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449 · Jun 2012
My cloud
andy fardell Jun 2012
My cloud was black..My cloud was dark
My cloud felt angry.. anger to our world
No other thoughts of smiles or hello morning back
One's anger too this universe my cloud was proper black

Been like it for the last few days
a rage that burns my eyes
My overwhelming feeling here
is stab you in the eye
I know I'll never do it but joy could be such fun
To run away from all my sins
run into the sun

As sun arise another day I'll see no cloud in sight
A time to turn to blue clear skies
my shades are out the black
A smile did came from sun itself ..it warmed my inner hue
my cloud is almost out of here to welcome in the blue

Yet way down deep the blackness knows
its time will always come
to bring about the madness hour
when black has really won

I want a cloud above me thats fluffy and just nice
no looks of rain or thunder
just shade amongst the light
shade amongst the light
449 · May 2014
Come Back To Me
andy fardell May 2014
I don't want to read your words
I don't want to see your letters
I just want you here so near me
To hold you love you tight

So baby please come back to me
Oh baby please don't walk away
So baby please come back this eve
I want you babes
I love you

I don't want to feel the lonely
I don't want to miss your smile
I just want you holding my love
Please stay for me
A while

So baby please come back to me
Oh baby please don't walk away
So baby please come back this eve
I want you babes
I love you

Then you ran away
Left me open heart all broken
Then you left me out
Went and screamed we were
Unspoken  

For now I am the lonely
For now I am the sea
Oh baby please
Oh baby please
Oh baby please
Oh baby please
Come back to me
449 · Nov 2011
Devils work
andy fardell Nov 2011
Do I really do it ?..Do i stop right there?
stop the fight for freedom..
do I really care ?
Is it time to let it go ?do I give in now?
has my time gone past me ?
even at this hour?

The path closed as i started to run
even as my life begun
I wasted chances that no -one saw
I must be mad they all deplored
oh so well its time to see ..put me feet up
breath the deep

So in i am some place like hell
purgatory for my cell
yes its my fault so they say
devil works his mysterious ways
448 · Nov 2013
The Wait
andy fardell Nov 2013
The dark days come early
My eyes tighten to the fade
From the shine that beckons
Me to temptation
I wait
And wait

She looks
I wish
I wait

My needs wanted
Her faded eyes knew no glint
Of the future waiting
Then she smiled
The heaven and the earth lay before me
Was this my future
Did she just look

I wanted everything
I wanted love
Just look at me my lover
Please say you love me too
I've waited for the ever
Waited just for you

She walked away
And still I stood
I'd waited for my future
I'd waited for our love
This chance to change our future
Gone
Misunderstood
448 · Jun 2013
I Know I'm Old
andy fardell Jun 2013
Is my time near
In this ache I feel
My grey turned coat
All lined and creased
An age forgotten
Long time before
A past now gone
I walk the door

Is hair gone thin
A sign I'm past
All creaking bones
Brittle bashed
Teeth of gold
In eaten much
Welter weight
I'd love to run

Is clothes of shade
All brown and tan
My only chance
To join the clan
A stick to bash
Some purple rinse
I know I'm old
Let moan commence
447 · May 2013
One Step
andy fardell May 2013
Another wasted moment
Another wasted day
A life not for the future
A life missed out
Afraid

Such sadness from these lines
As my pen does drop
The shoulder sighs
My head in nodding dog
The world around my daily trog

Whose fault do I believe
I blame my past
I blame the breath
Which we all knows
Not true
There's only me
There's only you

Just hold my hand as I wander
I'm in command
I get the plan
The win is round the door
The looking good
This life amore

Let's step outside
Look out the view
See green our land
Hear birds
In song
I understand
Feel earth respond
This time is catching up
One step in front
A life to love
446 · Dec 2024
Robins song
andy fardell Dec 2024
Drip drip drip bled my heart
Tick tick tick sounds the clock
Fear fear fear from those eyes
As time strikes it's chime

Do you scare what I scare
Does your end feel as I
The game we play is chaptered
Our history of all we made

