could see it

I left my heart
In the safest place I could find
Right where you always return

I left my heart
In absolute happiness
Right with you

Arija E Sep 2013

The First Night We Spent Together

My best friend was there
She said she had never heard me laugh harder
I didn't notice
I was probably too busy laughing

Arija E Sep 2013

Don't Mistake my Silence as Defeat

I've seen a wolf get kicked
He whimpers and then he is silent
But he howls in his silence

My mouth is closed
My chin is down
I have learned my lesson

But listen closely
Really tilt your ear into my chest
And you will hear a howl

A howl of the strongest resolve

I am the wolf that was stupid
I am the wolf that got kicked
I will whimper and be silent

My howl is now for me

Arija E Aug 2013

Utter Confusion

I used to know what I was doing
I always knew exactly what I was pursuing

It could be from lack of concentration
But I think it's more from frustration

For there's no right answer anywhere
No person saying come, Ill take you there

But I suppose that's the beauty in the dance
Its not a matter of knowing but of taking a chance

Its never easy to get something good
No matter how much I think it should

So I will hold on through the unknown
And one day the right answer will be shown

Arija E Aug 2013

Bark

You want to see a fight
Push me just right
You want to feel hurt
Keep treating me like dirt
Cause bite this ***** will
And my bark will also ****
Even though I may look
Like someone that can be overtook
Don't make that mistake
Or else that will be the stake
That ill stab into in your face
Then go back to running this place
Little boy if only you knew
How long your beating is overdue
Seriously step to me
Step and you'll ******* see