I've always been told
monsters don't exist
I know this is a lie
I see it in the eyes
I felt in the fist

I know what evil looks like
just like you and me
I see it in the mirror
looking back at me
I hear it's furious roar
When the yells are freed

It lurks just beneath the surface
waiting to pouce
Draining our humanity
devoring every ounce

I have come to realize
So painful to see
Those monsters do exist
They exist in you and me.....

Fickle fortress is her lair
A silent maiden is waiting there
don't misjudge her ,for heavens knows
She need no rescue, she comes from below

You waltz in sword in hand
ready to defend for your a galent young man
you realize not that , this is a trap
better back up,while you have the chance

The room is shaking
the spinning wheel turns
As sinners do
the maiden grins
She takes your hand
and drags you down
She takes all you have
Even your sound

Back to rest
she lays down
until another
fool comes around

I wonder what it will be like
when I am old and grey
It seems so distant
and yet I know it's not that far away
Will my children love me still
will they think I served them well
Will they treasure the childhood I gave to them
Or feel it was pure hell
Will they lock me in a nursing home
and let me die alone
Will I spend each early night
sitting by a silent phone
Is it possible my biggest thrill
will be a doctor's visit
I dred these thoughts
and yet they come to haunt me
I hope that life is good and sweet
I know I have but one chance
There is no big repeat
I hope I will leave the world
a little bit sweeter
I hope I can stay balenced
and not end in a teeder

I have the torso of a human
and fittingly a horses ***
I am brutely honest, always
putting my foot in my mouth
I do not wish to lead you
and yet I will not follow
I can be a little silly
An optimistic to a fault
I view life through rose tinted glasses
that are tinted by my heart
All of this , I embrace with pride
It makes me who I am
I am not perfect
And would not choose to be
I am happy being saggitarius
I am content with being me

You say I talk in riddles
That raddle your brain
You think I live an illusion
and border on insane

I say so be it sweetheart
call me what you may
but remember you contribute
to my insanity each and everyday

I am a silly dreamer
a sort of crazy clown
and when you try to trap me
It makes me wear a frown

This you know just won't work
I must be happy , I must be myself
and if I can not in this world built for two
I shall do it alone, in my mind, safe from you

I can't be normal, no matter how I try
and everytime you attept to make me
a little more I die
I am tired of trying,  and realize so true
I don't want to be normal .....I don't want to be you

I don't know what to do with me
I don't know who I am
It seems that I have lost the me
The one who gave a ****
Sometimes I feel so hollow
like an emply mason jar
I try to be normal
But, it only goes so far
I wish I knew happiness
the kind that always last
it seem the only joy I know
come from a useless past
I want the pain to go away
I want to just breath in
Take the life I once enjoyed
even if I have to blow it out again
I wish I could find my soul
Where could it have gone
I need it back so I can find my missing heart song
I need that glow to light my way
and lead me through the night
Put it in my mason jar and ***** that lid on tight

I walk with the moon upon my back
searching alone , no need for a  pack
I hunt for you wherever you are
To take you down, to make you howl

You think you are so powerful with your brutal strength
but, I am oh so much stronger than you may ever think
I fear you not, only deep despise
Your bully, macho ******* will be your sweet demise
I'll take your hairy *** down, with one fatal blow
and laugh at you as you shrink back,to a quivering little *******

And, if I choose to I will drain you dry
taking that ugly mug, as a sentimental prize

I'll then take flight with a great sense of pride
off to my darken castle ,but not to hide
I'll hang your head upon my hellish mantel
and then I will continue on my happily ever after......