if you could read my inner thoughts
if you could read my mind
woud you be part of my big world
or run into the night

if you could see when i saw life
if you could see my soul
would you go hiding far from me
or stay in be at home

if you could change me for the best
if you could change just one
would you go messing in me head
or leave me well alone

if i could change you for another
if i could have a chance
id stick with you until the end
without so much a glance

if you fell ill or caught a cold
id steal it all from you
if i got lost id call you home
and run right back
love you .......

Rods of rain run through me
cleanse my inner soul
taste the air of freshness
wash away the old

see the stars see the sky see the moon in all its light
see your breath steaming out see what life is so about
millions twinkle yet out of reach stars in heavens gods retreat

try to grab one haul it in stars from out there lights within
shapes that twinkle signs of life beams of sunlight in the night
whats so funny hear you say starlights been there ever a day

parents parents ...parents too seen them stars just like you
thats their secret from above they have seen the all of us
think that thought for just one mo ..now you now know natures glow

woken by the stir as mother nature
turned her coat...
wind blown in the new as leaves fallen
fated will.....
twigs scatterd without a care.. branches beaten
all is fair
winter taketh soon be there
frost still wanting freezing out
winters hardeness...
birds still singing
what a song..
time of year this must be wrong
autumn closing feel the cold as
mother nature turns her coat

The silence screaming in me head
give me something please i beg
talk to me so i may live
silence deadened all forgive

inner rage yet outside peace
wanting life to re-release
thought my head would cope so well
fear the silence all not well

chains so heavy yet quiter still
talk to me ...hear me
heartbeat ..fear me
silence ..scare me

Pumpa ..pumpa thats all i do
can you hear it .ill give you a clue
stinka ..smelly...parpety parp
that what it sounds like when i do f@#t

see the smog as i open the door
parpety parp ..pumping galore
beans and cabbage help me along
lots of ale ...trumpety trump
pukka pie or chilli kerbab ..
parpety parp...gives me a smile

pumping trumping thats all i do
wind from me **** ill give you a clue
sounds like a whale from miles away
trumper thumper.. parpety parp

sbd's are part of me aim
but a parp is a much better game
brussel ..stuffing give it me now
parpety parp ..trumpety trump

Do I really do it ?..Do i stop right there?
stop the fight for freedom..
do I really care ?
Is it time to let it go ?do I give in now?
has my time gone past me ?
even at this hour?

The path closed as i started to run
even as my life begun
I wasted chances that no -one saw
I must be mad they all deplored
oh so well its time to see ..put me feet up
breath the deep

So in i am some place like hell
purgatory for my cell
yes its my fault so they say
devil works his mysterious ways

Have you seen a wookey yet ?? I saw one yesterday
he gaited round some pebbles and never looked my way
could see what he was after cos seaweed is their food
its such a prized possesion to take it would be rude

they forage on the beach all day to seek it to be rich
to own a piece of seaweed is an honour ..
be sure a wookey style
the only thing that keeps them worried is us
and dare I say??

Their name is only whispered here...
no not loud at all
Cheddar George's ..from the black sand
a shiver to the core
they are a breed of wookey's that no one can decide
to fear them is to be aware they have a darkened side

Now wookeys live in peace they say and rarely do collide
however storms were brewing here a wookeys seaweed pride
i'll tell you more as i find out am sure to keep in touch
and as they say in wookey hole
go have a happy wookey day !!!

Have you seen them ?..you have to be quiet
wookey's are special and shy when seen out
they're rather aloof but furry and cute
but dont be took in for their looks be the truth

They live somewhere special...its called wookey hole
a place on the beach ....all hidden from all
they like to be ...not seen and hide really well
but we know the place that wookey's do dwell

they live like the hobbits but not quite that way
cos wookey's are wookey's what more can i say
one day i'll tell more but first you must promise
to not tell a soul about wookey hole


the little wookey's

The darkness within me is screaming awake
my plight on this earth is fighting disgrace
the anger is rage that boils on inside
just leave me alone or i may bite

the cloud is behind me yet blacker than space
can feel all its pressure its darkened my days
just want to be free from this world that i fight
time to dispel all that hate and dislike

see i feel better now that you can see
my rage and the cloud have set me a free
where once there was madness and rage all inside
a fluffy white cloud just chuckles the sigh

