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May 2013 · 604
In Love
andy fardell May 2013
How could I not hold your hand
As we danced onto grass still moist
From the early sun
Flowing like the rain as it patters onto the
Green leaves of the old oak tree
The blackbirds song so sweet in our minds
As we kissed

We kissed with a passion like
New lovers in the old fashioned way
Seeking to search the way to ones heart
Our day to remember
Our love to grow strong
A desire of affection that turns into this
Our blossom of life

And there we lay cold wet warm
In love
No care for the world of anger
Just the look of love that comes
When two souls become
In love
May 2013 · 358
Remember me
andy fardell May 2013
The sunlight left layers of warmth
Over my eyes
In turn I felt good
I was not a cold man
Yet many had said otherwise
My rye smile returned

These hands of mine had left many
Foundations on broken lives
You see I am your nightmare
I am the one that seeks you out
Where ever you are
Yet you will never remember me  

My days are spent wandering
Through cities of dust
Waiting for that time for rest
When I can ponder in and out
Your mind
Oh the joy
For I know you will wake

Beating ,racing heart
Leaves you perspired
And alert  
Then I'm to be gone
Well at least till tonight
That is..........
When once again I can enclose you
Put my hands around your
Thoughts
To leave you hoping for the dawn
After all I am your
Nightmare
May 2013 · 380
Let us dance
andy fardell May 2013
How would you dance
On a moonlight eve
Would you twinkle to the stars  
Light the earth in a beat

Let us dance

How would you kiss
In a sun turned away
Would you shine in my eyes
Light my heart in a breath

May I kiss you

How would you love
In close as we lay
Would you hold me so tight
Take my life taketh me

Yes I love you
May 2013 · 593
Words
andy fardell May 2013
The worlds breath does not feed me as
I gasp into air
Such dark days upon us as we
Fail to control ourselves
No proud'ness felt
That ruin after ruin
Takes hold
Our dust is a becoming so
Blindly I see the green fall away  

These are the sad days that
Fall into our lives  
So much hurt into pain as I
Watch flesh fall away
At the cost of metal
From words

Words that mean nothing
Made up to mean something
Words that do killings
To control our race
Words full of hate
To ensure us slaves
All from a blank page of hope

Many lands place hope from the
Ink of life
Instead of living
From the shame of it
The whole world continues
It's ******

My chargrin comes from not
Leading a way out
From not shouting the wrong
From not showing the path
From a wrong to a right
  
I will bow my head as another past
Walks on by
May 2013 · 510
Bitter Pill
andy fardell May 2013
The bitter pill has a taste like no
Other
The sweet allure of wanting
Can hide all but the strongest of
Will
Yet we all know that in the end
Life
Does not bed on roses
Life
Does not play your game of cards
Life
Has no understanding
No thought for your breaking heart
The taste remains
Bitter  
Sour
Wrong

I no longer need this victim
My life no longer wants
I'm happy as I live here
The taste has all but gone

However in the end
We all know the pill remains
Waiting
Needing
Being
A friend
Until the
end
May 2013 · 285
Sleep
andy fardell May 2013
I cannot hide from the sleep that
Demands me
These eyes need to rest
Yet write I must as my life hope
Fades into the dusk of dawn

They are after me
My soul is a wanted man
They know where I am
Let their master plan unfurl
As united they be
United to rule our world

In old of days life was better
Time cared not for my rest
This terror had not begun
So my rest fell to
Peace
Leaving no ruin to this world
Of blue

Ripping red oozes from eyes
No longer focused
They wait behind the door
Whispering ,shouting ,wanting
In breath I fail
The time to leave is now
My turn to fight is lost
The wall is written
In sleep
May 2013 · 559
Once Again
andy fardell May 2013
Conversation failed him
In her eyes a vacancy looked
My way
Her life was consumed by his wallet
Which in turned consumed her whole

Such a shame that those beautiful eyes
Were lost
Hidden behind plastic lies
With a body made of crystal
Her sway left no doubt of its value

We shared a stare
This  look
My nod
I knew her
She needed hope not gold
Love not diamonds
This seed of hers needed to blossom
With a purpose
That he could never understand

My audible sigh faded into the
Stained walls of her prison
I knew these rags could never pave
Her way  
The dance of the butterflies would
Never come
So alone I must fly
Once again
May 2013 · 539
Lost
andy fardell May 2013
Lips dry from the point I made
There's fire in this belly tonight
If only my wallet was a large as my tongue
Then the world would be mine this night

