Heat rays fall through a clear rainbows arch unto the earth
Clay brittled under light upon light
Crusted to dust as earth becomes the earth
Dryness all around as desert comes the norm
Is this the way we go
should we not head all our harm
We have a chance to change yet money
rules the waves
A figure on paper leads to all the blames
One day ther'll never be such madness
in our world
I hope we never go here
our dust to dust

I look into the mirror as sadness hits my eyes
A missing of the future
a past so full of lies
The red is seen in fighting
as sorrow fills the shell
In wishing of the yesteryear
when all around was well

A time ago when I had life
a life to live it well
My madness kept inside my head
You couldn't see the swell
Yet here we are sometime since past
you see it in my eyes
The redness of the lunacy
the hate within the eyes

Its in the likes of all of us
but hidden from the view
The madness of the devil
dripping life from you
Some get to see the other side
and live to tell the tale
so watch out for the redness rye
a madness will entail

Just a little cheeky one thats all i said I'd have
and 4 hours on much later's
Me's dying for a drag
aint smoked for like forever
but beer head is in charge
my goggles working overtime
be jeez look at that ****

The pub did so just kick me out
but night i wasna done
me dancing shoes were ready now
its time to boogie on
I danced just like me father
and dancing all seemed fine
until the big bad bouncer said
son you've had your time

I'm wobbly to be standing
and speech a lickle off
me hiccups still aint faded on
I'm on a spinning top
I ate like just some time ago
yet fancy a kebab
with chili sauce to burn my mouth
and payback morning aft

Now lying in my bed of dreams
a world goes spinning by
my head is working over time
I think I'm gonna die
my bucket is beside me
its used and nearly full
kebab and all the trimmings
mmm a boffing here we go

Next morning was the worst of days
with smells id sooner not
a bucket full of you know where
oh god i'm gonna cough!!!!!
My head felt like it's jelly wool
my legs were all a mush
I'd only done a cheeky beer
regrets ??Don't make me laugh

Fields turned yellow like the sun from the old rain
that felled like paint on a canvas
Red Kytes hovered a dinner in their grasp
amongst the golden wash of life
Trails of steel from above left lines of snow
into the clear bluest sky
as the silence of nature bleated volumes
The earth on a good day from a mad mad world

The cool wind blew gently over to a wave without a sea
as my eyes shone to the wonders of earths senses before me
and it felt good
Hills from a distance showed a landscape
built on years of time from a land riddled in blood
in a yesteryear that we chose to forget
Yet in the centre of the field stood a lonely old tree
Its life still strong after Gnarls of time etched in
pain for all to see and feel
New buds bore a life to prove a life to live
And this was a time to live

a time to grow...a time to give
To give love to this earth
Our earth ....Our mothers earth

Head throbbing as toes curling unto the light seeps through
a day begun without me as a chorus missed my listen
fog appears as memories fade from the eve
another night of ale forgets the futures past

thick coffee awaits as my bones creak under
a tablet or two to calm ones raging fight up there
tiny noises echo until they reach a point of no return
more sleep beckons a tasty sleepless yawn

shower and more coffee to clear some sleep inside
time to get a skate on as day moves over
drudge the dreaded hour to the time lord life
a taste now gone away to a day done over
Is near the night again...
another time to start over

I want to win the lotto
I want to win some dosh
I'm fed up of no money
I want to win the lot

I do all of me numbers each and every week
I'm lucky if a tenner comes falling at me feet
they say its one in lots and lots but I don't really care
cos all i want to say to you is I'm a millionaire  

been saying this for so long now my mates think I'm all mad
this time its gonna be my night... I am the lucky lad
so when you see some flash new car go zipping by your eyes
you'll know the person in it its me with fortune pie

Ill share all of my wealth with friends and family from afar
a charity so close to me a tear that breaks my heart
a set up for a life of good and free of bills to pay
a golden ticket full of dreams today that is my day

Into the black ...into the night
the door of death appeared ..no given fright
so sudden and so quiet
its ready for your soul
so sleep a little tighter as the devil takes it goal

