Magpie flying high in the sky, the moon with the slightest shard, peace on the earth and pigs might fly, a bard am I.......I cry......
and a cry be heard yet no-one sees the pain in my heart as i bleed
no-one feels the noise in my head as my face shows no thought
so so sad that we live in a place where i am not a part of this life this place this town ....time for a future a place i know and love and a woman with me to be my whole to bear my fear to take me and show me the path i so so need ...............

here in my soul is a place i know so well
it hides all my fears my lies all my hurts
here in my head is a place that no --one see's no-one knows
seeing is hiding or so its told
knowing is telling no-one till im old

here in my heart is a place that few do see
it holds my wife my son my family
hidden from the all
hidden till i be free

here in my body is a man so fowl
so bad its smell so ...so evil pure is hell
face the mask that hides the real
face the madness face that lives

here is me that no one cares
here is me that fights the fears
hear in me a man that breaks the rules

hear me cry a crying soul

I cannot doubt whats in my head
the way i feel the waking dead
I cannot help the world I see
the fires out the death in me

I want to be a use in life
but whats the point when nature lies
I feel the want to be out there
into the open fresh the air

The time will tell the end of time
in all its all a waste of rhyme
so wake up dead and face death stare
another day like in the ****

woof woof woof went the doggy
woof woof woof in me head
woof woof woof went the doggy
sweepy let me sleep i must be dead

bark bark bark hear the woofer
bark bark bark hear the growl
bark bark bark hear the woofer
sweepy stop that racket stop it now

slob slob slob in me lug hole
slob slob slob hear it now
slob slob slob in me lug hole
sweepy what the hell ..I'll let you out

bark bark bark hear the woofer
bark bark bark hear the growl
bark bark bark hear the woofer
sweepy stop that racket stop it now

yap yap yap is it dinner
yap yap yap no not now
yap yap yap is it dinner
sweepy go to sleep its 3 am

bark bark bark hear the woofer
bark bark bark hear the growl
bark bark bark hear the woofer
sweepy stop that racket stop it now

Hearts beat another day
as life begins another thrown away
Times in wait another state
yet we all do follow the path
till end of days

Shame on life as time stands on time
to have wasted such a gift a wasted shift
mournful looks from the followed
as a sigh within goes unspoken
hear the din

Need the new to awake our eyes
as nature turns another tide
yet never seen within these ways
wall of steel stand blinded looks
a feel ....a lost lost touch  

no matter which the room the wait begins
it all becomes a wasted end
a name to carry in from the past
a voice hidden a record blast
a look from a face broken looked back

I love you oh yes i do so be the one
say yes love you ...oh baby love me too
I love you more than you know you
oh baby love me too
oh baby love me too

I need you like no one else
you send me crazy make me melt
oh baby i need you
oh baby love me too

I want you.. yes it hurts like hell
the pain is biting love me girl
oh baby i want you
oh baby love me too

baby love me too
baby baby baby love me too !!!

a world I can not live without in a world where only madness doubt
money make us mad and bad it calls us to the cause in fools we fight
for food and peace is what we aim yet fighting killing take the blame
when will all this terror stop as children die as oil drops

the few that rule us tell us yes we have to do it for the best
but where is debt if banks burned down ?
manufactured ...whos the clown?

we still dont get it dont we just.. we fight and give our daily blood
for bankers bonus and churches gold or arabs oil that few can hold

the blinded lead the blind ..as a sadness few so see the real time
explore the new with eyes wide open until they crush no word be spoken
the paper rules as passport show there is no hiding in this hell

be born into this world ..as we all are ...naked free no battle scars
dont let them tell you its for the best ..you have no choice the book is read
you think of freedom is in your grasp i hate to tell you never had ..
a shame is where we all are now
the rich get richer pull the cow ..

