Body aches a thousand ways
Those missed sweet whispers
From your lips
Lost to the scent of heaven

Your love leaves my skin
This hand reaching air
For your touch
Only a cold life forwards
Do I dwell

Come back before
My world
Don't leave my love
Behind
Come back into warm
The cold is biting


Sighs to the rain of tears from my face
These windows to my soul
Lakes of emptiness
Full of regret
Come back to once our life

Come back
My love
Come back
I'll change
Come back
To us
It's cold outside

No words do enter to silenced thoughts
So loud this heartbeat
Now dead
My cause
It's lost
It's over
The fool I am
My body weeps  
I'm lonely am

Drips of my soul fall onto melted glass
My mind's inner feelings
Shaken to hurt
Missed by a minute

The pain that you want
My failure to find
My failure to give

...........................

You gave me away as I sought out your
kind
I wanted your body
I wanted you mind

No doubt in my world that you
Fight me away
My head is so broken
Please love me and stay

My heart is on empty
The blood drained away
Yet hear it still beating
My love please
Let you stay

Will you find my life
To keep me from harm
I need inner peace
I need lover's calm

The day comes round early
The beast is alive
My soul is on fire
My love you
My life

My eyes see
Yet the don't understand

They think I'm a freak
Freak of the land

They gaze at me wanting
My need for success

They think I'm a madman
I know I'm the blessed

They dont get my picture
The skill I do waste

A madness inside me
A waste of this space

One day they'll remember
The drink we once had

The drink with that poet
No handed they grasp

In the day before yesterday
This world was a different place
There were folk not met
Lives not changed
People not hurt
In the day before yesterday
My life was a different place

Rules had to be broken to break the release
This world needed freedom
It needed the bold  
My mind had this theory that all becomes one
How wrong was my outlook
How wrong was my wrong

I met the world as i traveled through time
I changed all the rules
I changed all the lines
The barriers of life just fell to the way
I opened the eyes of the world
Break free for this day

They came for me
They hunted me down
They wanted my life
They wanted my crown

The powers that be decided my fate
The day of the past day's
Was racing for me
The turn to the right when i shoulda turned left
The end of my world here
All hidden in breath
Your life is now changed as read his you have
Your part of my history
Part of my past
I hope that your liken to be part of me
Google my life here
Set me the free

They build as if we want them
Houses
Places
Prisons with no hope

Layers of life before me
Hide the hidden
Hidden from our view

Workers paid to pay the workers
Slaves to the
Slaves

This is our life
We call it
Laughing life in our face

What hope is held against
us
Fed us every day
The green that is our Soylent

Remember this one day

Let me in
So I can hold you close to me
Let me in
Hold my hand I'll set you free
Let me in ...let me in ...let me in

Let me in
So we can be as one tonight
Let me in
Be my lover all my life
Let me in ...let me in ...let me in

Let me in
So my sun can meet your sea
Let me in
Please spend your life with me
Let me in ...let me in ...let me in

See the stars in their sparkle
as we become the one
See the moon shine in heaven
a joining hear our song
See the love from my heart
I love you your the one

Let me in
Oh my lover
Let me in
Oh my angel
Let me in ...let me in ...let me in

I hunger for your wit as my eyes do desire thee
See the answer to the question lays heavy on my soul
This number in my head lays the key to all around me
Praise my heart will it open
Praise my solemn head will win

The world is awaiting for the kiss of my freedom
Baited to the breath of the spiders claw
Ask me the question and I''ll hide all my lies
Give me the way to your door, let me taste your heart
For Urim and Thummim protect all that wait

Let me in to your circle for I have the question
Hear my whisper to those ears, I have the answer
Look into my eyes see the centre of the world
See the centre of the universe
Play your music to my ears
Read the the Ultimate Question of Life, The Universe, and Everything

For "What do you get if you multiply six by nine?"
Listen very carefully read my lips

The sky shone of a morning song
Colours that showed earths delight
Red see yellow
Sky's inferno
Born a new day of delight

Fresh air waits for
All to breath
Cleansed by darkness
Fazed by dreams

Woken from a deepness low
Woken into mornings glow
Woken from a place not home
Dream's awaken
Eyes unknown