Into the black... into the night
the door of death awaits you so give in..goes the fight
no pain or sudden anguish
no body to give fight
its time to take your place in hell thus join the chains of harm

For me there is no worry for waiting list is long
I'll be another 70 years before i come along
by then you'll be a master of chains around your neck
a weight upon your shoulders a well you should expect

nearly time for liquid vine
nearly time to wash away
forget the day
and drown away into the night

taste so good my golden hook
taste so sweet my honey brew
sweet so sweet im into you
into you into you
my sweet so sweet im into you

Feels so near my liquid cheer
nearly time for golden wine
a fogginess found
my mind in clear to me a fear

taste so good my golden hook
taste so sweet my honey brew
sweet so sweet im into you
into you into you
my sweet so sweet im into you

until tomorrow when I wont care
my head will find another cheer
another want for nectars blood
another wait to hide my life

taste so good my golden hook
taste so sweet my honey brew
sweet so sweet im into you
into you into you
my sweet so sweet im into you

feel the days are numbered ..our time has come
they've won us over ..a new way in
the battles done yet just begun
a tide has turned a government won

28 days is all it took to wipe us out
to drink our blood as they thirst
a start so sweet we couldn't tell
the war was over our time to hell

a child's cry a fathers breath
they didn't care upon our deaths
the few knew all
our day was done
just 28
to an end begun

a start from fresh for a few thats left
but just in case the army's grace
to keep us right and walk the talk
until we follow as cows do walk

the new way in was all we heard
like cattle to the end of earth
no crying out no chance to scream
welcome to the new world dream

Eyes glazed through tears as he looked out through his steel trees
his sorrow held for his friends outside ..they knew no other world
Their sadness still with him as his friends looked in
they tweeted an ache a longing to be there..
in the warmth of his house
in the safety of his nest...
They knew no other world as their voices wept

His master sat beside him knitting another jumper for the new born
sing birdy sing she said sing birdy sing ...
the bird sand a song of beauty ...sweet music to her ears
He knew his place on earth ..this place in heaven

The faces in the mirror so changed the face in me
I looked at what their seeing and see a change in me
No happy thoughts of futures no smiles to show my teeth
a face so shamed of looking ..looking back at me

An end not looking forward as present weighs me down
My past blown out the water can feel my life in drown
No buoy to keep me up no life to grasp and grip
Can feel the end is near my long and lonely trip

        ...................................

But this is not the way to take that ...only chance
to squander life away ..without a second glance
so look into the mirror and show you have the teeth
a grin and bear tomorrow a round the corner reap  

The faces in the mirror so want me to be free
they laugh at all my worries and wish the best in me
all smiles and time for next day all willing me all good
a face that looks so forward ..oh your looking good

In my dream I see a face not known
a place not home and a life of sorrow
In my dream I see a time gone by
a wonder why and a drunken hollow

In my life Ive seen a man fall down
a drunken row and a screaming horror
In my life Ive seen a life be born
a woman scorned and day of scatter

In my world I want the people free
a pain relief and food for all
In my world I want a roof to cover
a greed gone by and a cure for cancer


All these things are here already ...
all these thoughts are free
all we need to get that way
Is wish a better day

Grey fell into the valley ..blown in by our Lord
distance disappeared as waves in the sky took over the land
a storm was brewing..God was angry
an anger about to be unleashed upon this wonderful earth

First came the drops ...splish  splash upon the dry dusty road
one then two then the heavens opened and God cried
pools appeared as dust melted into mud... he was crying hard
wind followed ...faintly at first like a child blowing a kiss then
a wrath of gales lashed this earth like no one had seen or been to before
and God cried some more

Clouds of grey formed into black as day became night
the grey was now a black and God roared with a growl that shook the earth
yet his crying never stopped as wind,rain and thunder made us hide within our home
his sign was here ... our signal found  

time we changed our ways
time we loved this earth
time we took a hold
time we listened to our hearts

