keep my bleeding heart wide open
warm tears beat on this cold bed
your soft sunrise hair smells like summer

keep me alive in this cold room
warm and bundled safe from the gloom
your soft rose lips taste like winter

keep me aching to say I love you
warm and content in my pasture
your soft glow feels like spring

blue sky clouds fog
it wont ever clear
I thought You were mine
things are so clear
-    -    -    -    -    -    -
The Future?

"I dont know"
.
"I really don't"
..
"I can't say"
...
"I'm scared"
....
The gap grows
                                  and grows
                                                           ­   and grows.....
less of love
less of feeling
less of believing
......
more of lies
more of doubt
more of lonely nights
.......
loss of ties
loss of belief
loss of saying
........
"you're mine"
.........
fog clouds sky blue
things are so clear
You thought I was yours too
nothing will ever clear
-    -    -    -    -    -    -

oh I want to
oh yes that buzz
that insatiable hunger
to be something other
than myself

to be numb--
tingly,
odd,
funny,
dumb,
and lost.

I want to be lost.

I want to be found.

But which is it?

I guess you'll have to find out.

Ring imprints are where your heart lies too
So so far away, both feeling very blue
Constant reminders of why I am here
No wonder I can't even shed a single tear