Sky so wanted
So I could see
A mornings glow
A love complete
Look up high as stars do fade
See inferno
See the blaze

My valentine wish
For a kiss
From your lips
So so sweet
******* buds
Skip my heart
Hear the beat of the valentine dance  

This  touch from your hand
Stand me tall
Feel the heat
So alive
Wanting you
All to mine
My valentine
Let's dance

Into the day of night my eyes see nothing
Why do I look out there
Am I scared of what's Becoming
Am I scared to face the fear
Will my madness collide with sanity
Will my end become the start
I wonder of this life of mine
My world doth fall apart

No end to start the now
No world to leave my mind
How can I be this person
My madness be my sight

This night has won me over
No sleep for all my life
I'm doomed to fail the living
Be welcome after life

The sound of silence brings hope
The welcome to the other world
The join of all deceased
Toes all dipped I'm ready
Ready now so please
Be welcome to my future
Be welcome inner peace

I gazed upon your stare
To the shone of the stars
Those crystal eyes glistened
And smiled at my heart

Been a while from that look
Those wanton needs
That special touch
Feed my mouth

Licentious I crave
Yet I know I must wait
For that day when two
Become one

Our life together
A dream from my nights
Two lovers forever
Walk fast my love
Run

Wake me up in to the new day
See the sun
Blind my soul
Feel It's danger  
Warm to my skin

Let me feel the grass
Through my toes
Wet
Cool
Damp
Smells of summer

Let me walk
Feel the air
Breath the morning
See our life

Hear the birds sing
Feel the earth
Beat to a rhythm
Let me hold your hand

Be my morning
Be my sun
Let me hold your heart

Join me
Never part
Let me in

In my hand there holds a cherry
Bitter sweet
Shiny bright

Eaten at your peril
A paradise delight
Taken at your will

In my hand is the promise
That good is good
Life is life

Take the fruit
Sweet the lips
Wake your mind

Now you owe me
I own you whole
A cherry taken
The masters goal

The blank screen before me
Hides a simple truth
That world that's all
Around me
Is hidden from my view

I read the lies
I'm given
To lap it up in haste
The memories of the future
To fade away to grey

What is the truth thats out
There
What do I need to
Do
When corporation's hold
Me
I'm bonded just like
You  

They tell me what to eat
They tell me what to do
I'm told to pay my taxes
Or face the wrath
The blue

Now many years ago
Debt was not around to
Own
Where is this so called
Money
That's owed into
The globe

I don't believe in debt
I don't believe they
Know
The world's a different
Story
Because that's all
I'm told

My world is not so big these days
I see what I believe
I look into the distance look
5 miles is all I breath
I do not take the pain they show
I do not take the greed
I run from all the guilty lies
My life is simply free

Yet as you read my story here
I'm part of what is wrong
The system really has
My life  
I'm part of 84  
But see
I feel a different colour
As
The sheeple pass me by

My my
To touch the sky
To reach out to the moon
To hold the air
Breath out the world
Sing life
We love you so

Take care my friend
My sugar end
You cannot hide
The thought

Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond high
Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond

Oh my private demons
Know
The way I want to go
They know whats on
My lips

Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond high
Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond

The sadness came about my eyes
A call I'd not expected
His pa now gone
This life his soul
Another place  
To young to be departed

A suffer him for a while
Now peace to come
A different style
His man has climbed his mountain

For family grief
For hands to hold
For life to bless the living
The time to share the old and new
A rally is a calling

Stand shoulders wide my bro
The time has come
The man you grow
Be brave for all around you
Your father stands
He's there so proud
Puruṣārtha complete

I'd seen that look before
As the ghost in the mirror
Smiled its haggard stare
I blinked and stepped away
From shock
Not blinded to the glare

So many nights of drinkers ale
To many spirits high
Had left my face a
Broken soul
My life a drunken fail
Yet I was me inside It all
A mess that's on the rails

This face that fell all from
It's grace
The beauty into beast
The wine of gods had done
As much
Sweet nectar has
Revealed  

My time to change had come about
The mirror scared my soul
The ghost that met my
Reddened eyes
Not welcome anymore
This road so long
The bends not straight
Let water be my wine
So one day ghost you fade away
One day
One day at a time

I could feel it coming for me
It's sound was whipped in time
The trees did give me warning
Crying out they cried

I ...can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!
I... can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!