yet... its there at the ready to pounce once again
the rage and the boil a blackness within
it waits oh so quiet for me to amiss
the darkness of anger ...a master of sin

the boy that dreamed a dream
a futures life of dollar and cream
his thoughts were of good on this earth
no nasties lurking.. snakes unfurled

as teens took on toll.. the mighty hormones
kicked thus rebelled
yet dream was still right.. get in there
a futures bright light shone so in there l

twentys came and did fly and now his 30s dream decline
its still inside to see ..his dream of legends and the cream
infamous for family and few the boy no more
just part of the crew

in forty he worked hard to keep his family
dont fall apart
his dream of the cream was still there but now quite faded
his despair

when fifty he looked so much old
the work had taken him
ill heath unfold
and what was left of his dream
gone away ..ditch the cream

but what did he gain for his loss
love and family..freinds he could trust
his dream was of big and all knew
yet he had more
as family grew

the madness that takes over me
at 5 am i just wanna be
drank coffee ate some fat free
yet still feel guilty why its me
does everyone sleep so awake
when im so tired at 3 for gods sake
i just want a full on 6 hours
is that to much at this time in dire
a yawn that takes all my face
yet here i am at 5 and awake

we knew it was there
that smile that love
of the air
she hid it all from view
but we all knew ..time would do

a smile so far away
a talent wasted...day after day
but a fight was there we see .
a smile carried
for love set her free

as time took its toll
the fight fought through hell
thus lovers swelled
but we know there is time
for futures fortune
and love so yet untold

as flowers come into bloom
she would follow
predicted va ...voom
so hold ya breath once more
as new beginings come through your door

Can you feel the shadows
can you feel their pain
silent from the onset
scared to look again

knowing that they follow you
wishing they would go
haunted by the memories
from a time let go

Can you feel the shadow
its ready will you fall
ready darkened places
taken ...coldness claw

follow what you feel is right
let em fade away
step into a better world
darkness taken..brighter day

For many years ive wanted.. a live so rich for me
it all went round the table that cash would be the cream
yet ..as ive grown much older i now know what i know
that im the richest of them all and this is how it goes

I looked around my fellow drivers all in their fancy cars
and thought....i have one like that ..
its battered..old and falls apart
yet whilst they're busy working im nowhere to be found
cause im home with family thats what its all about

fancy jeans ...i have a pair no label ...but do i really care
but.. they do the job of many ...strange as it may sound
yes my shoes look messy... no Jimmy choos they aint
but im home for tea each night to hug my son ..im proud

I may not be a millionaire in eyes of bankers wifes
yet i have .. much much more that money cannot buy
see wealth is classed by how your missed and not the car you drive
shame that some dont see that... as life just passed them bye

step outside to realise your future snapped in two
a crash to harm those round us ....
fear the quiet ....join the queue
noises from a picture tells silence dreaded all
the dawn of horrors about to be born

No view to hide nor stay the sudden harm
cries so needing so wishing .....
all really was calm
yet darkness taketh angels
as devils plays outside

Heaven gain a few more
their ride a final time

eyes that bleed to the sound of another dawn aproaching
dead yet awoken as the noise invades my ears
life begun against the oppressive nature of gloom
dreams so yesterday as light takes on the dark

These were my thoughts as i awoke
today was my destiny to change the world
yet would tomorro be different
would dreams take on new life

7 billion souls now so think this way
all fighting for the one
air so sweet against dust from the dead
life still goes on..... life still goes on....and on

Happy Birthday William
Happy Birthday son
an age of new beginings
and age of nearly man

a time for being grown up
but time to be a child
a laugh that no one gets no more
an age where you so can

a time for showing strength
yet gently goes the way
a time for cake and candles
a time for shaves and spray

an age where dad is kewl sometimes
an age where he is not
a mum that calls you in from out
a cry of whats the time ....

an age of girls now in your life
that you so want in quiet
time to man up now my son
a time... go break the cycle

time to spread your shoulders .... stand up proud and tall
time to take a view on life like never had before
time to make your peace..... enjoy the freinds you have
time to grab the future and take it by the hand

Happy Birthday William
Happy Birthday son

it started out so well
no day of loving hell
until i saw the lights then life changed...
breakout hell