I won't fly far
A Robins song we'll sing
As the sun rises
As the moon falls
Sing sing sing ...it's OK
445 · Dec 2011
that look
andy fardell Dec 2011
face stare at me as my eyes close around the lost forgotten souls
their deaths all in vain as they try to show me a life ..their pain
the darkness in my eyes still shows their glow as they hustle to smile
a knowing thats known

sleep evades my heart as my soul tears from tortured mind
the faces still within me not hidden as new dawn lights a darkened sky
I shudder at their look ..a horrored dream that reality took
no daylight hides ones misery as the faces know
that look
445 · Feb 2011
head
andy fardell Feb 2011
the art of speaking is a thing of beauty r so its read
so why do you still keep banging in me head
ive said manyand felt a few
a head a bangin away we go

the thoughts I had just bounced around
and left me somewhat so spell bound
so here I sit awaiting thoughts
or maybe life of a sorts
444 · Sep 2012
Sea of Life
andy fardell Sep 2012
I feel the rage of the sea in my head
as I stare out into the glistening tide of the ocean
Its waves of destruction ready for the thrill
Swells of water angry at our earth
Maddened by the destruction
Our mother gave at birth

Life came and life be taken
To oceans parted
Thus land reclaimed

Dark clouds form as anger takes the stage
Our sea of destruction
Our sea of rage

I feel it grow
I see its will
It fears no-one
Until the calm be-had

The millpond of life in blossom
of beauty to the moons shine sea
This is our life this is our ocean
This is our world
This is our.........
  
Our Sea of life
so beautiful to stare
so wonderful to drink
Our world in our ocean
Enable the live
444 · Oct 2012
Should day become tomorrow
andy fardell Oct 2012
A day that i should die
Would life upon this planet care..
Would people laugh or cry
Would time go on un-noticed ..
Would people hold their breath
I very much so doubt it
My life now sudden death

Do flags get flown because I'm out
and nearly 6ft down
I very much do worry not
I bet no sudden frowns
My life is that a tiny ant ..that ****!!
No longer there
I bet a younger ant like me
be ready that i fear

In times gone past we hasten had forgotten all our pals
Remembering of the dead we know
yet someone filled their souls
Will we become a memory fad
that people just dont share
A stone inside a churches yard
Bare of love and care

My death will go so no one see's a grief of family life
my friends,my love and closest ones
will mourneth me
A day of life be had
Time will heal those wounded souls
and time will fade away
Leaving just a dusty stone
crumbling day by day
443 · Aug 2011
love-erly
andy fardell Aug 2011
I drew a life of a thousand faces yet none were as loverly as you
as i closed my eyes I saw that smile as it sparkles and twinkles my heart
you remind me of good like sunsets of gold and amber that fill up my life
my love for you babes is all that I ask in return for the love of my wife
442 · Jan 2013
In the end
andy fardell Jan 2013
In the end there was a
Beginning
And the beginning
Was the end of it
All

As I stood facing the sunset
I could hear birds singing,calling.wanting    
They knew
Yet sing they did
Creating a song that would stay with me forever
Today was a day to remember
Today was a day to recall

The sun would change tonight
Gone the day gone the light
Tree's would fall
As we have failed
Our greed outweighed
Our planet sighing
Tears of dust from the ocean's cry

I enjoyed the sunset
I remember light
The end of time is coming
Welcome here the night
441 · Oct 2011
sit out
andy fardell Oct 2011
sitting here as time evades
the woken state of clouds of haze
head so clear i blinded out
what was life so real about

mind in wander how we live
what is love that we do give
do i fear my death so early
why the thought that shivers me.. really

generations past and present (cry)
wonder if they thought as i
did they live and love their lives
or just sit out and pass by
440 · Mar 2012
Today is being good
andy fardell Mar 2012
Today is being good today
and I knew the reason why
had this feeling in my bones they say
can you tell me why oh why
today is being good today
today is being good

saw a rabbit reach the other side
was that the reason say  
passed the slither of the moon at dawn
as I saw it make a smile
today is being good today
today is being good  

passed a cat as black as black
as it crossed my very path
felt the sun warm me in my heart
wow I feel the love
today is being good today
today is being good

so am sharing all my vibes with you  
enjoy this very day
cos today is being good today
for me ..but .....especially for you
439 · Oct 2013
So Maybe
andy fardell Oct 2013
The colour of grey in the sky reflected my own mood
Dark dank and miserable
No music cry nor screams or why
Made me feel

