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Jan 2013 · 3.5k
My Living
andy fardell Jan 2013
This misty grey day
Looked back at me
and smiled at the sight
See my reddened brown eyes

Joy in my head
As my neck suffered another
crashed out night
On my pillow made of lead

Toss to the turn as the sleep monster says
"no sleep for you boy awaken the dead"
Awaken the dead ? I thought
As my head lolled around
Thoughts of another night
Lost to no sound

Aches to my bones as I shudder the sleep
Fall at my side
Fall as a heap
Sleep please forgive me as I bid you farewell
Another day started
My living
My hell
Jan 2013 · 786
Mind Fire
andy fardell Jan 2013
This fire in my head
A rage
A feeling
Left unfed

A burning
Feel the heat
Smartness shine
Admit defeat

Works of fire
Fill the sky
Colour's dazzle
Flames way high

Brain of water
Cool within
Mind on fire
Thoughts no sin

One day all
Will get my sight
Fire burn
Burning bright
Jan 2013 · 1.7k
Dance
andy fardell Jan 2013
Dance all to the moonlight
Dance before the moon
Dance before the daylight
To a fairy dusted plume

Dance all to the star bright
Dance before the stars
Dance before the sunrise
To a sugar coating light

Dance into the dark night
Dance before the light
Dance before the daybreak
To a vampire crazy life

Vampire crazy
Life is for the blood
Vampire lazy
Plasma in the hood
Vampire crazy
Dinner night time treats
Vampire lazy
Darkness I retreat

Feel the moon fall away
As the lightness of day
Stretches over and over
the dark

As a new day begins
So my sleep must come in
As I smolder a sunlight
away
Until I see dark then we must do
All part
Till we dance to the moonlight
Nights day
Dance to the vampire's way
Jan 2013 · 413
When
andy fardell Jan 2013
My eyes do tire to the news of this day
A haunting memory that wont go away
Mankind missing the kind in the man
Religious animals ruling our lands

Spore out of nothing as they feed into gloom
The animals of freedom tie the chains
We the fools
Fed what we hear as we lap us the dogs
Fight for our death as we follow the song

News never free as I'm fed all the lies
Ears see the light as my eyes bleed-ed pain
Tears fall as I weep
Dry earth swallows my grief

When will the truth be fed to the world
When will we listen to what has us hold
When will our minds be as open as life
When in our life will we listen and learn
Jan 2013 · 6.0k
Grumpy
andy fardell Jan 2013
They say it is an art
It keeps me quite apart
It's never seen as good
Yet happy me not
understood

My grumpy life is good
I see the roses
Tinted love
My sadness makes me happy
From such a grumpy chappy

It is the way to go
The docs do say
It's so
I'll live a little longer life
More grumps i say as I get
older  

I start the day full moan
A grumpiness full drone
It never ever leaves me
My grumpy tree  
Pure freedom

So next time I'm about
Expect a grumpy shout
You'll know its from my heart
My grumpy life
This sad old ****
Jan 2013 · 414
A New Years Day
andy fardell Jan 2013
The old did have its meaning
That time was past its time
A wake for new beginnings
This promise all is
fine

A New Years Day
The memories fade
The past behind
Our ghosts in time
This years new day

Thoughts all gone
The length was long
Yet here we are
A new days start
A smile to breath
A sighed relief

A New Years Day
The memories fade
The past behind
Our ghosts in time
This years new day

Lets welcome in the new
Be part of specials true
No resting on our laurels
New year hand back
old sorrows

A New Years Day
The memories fade
The past behind
Our ghosts in time
This years new day

Tis time to all reach out
Remember life's about
Be welcome in the new
The best new year
Can do ....
Jan 2013 · 564
New Freedom
andy fardell Jan 2013
Eaten away by the men at work
We fail to see the light
Our own denial drowns out
our hearts
These fainted lies to
the masses

Yet bowed in our heads as
we weaken
Be told this way to live
Taxed out minds to follow
the path
The dammed that never breath

Relight the fires that doused our lives
Rejoice the broken way
Empower that
you feel inside
Not slip it
slide away