No food for my thoughts
No cash for the splash
I'm fed up of working
Consider it tax
Don't get no more thought on
Not even a rest
Just work me to hell
Why not !
I know my place

Clouds of rain swept across my view
The pain inside my head
Became bitter and twisted
I was jealous
I was cross
I was broke
I was lost

I only needed one lift up
Just one good will from life
Yet here is my pride a bottomed out pit
I'll lay here a while
I cry
May 2013 · 364
Love
andy fardell May 2013
My hand to touch your lips
Tastes of heaven
Lovers kiss
In my arms
My love our love

The pain when your not here
Hurts me inside
I tremble
Fear
Love

Your whisper traps me
Holds me
Takes me
I love your voice
Husky high

So take my hand
Come walk with me
I'll show you sky
We'll be in heaven
Our love

Let us sing to the angels
A voice for all to hear
Our lives forever lovers
All one for all
In love
Our love
May 2013 · 433
One Step
andy fardell May 2013
Another wasted moment
Another wasted day
A life not for the future
A life missed out
Afraid

Such sadness from these lines
As my pen does drop
The shoulder sighs
My head in nodding dog
The world around my daily trog

Whose fault do I believe
I blame my past
I blame the breath
Which we all knows
Not true
There's only me
There's only you

Just hold my hand as I wander
I'm in command
I get the plan
The win is round the door
The looking good
This life amore

Let's step outside
Look out the view
See green our land
Hear birds
In song
I understand
Feel earth respond
This time is catching up
One step in front
A life to love
May 2013 · 359
Broken Heart
andy fardell May 2013
See I knew it
I'd read the score
When she looked back
My love's amore

When she looked back
My heart fell out
One love one way
There is no doubt

I should have listened
Learned the rules
Played the pirate
Played the fool

But like a fish in the ocean
I'd never learn
The baited hook
The wriggly worm

See it was the eyes
That won me over
A grey of green resist
Did send a shiver to my heart
The falling of the cliff

Oh how I wish that she would stop
Please please come back this way
Don't look round and walk the walk
I love you babe please stay

3 weeks have passed
My heart still waits her  
Wishing for the key to lock
I think she's gone
I think she's left me
Shipwrecked in the land forgot  

Will I listen
Will I learn
I doubt my feelings  
I doubt  my heart
For all that we do take on board
Won't educate this broken heart
May 2013 · 589
The Voice
andy fardell May 2013
The voice of sweet silence spoke volumes
To a generation of the lost
At last I was here
Bad times in a past
Now faded to a whisper
As the audience await my true
Belonging

The soft roar from the quiet
Let my lips burn
Words formed in my mind to a quiet
Shout
Yet nothing prepared them for my onslaught
No one thought my devilish grin
As waves of warmth stole
Their voices
Be mused hypnotist spin

For now they be mine
Disciples for the broken mind
Ready for the world to hold
Preach my prose
Express my will
Spread the word
My verse is here
The world is ready and my work has
Only just begun
May 2013 · 632
Fallen Away
andy fardell May 2013
Cotton wool head from a haze
Left last night
No memory guilt of a play I performed
Or the wake from my storm
Call this the fun  

From hands caked in dirt from a
Dastardly way
Oh my head is all soft yet loud as the day
I ain't laughing

The stars from the night still go spin round
My head
Played goggle the glasses    
**** tortuous grape

I fell from the edge of a life
Not my will
My day should be better
I've taken the pill

Still only a whisper sounds loud as
The gods
My long for another
Go fetch me some grog

The fog once returns
Old lines reappear
As taste from the happy tree
Brings smile to my cheer

So all can be forgotten
All evil away
No worries on everything
Just beer for the day
No trip into guilty
No promise to make  
A life that was living
All fallen away
May 2013 · 587
The Hunger
andy fardell May 2013
My heart is filled with emotional dive
This liquid fails me as I empty away
Under the stars of a moonless late
Girders hold as my body fails to take control
The urge to lay down strives to be beckoned
Where in wander I care not to thought
The day becomes long

All was well in the night of before
Till the demons knocked
They knew my door

The deed was done
My debt released
No fiddle played nor golden fleece
Here they fed
As my anger bled  
My love relinquished to blackened
Beat

She held me always
Made me strong
My lovers gaze
I was the one
For now she be dry  

