Any present moment

Any present moment 20h

sometimes I miss you to the point that I feel you pulsing in my bones vibrating in that rhythm the tempo
yours and yours alone

BAM

Any present moment Nov 27

Dialectic

Never meant to be
with him
and ended up with him
Never ending up
with you
and meant to be with you

* (or irony)

Any present moment Aug 3

mirrored shades

I always told you I wore them
because of my eye surgeries
the light hurts my eyes
I said
truth is
I didn’t want you to see
the sadness
I still don’t

Any present moment Jul 16

North star

You’ll never be my beacon

just a misdirected map
in the night sky

the light house
that draws me
is
fixed firmly in the east

my sun rise
is never
my sun set

Any present moment Jun 8

Compass passage

Gotta feel those feels
     hitting hard today
                    and
                     yesterday

         You are here
         You are not here

I try to stay here
           when I feel like I don’t
                        exist

Any present moment Jun 8

Side Chick (8/7/21)

Perennial safety net
the roots grow shallow
for you

I am pierced in place

     Salvation for one
     Release the next
     Indulgence follows
Lust fire lies falling lashes
     Forever entangled
                  and
                    estranged.

Any present moment Jun 8

When I emerged

Did you know that you
embody three of the top ….
oh let’s say dozen pivotal
moments in my life :

Virginity
LSD
broken heart

I hear the lulls of This Mortal Coil

Only you would understand

And I understand
I Am Not Yours
but
You Are Mine

The melody of “Tarantula” and “The Lacemaker” create a sensation in my pit
and transport me to a magical plane

What a magic that was we made