That look
That feel
Standing in the dark light
Glowing
Holding hands
Looking from our room
We see
The city


Shimmered candles view
Ripples like the sea on a golden
Moonlight walk
I knew our love would last
That touch
I knew you were the one

Sounds made yet nothing heard
Past your lips
This time meant we never left
This place would be ours
Now
Forever
One last year in New York

One last year in New York!!!!!
One last year in..... New York
One last year in New .....York
One last year in New York

My soul crys yet another day ..feelings so near so far away
turned that corner that turned on me ..made my life ones life away
yet i want so more to see a life of livings destiny
ropes of chain surround my whole waiting watching bait the cold
one day soon i'll see the light ..all lifes future life begun

My heart sank as my eyes viewed the sun
it was low as shadows grew longer into the darkening skies
night was fast approaching and the end to another day was nearly done
beauty would disappear as blindness became me

was this the last time i saw such awe
was the balance we so abuse on this earth still be here tomorrow
who are we to be so in control yet leave the starving
time will tell when tomorow becomes our hell

live for this day as if you need to
dont waste whats there to take.. to breathe.. to touch
earth will never forget you as dust fills the gaps
to start again dont live from the past

The sadness came about my eyes
A call I'd not expected
His pa now gone
This life his soul
Another place  
To young to be departed

A suffer him for a while
Now peace to come
A different style
His man has climbed his mountain

For family grief
For hands to hold
For life to bless the living
The time to share the old and new
A rally is a calling

Stand shoulders wide my bro
The time has come
The man you grow
Be brave for all around you
Your father stands
He's there so proud
Puruṣārtha complete

My soul is flying way up high ..I feel its love somewhere inside
the blueness of those clouds above not white nor golden just full of love
my strings fell out no bow to strike ..no music sounding only fright
Maybe soon we'll here their tune.. a heart and bow with strings in bloom
Soul so flying way up high come on in its time to ......???

step outside to realise your future snapped in two
a crash to harm those round us ....
fear the quiet ....join the queue
noises from a picture tells silence dreaded all
the dawn of horrors about to be born

No view to hide nor stay the sudden harm
cries so needing so wishing .....
all really was calm
yet darkness taketh angels
as devils plays outside

Heaven gain a few more
their ride a final time

why do I feel so empty and why do I feel so low
is earth about to fall apart is life so through and through
have birds stopped singing lullabys has sun gone in for good
time will be the telling point
time to move to hell

will it be so better being underground
dark amongst the devils ..breathing deathly charms
heat from all souls on fire stoaking all their sins
maybe best I dont look down repeateth all my sins

time I looked into the sky and held my head up high
time to fight the fire burn ..fight it with my life
time i blessed the earthy good so rich and close to me
time i lived a brand new life
a life a time be free

breath that felt so deep as darkened in my soul
a cloud that felt so black a sight could not be held
a feeling of the hate and anger deep within
this battle aint yet over a war is set begin

how can you feel so inner yet show the world your cold
a heat that burns the fire that eats you ....
brave the bold
  
one chance into the fight we go
no option give you in
sharpen all your steely might a war we can do win

face stare at me as my eyes close around the lost forgotten souls
their deaths all in vain as they try to show me a life ..their pain
the darkness in my eyes still shows their glow as they hustle to smile
a knowing thats known

sleep evades my heart as my soul tears from tortured mind
the faces still within me not hidden as new dawn lights a darkened sky
I shudder at their look ..a horrored dream that reality took
no daylight hides ones misery as the faces know
that look

if you could read my inner thoughts
if you could read my mind
woud you be part of my big world
or run into the night

if you could see when i saw life
if you could see my soul
would you go hiding far from me
or stay in be at home

if you could change me for the best
if you could change just one
would you go messing in me head
or leave me well alone

if i could change you for another
if i could have a chance
id stick with you until the end
without so much a glance

if you fell ill or caught a cold
id steal it all from you
if i got lost id call you home
and run right back
love you .......