Can you hear it calling me...
Can you hear it calling me...
Can you hear it calling me ......

The sound was getting louder
The noise became a din
My prickles on my skin did rise
My ears began to sing

Can you hear it calling out my name !!!!!
Can you hear it calling out my name !!!!!

My life was all but ended
Unless I found a way
The sounds they were a calling
Death was on its way

I ...can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!
I... can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!

Help me into silence
Hide me from the roar
Suffer me not this time
Death stay out my door

Can you hear it calling
can you hear the call

The monster from the sound that frights  
Is knocking on my door
He's coming after me tonight
I'm ready for the fight

Sometimes I feel like it's not me
Here
My dream
My world
My life
Sometimes I see the earth unclear
My vision
Lost
Gone paradise  

Sometimes my look upon the sky
I see grey
When all is white
I see black when all is bright
Sometimes when I sleep not at this night
I feel so wrong  

I wish I knew the why of reason
I wish I knew the reasons why
I wish I looked up from the heavens
I wish I saw the blue of sky

I want to smell the new of spring
I want to see life born again
I want to taste the salt of rain
I want to live my life
Again

One day will all be clear
Will my want become a fear
Will my wishes blow away
Will my heart be broken
Blackened day

Sometimes we don't know what
We have
Sometimes don't live as if its past
Sometimes be thankful what you see
Sometimes just be

As my nightmare finished
My mind began its wake
What was that dream inside my head
If only it was fake

I'd woken with a panic
His rage left me for dead
The colour of his face still shines
The mist was crimson red

It's crazy ..
See .....

I'm all tucked up in bed
But rage upon this face of his
has left me out of breath

Such pain before my mindful eyes
Why was this thought in here
This madness from my sleepless wake
Left me a troubled fear

Still two days on and still I feel
That look that scared me out
Those eyes still shone of red
Up here
His anger not in doubt

The trouble from this raging soul
Was playing me
My head  
My inner peace still broken here
I need some kindness fed

I dare not sleep
It's 5 am
I'm scared to close my eyes
The anger and the rage from
Him
Has left me terrified

What do I do
Please help me out
I need some inner calm
The raging man inside of here
Is showing all his charm

That look
That feel
Standing in the dark light
Glowing
Holding hands
Looking from our room
We see
The city


Shimmered candles view
Ripples like the sea on a golden
Moonlight walk
I knew our love would last
That touch
I knew you were the one

Sounds made yet nothing heard
Past your lips
This time meant we never left
This place would be ours
Now
Forever
One last year in New York

One last year in New York!!!!!
One last year in..... New York
One last year in New .....York
One last year in New York

The room seemed lonely
The room seemed bare
I knew you sat beside me
That look
That laugh
That stare

But now the seats gone cold
As my hand touches
Your not there
Yet I know
You are right by me
I miss you
And I fear

My memories start to fade
From a pictures haze
Your mark is burning out
All worn
A started doubt

No one else remembers
Your kindness
And your love
No one else remembers
The good you did
For good

In the end there was a
Beginning
And the beginning
Was the end of it
All

As I stood facing the sunset
I could hear birds singing,calling.wanting    
They knew
Yet sing they did
Creating a song that would stay with me forever
Today was a day to remember
Today was a day to recall

The sun would change tonight
Gone the day gone the light
Tree's would fall
As we have failed
Our greed outweighed
Our planet sighing
Tears of dust from the ocean's cry

I enjoyed the sunset
I remember light
The end of time is coming
Welcome here the night

Inner kiss from my heart
See's your eyes shimmer
Like silver
My body turns to crystal
From tears in the sky

Just to feel your look
To see your touch
To fight your love

Hold my hand so
We can fly forever
I'll draw a map
Lets live together

My faith in us has fell away
A world we lie this
Wasted way

All want
Pure greed
A fatal hack
Gone the day's we loved
That's that

Gone the day's of friendly hugs
Gone the time of love
Life's rough
Gone the times we help
Each other
Times of sadness
Be the hour