shadows cast into clouds of sand as footprints leave their mark
voices so full of fun with not a care in this world
summer sun washed over by the crash of thunder
the sea shouting against the shells to your ears

blue whispery skies feed warmness to the skin
as weeks of a worklife pass to say goodbye
ice cream melted to cheeks as tissue lips from a nan
feed a childs cry
this is what we live for in a world so left behind

donuts sugared a thirst as sticky fingers lay ******
fish from an ocean battered or fried to the best ive ever noshed
sounds of the beach washed over me as grandads snores a snort ..
too much lunchtime pie i guess ..deserving resort
dreams of a past ...dreams of another

football played and dogs all wet scenes from a beach
alive still ...kids gone red
searing sizzles from a sun at its best as rounders run
or frisbee fetched
photo taken a collection booth ..memories made as dreams come true
dreams of a summer
dreams of a summer

close your eyes and dream away
worry not as this day closes
faces past you go away
gone the daylight gone the day

wake up to a fresh new start
where life goes on but not your part
cos you have the world to ransom
I know best my shining star
I know best ....

face look forward into the new
brace the open brace the queue
they just don't see just what you are
but I know best my shining star
I know best my shining star

Gone into a world that's not quite there
gone into a world of look and despair
fighting through the haze of a drunken gaze
that look so hated a mind in daze

taken to the thirst of another day
wanted to hate it but liquor has its say
sip until a gulp then the worst is over
tastes so sweet my four leaf clover

memories gone all friends departed
drunken dust so warm so hearted  
gutter life from once departed
one way ticket out
a bottle started

Tis near the day that you was lost away
departed from this earth yet met with love
into another place
such peace within yet a knowing time was thin

Im happy thats your there with gramma,grandad
love and care
seem strange so long ago we had your madness
love and woes
but now I am at ease that freedom found you and found me

mum i still do see the love you had and gave me  
i share it with my son yet hide the troubles that were done
your kindness and your smile
a love of scarborough ..Christmas syle

so another year flies by and yes i'm saddened
oh i bless
take care mothers child see you up there
mum of mine

my love my love my sweet sweet love
pure sunshine for my soul
my love my love my sweet sweet love
touch me ....out a control
my love my love my sweet sweet love
I love you everyday
my love my love my sweet sweet love
kiss me ..dont you go away

frosty skies show a dazzle in the darkness
freshly made air strikes as you breath
yet billows from nostrils like a madening bull
grass crunches under foot
a sound so familiar yet not understood

music of life surounding you
heartbeat of the world inside your soul
yet not in the blood
first steps on this earth
a wonderous love
a wonderous love

The white snow turned to black
my heart pained
no! no! no! no !..heart attack
no! no! no! no !..heart attack

the feeling inside was all to see
put out this fire ....look at me
my mind was lost into the black
no look
no!no!no!no!.. heart attack

put out to sea set sail to sink
another soul lost out to drink
red eyes in view no looking back
no look
no! no! no! no!..heart attack

Remember Jim? not many do...
one day all will stay unglued
a stone unloved.. a crayoned name
times like this time nothing changed  

no looking back no time to fear
no ! no ! no ! no ! heart attack
no ! no ! no ! no ! heart attack

The madness inside my abyss in light
hide thoughts in my brain a sadness I sigh
these feelings won't hide the smile I so seek
a darkness you so hate ...
mad dog do its thing

a change for the better
could change all of me
but would I feel lighter
would darkness still be

I know what I need
I know what to do
but do I have courage
to see through the new
A new leaf turning over a new start
to begin my darkness behind me
a new life begin

I knew that this would happen
but put it out my mind
I even gave a warning
a madness wasnt wise
yet still you took the cake
and let it turn your soul
the weirdness took your night away
and lost your freind from old
it made me so so mad inside
I really was to pop
but yes i have control these days
so let it all just drop
a shame that we did end this way
I really cannot tell
the cake has got to stop my freind
or god will be your hell

A song came on the radio
a memory from afar
a sadness yet a smile of mine
come on feel the noise

I had to turn it up so loud
my ears began to sing
as music from my very past
brought tears upon my chin