In the day before yesterday
This world was a different place
There were folk not met
Lives not changed
People not hurt
In the day before yesterday
My life was a different place

Rules had to be broken to break the release
This world needed freedom
It needed the bold  
My mind had this theory that all becomes one
How wrong was my outlook
How wrong was my wrong

I met the world as i traveled through time
I changed all the rules
I changed all the lines
The barriers of life just fell to the way
I opened the eyes of the world
Break free for this day

They came for me
They hunted me down
They wanted my life
They wanted my crown

The powers that be decided my fate
The day of the past day's
Was racing for me
The turn to the right when i shoulda turned left
The end of my world here
All hidden in breath
Your life is now changed as read his you have
Your part of my history
Part of my past
I hope that your liken to be part of me
Google my life here
Set me the free

As my nightmare finished
My mind began its wake
What was that dream inside my head
If only it was fake

I'd woken with a panic
His rage left me for dead
The colour of his face still shines
The mist was crimson red

It's crazy ..
See .....

I'm all tucked up in bed
But rage upon this face of his
has left me out of breath

Such pain before my mindful eyes
Why was this thought in here
This madness from my sleepless wake
Left me a troubled fear

Still two days on and still I feel
That look that scared me out
Those eyes still shone of red
Up here
His anger not in doubt

The trouble from this raging soul
Was playing me
My head  
My inner peace still broken here
I need some kindness fed

I dare not sleep
It's 5 am
I'm scared to close my eyes
The anger and the rage from
Him
Has left me terrified

What do I do
Please help me out
I need some inner calm
The raging man inside of here
Is showing all his charm

Into the day of night my eyes see nothing
Why do I look out there
Am I scared of what's Becoming
Am I scared to face the fear
Will my madness collide with sanity
Will my end become the start
I wonder of this life of mine
My world doth fall apart

No end to start the now
No world to leave my mind
How can I be this person
My madness be my sight

This night has won me over
No sleep for all my life
I'm doomed to fail the living
Be welcome after life

The sound of silence brings hope
The welcome to the other world
The join of all deceased
Toes all dipped I'm ready
Ready now so please
Be welcome to my future
Be welcome inner peace

Stilled dulled by the whisky yet crying out for more
my head is in the other place that time when laugh was pure
No work to have to make my mind to stop the dreaded fall
my drinking days are numbered ...gods time to make that call

You'll see me in the gutter all dressed from night before
Ive been that way for ages my smell is looking raw
I scrape and scrimp for tea sometimes when clear head wins me over
yet cider stops me shaking good ...that time from being sober

Been here for months its now my home my cardboard roof as shelter
a doorway in a suburb state a shop I cannot enter
no thought on time or day in night my life has gone its over
Oh coldness please just do your job ..yes father dear please answer

They creep and follow
Where none do go
The shadows hunt
The light no show

I felt them want to
take my depth
Reaching wanting darkness
Letch

Pray that light does shine on
through
The shadows follow
Wanting you

Feel their coldness
And be cold ..
Darkness has its brand new
Hold

Wrapping slowly round you go
Taking light and turning old
Wrinkles soon do so appear.
Aging you and breathing fear

Leave the light on
Do be scared
Shadows watching
Waiting near

we knew it was there
that smile that love
of the air
she hid it all from view
but we all knew ..time would do

a smile so far away
a talent wasted...day after day
but a fight was there we see .
a smile carried
for love set her free

as time took its toll
the fight fought through hell
thus lovers swelled
but we know there is time
for futures fortune
and love so yet untold

as flowers come into bloom
she would follow
predicted va ...voom
so hold ya breath once more
as new beginings come through your door

could change about to happen be on the cards for me
a destiny begining a new life to be free
an opening on the cards a new life.. release indeed
a change a new begining ,begin and set me free
my time is served and ready so freedom cometh me
give me the chance to win again .
so live life ..
breath the free

I cant explain it but a calm is over me
ive lost all of my anger and freedoms set me free
Eltons playing as I drink me tea and I think its gonna be all fine
all fine and free

rocket man is flying and i feel just as fine
fine as a flower about to come to bloom
sunnier that the pond that glistens back at me
happier than a bird in flight and free

feel so free and love this life
its one chance in destiny a chance thats all mine
free is waking when sun comes up
free is singing me songs of love
free to finally be me

Inner me so tired of
this day
So tired of the drone
My life ..less cold
One way
The blackness in my storm

Bore another wake
My feet set to this stone
Chains of life inside me
Tie me
Life and home

See of stars I look upon
Wanting all thats there
Look up to the future
Want my in despair

Be not money where I lay
No wish upon my door
Open for another day
That look I've had before

Future arms in open
Await another breath
Lonely for another me
Lonely till I ......

