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nia May 2018
From all death comes creation,
energy transformed and re-birthed,
chance multiplied by more chance,
love becoming a greater love,
and you a stronger soul
For those who need it, trust the process
nia Aug 2017
Away is where I live,
I wish I was further,
unconscious,
non - existent,
dead.
Journal entry
nia Aug 2017
To the beauty that resides in the soul
and conscious taking form in this human body,
To the light that claims who you are,
special in every way,
who do you want to be?
what are your desires?
what do you wish to create?
you are free
journal entry from 8-9-17, 7:18
nia Aug 2017
never once did i think

never once did i notice

never once did it cross my mind

not once did i think i was crazy

you wanna know what's really crazy?

the amount of wicked on this earth, the amount of pain a child can endure, the amount of suffering animals are brought upon, the sheer destruction of my beautiful mother earth, race on race terrization

but when i feel i want to be alone or lie in the bed with the covers over my head for days on end, when i cry or flip out over small things, when i let people in just to hurt them, when i choose not to go to church, but talk about the demons i've seen
their is something wrong with me

that's what's crazy
nia Jul 2017
the lady that comes when i leave

what is her name?

the lady that laughs at nothing and makes no sense when she speaks

who is she again?

the lady that looks lost and sad,
weeps all day and night,

no one can hear her
her appearance is ghostly

sometimes we meet
in the middle of the night

she tells me about the calls death gives her,
the pain she is in not just awoke but sleep,

she shows me what she dreams about,
in her favorite she's all alone naked and free,
only love to surround her
no demons, just creation

she told me i kept her here, so i apologized
so she apologized to me for all the times she tried to leave not yet asked if i'm ready to go
  Jul 2017 nia
Jim Morrison
Thoughts in time and out of season
The Hitchhiker stood by the side of the road
And leveled his thumb
In the calm calculus of reason.

Hi. How you doin’?

I just got back into town,

L.A.

I was out in the desert for awhile

“Riders on the storm”

Yeah. In the middle of it

“Riders on the storm”

Right…

“Into this world we’re born”

Hey, listen, man, I really got a problem

“Into this world we’re thrown”

When I was out on the desert, ya know

“Like a dog without a bone
An actor out on loan”

I don’t know how to tell you

“Riders on the storm”

but, ah, I killed somebody

“There’s a killer on the road”

No…

“His brain is squirming like a toad”

It’s no big deal, ya know

I don’t think anybody will find out about it, but…

“take a long holiday”

just, ah…

“Let your children play”

this guy gave me a ride, and ah…

“If you give this man a ride”

started giving me a lot of trouble

“Sweet family will die”

and I just couldn’t take it, ya know

“Killer on the road”

And I wasted him

Yeah.
  Jul 2017 nia
Sylvia Plath
"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"
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