I thought that was the start of starts
to start my weekend off
but no this radio gave much more
for ears and memoires

More tears appeared as Freddie sang
brought thoughts of long ago
my mum gone out so dad did shout
come on my son its time
as our radiogram blasted out our song
repeated many days  

More tears appeared as song was sung
i nearly crashed my car
such thoughts of times so long ago
My memories in a jar

light fades as new beauty appears
twinkles of nature bring life to a darkness
birds fly for their last meal til light
set a song for the evening a sign all is calm

yet I fear such a night as all sounds fall out loud
no sight to be seen by sees a shivery spine
a twit from a twoo just makes it seem worse
a dog barks a distance a maddening verse

I want to be home where the doors are all closed
away from the outside and into a warm
I fear that the ghost of said past will haunt me
unless I run home fast and hide until dawn

Looking around I see the faces of broken men
bore into the dredge of life
on a train going nowhere and nowhere too go
sitting waiting for the next stop
a life thats broken
broken of will

a shout goes out its their number up
time to move on now
make room for another drudge
I see in their eyes a look understood
a nod of acceptence
a mirrored tip
my life on the train now ..
time to get off

in the end there was no begining as the start was in sight
yet a new wave of peace came amongst us as bright into light
a corner never seen yet a circle in ...complete
a clear dawn for the few a new world for the rest

The air felt thick as it rushed up from the forrest
in my mind i needed to breath yet my lungs gave in
this earth that we so trust and need was failing me
breath damm it breath

as i lay there stars appeared as the shallow began
pings of pain popping and piercing in that need for air
fight all out yet need all the more
this breath without me i'll be no more
breath damm it breath

the light stared to fail was this near the end
as breath without me was soon my best freind
no more pain just a calmness within
joy at the freedom my new world begin
my new world begin

The room was oh so blinding
as fear becaming the frighting
my tremble showed no bounds
my mind so screaming
out and loud

they knew what was my weakness
my fear my inner secrets
yet stronger as i stood
a coldness from the heat above
a shiver down my spine

they looked and understood
my needs my thoughts my hate of love
to them it was a game
to shame on me to give
my hand away

in love we hate
in war no peace
in song no speech
in thoughts no say
my fear becomes my room

my 101

sleepy sleep

sleep in sleep in sleepy town
my eyes need wakey up
sleepy sleep my bed does call
me lids so glued there stuck

look at me at half past three
a hedge still in me hair
eyes so red a cameras light
saucers oh my dear

give me bed a silent night
cos sleepy snooze is me
time to snore and wake you up
me fidgits sleepy sleep  

na na night its time for kip
me bed is calling me
clocking tick soon far away
a dream of dreams i see

rise and shine yet i need more
some sleep will do me good
bags of spuds upon each cheek
come on dont wake me up

sleepy in as sleepy does
im staying where i am
soon be dinner oh thats good
a lay in i'll be dammed

The grey

My darkness turned as grey refomed and night became the day
this world outside ...
my grey out and loud
madness amongst the followers as lies spread on lies
yet we all do take it ....
and live a greyness life

I see it everyday yet follow as they say
the grey that is our savior ...becomes us

in sheep we do follow until the endeth rest
the grey that is our leader until the end of breath

cotton clouds formed in such sky as frost shivered me so
fingers chilled to warmth not met
biting in the cold
ground so hard no flower formed
bring me summer bring me warm

smell of grass so freshly cut
can see a summer coming
golden fields full the oil ..rapeseed  sneeze a tissue feel
hear young voices playing out
screams of water splashed out loud

bring me summer where smiles do form
eating ice cream on ones lawn
rays of sun do burn my back
sleepy me ...to skin pealed back

bring me summer as i freeze
throw this coldest oh yes please  
soon be there not long to go
summer feeling ...no more snow

another day to wake up to

a new start to the dawn

another life be it broken

a lifetime reborn



a new breath from a newborn

a last for a few

a day to remember

a silence ensue



against all the odds

a will to be here

agility lost

a fragle soon near



an age to be older

a mind lost in sea

a lifetime of memories

awash in the breeze

Into the cold as my breath formed a thousand stars carried by the breeze
all white under foot as sounds echoed into places not seen
the cold was at its best as my teeth chattered
to music that my mind control no less
the world had changed ,its colour so sharp
the air so alive as my sudden breath turned gasp
ice formed from hidden mist from air unseen  
in places icicles,stalastites and dewdrops
on noses and beards a funny sight behold

