I carve the words
So carefully into my skin
The words that you say
Hurt me within
You say there just words
And they can do no harm
But look at my skin
I guess you were wrong

Your arms around me
You hold me tight
Whisper in my ear
It's all alright

She wore a white dress
Just to see you smile
But as she was walking
You ran out the door
You ran far away
That was so cruel
She ran to her dressing room
And took a knife
She cut her wrists
To end her life
Blood dripped out
And ran down her arms
Look what you did
***** your wicked charms
She knew not to trust you
Her parents said you were bad man
But she didn't believe them
But now in that dressing room
All alone
Without her groom
The stains on her dress
Tell a story
On how one little thing
Called love
Can end one little girl
In that white dress
The big day
She always dreamed of
In that white dress
She held so dear
That big day
Will end
With her family in tears
And her lieing still
In that little white dress with red stains

Your touch was soothing
Your breath was hot on my neck
Your whispered words still dangle
And then I realize
Your gone

Cry me a river
Of blood and ice
Let's go jump in
And we'll roll the dice
One is for drowning
Two is suicide
Three is for pain
That will never die
Four is pressure
Pulling you under
Five is for pleasure
With a gun in hand
Six are the tears
And the blood stained wrists
All of the fears
Come out at once
So cry me a river
Of blood and ice
And while we're still swimming
We'll roll the dice

Save me from myself
I'm destroying my life
Can you see into my eyes
I'm dying inside
My skin's no longer perfect
I know it's not worth it
But i can't stop the pain
I will never gain...........
Save me
I'm dying

You were there
When no one was
You always care
Even when I'm a lost cause
You see the real me
And how I was broken


You see past my flaws
And the scars the pain leaves
And when I was lost
You you said to me


"Your the light of my life
You keep me strong
When you threw away that knife
I cried in joy so long
You made me hopeful
That this life could become a song
Filled with noises so cheerful"



He whispered............."your my hero"

Again and again
I let you in
And again and again
You really hurt me
You said you loved me
You said you cared
But whenever I looked
You were never there
I cried myself to sleep
Dreaming of you
And when You came to mind
I died inside
The memories of you still burn in my brain
I try to forget
I try to hide the pain I feel inside
I fell hard for your tricks
Again and again
But just like the last time
You smashed my heart into a million pieces
I tried to put them back together again
But you were always coming back
I hope your happy
And content with your life
Because your the reason
Why I'm scared to love

The girl who was always smiling
You thought she was fine
But deep down
She was dying inside
The people at school
They didn't really care
They said things
That weren't nice
Every night she'd take that knife
And one at a time
Dig deep into her flesh
She fall asleep crying
Until morning arrived
Where she plastered on the sweet smile
To go through another long day,
But this day was different
She was done pretending
She locked herself in the bathroom
She opened her moms medication
Took the knife she held so dear
And for a few seconds
Cried
Not because she was sad
But because she was finally ending her pain
For that last breath
Was so cool
She thought
"Finally my sweet end"

I'm that girl
The one you ignore
The one you look past like no one's even there
The one who's invisible

I'm that girl
The one you pick on everyday
The one you push around
The one you use and throw away

I'm that girl
The one who's strong
The one who can say that she's been through the worst and survived
The one who can still laugh because she knows that everything will be okay

I'm that girl
The one who doesn't care what you say
The one who ignores you
The one who is strong and brave through it all

I know it's my fault
                 You were just trying to help
                   I never meant to hurt you
                      I was just being myself
                        My dear parents
                           I haven't seen in a year
                              I miss them truly...dearly
                                 But now I'm stuck here
                                    I got in some trouble
                                      Dealing drugs and stealing beer
                                        But now it's to late to change
                                          They don't answer my phone calls
                                            They never write me back
                                              They moved away from my childhood home
                                                And now there's no going back
                                                  My life is getting blurry
                                                      I don't know what to do
                                                        I should of listened to my parents
                                                         ­ When they said they really did care
                                                            ­   If I could do it all over again
                                                           ­     I would make sure
                                                            ­       The fight that happened over night
                                                           ­          Would never have happened
                                                        ­                And now..........I wan to go home

There's thousands of other girls
But you chose me
There's prettier and happier people
But you chose the one who's broken
Other girls have clean, proclein skin
But I have scars and open wounds
You could of had any girl
So just answer me this one question
Why me?

I want someone who will hold me tight
Someone who isn't afraid to kiss me in public
Someone who will lift me in the air when they kiss me
Someone who will say "I Love You" and mean it

A dark hole
Dark and *****
I look up to see
Nothing but wood
The air is running out
As i try to move
I'm stuck between boards
And then it hits me
I'm in my grave

Winter wind
Huddled together
His cold breath
On my neck
The only thing keeping me alive

Just forget it.......it's done

Forever alone......

Dogs are the greatest gift
They’re there when u need them
Always ready for a cuddle
Hell, even when you don’t need them
They’re still gonna be there
I don’t know what I would do without my dogs
I think the world would be a more sad place
We should all just adopt 20 dogs
I think people would be a lot happier

I had a doll once
An old doll
With a missing eye
A ripped dress
A bald patch on the back of her head
I loved that doll
I took her everywhere with me
None else liked that doll
They all said it was mean
That it scared them
I don’t know why they said this
Sure, it hurt a lot of people
And killed a few
But it was only doing what I told it too
I loved that doll
That old doll

So what?
I’m not perfect
Neither are you
Why is it alway me
The one you pick on
The one you treat like dirt
Why is it always me
The one who gets kicked around
I may not be perfect
But so what?
Neither are you

Crashing to the shore like a force
Pulling me in deeper
Should I go?
Should I let them drag me in?
Drag me to the bottom
Drown me with its force
Or should I stay ashore?
Stay where its safe?
Where I can feel solid ground
Where the land Is stable beneath my feet