The old did have its meaning
That time was past its time
A wake for new beginnings
This promise all is
fine

A New Years Day
The memories fade
The past behind
Our ghosts in time
This years new day

Thoughts all gone
The length was long
Yet here we are
A new days start
A smile to breath
A sighed relief

A New Years Day
The memories fade
The past behind
Our ghosts in time
This years new day

Lets welcome in the new
Be part of specials true
No resting on our laurels
New year hand back
old sorrows

A New Years Day
The memories fade
The past behind
Our ghosts in time
This years new day

Tis time to all reach out
Remember life's about
Be welcome in the new
The best new year
Can do ....

I felt so tired ..i needed sleep
a wave ..a calm called in on me
was then that i saw some horror
my death my find my body soured

I saw them there ..the finders breath
they called my wife to give the death
I saw my love console our son
a shock a heart.. completly gone

I saw my body just took away
what a waste an end of days
it scared my soul it scared my head
i didnt sleep.. how did you guess

Where did Christmas go ..
Where was my mo ...
Or jo
What happened over here ..
My minds gone
No Christmas cheer

I've left it all behind
The debt the beer
No more wine
Turkey clucking gone
Crackers stopped
Pop no more

Where is my Christmas cheer
I've lost it
Gone from here
Where has my life gone wrong
A failure
In a rotten hole

Time to waste as time flies by
wonder what the future lies
wasting time just on me ***
waiting for the time no fun

Click the clock as time watch by
wonder when my time is nigh
wishing time to pass the time
time please slip....slip on bye!!

Time to fly and leave me high
come on please why oh why
nearly there so soon be right
time to pass on to the night

every time i close my eyes i see his face once more
that look that smile that wish so well ..
i miss it oh so all
i wish i'd stayed when i did go..i wish that day again
been four years past but feels so fresh
that loss ....
the emptiness

this ghost in my head wont fade away
am i so glad its here ...
a past so fond of memories
no monies ...will...or take the tears
i so so wish i'd done so more ..yet know it was my best
devoid me please the shame in me
to right the face of wrong

As the hours turned to minutes
as the minutes ticked away
I got this awkward feeling today
just ain't my way  

My black had won me over
it held me good and strong
my mind was full of clover
my head was in the wrong

these eyes were not the colour
a blueeee browny white
this redness from the devil
another sleepless night

can feel it hanging over
just waiting for the fight
a darkness waiting for me
afore the dead of night

Just think of me when reading
your lucky you aint me
my black is on my shoulder
looking for that leap

Music cry to my tears as i awaken to the sky,teach me peace as i enrage to the fear inside,feel its beat as you decide on which is wrong and what is right.Time may wait as you turn to fight ..the soul that holds you clinging life

A place in London
do no lights show
Underground the mice do flow
Everyday since long ago  
Workers ,families to and fro
Under ...Over ...Down below
Trains do rumble
Concrete hell

No hills of green
No mountain view
Just fumes and dust
A smell requel

They call this life
The under dwell
Underground
Under hell

Our capital of English darkness
can stay right there
Ill live for brightness
I love my world of trees and flowers  
Market Harborough
This eden ours

Inner kiss from my heart
See's your eyes shimmer
Like silver
My body turns to crystal
From tears in the sky

Just to feel your look
To see your touch
To fight your love

Hold my hand so
We can fly forever
I'll draw a map
Lets live together

My cloud was black..My cloud was dark
My cloud felt angry.. anger to our world
No other thoughts of smiles or hello morning back
One's anger too this universe my cloud was proper black

Been like it for the last few days
a rage that burns my eyes
My overwhelming feeling here
is stab you in the eye
I know I'll never do it but joy could be such fun
To run away from all my sins
run into the sun

As sun arise another day I'll see no cloud in sight
A time to turn to blue clear skies
my shades are out the black
A smile did came from sun itself ..it warmed my inner hue
my cloud is almost out of here to welcome in the blue

Yet way down deep the blackness knows
its time will always come
to bring about the madness hour
when black has really won

I want a cloud above me thats fluffy and just nice
no looks of rain or thunder
just shade amongst the light
shade amongst the light

I fear the face that fears of doubt and lost thrown years all lights gone out
still regrets of things not done the facing fear a life begun
many times i wondered why the fear in me became my lie
time to turn the page in time time to move the opening line