I like the cold as i sit in front of a blazing fire
crackling and spitting to stir me to sleep
I like the cold as i lay in bed all warm and cosy
from a sleepy sleepy head
I like the cold to stay outside as i be warm and toasty
from a totty now swirling my head
I like the cold ....

Rain beating faster than my soul
as earth softens to the power in this world
madness looking at youth yet
young are fearless to the torture to unfold

leaders follow all that is led
yet who are we to challenge spoken hearts
when inside is dead to us
bled the un-bled

future horrors in minds so demeted
our shame so on show to the world
a world so scorched with stains from
failings as oceans wash and wash
to no avail as our life falls and fails

The sky on fire burned as fields lit to the night
sparked memories of another life so far away so lost in time
my youth so old yet my soul so young
wasted to the misery of a long forgotten train

a happy train with family and children
a holiday romance
now a lost empty yard where rust and weeds fill an ever lonely heart
such memories now ghosts of the past
yet pictures still here to remember
what once we all so had

i so wish that train would come ...again
take me to a a place where life was real and fun
fields on fire as holidays begun
memories of freedom a holiday and once i was young

face stare at me as my eyes close around the lost forgotten souls
their deaths all in vain as they try to show me a life ..their pain
the darkness in my eyes still shows their glow as they hustle to smile
a knowing thats known

sleep evades my heart as my soul tears from tortured mind
the faces still within me not hidden as new dawn lights a darkened sky
I shudder at their look ..a horrored dream that reality took
no daylight hides ones misery as the faces know
that look

face stare at me as my eyes close around the lost forgotten souls
their deaths all in vain as they try to show me a life ..their pain
the darkness in my eyes still shows their glow as they hustle to smile
a knowing thats known

sleep evades my heart as my soul tears from tortured mind
the faces still within me not hidden as new dawn lights a darkened sky
I shudder at their look ..a horrored dream that reality took
no daylight hides ones misery as the faces know
that look

The longest night begins from the longest day
as past the year departs us
thus old brings in the new ..
a new day for living
a new year born from past

Happy new year happy new year
still drinking Christmas cheer
happy new year happy new year
a toast for all to share
happy new year ...happy new year ...happy new year

the auld lang syne departs from lips
holding hands release from grasped
as words sure tumble out
stuttered from the taste of golden stout
a new bore out a drunken hast

Happy new year happy new year
still drinking Christmas cheer
happy new year happy new year
a toast for all to share
happy new year ...happy new year ...happy new year

go celebrate the new go celebrate in style
and sing into tomoro sigh ..
a difference in a different style

Jipi Jay...Jipi Jay
sing to our friends not seen any more
Canción del adiós..Ce n'est qu'un au revoir mes frères
a toast for all to share
Τραγούδι Αποχωρισμού...Happy new year......
Llegó la hora de decir adiós, digamos, al partir, nuestra canción

I walked upon this earth feeling dirt through my toes
as gods tears washes life into the new
as I breathed another sigh the wind cried in my ears
letting me know he was here
it feels good to see such beauty
to feel the sun to hear the birds
one day this may all be a dream of the future
one day it may all be gone behind
one day i'll be to old to worry ..as life passed me by

as i walked into my home.. smells hit me of love and hope
a doggy wetted nose barking ..daddys home
a cuddle and a kiss for wifey ..oh the bliss
a shout from way upstairs ..eh dad you ok
these things that take me there a time in life
one day not there

where did Christmas go ..
where was my mo ...
or jo
what happened over here ..
my minds gone
no Christmas cheer