The light is good let blinded
see
A new beginning made
A year to make
this land be free
New freedom
So it be
Dec 2012 · 400
Destiny
andy fardell Dec 2012
As I breath I feel it
Stirring that
Pain
Inside has started churning
Chest feels weak as I
draw breath............
Fighting for a living death

Pops of anger shoot my veins
Coursing
Looking
Gaining aim
Fingers
Toes and god knows where
Pain does cometh
With its fear

Hold my breath its gone away
No
No
No ..to soon to say
It's spreads inside yet I cant stop it
Eating, living
Feeding ,dying

Bide my time as death
comes calling
No more pain and no more crying
Feel that itch is this
the time
Breath so short so
In decline

Time did call and float I did
Saw a world that I not lived
No more pain this freedom waits
At his doors a knock
I gave

Welcome arms from someone
strong
Welcome to a world of
Love
Welcome to a world of
Peace
Welcome to your
Destiny
Dec 2012 · 306
Me
andy fardell Dec 2012
Me
My body empty inside
No thoughts to hurt me
No pain said lies
Tis another day

The rain makes my mood
Unpleasant at will
Drowning me out
In a quiet scream

Yet life goes on
See my will fade away
To a faceless crowd
Be counted sometime

Followed the fed
To our own wanted end
Darken the sea
Consumed inner
Me
Dec 2012 · 615
Mother Earth
andy fardell Dec 2012
Fields turned yellow like the sun
from the old rain
That felled like paint on a canvas

Red Kites hovered a dinner
In their grasp
Amongst the golden wash of life

Trails of steel from above left
lines of snow
Into the clear bluest sky

As the silence of nature bleated volumes
The earth felt a good day from a
mad mad world

The cool wind blew gently over to
a wave without a sea
As my eyes shone to the wonders
of earths senses before me and it felt good

Hills from a distance showed
a landscape
Built on years of time from a land
riddled in blood
In a yesteryear that we chose
to forget

Yet in the center of the field stood a lonely
old tree
Its life still strong from Gnarls of time etched in
pain for all to see and feel

New buds bore a life to prove a life to live
And this was a time to live
A time to grow
A time to give

To give love to this Earth
Our Earth
Our Mother Earth
Dec 2012 · 825
Sly
andy fardell Dec 2012
Sly
The sly in the eye would
not deny
The way you really wanted
That look in there did show
me fear
To hide from you forever

A look so full of
hate
A love so gone
Your sly eye looking
me on

A cunning tale inside
your fail
To magic me beside you
I'll leave your breath remove
the death
Done run for love and kindness

So now I'm free to be
the me
To live a life in freedom
No more pain or loveless
aim
A sly eye gone the
madness

As I walk this earth and feel
Its birth
To breath in natures perfume
A freedoms gift
A life to live
No looking back to
life-less life
Dec 2012 · 726
Blow Wind Blow
andy fardell Dec 2012
A blackened cloud on a
darkened day
Blow wind blow
This gloom away

Feel the clouds
touching out
Feel It's power
Feel It's clout

Cotton candy in
above
Yet pure danger
This evil touch

Blow wind blow
My thoughts away
Leave me clean go away

Give my soul some peace
Give It freedom
Give release

Charge my mind with happy days
Fight the fire
Damp the blaze

Clean me out
So I can see
See a future
Happy
Free
Dec 2012 · 378
Pain
andy fardell Dec 2012
Eyelids that wont close as
dawn awakes
Oh the dread of another
day

Pain behind my eyes
Yet no end from the pills
that blind my soul

Lifeless in a world so full
of gold
So full of hope
Torture from the past
Now hunting for my very future

Pain behind my eyes
Yet no end from the pills
that blind my soul

Stretching ...waking
Yet sleep evades another days
night

Pain behind my eyes
Yet no end from the pills
that blind my soul

See the world from a place
A place in fear of death
Light into my eyes show
no life begun
Just a past behind

Pain behind my eyes
Still no end from the pills
that blind my soul
Till the dust takes my breath
Dec 2012 · 611
Heaven in a Shoe Box
andy fardell Dec 2012
Is Heaven in a shoe box
Has god just waved goodbye
Did life just pass you over
Are you about to fly