So Empty

Maybe the moon had brushed my tide
My life on hold
Like the tint in my tea from tainted milk
My life has  become the bitterness

So Angry

Tis my time to open the door
Walk out into the colour
Let the rain cover me to a shiver
For I have a chance
I have a life

So Maybe
439 · Jul 2012
Lady up North
andy fardell Jul 2012
A lady I know from not long ago
is mad as madder can be
she likes a good drink
and kicks up a stink
when Gordon's is empty ...I say

Now when your up north
be careful of course that somewhere
is where she does live
but don't be that hard she has to come south
to London or wee gay parasii

a line she can write not bad with her sight
as painting is where she should be
it comes from the heart such canvass
pure heart
her passion and love of the sea

My friend from up there is a giggle
and rear but that what it all in about
so raise a big glass and shout eh me lass
me mucker lets have a big cheers
439 · Nov 2012
Tears of Time
andy fardell Nov 2012
Close my eyes to your face
See that smile warm my heart
Smell your scent fill my soul
Miss your body next to mine

knowing your not here
Wishing all my fears
Looking in the moonlight
Regrets mine..    
All lost in...
Tears of time    

Sense your touch never feeling
Hear your beat fill my sound
Watch your mouth never moved
kiss those lips cherry blue

knowing your not here
Wishing all my fears
Looking in the moonlight
Regrets mine..    
All lost in...
Tears of time    

Pass me on the other side
As my heart missed your look
Call me when you know I'm here
One day I'll call you too
438 · Jul 2013
The Last Look
andy fardell Jul 2013
My look
Their view
These poor people that see
No better
For they are the broken angels
They are the lost not found
The devil in his weakness

A clap drowns out
my sound

Such pity rains me over
For I can see the sun
I can taste the water
I can sense the fresh winds of spring
For I have lived
I have stood
I am me

All life returns to the earth
One day my mark will have faded

So I bring a little smile knowing
That I have spawned the ground
behind me
I have drank the water from the
gods
I have written for the future
I have learned and I have
loved    

My world is very small right now

The face that stares before me
Red and angry
All lost to gain from the thumb to my
afterlife
For I care not
As my work is done
Feathers float before my look
My last look
438 · Apr 2012
set me free
andy fardell Apr 2012
let me in to see the view
let me in i ask of you
I only need a first look chance
not even once a second glance

read my stuff its tough enuff
you wont be sorry my madness carries
your look ahead will fall instead
and then I'll have you
in my head

its all good stuff
you wait and see
I have a following just need the feed
so let me help you feel the me
sign me up
set me free ....................
438 · Aug 2013
Before the hour
andy fardell Aug 2013
I know not now of my face
or my voice
Will I be tall
Maybe walk with a limp
I do not know these things that I be
Because I'm not born yet
A zero you see

I have some 9 months for I
breath in this world
A time for my life base
A boy or a girl
No sky to look out on
I'm waiting you see
I need to kick out first
Let roar
Let me free

I need to grow strong so I cope with
your world
I need a new voice
Some fingers and curls
I hope I'm all there but it
Don't matter to me
I'll be who I want to
As long as I breath

The time has moved on
and the hour is ready
My clock is near started
I've zeroed the hour
Awaken the world cos here I do come
New life for the future
A fathers new son
437 · Mar 2013
The Place Of The Lost Souls
andy fardell Mar 2013
The place of the lost souls brought no resemblance to the reality that surrounded them
In their world the end only came as the bell of time sounded its echo's through clouded thought's
As I entered their domain the faded memories flooded to my senses,times from the past brought a sadness to my glow.
I was once part of this scene
I was once into the show
A place for the ended ... one place left to go