Fear not my sigh for the sleep will fresh
My bloodless heart renews my breath
This memory banked
Another score
A settled debt
Commence the howling
For I see the moon be its rising
May 2013 · 221
Never Be
andy fardell May 2013
Those eyes that hid a thousand sorrows
Sent a shiver through my skin
She was beautiful
Yet her look could never be
Seen

The artist was indeed such that
This alone did my sadness bring
As knowing her would never be

Knowing her I'd never see
The beauty from the artist's dream
Captured in a time not here
Not now
Not in this moment of
Time

My sigh for a dream never
To be hold
Stretch as I may
Time was not my friend
My love would never
Be
May 2013 · 486
Our Love
andy fardell May 2013
Love is lost
Love is blind
Love is all the love
Our love

See your eyes
I see my eyes
In love my love
Our love

The reddest lips
To touch
From a sweetest kiss
To kiss
In love my love
Our love

Wake me up
The dream
Our dream
In love my love
Our love

So hold me now
My love
Squeeze me shout
My love
In love my love
Our love  

Forever us
The world we hold
In love forever
My love
In love my love
Our love
May 2013 · 520
Boil
andy fardell May 2013
Can feel the pressure
This place my harm
No words of pleasure
No thought's of calm
The change in pace does nothing
Right
I feel my boil
I feel the fight

They stare a look
My head betrays
This bubble burst
My crested wave
In deeper breath yet still I'm
Red
This clenching fist
The raging edge  

A time full tick
The wait continues
Shout my number
Free this wheel
Shout my name please give me
Hope
Let me out this place
My hell
Apr 2013 · 697
Breath
andy fardell Apr 2013
This blur held me
As dust fell upon dust
The speeding devil
A race upon not won

A corners cut
From a crosses held
The end a must
A drivers tale

This leadened foot
I know so well
Can only lead
Forgotten tale

This is the end
The crash foretells
A marriage broken
The in
Exhaled
Apr 2013 · 412
Breath
andy fardell Apr 2013
This blur held me
As dust fell upon dust
The speeding devil
A race upon not won

A corners cut
From a crosses held
The end a must
A drivers tale

This leadened foot
I know so well
Can only lead
Forgotten tale

This is the end
The crash foretells
A marriage broken
The in
Exhaled
Apr 2013 · 506
Crackled
andy fardell Apr 2013
The sun shines yet my mood has
Faded
Wind nor rain can make it cry
The hurt is gone
My life is crackled
Burnt within
I am the scorched

One look around and these I see
Failed beings
Lifeless souls
That deserve no breath from my
Lungs
Fire gods go do your work
Rid me of these sheep

Ahhhhh the very thought
Lightens me
Ohhh how I love to pain
Those worthy
My grinding teeth feel so
Mmmmmm
The pleasure is greeting

Come join me
Walk the walk of a path in plenty
Taste the earth like never before
As we deserve the better
We deserve the more
Let the fire in these eyes of mine
Be seeking
Feel the pleasure
Reap the burn
Apr 2013 · 429
Friend
andy fardell Apr 2013
This taste from my mouth
All bitter,twisted and dank
Another memory from the night
Ready for the forgotten
Pain of the body waiting in relief
Yet I know in the noontime wait
The itch that has my willing
Will thirst me to the well

But now is now and aches pain
These bones that creak to a
Lost record on repeat
Help me please
Let me up
A lost thought hidden from the
Noise inside these drums
That pound this wall

All for the pleasure of the night
In a blurry haze where laughter
Won on faded jokes
My path is so well trodden
This pain so well read
I long for all forgotten
The noontime comes
My friend
Apr 2013 · 727
Petals
andy fardell Apr 2013
Let the petals fall away
Be my eyes in motion
As beauty bestows the very words
You breath
No flower has your colour
No rainbow has your look
An angel heaven sent
Is what you are to me

I love the look you love
Lips touch for your skin
The purr of a longing kiss
of red velvet
As you become my side
Silently you tell me
Let me tell them all
Our love
Let the petals fall away
My love
Fall
Fall
Away
Apr 2013 · 229
Time
andy fardell Apr 2013
6 years feels like 6 minutes ..6 minutes feels like 6 seconds

And still it hurts
:....((()
Apr 2013 · 553
Silk
andy fardell Apr 2013
It hurts me to be here
A soul in broken
This life a sadness
Please hear me
Hear me cry

Help me rise above
Lift me high
Listen as
The end has spun
My voice shout's a silence  

