I can't stop. My lips are forming gentle lines of that lovely smile when i think of you. It starts with slight crinkles at the center, muscles moving upward, almost helplessly.

Sitting alone together underneath this bridge. Water sweeps and hits our faces, its so calm here with you. My arms around you, fierce and loving. I love you with everything I have... But I know it wont last. Im sorry for the pain it caused you. Im sorry for deserting you like I did. Its my fault. even if I knew you were first, it would always seem you were put second. you were always on mind, you still are. As gracefully as I can, im trying to let you go.

There. Hes right there, on the floor. Rushing through the white front door, I stop and crouch down to the floor. Check his pulse, screaming, crying, in tears. Setting off an alarm within my overprotective barriers. Maybe... If maybe, I had been there quicker.