The bar fitted like a glove that never left ,a stool made for worship.this place where I rest
And so I looked around
Familiar faces older and darker and closer to the place we all fail to want ,bearded features followed where once clean cut chins held aloft .
Mumbles from silence only showed in the crowd as the deserted wanted nothing, nothing but silence.  
My place was once this home,these bodies once my friends.I know now that their spell did once near lead me
Lead me well to the end.
The tree had its markers, a shudder in me showed.The place was un special, no more about those hours be heard.
And like an old friend the nectar returned,my glass tasted heaven as the buzz into orbit entered my veins,the rush of that feeling gave me the power.Power to rule my enemies,power to fight the fight .Oh sweet sweet nectar how missed could you be as golden as honey as sweet as a peach.
My hook was inserted the fogginess faded and the trap lay before me as my thirst for the power returned.
Was then I knew like I always knew that I was lost, I was soulless, I was one of them and that my end had been written,written to end
436 · Feb 2014
The World Is Broken
andy fardell Feb 2014
We carry on our daily roles
We breath the air
Control our goals
And yet I wonder if we do care
Our world is broken
In despair  

I watch the news  
It's bitter taste
All this anger
All this rage
No food to feed the poor and needy
Bankers bonus  
Hungry
Greedy  

Fighting over dust of land
Politicians killing grand
All because a dollar bill
Yen or sterling
All gods will

Blankets hidden
Cold go shiver
Fine the starving
Feed the killer

I believe we've come to far
The world is broken
Self the harm
The world is broken
I'm in tears
Ive seen the future
This my fear

Note ....Having watched the news tonight I am completely broken,canceled children's operations in my own back yard ,fighting in Syria,bankers gambling our pensions away,bedroom tax,sanctions for those most in need of food ,profits for big business while the poor go unfed,police soldiers and yes big brother watching us.
Why do we allow such countries to fight,is it not the people that suffer,why do we allow the likes of North Korea,why do we allow the likes of America to treat their poor as so yet spend so much on warfare.Why do we treat our elderly so awful in the UK.
Why ???
Why ???
Why ???

Because The World is Broken .....
436 · Nov 2013
The Art of Love
andy fardell Nov 2013
The sonnet in my head bears no resemblance to the
Letters from my lips
For my eyes in this darkness sing
So sweetly of these days
A day when the moon lights the sun
And my heart beats to the rhythm
From the stars

My love how you move me
Like no other in this life
From your lips comes my pleasure
In the silence that you speak
Please sing to me that sweet sweet music
As you walk by my side  

Your hand feels so gentle as we waltz
Through the garden of my Eden  
In the eve of our night  
My desire full on empty
This unrequited love

One day when you see me
For all I am now
The heavens will become us
True love be it born
Let the stars sing out our glory
Amare
435 · Sep 2012
Summer Cry
andy fardell Sep 2012
Liquid gold drench my skin from rays of honey love
Feeling the warmth of pure golden hit my face
These are the days of summer
These are the days we crave
Stretched out I see my fingertips raised to the heavens
As my eyes seek shelter in the brightness of the morn
Can feel my body healing from the cold winters fury
Feel the calming of the storm
These are the days of summer
These are the days we crave
Pillowed clouds hover yet not daring to spoil the day
Shapeless yet so dangerous they float along
Ready for the winter ready for the call
Summer splash me with your rays of sun
Wet me till I'm dry
Heal those winter blues inside
Leave me ...Summer cry
435 · Oct 2014
Light
andy fardell Oct 2014
Into the road of my dreams I must walk
A path so full of clutter
Cobwebs of anger
Fury
Mess
Steps made from the colours of life
My life
Yet blackened night takes its bow
Hides my smile
Reminds me of its power
The darkness hides that way
Left or right
An easy choice for regrets
I know my heart will glow
No matter what the rest
No matter what the hurt
Let the blackness commence
So I shall seek the light
435 · Jan 2013
Inside
andy fardell Jan 2013
Deep in my darkness
I feel within
The blackness creeping
a godly grin
Fire raging
Madness call
Ready for the raging roar

Yet calm is on the outside
Tranquil to the mass
Hidden from the proles
Go pass
This smile a gripping leer

If only
They could see within
If only
They would fear  
The madness set inside my head
A chill
The welcome clear

These blackened eyes
Do tell a sign
A way to stay away
Be wary of the softest grin
Inside
I have my rage
434 · May 2012
The other side
andy fardell May 2012
I'll see you on the other side
I'll meet you there OK
Just take the time to make it there
Safe as you could be...