Let me scream
Let me in
Cry me out
To a silent roar
Till I beat no ....more
Apr 2013 · 803
Zombie
andy fardell Apr 2013
My night time nightmare came true
I visited a place where the strange
Is the norm
The sun takes its blame in allowing these leeches
Of the earth to creep into our shadows
And last night they sought my eyes  

This room that they beckoned me
Felt so cold
In every way  
Icy chills blasting my heart
Searching my warmth
Quenching their thirst
And then

They sit
These men of the dark
Waiting
Staring
Mumbling nothings
It felt very cold

Their faces so ashen
So ghostly
A look not from my world
Yet here I sat amongst them
This was my place
This was my time

I too have joined
My darkness feels good
Only my blood redden eyes
Give away any life from my being
A life I once remember
Yet am now banished to the
Graveyard shift
And memories begin the fade
Away
Apr 2013 · 1.5k
Negative
andy fardell Apr 2013
In control
I see it all from a negative
No coloured mountains
Just shades of black
Dark black shadows
For-filling my curiosity

I know that later
Will bring me the joy
I so seek
Liquid nectar
Quenching to the corners
These heady fumes
Feel the burn in my soul
For I am ready
Here and now be my time
My Drink
My lover
My wine

Such sparkles from the night
As lighten mood believes the good
Enjoy the moment
For last it won't
The quenching finished
Numbed
I'm hurt

The night did fade
As I did too
A morning shaded blue
Turns back to a black in black
No colours view
A head no belonging
Joy fed into the night
Only the shades do hide me
To I melt
A negative
Apr 2013 · 533
Eden
andy fardell Apr 2013
The leaves on the apple tree sprung
As the sun burned in through my eyes
She lay there beside me
And the air smelled good
This was a time of love

Flowers befell the tree
As we lay there into love
Love under the apple tree
That was a time
That was a time in love

Branches buckled
The weight of the fruit
Green with envy
We lay under the apple tree
Hands were held
Love was found
This was our love

Autumn fell and so did the
Red Rosy apples
I liked this fruit
I loved her so
Love under the apple tree
In love

The winter came in cold
This tree of life
Barren
Empty
And so was I
Lonely and wet
No hand to hold
Love gone cold
Lost to life
Still I wait
Under the apple tree
Apr 2013 · 600
Forever
andy fardell Apr 2013
I take one look in your eyes
And see that smile
That brought me to you
Changed my life
Gave me child

Ohhhhh Baby you know
I love you so
Ohhhhh Baby please
Please don't go

We passed through the years
In laughter and tears
Changed my life for the good
Like I knew you would
My woman

Ohhhhh Baby you know
I love you so
Ohhhhh Baby please
Please don't go

Now old as we get
I still look in your eyes
I still love in that smile
Please hold me
Hold me tight
My love
Apr 2013 · 386
Sad
andy fardell Apr 2013
Sad
You sound so sad it was said
Be my memories broken
Is my face so read
Does my voice not hide the weakness
Do they ever know within

Masks in a park
All looking like they know
Smiles form the jokes
From no funny lines
Rehearsed

And so it continues
From news not to be heard
Such hate
All perverse
In papers only use
For warmth

Inner sighs fall
For the night has it call
From the coffee now cold
Like my mind
Right as they knew
My sadness grew
Apr 2013 · 414
I Am The One
andy fardell Apr 2013
So my life becomes the change
As change becomes my life
I wonder on the rush
This soon our after life
For
I am the one

My urge to see the whole
To take on all this earth
Means all this is the end
Be blessed of my birth
For
I am the one

Do not be afraid for I am the one
See with your eyes
Listen to these words
Hear you cry
For  
I am the one

Scorched earth from my belonging
Flattened hills for my view
The sky boils at my beckon
Please be welcome in
My hell    
For
I am the one

So the end is where I start
In the start there be the end
My rule will be your terror
Forever be my friend  
For
I am the one
Apr 2013 · 253
Welcome in the Spring
andy fardell Apr 2013
At last the warmth of the day comes
Longer
Spring is in the air
My pen returns the welcome

Beams of life perform their due
On wet cold earth
Soon we'll have the green
Soon we'll have the new
Welcome to the spring
We have been waiting

Breath not seen to a relief
Clothing loose and friendly
People now talk where once they ran for
Heat
Strains of music as children fill our gardens
Eden in full swing
Spring is winning