Was you so bad  
That life betrayed
thee
Could you have been
Much more

Is Heaven in a shoe box
Did someone close
the door
Did life just call your
final breath
Regrets all in recall
Is Heaven in a shoe box
A knock on heavens door

Devils is in the detail
Or so we,re told
So much
Why do we so bother eh
If life was simply such

Is Heaven in a shoe box
Did someone close
the door
Did you see life a
Different way
Blackened to the core

No-one told you how
Its done
No-one questioned why
Devils in the detail eh
Go mess it up
Lets fight

Is Heaven in a shoe box
Did someone close
the door
The draft is getting cold outside
Let's breath a little more
Let's breath a little more.....

So pick your box and
find within
The shoes that fit your soul
Its your one chance to
change your way
A new way walked In life
No more detail
No more sin
Just Heaven in a shoe box
Its open
Lets begin ........
Dec 2012 · 849
Petals
andy fardell Dec 2012
The petals fell away to allow us to see
The beauty we knew that the
flower could be
Rose tinted glasses withheld us
the view
Yet under this makeup we all
really knew

Bright flower of beauty
Bright flower of love
Such glorious colour's
A rainbow in gold  

The clover dressed prince tried harder
than ever
To take you away revealing
your layers
But we understood that all of
his lies
Would come back and be haunt him
His loss
Our eyes  

Bright flower of beauty
Bright flower of love
Such glorious colour's
Bedazzled above

Yet many have tried
Never peeled to the end
They don't know your inner
They don't understand
You wanted some fun
Someone lovely and spice
No prince of dark clover
No wondrous lies

No shelving would suit you
A classiness see
Such colour's of beauty
as petals reveal
a flower of niceness one day
falls to you
A love gone the blindness
As one becomes two
Dec 2012 · 1.1k
Christmas Time
andy fardell Dec 2012
Music playing on the radio
Sunlight stars shade out the night
Time to fire light the mistletoe
kisses sweetly on my lips

Christmas coming round my house tonight
Christmas star shining all bright
Born a king from Bethlehem this eve
This is our Christmas time
Our Christmas time

Snow dashed reindeer's ride
As fairies light the sky this night
Presents fall from a gift of hope
In time for families time

Christmas coming round my house tonight
Christmas star shining all bright
Born a king from Bethlehem this eve
This is our Christmas time
Our Christmas time  
  
See the morning rise in joy  
Hear bells of Christmas time
Children's laughter loudly
Bless sweet child
This is our Christmas time
Our Christmas time
Dec 2012 · 409
Silent to the Night
andy fardell Dec 2012
Inner peace rages against the madness of the world out side
My mind fighting against the knots of time
Yet slowly and surely tears do form to show my weakness
Cheeks now awash with floods to nature

Rain down sweet child
Rain down upon this earth
Seed life into the flesh
Douse the fire from
The devils dirt

Reach out to help the nations
Shine down to bright the night
Be shamed not from emotion
This madness we will fight

Rain light upon our life
Rain light upon our souls
Bring joy to all belonging
Be silent to the night
Dec 2012 · 378
Fade Away
andy fardell Dec 2012
Darkness all around me
As I lay about to sleep
Was thinking of the future
Was future without me

Would I wake to see the light
A new day born I hope
Or would my body fade away
Last breath gone up in smoke

I guess you know the answer
As I sit here writing this
But are you here to read
my thoughts
To share my wakened bliss

I'll never know the answer
Unless you speak through god
Or maybe we will meet again
Along well trodden path

My thoughts of black did hide
A deep and darkened fear
Was I about to miss all this
A fate
Nor goodbye cheer

I know
I know the answer
Will come to me
One day

When I have passed
upon this earth
These words just
Fade away
Dec 2012 · 1.5k
Santa are you there ??
andy fardell Dec 2012
I heard it on the radio
My mind was sudden fizz
Did they just ask the questioned
mass
Does Santa really live??????