See the other side means lots to lots
and nothing to someone
But me and you will come again
be joined to be as one

So I'll see you on the other side
a wonder waits for me
I'll see you on the other side
let all my dreams see's thee

Our time will come just you to me
the other side is calling.. let you be  
There is no back to look upon
No looking out for your return
from once you come and now you go
The future stays leaving....life a history chase
434 · Jun 2012
Colour me blind
andy fardell Jun 2012
Colour me blind as I see no you
paint me black should I feel blue
You smell the same yet people brush green
They don't see the red that you see in me

colour me blind so I can change
taint my hue to be from greed
stain my life to walk this way
the colour stays don't fade please say

Colour me blind to feel your touch
to laugh once more that golden love
I'm here for you in every way
a rainbow-ed kiss to hold each day

Colour me blind as love takes hold
my lovers life brave not cold
no colours bad for none to see
inside heart where I love thee
434 · Apr 2015
The Killing Kiss
andy fardell Apr 2015
The Killing Kiss

As the wind blew
These eyes wept
For once they knew
I'm so alone

The sad ,my lonely
A care I wish
No smile to warrant
The Killing kiss

A once remembered
This time now gone
The tears still flow me
Drowned in love
433 · Nov 2014
Stand Too (Remembrance day)
andy fardell Nov 2014
Stand Too ................. Remembrance day

All day had been spent in the trenches
The boy had been busy
His knife now blunt yet he was happy
The name was written
The gun all gleaming

The black hands had done their fill
And the boy was ready
The bullet had been named
And the boy was ready
He would sleep well tonight

A dream of the morning hate came to his reality
Stand too !!!
Stand too !!!
And the boy was ready

He took his position on the fire step
And the boy was ready
Fire ....
Fire .....
Fire ......
A white ashen man stepped down

My great Uncle never told me anymore about that day
Nor of the atrocities that were bestowed on him
Yet the few photo's I have sit proud on my wall at home
Along with his medals

We will remember them
433 · Aug 2014
Help
andy fardell Aug 2014
I'm trying to think to what to come
in write
A head imploding
Left in a fright
All starred to the walls that don't come
co exist
A mirrored for horror
Faceless in bliss

This prison that holds me
My breaking the free
Unleash me this message
Set me the free
Go
Set me the free

Climb up on unset me
For I need to breath
Release all this in me
For I need to breath
Just let me
Be free

Then the cracks in my wall start to shatter my view
I'm out of my inner
I'm free break the through
The wall has come down
Yes
Now let dust fills my lungs
It's good to breath in out
This writing is done
432 · Feb 2011
if only
andy fardell Feb 2011
If only ...i said yes
if only i'd said no
would i be me and you be you
if only i had loved instead one shoved
would i be here ...who would know

if only ...i turned left
would you have seen ..my face so confused
so incomplete
so full of love ..yet full of hate

if only ...you were here
a hug to break..a smile not fake
if only ....my mistake
andy fardell Oct 2014
Black has a taste
All bitter and foul
It burns through your heart
And feeds on your soul

Flavoured to take you
To strip out your whole
The colour of sadness
A beautiful cruel

Each day it will seek you
Come ready to feed
The darkest of nightmares
A taste of true greed
427 · Feb 2011
do i
andy fardell Feb 2011
Through the depths my mind still wanders ...fighting facing hell on life .feel the burden that all do ponder wondering??? what is point ??...what is the point ?? a smile ,a laugh or tears of sorrow ,feelings so numb that none do care is this the life we fear ......i fear
427 · Apr 2013
I Am The One
andy fardell Apr 2013
So my life becomes the change
As change becomes my life
I wonder on the rush
This soon our after life
For
I am the one

