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 Dec 2013 Angela Campbell
cassidy
loving someone like you is
so hard because you and I both know that
you deserve so much better than me but
for some reason,
you've decided to stick around and try to
understand me enough to
put my broken pieces
back together
 Dec 2013 Angela Campbell
cassidy
every night I
try to dream of
happy things-
things like being with you.
but those dreams haunt me,
for they will never come true.
Like a bird
That crashes into a window,
I am confused and lost.
Like a stray duckling
Who can't find his mother,
I am scared and desperate.
Like a memory
lost in time ,
I am forgotten and fading.
Like someone
Stuck in their mind,
I am angry and hopeless.
Like a bird
That crashes into a window .
It’s what we do.
Kisses are the flowers of love in bloom.
Count on joy,
The sun will shine again.

I remember the smell of her apartment, burned popcorn and a new teal green leather sofa.
An awesome smile of achievement is what she wore.
American Express and Visa’s credit card applications are fanned out over the dinning room table.
Jodeci plays in the background, as we slow dance, nice and close.

We laughed on how high I jumped when her grandfather walked in on us being naughty.
Laughter is the air of the soul.
I move in closer to seal my fate.
Phone rings.

How soon we forget, that we’re all shadows on the wall of time.
It’s very clear I got to make that move.
I motion that I am leaving.
She blocks my exit, in an attempt to make me feel her touch.
Lost in love,

The lover wins every time.
Entre vous et moi
I promise her that I would return.
We both know it’s a lie.
Well she was

You know

Sorta in love with the guy

She was ******
****** over ?

Welll ,  You know

Sorta this sorta that

You know

How it is

---

(Sorta)

_

Not perfect

No

just ****** around with ******

Sorta ****** up

You know

••

It's how it is

•••

Got violent

You know

Sorta real ****** up

Love is like that
Right?

****** up ******

Well I guess

••

Scared and scarred and other things

Violence

You know

She sorta loved the guy

And he too  

Sorta

And anyway

No one died

Not yet

You know

And really

It don't mean a thing

Them bein

Who they are
 Dec 2013 Angela Campbell
Allison
I know that I love to little
I know that I can fake mostly anything
I can hear a song and know the lyrics in a snap
That I cut to feel something
That I'm complicated
I know that I only had *** with you so you'd stay
I know that your never coming back
I know that I'm really sad all the time
I know that I'm scared of being happy
I know that music can make me feel really good and smile and be okay for that 4 min song
I know that I really like what I have going with you
I know that I have a really hard time with sharing and showing my feelings
I know that somedays are really hard for me to be around
I know that when I cry I can't stop and it normally leads into something bad
I know that if I didn't have my mom I wouldn't be here as we speak
I know that I put to much pressure on myself
I know that change is good and I need to start letting it happen
I know that I over think to much
I know that it's really hard to write good things down about myself
I know that I'm trying and that's a start.
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