If you could see me
When I was alone
You'd see those silent tears.

The smile you know,
Is broken
Shattered by lost dreams.

If you could see me
After you left
You would know the pain I felt.

If you could see me
You would never see me
The same again.

That girl who killed herself.
That's so sad!
* She deserved it.

The girl with the cuts on her wrist.
* Are you okay?
* I would stay away. I hear she's depressed.

The boy who was shoved against a wall.
I hope you're alright!
Nerd

There's a difference between what they  *say and what they *mean

There's me.
Reaching for the unreachable
Jumping so high, only to be pulled down by the gravity of fear
Leaping before I look
falling because I thought I could fly.

I assume so much
it only hurts me.

I see the worst in people,
and I try to make it better.
but I only break them more.

I thought I could change the world
but I cant even change myself.

I want to talk,
but I don't want people to listen.

I say too much
I barely talk

I'm too expressive
I have no emotion

I'm too clingy
I'm never there

I just don't know