I thought it was a plane
until it turned again
it changed my view on life as it came in for the dive...
life did flash on by

it flew right over me
something i had seen
explain i could not do it a madness in my eyes
a shiver down my spine

a ufo you say
a look of crazy ..bless the day
but i know what i saw an end to all the norm
new life for them ...explore

the sly in the eye would not deny
the way you really wanted
that look in there did show me fear
to hide from you forever

a look so full of hate
a love so gone
your sly eye looking on me

a cunning tale inside your fail
to magic me to yourside
i'll leave your breath remove the death
and run for love and kindness

so now im free to be the me
to live a life in freedom
no more pain or loveless aim
a sly eye gone the madness

as i walk this earth and feel its birth
to breath natures perfume
a freedoms gift a life to live
no looking back to life-less

as I look on past those eyes
a calling falls to me
Time I took a breather time i looked and seen
see the crackle see the red
hope its just the work I do and nothin I may dread

My heart is saying all is fine ,my eyes say so much more
time to take another path
time to live the green
all is golden as glass is drunk
leaving so the aftermath of stolen hearts and soul

wake until the taste is gone
yet taste I crave so more
headache stolen for the day ....tomorro waits to fall
see the future ask my face a new way is begun
welcome to another place
a darkness falls away

I saw the sheets of steel fall across the sky..
the wonders of life dressed in a cloud
darkness portrayed yet new life reaching out
to smell the rain before its due.. to feel its power
earths life has new buds about to bore fruit

drops as big as stones bounced of the soil
markin the earth that was so ready to give
drenched in the liquid of life
so simple yet so strong

such a beauty to see life born to be free
clouds open their souls and relinquish their hold
as earth takes a breath a new dawn born again
I bow to the beauty that eyes let me see

darkness all around me as I lay about to sleep
was thinkin of the future was future without me
would I wake up to see the light a new day born I hope
or woud my body fade away last breath gone up in smoke

I guess you know the answer as I sit here writing this
but are you here to read my thoughts to share my wakened bliss
I'll never know the answer unless you speak through god
or maybe we will meet again along well trodden path

my thoughts of black did hide... a deep and darkened fear
was I about to miss all this... a fate.. nor goodbye cheer
I know ..I know the answer ...will come to me one day
when I have passed upon this earth and words just fade away

The itch has taken over ...can feel it in my bones
the need for beer or lager is greater than the known
so want that buzz that feeds my thoughts ...that dulls them to the bone
that head buzz in the afternoon ...so love the way it goes

I wake up in the morning and think about the day
so want that buzz inside of me ..when is the time to late
they say you are the master but we all know the truth
the buzz is out to get you and take away your youth

it takes away your freindship a family gone afar
but you still feel the buzzing a thought not gone away
the only way to fight the feel is turkey cold and dry
live today forgo the past the futures on its way

wings flapped in air not seen
as beauty desended upon the earth
green and white all golden in light
the butterfly flew

a gasp of breath did i request
as flight did show ...some god we know
a beauty sight.. in pure flight
a sign of life that had me cry

butter ...fly into the light
as I hang sight such wondeous delight
delicate wonders in such a world of hate and pain
less we learn to love this world

I have a feeling that just wont go
I want to potter until the no
I want some life that not so worked
I want a future that gives me hope

see my mind as it explores
a futures gone a mind deplored
yet i do nod the ways in front
time to push ye life instore

as i start to feel my lids close down on another day of life
I think of all the changes made on peoples passeth time
its said we change in many ways and we were all as one
yet why do we fight it out and do not get along

they fight for oil ..its liquid gold and care not of the others
shame we cant just live in peace and dance around our brothers
they care not of the people and care no less for us
for somel we are working tool that see a fit for purpose

live as one and share the wealth and we would all be rich
but no the money aint for us cos we dont plummy whiff
maybe one day things could change..now that would be a sight
when we can live as equals and fight for equal rights

what are we really on about when we see breaking news
do i pity sad thoughts and wish away bad blues
it pains me to the bone how we are so brainwashed
to feel the hype of stardem is height that we should love

so what about the average folk that go about their lives
saving lots of others or cleaning to get by
why are we so focused on what the media say
when they just fill us up.. another brainwashed day

time we had a different way of feeding us with thoughts
maybe thats because we'd riot like they did before
20 months for t-shirt theft yet politicians walk
how can this be justified i really do deplore

change our ways and feel the free.. its time we took control
fight for freedom live the life ..its coming to the fore
or maybe we just fade away and cattle we become
chewing on the grass of life ..fattening so begins

