If you could see me
When I was alone
You'd see those silent tears.

The smile you know,
Is broken
Shattered by lost dreams.

If you could see me
After you left
You would know the pain I felt.

If you could see me
You would never see me
The same again.

There's me.
Reaching for the unreachable
Jumping so high, only to be pulled down by the gravity of fear
Leaping before I look
falling because I thought I could fly.

I assume so much
it only hurts me.

I see the worst in people,
and I try to make it better.
but I only break them more.

I thought I could change the world
but I cant even change myself.

I want to talk,
but I don't want people to listen.

I say too much
I barely talk

I'm too expressive
I have no emotion

I'm too clingy
I'm never there

I just don't know

That girl who killed herself.
That's so sad!
* She deserved it.

The girl with the cuts on her wrist.
* Are you okay?
* I would stay away. I hear she's depressed.

The boy who was shoved against a wall.
I hope you're alright!
Nerd

There's a difference between what they  *say and what they *mean