My urge to see the whole
To take on all this earth
Means all this is the end
Be blessed of my birth
For
I am the one

Do not be afraid for I am the one
See with your eyes
Listen to these words
Hear you cry
For  
I am the one

Scorched earth from my belonging
Flattened hills for my view
The sky boils at my beckon
Please be welcome in
My hell    
For
I am the one

So the end is where I start
In the start there be the end
My rule will be your terror
Forever be my friend  
For
I am the one
426 · Jan 2013
When
andy fardell Jan 2013
My eyes do tire to the news of this day
A haunting memory that wont go away
Mankind missing the kind in the man
Religious animals ruling our lands

Spore out of nothing as they feed into gloom
The animals of freedom tie the chains
We the fools
Fed what we hear as we lap us the dogs
Fight for our death as we follow the song

News never free as I'm fed all the lies
Ears see the light as my eyes bleed-ed pain
Tears fall as I weep
Dry earth swallows my grief

When will the truth be fed to the world
When will we listen to what has us hold
When will our minds be as open as life
When in our life will we listen and learn
426 · Feb 2011
felt it
andy fardell Feb 2011
Yes I know its gonna happen
I know i have to fall
but at least warn me when deaths about to call
......................................
does it hurt ,what will i feel ,
I guess it wont matter as darkness takes it hold
the hurt is for other left upon this world
......................................
Can i fight it back another day ,will it grab me and take me far away
well peace i hope is all i want and breath to fight another may
424 · Aug 2012
Fear of fear
andy fardell Aug 2012
Tear me apart as I melt in to conform
in life a beating takes me as I  bang upon the door
so what can I do when all around do fail
**** up to another shot ...as i hear the louder hail

Tingles to my blood as I reach to beat the breath
this dawn so comes a new day
one day ...a day is less
feel so that they cheated
baited on my voice
hated from the paper men  
chasing for their toys

I guess I draw the dutch and drink a little more
a hiding from the other side a simple fail or fall
yet here I sit to rain washed  tears
in fear of fear
in fear of fail
424 · May 2014
Lost
andy fardell May 2014
The pain in your words so cut me apart
Do slice through my heart
Go blind my eyes with your venom
For I am I and you are
Lost

Lost to a world so apart from the truth
Binded to faith
Bitten by anger
Scared for the through
Hurt from a past all
Lost  

Time ago we'd never say
Never cry the pain
Nor show teeth so ****** red
Waiting for the ****
Scared yes but never
Lost

So I will run
Hide
Take a different path
Hold my loss
So it be
Even I become the
Lost
423 · Jun 2018
I Find Thee
andy fardell Jun 2018
Long be the wind
lonely in its tail
shining out the sun
I find thee

Be thy shadows as I lay  
follow in my wake
a winters tale to come
I feel thee

Silence comes
inside
screaming out a gale
longing for your reach
I want thee

This house does creaks
my mind in all
a shudder
To quench this tainted thirst
I need thee
422 · Oct 2013
Em
andy fardell Oct 2013
Em
My god lives with em
She likes it when I smile
Look up at the blue
Squint in the sun
Roar when I run

Inside I feel em
Yet she knows I know
No morals
Lost
Just respect
Not for show

My cross aint for real
No burning
Just the em and god
No big deal

See I am the one
A one for the all
There is no beginning
It's all a big fail
See I am the dust
I am the present
And I be the future
I be the life

A life from the past is the way of the here time
No hidden for genders
We all breath the lifeline
I am
Em
I am my own
God
421 · Dec 2012
Destiny
andy fardell Dec 2012
As I breath I feel it
Stirring that
Pain
Inside has started churning
Chest feels weak as I
draw breath............
Fighting for a living death

Pops of anger shoot my veins
Coursing
Looking
Gaining aim
Fingers
Toes and god knows where
Pain does cometh
With its fear

Hold my breath its gone away
No
No
No ..to soon to say
It's spreads inside yet I cant stop it
Eating, living
Feeding ,dying

Bide my time as death
comes calling
No more pain and no more crying
Feel that itch is this
the time
Breath so short so
In decline