We understood the rules as the black faded away
the air suddenly became so fresh a new spring was on its way
a rainbow fell up out the sky... a sign that we all knew
dance to the sound of the blackbirds voice a new day has become

1am and the sun aint up
my writings gone and my head is stuffed
Mind is empty yet full of nothing
what with me!! yes eyes a puffing

The dead of the night feels so into me
all is quiet with nothing to see
the eerie silence creeps around as ants sound their armies chant
spiders wake and pace the floor
webs all spun for dinners door

2am and still I'm here
coffee's on awakens clear
still its racing all inside
madness calling ...all is fine

behind me a chair creaks its night time call
In house ghost welcomes all
sounds from above as sleep takes over
snores and wheezes battle Stevens
yet still near dawn I am awake
sounds of silence not for all

3am its snack eat time
snips of sugar dunked like wine
3 cup gone and I'm still buzzing
body calling sleep not coming

Birds now join my early day
different meanings all the same
songs in progress sounds so sweet
that'll stop me from a sleep


Yet the world awakes another morning
a life begun a day a dawning

5 years till now
5 hours it felt
since that very day
5 minutes or seconds
but now so far away

Dear Father oh father I miss you
Dear Father oh father to hold you
Just one more chance to say I love you

5 years since they took your breath away
5 years since I fell in disarray

Oh Father dear father I miss you
Oh Father dear father to hold you
Just one more time to say I love you

A look that left me on that day
A smile thats gone for good I pray

Dear Father oh father I miss you
Dear Father oh father to hold you
Just one more chance to say I love you

5 years all gone but still I long
A day A minute a second chance
A voice to a Fathers hand

Oh Father dear father I miss you
Dear Father oh father to hold you
Just one more chance to say I love you

I love you
I love you
I love you

seagulls fade into night as clouds of anger lit the sky so bright
feel sounds of trouble as bowling ***** noise my ears
God was playing ...
as the rumble scared me

the rumble had me
the rumble scared me
the rumble knew me  

flashes felt as clouds of anger beat their beat
skin alive under darkness as prickles spiked
my very inner

the rumble had me
the rumble scared me
the rumble knew me  

lights another day as darkness took me in
faded anger yet electric fizzle
god was playing
I scared within
I scared within

dementia

I fear my mind it slips away
a fear of fear a fade away
its started now and scares me bad
my mind is slipping am i mad

No telling time as I forget
what day it is what place I'm at
to finish what I start
my memory gone
a frazzled heart

I see it in their eyes
that look of care yet hope no lies
a tear does form i know not why
my mind is gone
why did I cry ......

The madness war  

Its in the air its in your mind
the wind is hiding a soon be time
they have it ready and bless us all
the mind control ..the madness war

they tell us all will be just fine
its just a smell ..a smell divine
but what they hide the real truth
a madness calling rule the rule

they want to have us grease their palms
to work for them and say no harm
its in the water and in the air
the mind control our inner fear

so soon these words will fade away
as rule controls the words we say
that time will tell them they have won
our minds controlled a madness come

Age comes in

part one

The signs are there as age comes in
my body aches where once id win
can feel the calling my body fades
muscles wasting ..failing grace
breath is shorter the time does wane
fewer winters left to play
grasp more candles whilst you can
age is winning **** you man
creaks and groans yet here I stand
standing tall inside my head
whine all day about my ails
does me good as body fails

Part two

sod this life for I can win an age is inner
I feel thin
take the pills that keep me strong
dance all night and worry none
drink and drink till you fall down
no excuse its on the town
aches all gone just for a bit
wine is winning does its trick
until tomoro when age comes in
I'll party hard and drink the drink

Part Three

Can barely move my body as age has won the day
no grasp upon my life as life has slipped away
my bones are weak and all has failed
human meltdown frail does meek
Yet I remember
the day I danced a night away
I remember
a day I lived a life
I remember
My life I lived
I lived my life

Religion of the heart

As I saw the clouds departed
a view came in
my mind did wander whats within
why do we live as life we do

Is it all of me or all of you
all of me or all of you
what am i ?
where are you?  