Oh the beauty of these times
Brings a tear to my cheek
Memories of a loss
Rains showers to my thoughts
Let the new take me over
Let the dancing begin
Welcome in the dawning
Welcome in the spring
Apr 2013 · 291
Come Back
andy fardell Apr 2013
Let the day come back
Let my heart beat again
Let the day come back
Let me hold you tight

That was yesterday
A day before today
That was a word somewhere
A place not here I fear

Give me one last chance
Let me stay right here
Say you love me so
Whisper sweetly to my ear

Let the day come back
Let my heart beat again
Let the day come back
Let me hold you tight

Please don't push away
Just stay a little while
Let the day come back
Come back to yesterday
Come back today
Apr 2013 · 307
No Man is an Island
andy fardell Apr 2013
I share my life unto you
Yet tell you nothing is written
Be that said
I am joined by many waters

Family and friends stay to leave
As time takes it toll
My arms do stretch and fail all the same
Mountain high
Looks afar  
As I view the world

My world is a picture of many
colours
Still my pen draws lines in sofer
It is you that holds the key
You are my wings
Release me from this haven
Apr 2013 · 744
Smile
andy fardell Apr 2013
These eyes filled with a sadness
To a dawn of day to come
Another wasted moment
A life not on the run

So should I smile to the sunrise
Smile a new day in
Just smile another morning
A new day can begin

In the brightness of the sun  
My darkness comes complete
This heart as dead as stone  
The reaper needs his feed  

So should I smile to the sunrise
Smile a new day in
Just smile another morning
A new day can begin

Dark glasses hide my worry
A lifeless look inside
This failure in my life all good
My thresh is past its hold

So should I smile to the sunrise
Smile a new day in
Just smile another morning
A new day can begin

Not soon I wish my time away
I hate the way I is
Another doom off if I try
That's how the way it is
That's how the way it is

So I should smile upon the sunrise
Smile the whole day in
Just smile another chance in life
My new day can begin
Apr 2013 · 822
Twilight
andy fardell Apr 2013
My mind is a blank page raging war on its self
But somewhere around me they whisper
I can hear them screaming
I see their voices  
To sounds of my aberration echoing
On scratched vellum

You know not how I feel in the twilight
From the shadows I sense a presence
Vivacity stolen
A turn I dare not make
I focus
In the dimness of a candles flicker
I blink

They say that night has a glow
Yet I could only taste fire from the music
Lurid on my lips
The screaming continued  
Eyes reddened in the devils darkness
This burden before me
Vacant letters fill my page  

The ghosts in my shadows hide as the
Twilight returns
Breath inhaled to a musical silence
Rapturous dawn to a new beginning

A page has been turned
Apr 2013 · 594
One Love
andy fardell Apr 2013
If I call you
Would you call me
Would you call me back

If I hold you
Would you hold me
Would you hold me back

These words on my lips
All came from a kiss
That came from a smile
I love

These thought on my mind
Did bring me alive
That came from a look
My love

If I hurt you
Would you hurt me
Would you hurt me back

If I love you
Would you love me
Would you love me back

These eyes fill my heart
All wanton desires
That raced me a beat  
Our love

These hands by my side
Did hold me so close
That want me the most
In love

Be this our love
Be this our life
Forever more
One love
Apr 2013 · 632
Air of the Future
andy fardell Apr 2013
Shhhhh I say
It's here so quiet
The music of the world sounds silently to my ears
No songs of joy
Nor laughters ploy
Such a sad lonely world I fear

Before there was silence
The world did rage against itself
As countries did battle
Over dust unto dust
No lessons of happiness
Until the quiet

Now only echoes of faces fill this earth
Shadows of dreams reach my mind
I am the only one
Left to shout the silence

How do I survive my future
Be no chance of moving on
Let the silence come greet me
The end is near
Earth is in song
Mar 2013 · 396
The Place Of The Lost Souls
andy fardell Mar 2013
The place of the lost souls brought no resemblance to the reality that surrounded them
In their world the end only came as the bell of time sounded its echo's through clouded thought's
As I entered their domain the faded memories flooded to my senses,times from the past brought a sadness to my glow.
I was once part of this scene
I was once into the show
A place for the ended ... one place left to go