Santa are you out there?
Santa do you care?
Oh Santa with your big old tum
That grey old fluffy beard

Santaaaaaaaaaaaa
Oh Santaaaaaaaaaa
We'd love to have you come
We wrote a letter ageeee........ago
We've left some pies and stuff

Now telephones went mad that day
That some one questioned this
Did Santa really come each year
Oh my!!!
said all the kids

Santa are you out there?
Santa do you care?
Oh Santa with your big old tum
That grey old fluffy beard  

Santaaaaaaaaaaaa
Oh Santaaaaaaaaaa
We'd love to have you come
We left a carrot on your plate  
Hope Rudolph fills his tum  

The callers of the phones agreed
That Santa's really there
Good people of the world breath out
No words of great despair

Santaaaaaaaaaaaa
Oh Santaaaaaaaaaa
We'd love to have you come
We promise to sleep tight tonight  
No peaking to be done  
oh Santa !!!!!!

So children of the world tonight leave
Lots of pies and drink
And don't forget the reindeer's food
Or guess they'll leave a stink

Santaaaaaaaaaaaa
Oh Santaaaaaaaaaaaaa
We love you
Yes we do
We've been so good throughout
The year
Our Santa's sack is hung !!!
Our Santa's sack is hung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  
Our Santa's sack is hunggggggggg!!!!!!
Dec 2012 · 3.7k
Emptiness
andy fardell Dec 2012
Can you feel the emptiness
Can you feel the pain
It's there be that inside of you
It's there for all to see

Feel it in your dreams
Wanting breaking free
Can you feel the emptiness
Can you feel the pain

Family,friends and lovers
Old faces lost to sand
Can you feel the emptiness
Can you feel the pain

Lost and gone forever
Never to be seen
Can you feel the emptiness
Can you feel the pain

Pictures from another world
Times from long ago
Memories held for evermore
Can you feel the emptiness
Can you feel the pain

Emptiness has its hold on you
Tears wet
To dry a bleeding heart
Yet nothing hides my hollow eyes
I feel so full of emptiness
I feel so full of pain
Dec 2012 · 614
Born a new day
andy fardell Dec 2012
The sky shone of a morning song
Colour's that showed earths delight
Red and yellows be
Sky's inferno
Born a new day of delight

Fresh is the air that waits
for all to breath
Cleansed by darkness
Fazed by dreams
Dreamy eyes awaken
to unknown

Woken from a deepened lull
Woken into mornings glow
Woken from a place
called home

Sky so wanted
So i could see
A mornings glow
A love complete

Look up high as stars
do fade
See inferno
See the blaze
bow to the birth  
A day on planet earth
Dec 2012 · 739
Reaching for the sky
andy fardell Dec 2012
A sadness fell about these eyes
This was another day
Another wasted life
One look into the mirror as the old man
Stared right back

A glimmer of a past in life
Now hardness be in black
All clouds now full of thunder
No sunshine on my back

Memories dulled as day falls
Over  
Another night of lost
Leafed clover
Had seen the best in days
From nights not sober

Be friends lost to frosted haze
Blurred Pints of cash in tippled over
My eyes remember as crippled
Shaken hands
Show suns age wine

Body all bent to a bend to the
stick
Mirror look the other way
My world is in a spin
Fall into the earth
The time to reach up high
New life beginning
Reaching for the sky
Dec 2012 · 322
Indicum Rules
andy fardell Dec 2012
Their minds are dead
Its in my head
No subtle notes
Just thoughts not read

They don't see
As I see them
No world of anger
made from red

Red is now the leader
Its follow or be dead
The leaders say its true
gone red in
crazy head

No stone to turn from
Hiding
No covers for your
Face
The blinded done demanding
Their hope all done in faith

They lead you with their lies
Fulfillment to the test
But why am I so different
A mindful in my head

I'll never be a part of them
Red not in my head
I'll hide amongst the others
My colour's hidden
Till Indicum rule the world
Dec 2012 · 283
Faces
andy fardell Dec 2012
I close my eyes to hide
Faces looking,watching, waiting
My return to open near
Why me I cry
Leave me alone
Leave me mad