Through rivers of tears from high above
those thoughts of life did me no good
I looked inside and saw my heart
it made my self ..fell apart

Was it all of me or all of you
all of me or all of you
I'll never know
where were you?

So beat it did and now I know
religions in my heart thats so
No god can tell me what to do
its all of me and all of you

All of me and all of you
our lives complete
no time in hell
just all of me and all of you

Rainbows danced upon the water
magical crests of white form from the blow
slithers of sun amongst the rain
showed shadows of light in the bleak dew
The tide was for turning
as wind stormed across the sea

black turned the blue a waters life
darkened from a beautiful cruel
the seas revolt
I remember

I remember .............

Split my head in too
through the eye of a needle
as my headache has a headaches feel
bones filled to bursting from the rage within
blow them up with liquid grin
the wars begun ..begin
Pulse in view of painful love
as body glows a fight becomes
see eyes that see the
hate
the greed
a Hell in Hell
A lovers feed

As my days pass into nights
I wonder if
am i all i can
I see myself as others do and wonder of my life
do you?

I wonder of my life !!!
Do you??
I wonder of my life !!
I do!!

I see a sadness in my look
a shame inside of life I took
Yet in those eyes I know
I can see a smile of love
I am

I wonder of my life !!
Do you??
I wonder of a lifeless
New!!

That smile inside
That does you good
Is life in touch??
I wish it was

Is live in touch ??
I wish it was!!
I wish it was !!

I can feel you breath
breath on my skin
it sends a shiver
Lovers grin

To know you near me
as dawn awakes
My lovers here
no mistake

I feel your breath
upon my skin
so warm and sweet
a tender grin

To have you close
and in my arms
My heart beats faster
Loves a charm

Ive loved you years
but rarely say
I love you darling
every day **

They follow like the ants they are
No feelings ,thoughts of who which or
No questions of their past behind
No issues going forwards ...trite

They pay their taxes ,say the yes
No questions of the rules or jest
What has become this life on earth
An ant no questions asked or cursed
Are we not born all from the same
Blood and sweat ...a fathers dream  

Belittle from your readings here
But think it through till you think clear
Upon you learning how to ask
you'll know your future
past is past

How do I face this madness
How do I face the fool
A heart so full of sadness
My heart goes out to you

Can you hear me crying insid e
Do tears fill up the swell
A timing of a sorrow
A failing of the rules  

No thought amongst the people
They see the happy you
No trouble from their faces
My looks a different view

The mindful eye had its hold
My life in tatters all around about to fold
could feel the pressure in me
a kettle on the edge
A mindful eye inside me
wanting me all dead

A thousand helpers with it
To show me all my past
all of my misdemeanors
Fruition here at last
It made me think of what Id done
and left me sad inside
the mindful eye did feed me
feed on all my lies

They say that past is past
and future's here a find
Why is the eye still here in me
leaving me so blind
I want to be successful
Have friends and be all kind
But eye is there inside me
taking all my life

I think I'm mad all over
Or maybe its my time
to hide from all this madness
Leave it all behind .......

let me in to see the view
let me in i ask of you
I only need a first look chance
not even once a second glance

read my stuff its tough enuff
you wont be sorry my madness carries
your look ahead will fall instead
and then I'll have you
in my head

its all good stuff
you wait and see
I have a following just need the feed
so let me help you feel the me
sign me up
set me free ....................

the track that had no end
yet my minds eye saw
a new way to begin
as sun casts a shadow
a new end is to see you

sing into the new
a new day with you
sing into the new
a new day ..dawn break us through  

Life in past to a new life of peace
screams an end to the wake
of a bird in song
to a yawn of darkness in dawn
wake into the new

sing into the new
a new day with you
sing into the new
a new day ..dawn break us through

