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Anton Kooistra Feb 2016
And all of the coloured flags

She escapes 
On my bare skin
But all you ever cared about
*******
Making me smile, and trying to
Please me there once again?
Walking in archways 
Upon your skin
Hungry for some freshly meat
And you were quick to put the blame.
That night at your house
"Tame my beast
Was the curl of my toes.
Would be like a rerun of
You knew the closer I got
Saliva drops in deep,
Be messy.
And women is from women..
Upon your neck
But she's in every crease upon my bed 
I ask him about his hurry...
Because I failed you 
While we meshed bundled
Spent what felt like days watching names roll on screen 
It feel like home..
stomachs filled with butterflies
Eat that p*ssy,
Knowing that continuing things
******* on my tongue.
You let me lay next to you,
not so graceful

Your warmth came at a time
It have two doors..
an insane choreography.

She leaves as if she couldn't stand to watch the credits role
Never looking back 
What felt like worlds between us
with your very first kiss."
You.


For why tear drops fleeted 
kiss the sweat,
Gave you more power.
To leave a mark
But I wasn't that naive...
To make you see us through.

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Then he touch mine and push..
What lies 
******

No teeth mark not tear 
Asking me questions on questions

she can't feel
herself ***.
But all you ever wanted
Deep in the woods - I shall hide
Stray and lone,
He was in busy in a tight look..
Spit game,
Caress the wrinkle, the roll of fat,
how you make love to a woman.
Follow my trail of blood
I've always deemed
Clearly I was into you
Was for me to get down on my knees.
Out in to the night 
Couldn’t leave it up to chance
I confused...
But clearly wasn't enough
forbidden
It is not like the movies,
They said I lost my muse 
Inscription
tickle the unwanted hair.
But that ended so quickly
make it numb,
Clearly I wanted something new

I thought about throwing it to the streets 
At first you were all about
and blissed.
Come! Release your cemen
My Muse
My eyes lingered over what used to be. 
As your face stays determined not to crack 
not really,
Sleep? 
The more that I would fall.
I wasn't nervous on my end
But to make a bruise
I told you about my insecurities
soft in the touch
It is love we are making,
It was very tight...
Responding to every messages
I remember your line up crisp,
Our minds were fuzzy
Charismatic.
Within the same hour,
He says..

Under the moons light
You made it seem like you cared
In which I needed it most
Looking like nothing but a ten.
Some sell what is between the door..
But I know her 
less grinding,
The flawless body is a myth.
Love #61
To believe we'd ever get anywhere
Down my cheek
In the shadows of the forest
He says...
Men is from that...
Head locked like a brace 
Cold Touch
Leaving quickly out the door
We like to play tag on the full moon
Even after you left
I couldn't help but call your name

and very private.
More finger, more tongue,
As I sat among the nightmare

She ran 
Juice, come from the door...
the sensations are invisible, internal
You moan and howl in heat
Ignoring then sudden realisation 
And how you had a habit of making me weak
It is not a mystery..
not pictures.
In the nickname only I used 
Excusing death in a movie 
Is my passionate
The space between us small,
when I touch your naked skin
Not able to wash the memory with a splash of soap and water 
For no moisture was lost 

Be slow and gentle

Kush on my breath,
Let the homeless make fortune over our mistakes
Cradled up in the nook you used to sleep 
Your sentences elaborate and
High above my tower I see you 
I feel happy-pain..
The wolf and the witch
You say:

I saw him..
No, not me.
until don’t.
We are covered in delight
While hidden hands forced my face to your seat.
I'll treat you with a bone
It is not like the movies
In the cycle of life
lips touching, and hearts set on fire
The mechanism may look awkward
Freshman year me.
My body burns on fire
Randomized from poems found under the tag "***".  https://soundcloud.com/anton-kooistra/and-all-of-the-coloured-flags
#***
Anton Kooistra Feb 2016
I often crave you.
What you do not know is what I actually really feel for you.
We are so good together, it excites me.
3. Doubt
my reply to "I love you", a censure
So that no one could swim,
You are here, and more than me!
I know you know
i don't know what this is
You Are Here
She had known of heartbreak,
Love Is
Shook his head and sighed,
9. Hopeless
And then gave her some time,
You are here, and more than I feel,
6. Confusion
What made me stay
But princess can’t you see?
I miss you rushing to be in me.
But I do know it would please me if it were to happen again.
It smells like the earth.
for you, for you
And what I feel about you.
Who was oh so strong,
And you're just fine
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After all this time, are we even possible?
regardless of how tough I usually portray
Than you ever see, more than I feel,
what you do not know, though, is what I go through carrying all these feelings and this head full of thick matter and questions and puns and metaphors can get me weary.
My dear you have spent so much time trying to figure out this chaotic, tangled mind of mine and
After all this time,
He chuckled underneath his breath,
He knocked on her door,
if I will ever be the only one with you,
She said, “Though I’m alone,
It sounds like fairy chimes ringing.
You are foetus, alright you are; you just an other soul,
most of the time
She mulled over what she should do,
The on one fine day,
I never want to feel as though I am too much,
And it makes you feel immortal.
Came a boy with brown eyes,
it still hurts
always so close.
I never want to feel as though I am not enough,
12. Lust?
5. Hope
You get into my skin in a way nobody else ever has,
It looks like the night sky.
Im waiting on you      
Ever love again,
to be and push you away...
And then a thought occurred,
Love is clear.
My heart is broken
8. Hurt
11. Un-assured
She built her walls so high,
I do not know the reason behind this feeling.
You and I both know,
I woke up in the morning,
But someone to always be there,
to ensure of these feelings are still kept well within me.
Infested moats with crocodiles,
I feel so much for you.
all over.
and when i see you, i see you
oh, you have come so close.
She knows that being strong,
And I don’t need a man.”
I don't want to go on thinking of you so much.
Break
i don't know what you are
it's still a gaping hole
Why?
And crossed the moat all dry,
1. Pity
Inside of me, the darker places turn into the brighter day,
When you are with me,
And I admire your pride,
Is this love?
Is this it? ... love?
Not Another Fairy Tale
He said, “Yes, you don’t need a man,
What made you leave
hoping that you knew how much I liked you.
And found truth in his words,
Don’t you wish to be free?”
With someone by your side?”
“Not someone to give you courage,
You belong to this moment,
She said, “I am strong,
The girl pondered for a while,
I woke up in the morning,
I woke up in the morning,
your touch alone ceases me to ensure all these feelings for you are not brimming out of my skin.
This is the story of a girl,
While you're moving on
wanting to kiss you.
This is the tale of how she,
Who; is breathing with my breath,
Alone I will proudly stand,”
Or chase away your fears,
I cannot help but doubt
10. Hurt
Wishing, hoping, wanting
He walked up to the wall,
Doesn’t mean being alone.
Sorrows flew away, when I imagine you and hear you,
I do not remember the first time we kissed,
when you're no longer mine to hold
But didn’t choose to climb,
because i see you
the one that is finally enough,
I can not resist you.
When did we break
2. Rage
...
The building made of stone,
especially at night
I no longer want to feel all these things I feel for you.
Was strong for far too long,
It taste like any and all flavors.
That you are locking yourself in,
What are we doing, again?
Does this girl think a man’s purpose,
And so, she swore to never,
7. Addiction
When did it change
Only you get me the way I want to be got.
It's in here,
She understood its pain,
4. Fear
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wishing that you wanted me.
you were with me during her...
The girl decided to escape,
and when i see you i die deep inside
not the last, to be honest.
He built his own bridge,
So no one could climb in,
Is to help a girl survive?
He said, “You’ve locked everyone out,
But wouldn’t life be nicer,
I feel so much for you.
the only one for you,
To share the joys and tears.”
Randomized from poems found under the tag "Pain".  https://soundcloud.com/anton-kooistra/i-often-crave-you-1
Anton Kooistra Feb 2016
where all the civilised remain.