The bar fitted like a glove that never left ,a stool made for worship.this place where I rest
And so I looked around
Familiar faces older and darker and closer to the place we all fail to want ,bearded features followed where once clean cut chins held aloft .
Mumbles from silence only showed in the crowd as the deserted wanted nothing, nothing but silence.  
My place was once this home,these bodies once my friends.I know now that their spell did once near lead me
Lead me well to the end.
The tree had its markers, a shudder in me showed.The place was un special, no more about those hours be heard.
And like an old friend the nectar returned,my glass tasted heaven as the buzz into orbit entered my veins,the rush of that feeling gave me the power.Power to rule my enemies,power to fight the fight .Oh sweet sweet nectar how missed could you be as golden as honey as sweet as a peach.
My hook was inserted the fogginess faded and the trap lay before me as my thirst for the power returned.
Was then I knew like I always knew that I was lost, I was soulless, I was one of them and that my end had been written,written to end
Mar 2013 · 782
Kick
andy fardell Mar 2013
My 3am kick has lasted an hour
I'm still wide awake so maybe a shower  
This time seems so quiet I wonder to scare
Is boggy or spider hiding somewhere

My eyes come all foggy I'm straining to see
The coffee is awful this hunger to beat
I've looked at my facebook and emails all read
I should be so tired and in my sweet bed

The hell with this sleep as long goes the dead
That's what I keep saying but still want me rest
I'll buy me some matches and prop up me styes
I may look quite funny but look at me eyes

Oh sod all this writing its sending me nuts
My mind is still racing no foot on me clutch
No doubt as I pack up and wake for the day
My sleep will be knocking but up I must stay
Mar 2013 · 499
Gespelia
andy fardell Mar 2013
These words come from a hand that writes in dutch
From a voice thats never heard
In a world that cares not much

For many years my mind sees what others cannot spell
No auto correct
No wishing well
This jumbled mind lays down the ink
Tis then my thoughts do turn to drink  

I cannot help this way I am
I've tried to spell
Dictate the dram
But spelling write
I dread to think
My mind is a mess
Stained red  

Many souls out there will see
That spelling life
Is hard to breath
Until you try to understand
A simple man in a time
That anger rules and write is wrong

Do you see?
My view is right but here its not  
The spelling devils do their song
No lessons learned my English poor
The ink does give me
Rage that's raw

Let the drink flow down to calm my quell
I'm down here working  
This heat is swell
And still I fight the letters bind
I cant escape

I do the wrong
When all I want to do
Is
Right
Mar 2013 · 614
I Wait
andy fardell Mar 2013
The smell was there
Old
Wasted
Dead people
Yet in they walked
Crawled
Needed

The ticket to life
Beyond doctors door
The calm of those words
A cure for the all

A look at each other
The waiting that call
They know all your wanting
Drug takers us all

A limp from a stranger
All left in their walk
The circles surround him
The death knoll do quell

So here I do join them
I wonder my fate
A drug full of wonder
My illness belate
Mar 2013 · 2.1k
Rolling
andy fardell Mar 2013
Darkness awaits these wary eyes as
The chorus of the day fills my body
Another town
Another place
Ready for the load
So be my precious

Oil filled jeans edge the way
To my rig of life
Rock to the ready
As music meets music
Mile after mile

Lonely in my solitude
See life pass
Everyday
Eyes meet eyes never a word said
But a nod feels the same

Call to the phone don't end the delays
Cuts from the cars that never give way
To shouts from a horn
Not looking
My day

Food all a plenty that fills fuller
Shirts
Sleeps for the bunk
Time wasted
Another life away
Long the day as loading still waits
Another 2 hours
Another delay

Trucking is life
A world on its own
A place for the madman
A place for the lone
Yet all this appeals to me and the few
This world is my playground
I'm here for the view
Mar 2013 · 639
Another Year
andy fardell Mar 2013
The day started with a whisper to my ear
I knew you wouldn fuss
That day
Time of year
My thoughts of you smiling
Looking my way
This world has one missing
I miss you today

I looked in the mirror and saw in your eyes
The son of a father
Sweet tears from his sighs
The time had not healed
The sea that I shed
I long for your voice
Not that
Found in my head

The date started early
My time for reflect
Another year missing
My heart torn and dead

The smell of the coffee brought smoke from my thought's
This need of your fixer
From a bygone of tucked in dreams
Such memories hold me
Those past in my hand
The sadness evolves me
This day be the dammed

Time made the move that held me and cried
Reflections of mirror's
That look in my eye
Hours of laughter now echo's rebound
From times in our fighting I'd beat you a cry
Stop cos its hurting
My laughter our high