Today is being good today
and I knew the reason why
had this feeling in my bones they say
can you tell me why oh why
today is being good today
today is being good

saw a rabbit reach the other side
was that the reason say  
passed the slither of the moon at dawn
as I saw it make a smile
today is being good today
today is being good  

passed a cat as black as black
as it crossed my very path
felt the sun warm me in my heart
wow I feel the love
today is being good today
today is being good

so am sharing all my vibes with you  
enjoy this very day
cos today is being good today
for me ..but .....especially for you

My eyes pain the sadness of a scene not wanted
family lost to the mind in a world full of emptiness
only memories that fade through time create that feeling
a feeling when all was fine all was good

They are still there yet their eyes don't see the you
to feel flesh ...to hold a hand... to comfort the past
a mum or dad here yet there
a parent cried for in a wishing well of tears

I see pictures and photo's of a days so happy in past
seaside and ice cream ....a donkey ride back
memories to loose yet you know you were there
hold on to the present
ya mum and ya dad

I so need some peace
I need whole release
so listen to my heart
see my life falling....fall apart

Save me from this fall
my world is spinning ...world all turn
I so need some want
some love
some heart

watch me slip away
watch my day turn
the other way

In my world they don't know me
In a world of remote me
In my world they despise me
In a world of do harm me

See a place I called home ..
On a planet world of stone ..
Remember me someday now
a change in our time ....

Feel a voice in my ears
as surreal as fear
as life's breath so leaves me
my world has dried up
my mind made up

Silenced to my heart of dead
alone into the road I travel
Can no one see the harm in me
this lifeless hope of never free

Bonds on chain just never go
as memories bite my living hell
Can I cry for that's how I feel
Sobs of sadness quell my steel
Wish that life could be much more
My bed is made ..My life...My *****

Nose running to the sounds of a gushing waterfall
as my mancold takes me over
head pounding as dewdrops form.....ready to plop
tissues by the dozen as the green takes over
Im a man I am
a man  

of course its worse than yours ..Im a man
of course I need my bed ...Im a man
of course Im of all week... Im a man
Im a man I am
a man  

Me fav biccys taste of cardboard
and I ache like never before
Oh darling fetch my papers
Im a man I am
a man  

so phoned a sicky as you do
of course I am ...you see
Im a man I am
a man  

a duvet day for at least a week
till im up and ready
phoned docs 5 times to rest my mind
im a man you see a man  
no deaths door he says to me
Im a man yes Im a man

Love in ........









Love out ....

My mind showed a place
a hell on earth
a different race
a cloud so dark .. light burnt out
this feeling of pressure
life in doubt

My body in shock
a head so full
a cry out loud
a black in darkness..show me a sign
this hate of life
life burnt out

My eyes so low
a hearty sigh
a seed of hope
a time to shout...give me a chance
this time to show
life to live

the view from his stool was a sad end to a life of despair
as he sipped another whiskey from his crippled hands
barely able to grasp the glass that contained the sweet nectar
his eyes said everything that his face tried to hide
a man faded to walk amongst the living dead

this was his existence this was his life
a man with no future a man set to die
his frail bones latched to the seat as his lips urged another fire from god
a shake so evident that time was past
yet his comfort was there for all to see
the bottom of a bottle now empty of greed

his weakness of spirit its name had him good
the water of Uisge Beatha alive in his blood
his stool is still there till next he does stagger
for more of his water and more of gods fire

My friend was up there a pure beauty up high
a light from the heavens so sure i could fly
a moon with a beam so shining and pure
a sign from above who knows....anymore

whole and round and full as can be
a man on the moon looks right back to me
see his face..my pal my mate in the air
a man on the moon with a cheesy grin stare  

He's just to reliable to not take the hint
stop looking my way ...an eye with a glint
I dont need your tides or big moody swings
so stop all this staring ..stop laughing at me

I'll send up my army to gobble you up
my mice do like cheese things
its what your made of

so be my friend back again and stop with those looks
leave me and my mind in peace just show me the love
I want Mr reliable my mate in the air
to be my best friend again
my man in the air

The second sun glowed deep into the night as my path lay open
only the few could see the sorrow in my eyes as the light faded
yet the glow grew wider as my heart cried out
I was the wrong side of the road

