You stand at one side and I another
an enormous ball, like no other
You smile at me , and my heart is up in flames
My body heat rises, like the lement of the insane
You grin at me, you know I'm yours
and strut across this endless floor
It seems forever before you reach me
taking my hand and my heart completely
I have no choice but to follow
to die with love, or to shrivel up hollow
You lead me to the center of the room
The music is loud , with haunting echos that boom
We dance in perfect rhythm as the hissing crowd watch
Engolfed in you, I care not the cost
To dance here with you always
that where I must stay
Unable to leave you, unable to stray
I knew you in life ,just as a friend
Now I am a part   of  you, in this dance that won't end
How come it was not like this when we lived and breathed
How did we come together in the dance of the deceased
I am glad your my partner....thou I am suprised
I hope I never wake up from the dream I've realized...

I sit here alone in the dark
sitting here only with the light of the night
I wish not to argue or to start a fight
I pray only to leave this life
to take that magic flight
No one would notice
No one would care
The world would keep spinning
perhaps a little faster
my absence would not end the world
my leaving would not cause a  earthly disaster
why am I so different
fearing the life
unlike the rest
that fear the death

Time to wake up from this morbid dream
praying to break this crushing curse
I know the things that I must do
but fear over whelms and kills the drive
I have two angels to think about
Can no longer live in limbo
between good and evil
right and wrong
I must be good
I must be right
I must say goodbye
to twisted dreams of the life
Live what I've been given
Be thankful instead of selfish
Love instead of waiting to be loved
Live until I die,not die to be living
cherish,Breath deep, take the fall
and have faith that the ones that love me
will catch me.....

You complient me in away
I didn;t think  exist
Cover me with kisses
of friendship and bliss
You shattered my wall
my pilar of ice
and make me feel confortable
whening I;m rolling them dice
I dream of you in darkness
and meadows of light
I vison you in circles
like vultures of the night
You make me plunge so deeply
Into my morbid mind
that there is nothing left
but words that are to kind
You cleverly force a smile
when a snear is all I've known
You make me resist the urge to run
when the voices tell me go......

You look at me with innocent eyes
you know not what you see
You view me in a loving way
so new this is for me
You break my heart with a tear
and mend it with a smile
You make me chase you endlessly
but it's worth ever mile
I can't believe I  made you
so magnificent you are
I never loved so true
sometimes it almost hurts
I've never felt such happiness
it's seems at times I'll burst
I know now why my parents did
all things they did
I can't believe the joy that comes
from a simple word like kid

Spining and swirling
I can't find my feet
Lost in a mind
detoured by defeat
I can't believe you beat me
I can't believe you won
For you the game is over
For me it's just begun
You walk away grinning
thinking your on top
but, this is where you're mistaken
I 'm not so easy forsaken
I will make a come back
just you wait and see
with a whirlpool of emotions
I'll shall **** you down
and giggle sheepishly as you slowly drown

Your always trying to sneak a peak
through my wall, built for defense
You've tried to climb it
but you failed
You tried to dig beneath
but unfortunately it was just to deep

So you hate and judge
why won't I let you in
You see I am protecting you
from a monster made of sin
Don't you understand?
Can't you even grasp?
This is not a paradise..
Behind this invincible wall
For lurks here is an evil
A black hole enabling an endless fall

I'm trying to save you
I wish you could see
There' s only just a bit of good
in the prison I call me....