And the bird, he silenced.
I found my missing passion in you kiss
Cuz with all the pain I'm stretched to thin
With no drugs to dull the pain
I sit here and contemplate why
Teasing and taunting like a missing limb
Hurts Too Much!
only to find
You know what that implies
hiding inside the darkness
Reap the seed thats planted
Thin red lines they etch the skin
Wishing I too would just die
Midnight Run (story poem)
Within my head I have no doubt
The tears all ran dry
I will stalk you, till you let my spirit fly
Let me kiss,my now empty life goodby
but the gun beat seemed to rule
As your spirit he clutched
Stop blaming people for the choices you made.
I watched you saunter out of my door, my life to soon
They where what I inhale
Warrior's song
peering out into the light
They seem to go on for centuries
that my soul hates the bright--
Enough is a enough grow the ****
Soul is never here or there
They where my air
You had my heart
who foreshadowed tragedy.
you reap what you sow.
My life will never again be the same
i suppose because no one wants to hear me speak
Gnashing beneath the hovering darkness, a
Surly the fates could forsee
Thats what my scars are all about
In you I had finally found
Into the passage between here and there
and bombs thrown in the wind.
Life is what you make it.
Your laughter repaired my broken heart
I found my joy for life in your arms
and he sang to ignore,
He escorted you away from the pain
That pain is caused by your faults.
So thin red lines will etch my skin
Up.
And the bird, he sang
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I roam the house hearing your laughter
to deny transition.
to a lost melody
How sweet it would be to let out life's last sigh
You chased away my demons with your charms
That negative seed that you nourished when  planted was surely to grew.
You where my soul
Thin Red Lines ( Trigger Warning)
Why did you leave without me
I would crumble, shatter, splinter into bits
The memories of you linger like your cologne
All to show the agony within Here we go once again
My bliss
Is one less scream that sounds
How I dread its incessant pull
Grim Reaper let me clarify
If only you would have stayed with me that night
But I refuse to open that door.
the dark seems safer for me
E'er threatening possession of my mind
Nothing more agonizing than that chill
I can hear her knocking,
I let the razor glide thru my vain
That with the blood the pain flows out.
But the bird, he sang
Nothingness
He whistled all he could
How, oh how could this be our fate
to a rotting beat
too much to grasp
Of the Grim Reaper's touch
With every drop that hits the ground
Endless ****** up realities
I can't live without my missing parts
Of the taste of the realm of nothingness
With the stream I won't explode
Why did you have to go
too much to comprehend
I'll be just like that annoying magpie
Misery hates to be alone.
I'm slitting my wrist and you know why
Your car had skidded and flipped in the rain
My spirit you won't be able to deny
'make it stop!', my inner voice screams
if you give half *** efforts,
this is a chronologically written story of pain
up to the stars
for darkness brings only quiet
and I keep wanting just to clasp
of the lack of humanity
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For now all alone in our bed I sit
"People nowadays only see with their eyes. That is why they are so easy to be fooled."
I won't implode
Ne'er ending nightmare of infinite nothingness
Your love making was a piece of art
Under the soft white glare of the moon
Within my head resides all the memories
i don't even know why i write it
Such is the miracle of a near-death your
its safety and its comfort
That helps mask the feeling of you being gone, me alone
But only the moon seen that tragic sight
you get half *** results.
The last bird flew away
as I fall in a heap onto the cold, hard ground...
Why didn't I go with you, because this isn't right
I miss our playful banter
Only to subtract your happiness.
Your comforting words in the middle of my despair
The stars where the only witne  ss to the ceremony
Feeling so **** numb inside
Take credit for what you are responsible for.
Your heart was what made my blood circulate
The black marks on the road is all that gives a testimony
So I can once again be with my guy
Now I'll sing of my greatest fear
and light brings all the sound  
that no one wants to read
Why did you have to go out that night
In the plain beyond, in the sweet by-and-by
behind missiles and prickles
Randomized from poems found under the tag "Pain". https://soundcloud.com/anton-kooistra/where-all-the-civilised-remain
Anton Kooistra Feb 2016
Love the little worm
Just as unbecoming
Look in the mirror.
My words are ugly
My body is ugly
and selfish actions.
Why people
It was the people.
In a parallel universe.
a stray hair,
Ugly wars go on endlessly …
And from that, ugliness was born
Get perished anytime …
Ugly
Simply because they are greedy and
Love the little spider
But it’s often the people
***** looks,
...I told you I was
We really are living
They become even more jumbled than they were before.
A lot of graves are dug for those
My breaths are ugly
But when words go to leave my head
A crooked tooth,
Love the little pig
hateful words
an extra pound?
its thin silken web
I am ugly
My words on a page
small zit,
Mistakes
For you
It was only until now that
A lot of pretty innocent people 
My face is ugly
Are ugly ink blots,
It's my greatest fear
Beautifully Ugly
An ugly war goes on
Why cant I speak beautifully?
My actions are ugly
What's Ugly?
With all its self conscious nature
I wish I could say
Wars' traders don't care
My soul is ugly
Ugly
Offers such beauty
beautiful is ugly.
That make it ugly.
To find me ugly too
Who naturally spins
What's ugly?
When any ugly war breaks out , then
My thoughts are ugly
Will be lost as an ugly outcome …
When I was a kid I
were ugly is beautiful
This world we live in
Who is so happy
Coward at the same time …
Ugly
My mind is ugly
just to play in the mud
Makeup will only go so far to hide an ugly heart.
I understand.
Ugly VS Beautiful
About human lives
And terrible.
Just what I mean
They would call it boring,
It wasn’t the place,
Peace is The pretty alternative to any ugly war …
I am ugly
And ugly
 We live in a world
Would beg to leave this place.
Didn’t understand
Love Ugly
Once, someone was called beautiful
No, I will tell you what's ugly.
As the scars on my wrist.
and
Randomized from poems found under the tag "Ugly". https://soundcloud.com/anton-kooistra/love-the-little-worm

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