My madness enriched from the fullness of tide
yet quelled from a loved one my love of my life
times like these are so special and rare
to face the end no worries gone fear

I stepped over the line to come back to this time
a happier person a whole brand new life
me is back me again until the glow shows
a sign from the second sun I fear my heart woes

Look into my eyes and see the shining stars
see them deep inside
shouting out for more
look into my eyes see colours bursting loud
a blueness in the grey
a sparkle there no doubt

Look into my eyes and see the shooting stars
see them shining bright
a warmness in my heart
look into my eyes
I love you more and more

see sparkles everywhere as love begins to grow
a lovers look of love
a spiders web to share
look into my eyes see love in love
oh yeah

Look into my eyes and see the shooting stars
see them shining bright
a warmness in my heart
look into my eyes
I love you ever more

Laying here on my death of bed
a thought just came to me
what if I could start again
a new life ...life for free

I just dont know where my past has gone
so come tomorrow I'll have some fun
for let today become
to a present lost in yesterday's yesterday

for tonight I'm gonna rock the night away
see the light see the day
beer in my head
a fuzz all around
time to go boogy sing to the sound

rock the night away
sing to the sound
rock the night away
dance out loud

breath in the heat of the sun through my eyes
as a warmness spreads over me
a gladness of being alive from a glow that surrouned me
sun shined in my face as winter is warmed away to
a new spring in coming

friends now lost in the cry of a past feel no rays
as a body cools and returns to a place where we all came from
never to be met till we breath in their dust
till a new born is ****** to the sun
to be warmed ....

Lift my shoulders high as head bows to my limited me
look into the sky is a friend I need
not there not even breath
clouds around my head so coloured a blackness holds me there
pure pressure from this life in hell
a life I could forget

Not in the mood for a fight today
not in the mood so go away
not in the mood for love nor hate
yep im not in a mood

so what.... its saturday
so what's the fuss you say
so what if I dont care
im not in the mood for you to stare

whatever what ever you say to me
whatever you say means nothing you see
whatever was all we ever heard
whatever ever....

look up look out
see a twinkle in the night
look east look west
a twinkle seen in sight
look look
look out in hest  

my breath is shortened as i reach up high
the darkness nears my time is nigh
to see the stars for one last time
to know i'll join them
all be fine

my eyes grow weak yet still i see
a twinkling sky
a hold on me
not long to go when pain goes
bang !!!  
my struggle over
new twinkle found

breath that felt so deep as darkened in my soul
a cloud that felt so black a sight could not be held
a feeling of the hate and anger deep within
this battle aint yet over a war is set begin

how can you feel so inner yet show the world your cold
a heat that burns the fire that eats you ....
brave the bold
  
one chance into the fight we go
no option give you in
sharpen all your steely might a war we can do win

my eyes bleed to the sound of the city
made my heart stop to the silence of the noise
birds so quiet as the sun burnished my body
Is this the place where the end does come

ant like features as they move with a purpose
stop at nothing ...nothing but a stare
no care for another ..no greeness here
aspiration lives as they break our bones  

the town was of pearly ..cockles and eels
gone is the pie ,mash and real ales
gone is the love of a place we called home
london a city lost to the throws

I love my baby doo
love love love out of you
I love my baby doo
love in and out love in you true

I dream of me and you
a love so sweet
a loveeee you ........

I love my baby doo
love love love out of you
I love my baby doo
love in and out love in you true

I need my baby here
to hold and kiss
so sweet my ear

I love my baby doo
love love love out of you
I love my baby doo
love in and out love in you true

one day I know you will
be my baby
be my baby booo ohh ohh!!

I love my baby doo
love love love so into you
I love my sweety pie
love in my heart you are my you  ......

the face behind the mask ..
hidden from the futures past
sorrow shown but never seen
a saddness followed from a faked out sheen

the look that never came
a hole so missed and never gained
a smile not real but there
a tear not looked but always near

the face behind the mask
is someone close ..as you pass
remember why their there
to hold your hand a love and care