Ive left it all behind
the debt the beer
no more wine
turkey clucking more
crackers stopped
pop no more

where is my Christmas cheer
ive lost it
gone from here
where has my life gone wrong
a failure
in a rotten hole

a Christmas cheer to all you folk
a happy time we pray
freinds so near some afar
a Merry Christmas call

a time to sing and drink a toast
to you and one and all
time to say a prayer or so
to lost ones...to recall

may you relax ...enjoy this day
eat to much ..and laugh away
time to give to not receive
time to remember ...why

so raise you glass
enjoy this toast
and wishing you all well
a Happy Christmas one and all
under some mistletoe

I feel like flying ..flying high
way up yonder up into night
out in the stars shining so bright
flying high ..high as a kite

join me in motion as we could fly up high
fly to the moon and back in the deep of night
see the earth in glorious light twinkling in darkness
in the mist of night

come fly ...come fly with me now
up into sky ..free from chains
left all behind
come lets fly together lets see a whole new life
come lets fly
come lets fly

Soon be Christmas ...a special day
lots of pressies from Santa's sleigh
children be good or as they say
no big parcels coming your way

Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to all my friends
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to family afar
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to one and all
Happy Christmas

Lights from the tree burn and glow
showing the way for santa to go
children waking from little no sleep
parents craving another 2 winks

Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to all my friends
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to family afar
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to one and all
Happy Christmas

4am and Santa's been
all those wishes a dreamers dream
wrapping and squeals in lots of houses
turkey in now sherry starters

Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to all my friends
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to family afar
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to one and all
Happy Christmas

Just 3 little words when put together
mean the world to us on all our lives
they bring peace .stop tears and create

Just 3 little words that make our world
create our world and fate our lives forever
meanings and emptyness,feelings and freindlyness
just 3 little words

just 3 little words as i said goodbye
to wife and son today
those 3 little words meant for love and ever ..always

just 3 little words that make a life
be human just for a day
to look and give feeling no more to be said this way

iiiiiiii
love love love love
you you you you you you

Time to waste as time flies by
wonder what the future lies
wasting time just on me ***
waiting for the time no fun

Click the clock as time watch by
wonder when my time is nigh
wishing time to pass the time
time please slip....slip on bye!!

Time to fly and leave me high
come on please why oh why
nearly there so soon be right
time to pass on to the night

If only he could see the picture that i see in he
If only he could view that look
His life no more
A deadness on his door

No smile to crack
No looking back on once was is no more
His daily chore to breath
A fight lost in eyes faded to the clouds

What was youth forgotten proof
A childhood dream on heavy shoulders
Now his song until breath all gone
No more hell

Look back on what he become
A life lost
gone for ever more

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa i love your fluffy beard
ohhhhh..... santa i sent you my big list
ohhhhh..... santa i sealed it with a kiss

on Christmas eve the big man knew he had a job to do
he'd worked all year to fill his sacks and bring some Christmas cheer
his elfs and freinds had wrapped and wrapped until it was all done
now santa's night is nearly here its time to have some fun

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa i love your fluffy beard
ohhhhh..... santa i sent you my big list
ohhhhh..... santa i sealed it with a kiss

Now children listen did you do good and be a star shine bright
Now children listen did you do good so santa comes tonight
he knows you know the ones that show a love and care for him
its santa's secret so he says ....rudolph lets begin

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa i love your fluffy beard
ohhhhh..... santa i sent you my big list
ohhhhh..... santa i sealed it with a kiss

** ** ** a mince pie please as santa leaves his sack
and dont forget the reindeers food or we wont be back
a tipple of sherry and a note ...saying thanks a lot
see ya next year santa says chimney up i pop

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa dear i look
ohhhhh..... santa yes yes yes yes yes.. pressies all around
ohhhhh..... santa love ya lots and lots ..kissy kiss kiss kiss

This wonderous light shone us bright
amongst the stars ahead be right
over the hill for all its glory
oh wonderous light

beating bright a beacons night
lighting us the way
a path to follow
a place to see

Oh wonderous light that shone us bright
a sign for all yet few did plight
a joyous day for all to follow
a day for praise ..love and sorrow

shineth light in all your glory
live enriched for all
beating heart now on this earth
crying out ..