Time did call and float I did
Saw a world that I not lived
No more pain this freedom waits
At his doors a knock
I gave

Welcome arms from someone
strong
Welcome to a world of
Love
Welcome to a world of
Peace
Welcome to your
Destiny
420 · Oct 2012
Faded Grey
andy fardell Oct 2012
Eyelids closed to the sightless view's
In my dreams of once ago

A lifeless loomed

This day of emptiness
A vision gone away

This day a realise
My dreams all faded grey

A call so early was the night
A sleep once had
Did send me over
Was this the way to be I'm told

This day of blindness
Chained to the road

This day in time held past
Picture's painted heaped to last

In sightless sky as my blindfold held
The heat demanded
Its nearly over
This faded grey
Lost forever
420 · Aug 2011
liquid life
andy fardell Aug 2011
I saw the sheets of steel fall across the sky..
the wonders of life dressed in a cloud
darkness portrayed yet new life reaching out
to smell the rain before its due.. to feel its power
earths life has new buds about to bore fruit

drops as big as stones bounced of the soil
markin the earth that was so ready to give
drenched in the liquid of life
so simple yet so strong

such a beauty to see life born to be free
clouds open their souls and relinquish their hold
as earth takes a breath a new dawn born again
I bow to the beauty that eyes let me see
420 · Dec 2012
Silent to the Night
andy fardell Dec 2012
Inner peace rages against the madness of the world out side
My mind fighting against the knots of time
Yet slowly and surely tears do form to show my weakness
Cheeks now awash with floods to nature

Rain down sweet child
Rain down upon this earth
Seed life into the flesh
Douse the fire from
The devils dirt

Reach out to help the nations
Shine down to bright the night
Be shamed not from emotion
This madness we will fight

Rain light upon our life
Rain light upon our souls
Bring joy to all belonging
Be silent to the night
418 · Apr 2011
life after ??
andy fardell Apr 2011
As i breath i feel it stirring that..
pain inside has started churning
chest feels weak as i draw breath..
fighting for a living death

pops of pain shoot through my veins
coursing ,looking ,gaining aim
fingers, toes and god knows where
pain does cometh with its fear

hold my breath its gone away
no.. no.. no ..to soon to say
its spreads inside yet i cant stop it
eating, feeding,living ,dying

bide my time as death comes calling
no more pain and no more crying
feel that itch is this the time
breath so short so in decline

time did call and float i did
saw a world that i not lived
no more pain and freedom waits
at his doors a knock i gave

welcome arms from someone strong
welcome to a world of love
welcome to a world of peace
welcome to lifes destiny
417 · May 2014
The Itch
andy fardell May 2014
Aches and pains from this blackened soul
Continue their devour
Every day I feel this awakening
Closer and closer to my skin
The monsters cry
All within

Flashes of light eclipse from these
Reddened eyes
Soon the sleep will become
And then your all
Will be over
And they will have won
Be feared in a scream of silence

The itch has begun
415 · Nov 2013
Smiles
andy fardell Nov 2013
You couldn't see my sadness
All hidden from the show
A heart that gave up singing
Shameless.....
I
Know

The ache in my eyes showed no end
Wicked be my life
A meaning from no beginning
A start from no end
I lower my face
To a pavement not dry

So my life ends with
Been a nice day !!
Oh yes been quite pleasant  
The second swallow from the third drink
Shows my disdain
In my pity upon my fellow
As their time ticks away
The room of the dead
Await them

Well I'll walk away
Dry my eyes
Breath the air
And leave them in their wallow
Happiness
Comes
Life lives
And my end ..???
415 · Apr 2012
In my dream
andy fardell Apr 2012
In my dream I see a face not known
a place not home and a life of sorrow
In my dream I see a time gone by
a wonder why and a drunken hollow

In my life Ive seen a man fall down
a drunken row and a screaming horror
In my life Ive seen a life be born
a woman scorned and day of scatter

In my world I want the people free
a pain relief and food for all
In my world I want a roof to cover
a greed gone by and a cure for cancer


All these things are here already ...
all these thoughts are free
all we need to get that way
Is wish a better day
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