Another petal fell
Another thorn bended
Last string of hope
Another flower wilted
How can you so sure
when everything around you
Does it matter if I'm included in your circle of friends?
Does it matter if I walk on the same hallways?
Does it matter if I am part of a group activity?
Does it matter if I inhale the same air?
Does it matter if I breathe?
Does it matter if I wake up?
Does it matter if I eat?
Does it matter at all if I exist?
Does it matter if we share the same sun?
Does it matter if I am with the same universe?
Does it matter if I get wet of the rain?
Does it matter if I die?
Does it matter if we ride similar transit?
Does it matter if we go the same direction?
Does it matter if I talk to you?
Does it matter if I walk with you?
Does it matter if I am your child?
Does it matter that I am your sibling?
Does it matter if I am your grandchild?
Does it matter if we have the same blood?
Does it matter if I'm lonely or happy?
Does it matter if I embrace who truly I am?
Does it matter if I turn to you?
Does it make a difference if I'm gone?
I wish it does.
Because I wish someone would say, "You matter"
Because I wish that someone would comfort me.
Because I wish someone would truly sees through me
Because I wish someone would understand.
Before the darkness claims me.
Before everything is over.
It's been a while
Since you lost me
To the sea of sadness
The memory's so vivid
When you let me drown, sink
And become lifeless
You just watched me suffer
You just watched me!
While the waves of anxiety envelops me
You just watched!
You didn't do anything
To save me from
The current of self-destruction
I thought I was right
For believing that you could be my hero
My knight and shining armor
But I was totally wrong!
I believed the notion that
I am great when I'm with you
That I cant do anything without you
That I'm useless when I'm alone
That I'm worthless as you quote
I felt that things because
You made me think that I am
I believed you. Always have.
You were shouting
Screaming the things you buried
Crying your heart out
Mumbling the words you held captive
You did not bother
For you've been rooting for that moment
Pacing your way through the crowd
You didn't mind
For as long as your cries of plea
Would be heard by the person
whom you thought as favorable as the moon
But as undignified as the scorching sun
You were shouting, screaming
With your unheard thoughts
Searching for someone who'll listen
But no one even spares an empathetic glance
No one dared to look into your eyes
No one offered a hand
No one gave a ****
No one is there
It all fall on deaf ears
You realized it was all useless, pointless
Then you weren't shouting nor screaming any longer
That's when they all notice the signs you're giving
That's when they start to turn their heads
That's when they paid attention
That's when you choose to care no more
That's when you decided it's over
That's when you're gone.