Each time my eyes do open  
I see them waiting
Souls from beyond watching
Haunting
Some laughing at my
terror

I see them in the curtains
I see them on the walls
faces full of people
madness be my calm

My gift or be my punishment
They speak just with their eyes
Looking,wanting,waiting
In my despair

Darkness of night take my eyes away
Relief from the faces
No light I prey
No look to come my way
Moonlight shadows beckon
See faces stare my way
Dec 2012 · 206
In My Dream
andy fardell Dec 2012
In my dreams
I dream of smiles
I dream of peace
upon this world

In my dreams
I dream of cures
I dream that pain
be left this land  

In my mind
I want it all
I want the dream
we all live for

In my mind
I see the future
I want this world
to be our home

In my heart
I know I know
My dreams don't answer
My Mind is sad

In my heart
I know It's true
My dreams all lost
I'm done
I'm through
Dec 2012 · 575
Liquid Life
andy fardell Dec 2012
I saw the sheets of steel
fall across the sky
The wonders of life
Dressed in cloud's

Darkness portrayed yet
New life reaching out
To smell the rain before
It's near me
To feel its power

Earth's life has new buds
About to bore fruit of life
Drops as big as rocks
bounced of the dry soil
Marking the earth that was so
ready to give

Drenched in the liquid of life
So simple
Yet so strong
Such a beauty to see life
Born to be free

Clouds open their souls
Do relinquish their hold
As earth takes a breath
to a new dawn born again
I bow to the beauty that
my eyes let me see
Dec 2012 · 338
End of Time
andy fardell Dec 2012
Their minds are dead
It's in my head
No subtle notes
Just thought's not read

They don't see what
How or when
Yet lead a life
Of grin to pen

Mere robots of our
Life these days
In 84 we prayed
In slaves

It's here and now
The blinded lead
The new world rises
Gotten greed

The day approaches
Yet no sight
In our blinded washed
All out

Mayans knew our time
Was near
Time to count our blessing
Fear

No more dates and blinded lives
Words done fighting
This our life
Our end of time
Dec 2012 · 567
Tomorro
andy fardell Dec 2012
Should day become tomorrow
A day that I should die
Would life upon this planet care
Would people laugh or cry

Would time go on un-noticed
Would people hold their breath
I very much so doubt it
My life now sudden death

Do flags get flown because I'm out
and nearly 6ft down
I very much do worry not
I bet no sudden frowns

My life is that a tiny ant
That ****!!
No longer there
I bet a younger ant like me
Be ready that I fear

In times gone past we hasten had
forgotten all our pals
Remembering of the dead we know
Yet someone filled their souls

Will we become a memory fad
That people just don't share
A stone inside a churches yard
Bare of It's love and care

My death will go so no one sees
a grief of family life
My friends
My love and closest ones
will say a last goodbye

Some time will heal those
wounded souls
Yet time will fade away
Leaving just a dusty stone
Crumbling day by day
Dec 2012 · 359
Not Now
andy fardell Dec 2012
I felt a cold that touched me
It felt like death was due
So I pushed it out
It left me
My time aint yet
Blow you

A cold I really didn't like
Nor want or ever know
A steel
A feel
My  desperate need
To run and duck below

Yet heat and fire consume my health
A glow of such intense
Cold hands that touched my heart
and soul
I want a second chance

So live as everyday might be
The one that takes a shine
These hands around your heart
a feel
do grasp your very time

This grip thats got you good and tight
a vice thats not to go
So live as well as you may do
and don't be scared
**** hell
Dec 2012 · 248
Alive
andy fardell Dec 2012
Do we die when we sleep
or do we dream a death
Do we breath in deep  
or exhale our soul
Do we wake and remember
or live be born again
I know not
But know some

Do we live so that others
be quiet
Do we die so that others
can cry
Do we have a point
I know not why
But I know some

Do we fight to save
a few
Do we love so that loves
shines through
Do we want yet need
so less
I wish I knew
That I know some  

