Any present moment

Any present moment 6m

I think
one of the
biggest
mistakes
you made
was
wanting me for you
instead of
wanting me for me.

Any present moment Dec 2024

Quasar

I feel
electrified and alive
when
I inhale
the same air as
you
Your breath
drifts and twines
through the room
searching
finding me
out
and then
you permeate
my pores
effortlessly

Any present moment Dec 2024

exquisite loneliness

sometimes I miss you to the point that I feel you pulsing in my bones vibrating in that rhythm the tempo
yours and yours alone

BAM

Any present moment Nov 2024

Dialectic

Never meant to be
with him
and ended up with him
Never ending up
with you
and meant to be with you

* (or irony)

Any present moment Aug 2024

mirrored shades

I always told you I wore them
because of my eye surgeries
the light hurts my eyes
I said
truth is
I didn’t want you to see
the sadness
I still don’t

Any present moment Jul 2024

North star

You’ll never be my beacon

just a misdirected map
in the night sky

the light house
that draws me
is
fixed firmly in the east

my sun rise
is never
my sun set

Any present moment Jun 2024

Compass passage

Gotta feel those feels
     hitting hard today
                    and
                     yesterday

         You are here
         You are not here

I try to stay here
           when I feel like I don’t
                        exist