waking to the fresh of dawn my body aches another snore
feel the need for sleep i do ..wakey wakey teapot brew
damm the night that had me hooked.. tv ,beer and loads a grub
just five more is all i ask sleep a little ..alarming bash

the pain is there yet no one see's
hidden from the light ..not hidden from me
itching and wanting all my time ..
the pain grows stronger as i decline
pills and potions ..not for me
cos Im a man ...just you see
tears do flow but all are dry
a man dont do some ..all disguise
pain inside is having fun
eating up its work near done

my body aches a thousand things
yet I dont want a thing
my arm has lost its will to move
the bruise is spreading thin
my wrist is smashed and doesnt work
it failure worries me
an elbow on the end of life
a life about to sink

a mind thats fell away in parts
a shattered living soul
yet on my face a thousand lines
that shows a broken fool
was i so born to end this way
a shame for all to see
but once the end is near ..not far
my world will fade away

feel the wind blow through me as I wander up through time
wandering where my past is and all thats left behind
staring at the moon ,it side we only see
im left to feel the wind blow softly feel the breeze

thoughts on freinds and loved ones that fell away in pasts
wondering on their lifes now ..did they really last
are they in the sun and feeling good on earth or maybe six foot under
pushing up the dirt

wonder if they feel the wind like i feel ...so fresh
do they ever think of me ..has my thoughts been left
will someone remember me for being who i am
will they feel the wind like me ..i hope they really can

born to run- away so fast coming at me -no way past
need for speed - no delay - time to run -run away
feel the heat upon my back -time to run -run so fast
nearly touching -feel the fire -on my back -no desire

out in the open -away for good -run away -away at last
breathing fresh- as all is fire -run away - free from past
fields of freedom - run so fast -away from trouble -run the blast
born to run away from hurt into the open sun does burst

a life in circles is how we move
breath of lefe inhaled - expeled
one the begining the other some end
a life in circles natures freind

round and round it all comes clear
a life in circles with nothing to fear
some are small and perfectly round
some are bigger -shapes unfound

only us can shape its size
all we need is is chance in life
perfectly formed -large and proud
a life a circle- so profound

could change about to happen be on the cards for me
a destiny begining a new life to be free
an opening on the cards a new life.. release indeed
a change a new begining ,begin and set me free
my time is served and ready so freedom cometh me
give me the chance to win again .
so live life ..
breath the free

sitting here as time evades
the woken state of clouds of haze
head so clear i blinded out
what was life so real about

mind in wander how we live
what is love that we do give
do i fear my death so early
why the thought that shivers me.. really

generations past and present (cry)
wonder if they thought as i
did they live and love their lives
or just sit out and pass by

a smile that melts a thousand hearts
my tears cry out for you
a laugh that warms my inner soul
blows music to my ears
your touch so sweet and tender
lights passion to my heart
my love
my love
i love you so
my sweet ..so sweet sweet heart

Last night i had a dream where heaven came to me
did follow this road so beautiful the drive was oh so free
led me to a place... a heaven ...a place for me

the sea was so exciting ...crashing waves in jest
a church left in the turmoil of battles gone and hence
the ruins felt so so right they looked not out of place
sea smelt of the saltiness yet bacon in the breeze

a cafe puffed smoke from near the front so small
it fit a few
bacon cobs a plenty ..and tea so right not stewed
two dogs did try and lick me ..they smelt a freind in me
my heaven came to be my life ..its name obscured from veiw

A map i found now of this place that hid so well from all
they called it bourne ..i didnt know and never been before
I woke up from my dream and knew what I had found
a heaven from my inner side a calmness now was found

So tired ...yet ..no sleep comes to me
even as i ache with thought
another day with pain yet no solace to spawn
skin tingling with fire yet no flame to wash away
sleep come to me so that.. dreams
get me through another day

darkness outside and darkness within
still no sleeping no calming begin
candles burned out no life left within
heartbeat decided a life spent in sin

headless spinning a new dawn shines on
the sleepless within me fights yawning begun
time to breath in a freshness to start
a new life within me a path an new start

here i go again with this line ..a track begin
no sleep to comfort me ..no head to clear to breath
my mind is fizzled out ...a break out give the shout
stir the hidden beast.. inside me set him free