Words of power mean so
Little
Morsels eat us
Fed the greed
Leaders rule the say's and how
Sheep we follow
Black ones out

Does this make me
Wrong ??
To challenge words
To take them on
To speak this verse
No doubt the cast for me is out
Gone the day's  
The word is out

Glittering flakes of soft sweet perfection
Fall so gently from the heaven's above
Laying down to paint us a picture
Scene from a winter wondrously love

This snow in my hometown is causing a stir
The children do race for the first snow to ball
See earth disappear under cottons of fluff
As my boots take a crunch sound
How white is this stuff

A silence becomes as the cars fade away
To new sounds of laughter
See bob on his sleigh  
Our dog all but hidden
His tail in the air
A snow covered woof ball jumps clean
In his fear

At last in the snow our family is one
We all stay together
See neighbors have fun
Say work it can wait I'm stuck in the snow
A day by the fire
Oh boy I love snow

There are times in your life
When
You need to change the future
Need to look the past
Need to think
Of all the good inside
Forget the world thats bad

Time to take a different corner
Time to rest the soul
Beat the horror's in your head
Throw away those goals

Time is short and precious
Be it all the time
Once your past is through
This life
You'll look on back to why

So take some time this
Time
See your family
Smile
Love them all you
Can
Hug them It's a
Feeling
This time is in your
Hand's

Deep in my darkness
I feel within
The blackness creeping
a godly grin
Fire raging
Madness call
Ready for the raging roar

Yet calm is on the outside
Tranquil to the mass
Hidden from the proles
Go pass
This smile a gripping leer

If only
They could see within
If only
They would fear  
The madness set inside my head
A chill
The welcome clear

These blackened eyes
Do tell a sign
A way to stay away
Be wary of the softest grin
Inside
I have my rage

See the stars
See the sky
See the moon
In all its light

See your breath
Steaming out
See what life is
so about

Millions twinkle
Yet out of reach
Stars in heavens
God's retreat

Try to grab one
Haul it in
Stars from out there
Lights within

Shapes that twinkle
Signs of life
Beams of sunlight
In the night

What's so funny
Hear you say
Starlight's been there
Ever a day

Parents parents
Parents too
Seen them stars
Just like you

That's their secret
From above
They have seen the
All of us

Think that thought
For just one mo
Now you know now
Nature's glow

Inner me so tired of
this day
So tired of the drone
My life ..less cold
One way
The blackness in my storm

Bore another wake
My feet set to this stone
Chains of life inside me
Tie me
Life and home

See of stars I look upon
Wanting all thats there
Look up to the future
Want my in despair

Be not money where I lay
No wish upon my door
Open for another day
That look I've had before

Future arms in open
Await another breath
Lonely for another me
Lonely till I ......

The coffee tasted bitter as my
Lips parted to heal
Thought's of a time ago
Looking at me  
Sweet memories
My elders  
Flashbacks all grief

Walks of my long ago
Smiles from afar
Things that I said
In haste
Paths that I crossed

All in a day when I blinded
To see
Gone all the people
Past in my peace  
  
Now all I have are these looks
In my mind
Photo's all hidden
Where's gone all this time

Sadness falling from stained
Wet eyes
Taste of the coffee
Bitter
That's fine

This misty grey day
Looked back at me
and smiled at the sight
See my reddened brown eyes

Joy in my head
As my neck suffered another
crashed out night
On my pillow made of lead

Toss to the turn as the sleep monster says
"no sleep for you boy awaken the dead"
Awaken the dead ? I thought
As my head lolled around
Thoughts of another night
Lost to no sound

Aches to my bones as I shudder the sleep
Fall at my side
Fall as a heap
Sleep please forgive me as I bid you farewell
Another day started
My living
My hell

This fire in my head
A rage
A feeling
Left unfed

A burning
Feel the heat
Smartness shine
Admit defeat

Works of fire
Fill the sky
Colour's dazzle
Flames way high

Brain of water
Cool within
Mind on fire
Thoughts no sin

One day all
Will get my sight
Fire burn
Burning bright