Violins to trumpets filled ears dipped in wax
Remember the music
A classic be had
I never quite got it
Yet now understand
You passion not doubted
Beethoven commands
Deep breaths steal my wanting

Dusk brings me home to a family of three
My son to be proud of
A wife next to me
They all miss your knowledge
Your kindness
Your love
Without you
There'd be ghosts in my love

We thank you my father
I'm proud your my dad
Happy Birthday
Mar 2013 · 573
Simple
andy fardell Mar 2013
Simple
That I breath the air
Simple
Life be my despair
Simple
Writing life not fair

Hard
Wishing you were here
Hard
Change my inner fear
Hard
Hurting those so near

Simple
Smile to all that see
Simple
Be depressed thats me
Simple
Jumble all the words

Hard
Takes your breath away
Hard
Stopped and cried all day
Hard
Wishing life away
Mar 2013 · 852
They Thirst
andy fardell Mar 2013
They thirst for my madness
In their own little way
These demons within me
Are here for the stay
The craving is blinding
As taste tests my soul
Sweet sips of this nectar
My own private goal

They want me to follow
Like sheep to the pen
The demons want hold on
That drinking commence
I cannot deny them that sweetness
Tastes good
Can feel for the falling
My world gone the thirst

So madness take on me
And do you this worst
The nectar has hold on
I'm ready to burst
The demons have won now
So down on my luck
I'm reaching the limit
This bottle I glug
Mar 2013 · 370
Must I
andy fardell Mar 2013
Belittle my mind as nature does its
Work
The droop in my lids feeds this passion
In these fingers work's a
Bone

See's my head feel a sway
Seen thoughts come and pass
Me
This sleep I must lay
Fog in my clouds as I struggle to
keep

This body on meltdown
Awake I must
Stay
The writing continues
The coffee feels
Great

A zombie this feeling a scream
Be it fake
My life is of dreaming
This writing dictates

Sleep a little my friend
Slowly to fade
The page will be waiting
Wet ink
Still my mend
Mar 2013 · 301
My Beautiful Angel
andy fardell Mar 2013
The face looked outside of the inside
With a stare of beauty
No world to prepare
Eyes of an angel met lips from the dark
Blood red tastes from the portrait of dreams
Such a saddened look
That baited breath would never know

My beautiful angel
My heart on a string
My dream in a passion
My love near complete
My beautiful angel    

I knew we would never meet
Though you look burns into my eyes
From the minute I wake
Said to the darkness that wins me over
An iris made of gold fills my heart
As I sleep till shattered hopes see the dawn

My beautiful angel
My heart on a string
My dream in a passion
My love near complete
My beautiful angel    

The face looked outside of the inside
Stares that met then
Passed  
My reflection pitted from rained filled beads
This glass my only barrier
Your view my only want
A line never to cross
Two world's fallen
Our life's
Be apart
Mar 2013 · 519
I need
andy fardell Mar 2013
Eyes that look lost in a sea full of souls
They wander
Looking searching
Needing
Hoping that one day the hook will be real

I cannot hide these torturous ways
My body aches for this love
A heart full of shattered dreams
And a head
Screaming
Needing
In need of a world complete

The cast is thrown
A baited breath be ready
Heart
Mind
Body
Feel the breath of a thousand need's
Mar 2013 · 466
If Only
andy fardell Mar 2013
If only life did take my turn
And give me all I ask
Could I be wise and take the good
And take all that
Like that

If only I had looked this left
Then once I may have won
This time of passing me all by
Be stopped I'm on
The up

If only I had turned my back
My fight would feed my fire
This hunger stoked
I'm ready folk's
Bring it on ..desire    

If only
I knew the hurt
My ways could pain
These others

My place be written
The memories hollow
This world my living
If Only
If only
If only
Mar 2013 · 834
Together forever
andy fardell Mar 2013
My mind calmed to the sound
Of the flowing river
These drips from my eyes still
Pounded the rocks as I sat to a cross
Why I ask ?
The answer not here

Yet here before me is a beauty that
Few can afford
My jealousy friends
Would be saddened to thoughts
The blue from the mountains meets
Green from the wash
As the birds sing a sonnet
I miss you
My love

One hand be the giveth as the other departs
The lords have their masters
We bow to their thoughts
This place be my heaven
For you I feel free
But always your master
A slave that I be

This breath that I draw
Smell your scent at my side
I know that your with me
I miss you
My life
One day all the flowers will
Part for our earth
So we hold our hands
Together forever
My love
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