I know he's ready now as eyelids sag and bow
will he break the free ..bonded on to me
madness is so close as tire takes its toll
monsters fall asleep and let me be the me

if only you could feel the pain that was so real
monsters crying shout ..let us all come out
scratching from inside they cry to be alive
as you fall asleep the monsters get to breath

My heart sank as my eyes viewed the sun
it was low as shadows grew longer into the darkening skies
night was fast approaching and the end to another day was nearly done
beauty would disappear as blindness became me

was this the last time i saw such awe
was the balance we so abuse on this earth still be here tomorrow
who are we to be so in control yet leave the starving
time will tell when tomorow becomes our hell

live for this day as if you need to
dont waste whats there to take.. to breathe.. to touch
earth will never forget you as dust fills the gaps
to start again dont live from the past

what a beautiful face as i looked her way
she didnt know it that i loved her eh
as she walked my way and spoke in haste
my love for her still grows in pain

what a lovely look from her to me
a look that gave me all i need
that smile that took my breath some where
a look of love fell into air
what touched me out as i felt her skin
electric daggers serious pins
i felt alive like never before
a look of love fell through my door

and now she's mine for ever more
my love my one that i amore
i love her in so many ways
my lover ..soulmate ...inamorata

darkness all around me as I lay about to sleep
was thinkin of the future was future without me
would I wake up to see the light a new day born I hope
or woud my body fade away last breath gone up in smoke

I guess you know the answer as I sit here writing this
but are you here to read my thoughts to share my wakened bliss
I'll never know the answer unless you speak through god
or maybe we will meet again along well trodden path

my thoughts of black did hide... a deep and darkened fear
was I about to miss all this... a fate.. nor goodbye cheer
I know ..I know the answer ...will come to me one day
when I have passed upon this earth and words just fade away

as I look on past those eyes
a calling falls to me
Time I took a breather time i looked and seen
see the crackle see the red
hope its just the work I do and nothin I may dread

My heart is saying all is fine ,my eyes say so much more
time to take another path
time to live the green
all is golden as glass is drunk
leaving so the aftermath of stolen hearts and soul

wake until the taste is gone
yet taste I crave so more
headache stolen for the day ....tomorro waits to fall
see the future ask my face a new way is begun
welcome to another place
a darkness falls away

I drew a life of a thousand faces yet none were as loverly as you
as i closed my eyes I saw that smile as it sparkles and twinkles my heart
you remind me of good like sunsets of gold and amber that fill up my life
my love for you babes is all that I ask in return for the love of my wife

Breath the air fall on my face as I see the world
no ties nor chain are now in place
i feel so free from all the harm
no more worries no more charm

See my glass so full it spills
see the real world feels a thrill
chains all broken so I can breath
breath the air breath the free

rules forgotten now dispersed
wishing you saw what i have met
join me in the new world seen
join me on a venture green
open your eyes to air unseen

I saw the sheets of steel fall across the sky..
the wonders of life dressed in a cloud
darkness portrayed yet new life reaching out
to smell the rain before its due.. to feel its power
earths life has new buds about to bore fruit

drops as big as stones bounced of the soil
markin the earth that was so ready to give
drenched in the liquid of life
so simple yet so strong

such a beauty to see life born to be free
clouds open their souls and relinquish their hold
as earth takes a breath a new dawn born again
I bow to the beauty that eyes let me see

I hear the voices in my head ..they tell me tales
tales not read
I feel a blackness over me.. the voices calling
set them free
strange the madness ..i feel great ..
no more worries ...no more hate

feel a wildness in my eyes ..see the stranger star.be skyed
am i crazy is that bad
feel the blackness feel the mad

set me free from all these things let me love and live again
calm the sound thats so within ..free the soul
let life begin

My night was broken to the sound i feared
rain did noise from ear to ear
i hate that sound when so alseep
dreams escaped me ...let me sleep

hear the drips from somewhere ...out
drip drip drip there is no doubt
awake and so tired yet still i hear drip drip drip
in me ear

feel the wetness as cars fly by
still the dripness ...madness cry
rain please stop and let me sleep
calm the madness inner me

pray for sunshine in the morning
give us sunlight through the dawning
let me sleep so i feel fresh ..stop the rain
or i'll be yawning

tears from god fall awakening the earth
for its thirst is deep its need not doubted
hungry for the taste of life in bloom

I hear the gentle music that falls from high
its his decision we have no choice
breathing new life and saving others