fake friends
new trends
when will it all end?
no more winnings
no new beginnings
this isn't really thrilling
life goes on
or are they wrong
what is it that makes the bond?
broken trusts
I'm out of luck
I've already had enough
**** emotions
I already wrote them
who cares if it's broken
just another wasted day
I want to get away
some day you'll all pay
but surely, not today
I feel cheated
I feel defeated
oh well, it keeps repeating
all these voices
all these choices
who will help me voice them?
someone help me
is this healthy
I can't find a reason to breathe
fading into the walls
not wanting to stand tall
surely this is my last call
hear my whispers
hear my cries
for tonight my memory will die
say goodbye tonight
for I can't keep this fight
I know this decision is right
I wrote this almost a year ago, on the 18th of march to be exact so wow, a lot of angst and **** in this, wasn't in a good state but yknow