The Idea of you was lust
Now like a unwanted pimple its time for this season of my life to bust.
No trust,
Between us
Because your obsession isn't killing us, it's me.
While you ****** me your looking for your next victim.
Rusting of the metal that melted us as one
I scream to escape while my body remains in its vegetated state
While loved ones hold heated debates on what treatment I should take.
Inpatient or out seems like either route It's no end to the insanity of a strong hold
No goal
Seems attainable
No moments of being free from the chains you keep around me.
The gag between my teeth keeps your control over me.

Kiss my lips
and grab my hips
and say you love me more.

Tie me down
and go to town
like I'm your little *****.

Breath it in
Hold it for just one biter sweet moment
While thinking about them

Block them out
And exhale slowly
Say good bye
To all the bad times.

(k.l)

I didn't write this.. But I think this is truly beautiful

It's the realization that what you are looking for
Is not so very hard to find

(k.l)

Thank you,
So very much,
For what you did.
You strengthened my lust
I now long for the pain
I inflict upon myself
And when I'm G O N E
It's because if YOU
And no one else.

Im so ew
And he's so aw
It will never work.
I will just fall

I will fall for his pretty blue eyes
And his smile that never fails
His beautiful personality
That gives me chills

If only you knew,
the pain I feel inside.
If only you could see,
the tears I cry at night.
If only you could hear,
my hopes and all my dreams,
cause maybe then you'd understand,
how much you meant to me.

It would have been nice,
if you told me why it had to be this way.
But as long as your happy.
Everything will be okay.

(k.l)