Oh wonderous light that shone us bright
a new way on this world
this time for past and new beginings
a glory to this world

Be amazed at what you are
for all around dont see the harm
your bright and witty ..do make us laugh
so one day soon all this will pass

you'll take us over and be de-mand
be the one that takes command
time to face the hidden truths
reveal your beauty ...be the you

every time i close my eyes i see his face once more
that look that smile that wish so well ..
i miss it oh so all
i wish i'd stayed when i did go..i wish that day again
been four years past but feels so fresh
that loss ....
the emptiness

this ghost in my head wont fade away
am i so glad its here ...
a past so fond of memories
no monies ...will...or take the tears
i so so wish i'd done so more ..yet know it was my best
devoid me please the shame in me
to right the face of wrong

the man walked passed me as his life passed him by
hair greyed yet yellowed through the time of smokers cry
his shoulders showed a lack... of love and care divine
a soul forgotten in a life that wasnt life
a worker.. a being that earned a daily crust yet life so hidden
gone a youthless love
he striked a look so common ive seen it so so all
a truckers gait is usual amongst the daily trawl
i know this path so well as i walk the fatal line
can see my shadow follow ..as grey fades out the shine
his face looked round right at me ..id read it all before
that look of hidden anguish ...
a tortured mind behind eyes that said much more
he carried on his walk as i went the other way
i wondered what he thought as he looked and saw my grey

they know ya know thats why their here
waiting for the time is near
summer gone yet has it so
the cold is missing
bite us show

ground so dry its nearly dust
farmers worry .. worry us
flowers springing summers glow
apples drop yet still some show
frost not bitten summers breath
grass lush green a golfers fest

they know you know thats why they fly
staying here above ones eyes
food for thought that things have changed
spinning world on different aims

Time to look into the sky
are we spinning just not right
been said that birds sing sparrow cries
cos they know that time aint right
our summer in december

As eyes close.... my mind opens to a
thousand pictures
Flashes faces pain and grief
Thoughts of times long ago
seem so real I pleads
Sleep evades ..the visions flourish
Mind instilled another life
Real against reality as heart beats
to deathless sleep

silence screaming feel the fear
check the bolt ..be its near
mist rolls over as we wait
feel its presence
aim with care

metal shine as dawn delights
fields of golden
faced nearly be red
men ready do.. as battle to come
mist roll over ..a life nearly done

daylight comes .. fire rains above
ready for the colour said
fighters end.. a shout that failed
darkness come yet daylight shined
mist roll over

Dance if you wanna.. dance the night away
dress like ya mean it.. dance the night away
boogy on the boogy ..day and day after day

dance dance dance
feeling so so right
boogie boogie woogie
dancing to the right

sing like a superstar ...driving in ya car
sing to the beat ...tapping down your street
hum hum didi dum ..words dont know the means
but dance if ya wanna ..dance the night away

dance dance dance
feeling so so right
boogie boogie woogie
dancing to the right

dressing ike ya dad ..laughing on the beer
not like ya lad ..cool and pierced his ear
hat ..not cap you say ..cos that aint right round here
but dance if ya wanna ...dance the night away

dance dance dance
feeling so so right
boogie boogie woogie
dancing to the right

dance .....dance .....dance !!!

the death inside me still craves another fight
as my blood keeps feeding a feeling all aint right
veins pop as blood begins to boil
death inside me ready for the fight

eyes that start thus glowing
madness seen the light
death awakens screaming
somewhat some delight

body fighting..fingers tingle through
nearly ready..ready but are you
stretched and fully working
timing all is right
crave a new begining
bring it on alright