Take a journey if you dare
of passions and thrills beyond compare
You'll see visions cold as ice
and feel the fire but, for a price

We make the best drinks ,your mouth has ever posessed
we make them with care and a little tenderness
They'll knock you off your feet, that for certain
Preparing your mind for whats behind the curtain

We show you all the tricks for living a happy life
maybe you'll be lucky and win the door prize
You'll return home a brand new man
less your essence but, this we need you understand

So come on down,don't be shy, live the life you were born to die
We grant wishes, influience dreams, make it happen,that's one of our schemes

You'll never ask for a thing again , posessing it all to your hearts content..... One warning of caution I must pass on.....Heaven doesn't take anyone who's answered the curtains call....So watch your step it's a hell of drop....Enjoy the show....just close your eyes and.........FALL

I find you in my dreams
a vision in black
not posessing anything
but my heart upon your hat
you laugh at me so foolishly
as I cry at your decline
You whisper "it will be alright"
An wipe the tears from my eyes

I ask why I can't not have you
why you push me away
yet you call me sunshine
and send the dark clouds away

You lift your glass to your lips
and take a pausing sip
You say" love comes in diminsions,  this an endless emotional trip"
You smile sheepishly and ******* a kiss
then you stand and say goodbye ending my night time bliss

I awake as always,longing to be yours
knowing only one thing to be true
My real world is empty without the essence of you

You long for the stillness of the night
The wanting for me to hold you tight

Your blood it calls me from across town
Becking to come to you, in my blackest gown

I have warned you not to play this game
I know the ending far to well, and it's an awful shame
Yet you beg and cry and call
You know the risk and want the fall

Your windows open and I glide in
amoungt the fog of lovers sin
I lower my head to your pulsing neck
and then I give you just a simple peck

You want me to take you , to set you free
You do not understand eternal misery
There is no freedom in this you seek
You,who is to caring and, far to meek
You lack the savagery this existance requires

I smile sheepishly, as you cry in rejection
Sparing the grief of this eternal infection

I slink away leaving you to your life
Believing in the untrue
I never ment to hurt you
I would have like to stay
Draining you was wonderful
each and every unday.

I've always heard silence is golden
but, what if your voice is stolen
Is it then as precious as gold
or is it more like steel bars bitter and cold

I've always been told the grass isn't greener on the other side
sometimes I wonder and sometimes I think they lied

I have heard on the wind, you reep what you soe
I ponder this as I weep for a foe

All these expressions , these old wise tales
They try to nutshell the human nature
All that we fail and all that we hail

I believe life is short
we must set sail , we must leave port
Explore the relm on which we grace
Hand in hand and face to face

Love all that you hold dear
cherish every hug and every tear
Never ...ever live in fear

Always follow your heart,
but let your mind co-pilot
Hold on to your pride
but keep it in your pocket
Live your dreams
but,don't dream your life

Your life is a vessel upon a vast sea
Do you want to be the sail that guides your way
or continue being the anchor that holds you down today.......

The days and years they have gone so fast
I can not catch up, can not seem to grasp
And this ever growing urge to make time stand still
to keep you just the way you are pure and so secure

I want to keep you save, to always hold your hand
I know I can't keep you here and this I understand
It does not make it easier to be aware of this
I want to always have this special bonding bliss

I can't stop time
I can't keep you young
I can only hold you tight
Try to teach you wrong from right
Show you all the love I have
Cherish these moments
Be proud and be glad

I never knew the termoil ,that comes with raising young
Already I feel the pang of seperation and it has yet to have begun....

Crashed upon this deserted land
I stand alone ,no one , not hand in hand
I cry and cringe in a fetal rolled up ball
Wailing until there are no more tears to fall
Hurting,broken,left alone
no love, no life, no one to call my own
No friends , No family, just memories of the past
I cling to these with every breath, just trying to make them last

I wonder why I'm so unworthy, why they left me here to die
Was I such a bad person, was my everything a lie
I sometimes feel anger, sometimes feel sad
but most of the time , I feel numb, which in turn ,makes me feel bad

I think back to all those memories and realize one fatal truth
It was me who pushed away, locking myself in this silent booth
Opening up, sharing myself was just to hard a task
Now I'm left with nothing, but this worn out, ugly mask

So I deserve to be stuck here
To rot from my own fear
I crashed myself so recklessly into this sandy grave
Trying to get away from all the love they would have gave
So now it is so painfully visible to see
I am a prison unto myself on this Island called me

She was the one who shielded me from the cruelness of the world
Taught me how to howl and leap at the dangers that are hurled

She was there on all those sleepless nights
And,we would stay up talking until the mornings light
I learn to be the Alpha ,though she was always Beta
She would shy from confertation, I have learn to bite its throat
And, then sweet victory, I savor.

I also learned down in my heart ,if I must ,I can make it alone
the lone wolf on her own trail,howling at the moon ,never tucking her tail

I want to say thank you for all that you are
And, How I miss those midnight talks , now away we are,so far
But, think of me as I know you do, before you lay to sleep
Look up at that moon and give it a howl, a long one strong and deep
And, I promise Mom, that I will to, give a howl furious
Together always in our hearts.....Now that is Love Victorious!