Do you remember a photo
lost
Do you wish you hadn't
forgot
Do we care
I cry !!!
I cry !!!
I cry !!!
Dec 2012 · 511
A New Day
andy fardell Dec 2012
Ain't it bright to see the light
A joy behold fresh air untold
The sun does shine so to a  
Warming face that felt so cold

Deep within the glow returns
A fighter
A winner
A breeze contend

Deep deep breath in as
Abode does take the chance
In a missed lost brace
To live a love to see my slave

Feel it sap the goodness in
And blow away that awful sin
So cry out to the sun above
Good to see and one to love

Our time to pray to its real power
A love
A hate
Do we devour

But for what can we not do
this day
The suns so darkness
Let light shine ray
Dec 2012 · 447
The Shadows
andy fardell Dec 2012
They creep and follow
Where none do go
The shadows hunt
The light no show

I felt them want to
take my depth
Reaching wanting darkness
Letch

Pray that light does shine on
through
The shadows follow
Wanting you

Feel their coldness
And be cold ..
Darkness has its brand new
Hold

Wrapping slowly round you go
Taking light and turning old
Wrinkles soon do so appear.
Aging you and breathing fear

Leave the light on
Do be scared
Shadows watching
Waiting near
Dec 2012 · 680
Cold ....Part 1&2
andy fardell Dec 2012
Cold Part 1

Cold is the wind
Cold is in the blow
Blasting through my inner me
Like nobody knows
Feel it on my face
Tearing at my eyes
The cold is biting back and I just want to hide

Snow fall on the ground
Higher than the grass
All is white
All is quiet
Not a sound be-had

Footprint show the walkers dogs
See followers shiver on
Snowfall on the rooftops
As chimneys puff their song

Cold is the wind
I feel it through and through


Cold Part 2..........


The look
The view was one of awe
Seeing trees so shimmer
In slithers silver thaw
Crystal lights for all to see ..
Sun glisten from these objects
Dripping life's pure
A gold thats free

Meadows .. fields becoming one
As snow so white takes over summers song
To show its beauty to the world
Baron yet so full of life
The fields of dreams to keep us

We know that soon the spring will come
This life so fresh will begun
But not so yet as we so wish
It's winters blast thats in the mist
Snowflakes falling all around
That special flake so fresh
So astound

They fall so light
Gods magic touch
Fields of flakes of white and must
Gentle yet so pretty and softly to the touch
These fields of white from tears above
That we all do love.

Cold is the wind
I feel it through and through
Dec 2012 · 508
I Could
andy fardell Dec 2012
I could cry my tears away
For one kiss from your lips
One touch from your hand
Maybe a hug
Hand in hand
My love

I could hold your smile with a kiss
Getting tingled so
On my lips
cherry soda
My love
My love

I could call you
To call me back
Maybe meet
Have a snack
Drink some wine
Love you back

I could hold you
To hold my heart
So that we are never apart
My love
My love ...always
Dec 2012 · 304
Music
andy fardell Dec 2012
Music cry to my tears as I awaken to the sky
Teach me peace as I enrage to the fear inside,
Feel it's beat as you decide on which is wrong and what is right.
Time may wait as you turn to fight
The soul that holds you
Clinging life
Dec 2012 · 266
Do I
andy fardell Dec 2012
Through the depths my mind still wanders
Fighting
Facing hell on life
Feel the burden that all do ponder
Wondering?
What is the point ??..
What is the point ??
A smile
A laugh or tears of sorrow
Feelings so numb that none do care
Is this the life we fear
......i fear
Dec 2012 · 354
Truth
andy fardell Dec 2012
I feel the cold
The cold within
Fighting
Biting
A painless din

Creeping slowly
Yet full of speed
The coldness claws
My feet retreat

Mind full of emptiness
Yet spinning
Grasping
Past a faultless youth
Forgotten

Hurt inside
No pain to show
Oh I feel the cold
Can you feel its glow  

See the redness of rage
Feel it's anger
Burn you out
To a disaster

I'm the mad old fool
Itching for the real truth
Be my age
In my youth
Dec 2012 · 316
The Kiss
andy fardell Dec 2012
The kiss without the passion
That's how it felt to me
The lightest touch
The smallest peck
A feathers breath indeed

The fire without the rage
Passion was the key
A kiss without the passion
A real... fait accompli

A touch that had no loving
No hold or guarantee
No eyes to see
Just blackness
No life for you or me

Her look that looked
right past me
Blinded out to sea
The touch that missed the feeling
Life in misery
Dec 2012 · 832
Misty Green
andy fardell Dec 2012
The mist rolled in along the dusky cold green hills
Air so dead yet wilderness so alive and wanting
Waiting for the dread of darkness death
Predators hold

Teeth so sharp
So white
So clean
Waiting for the blood red taste
A longing from the devils breath

Smelling the fear
It's all around us
So so in the misty hills
Green is gone and darkness shrouds us ....
Time to run
Run from the ****
Dec 2012 · 366
Silence scare me
andy fardell Dec 2012
The silence screaming in me head
Give me something please
I beg
Talk to me so I may live
Silence deadened
All forgive

Inner rage yet outside peace
Wanting life to re-release
Thought my head would cope so well
Fear the silence
All not well

Chains so heavy
Yet quieter still
Talk to me
Hear me
Heartbeat
Fear me
Silence ..Scare me
Dec 2012 · 707
I Walked
andy fardell Dec 2012
I walked upon this earth feeling dirt through my toes
As gods tears washes life into the new
As I breathed another sigh the wind cried in my ears
Letting me know he was here
It feels good to see such beauty
To feel the sun
To hear the birds

One day this may all be a dream of the future
One day it may all be gone behind
One day I'll be to old to worry ..
As life passed me by

As I walked into my home
Smells hit me of love and hope
A doggy wet nose barking
Daddy's home
A cuddle and a kiss for wifey
Oh the bliss
A shout from way upstairs
Eh dad are you Ok

These things that take me there
A time in life
One day not there
Dec 2012 · 451
No Christmas Cheer
andy fardell Dec 2012
Where did Christmas go ..
Where was my mo ...
Or jo
What happened over here ..
My minds gone
No Christmas cheer

I've left it all behind
The debt the beer
No more wine
Turkey clucking gone
Crackers stopped
Pop no more

Where is my Christmas cheer
I've lost it
Gone from here
Where has my life gone wrong
A failure
In a rotten hole
Dec 2012 · 1.2k
Christmas Cheer
andy fardell Dec 2012
A Christmas cheer to all you folk
A happy time we pray
Friends so near some afar
A Merry Christmas say

A time to sing and drink a toast
To you and one and all
Time to say a prayer or so
To lost ones...to recall

May you relax ...enjoy this day
Eat to much ..and laugh away
Time to give to not receive
Time to remember ...why

So raise you glass
Enjoy this toast
And wishing you all well
A Happy Christmas one and all
Under some mistletoe
Dec 2012 · 1.5k
Happy Christmas
andy fardell Dec 2012
Soon be Christmas ...a special day
Lots of pressies from Santa's sleigh
Children be good or as they say
No big parcels coming your way

Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to all my friends
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to family afar
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to one and all
Happy Christmas

Lights from the tree burn and glow
Showing the way for Santa to go
Children waking from little no sleep
Parents craving another 2 winks

Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to all my friends
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to family afar
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to one and all
Happy Christmas

4am and Santa's been
All those wishes a dreamers dream
Wrapping and squeals in lots of houses
Turkey in now sherry starters

Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to all my friends
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to family afar
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to one and all
Happy Christmas
Dec 2012 · 1.8k
Oh Santa be good
andy fardell Dec 2012
On Christmas eve the big man knew he had a job to do
He'd worked all year to fill his sacks and bring some Christmas cheer
His elf's and friends had wrapped and wrapped until it was all done
Now Santa's night is nearly here its time to have some fun

Ohhhhh..... Santa be good to me this year
Ohhhhh..... Santa I love your fluffy beard
Ohhhhh..... Santa I sent you my big list
Ohhhhh..... Santa I sealed it with a kiss

Now children listen did you do good and be a star shine bright
Now children listen did you do good so Santa comes tonight
He knows you know the ones that show a love and care for him
It's Santa's secret so he says ....Rudolph lets begin

Ohhhhh..... Santa be good to me this year
Ohhhhh..... Santa I love your fluffy beard
Ohhhhh..... Santa I sent you my big list
Ohhhhh..... Santa I sealed it with a kiss

** ** ** a mince pie please as Santa leaves his sack
And don't forget the reindeer's food or we wont be back
A tipple of sherry and a note ...saying thanks a lot
See ya next year Santa says chimney up i pop

Ohhhhh..... Santa be good to me this year
Ohhhhh..... Santa dear i look
Ohhhhh..... Santa yes yes yes yes yes.. pressies all around
Ohhhhh..... Santa love ya lots and lots ..kissy kiss kiss kiss
Dec 2012 · 644
Wondrous Light
andy fardell Dec 2012
Wondrous light

This wondrous light shone us bright
amongst the stars ahead be right
over the hill for all its glory
oh wondrous light

beating bright a beacons night
lighting us the way
a path to follow
a place to see

Oh wondrous light that shone us bright
a sign for all yet few did plight
a joyous day for all to follow
a day for praise ..love and sorrow

shine-th light in all your glory
live enriched for all
beating heart now on this earth
crying out ..

Oh wondrous light that shone us bright
a new way on this world
this time for past and new beginnings
a glory to this world
Dec 2012 · 682
The Curse
andy fardell Dec 2012
My tomorrow brings another day
This time line all written
The chapter foretold
Be dreaded the hour this bravery cold

News that brings madness
Prescribed in my name
Years of the fast life
Gone up feel the flames  

Time for the next day
My clock in reverse
The seconds creep closer
I knew I was cursed

I never did listen
To stories from past
The old woman knocking
No gift's passed her hand

Her words still be ringing
Be dammed to the earth
I shudder the moment
This horror her words

My fate in her future
From pennies I've saved
The morro is written
It's last be my grave
Nov 2012 · 1.3k
Baa Humbug
andy fardell Nov 2012
Baa Humbug to the world this day
Its stupid time of year
See madness in the peoples eyes
All rushing face the fear

So what its Christmas soon I say
Baa Humbug to you all
Your mad and crazy for the trick
It almost makes me crawl

Yes Santa go and swing ya pants
And stuff ya stupid tree
Pine needles still in June my ***
They hurt my lickl'e feet

A present yeah some socks a pair
Oh thanks I'm really chuffed ..
Sent smelly stuff from who I care
Yes great I smell of farts

I look like I'm all bothered
I really want all this
Cant do with all the hassle
With my cookings crap as hell

Baa Humbug to this time of year
I hate it all the time
When Reli's turn up Christmas cheer
And drink all of me wine
Sod the fact that that's all gone
Won't see them for a year

So Santa sling ya hook again
go find some others pies
Cos mine are staying right in here
..................................
Baa Humbug be the time
Nov 2012 · 1.2k
His Doorway
andy fardell Nov 2012
These lines could tell a thousand stories
Yet you'll not find no words written in
this face  
A life given to a zillion glories
Yet no future seen to a past
gone to haze  

Oh the joy and the glory
As I could be as one
This life a different story
The hill awaits my home

A sigh of life that could have been
This heart all bunched in knot's
Such tired eyes the suitcase full
My squinted crazy look

Roll over covers make my bed
A doorway fits the bill
Till morning brings another day
My begging saps my will
This life a living hell
Nov 2012 · 517
One Chance
andy fardell Nov 2012
The hour awaits dam time is calling
Feel the shudder crawling in my skin
Spine ready for the chill
Not wanting to know

How could I let this happen to my
Temple inner self
To this thing of inner beauty
To my one life simple world

Doctors eyes tell my soul
In walks the fool with one chance
In his head
Words blurred to the barrage of screaming
held within  
Time is running out

So 3 am in the morning
Feel I have one chance thats left
Sense my nine life's on this planet
Been marked into the red

Eyes weep in tears of salted joy on my
Tasteless lips as the smile cracks
One chance for my body is a chance
I'll take all day
One chance for my future
Feel my mind all blown away
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