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Sep 2012 · 882
Disgrace the human race
andy fardell Sep 2012
Inside I'm breaking up
I've given all I am
I' fed up of the lies and cheats
don't wanna kick the can

This world is all corrupt inside
unless your in the know
A symbol of the life we lead
controlling is the flow

They talk as if we love their hear
but we already know
They talk to us invoke the fear
and hope that we all go

Our leaders of this old new world
in doom our soon despair
One day the few will laugh at
us
The fools we all do know    

Disgrace the human race
Sep 2012 · 524
Sunflower Hill
andy fardell Sep 2012
My head raised eyes to a sight in hold
as a thousand smiling faces looked my way
This pleasure before me
a look of pure delight

Waving to my happiness
a wondrous warmth within
These flowers in the sun
shine back at me my grin

Transfixed by stunning yellows
these giants standing proud
A field of pure emotion
can see them painted proud

Their hold becomes the madness
we've seen that place before
This field so full of golden
a thousand smiles for all
Sep 2012 · 319
Our One Love
andy fardell Sep 2012
My love ..........
I love you every day ....
I love every way
My true love ....

My one .......
I love to feel your warmth
I love to hold your hand
My one love.....

My dream ....
I dream of you this way
I dream our days away
My true love

The mountains show their soul
The sun turns all to gold
my love for you is sooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!
My love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One day we walk away......
The sun and moon do mate
Our true love !!!!!
Our true .....love !!!!

The love that holds a hand
The love that feels command
Our one love .......
Our one love ...
Our one love ..
Sep 2012 · 264
My Love
andy fardell Sep 2012
Your beauty inside just makes my day
to see you alive in every way
to hold you my arms its true to say

My love ....
your beautiful
My love ....
your wonderful
My love !!!!

Your skin so perfection it shines and glows
Such smiles in a million its weight in gold  
To smell you so near me my heart beat shows  

My love ....
your beautiful
My love ....
your wonderful
My love !!!!

I love you forever I know you know
To be one another in time we grow
To wake with each other i hold you so

My love ....
your beautiful
My love ....
your wonderful
my love !!!!
Aug 2012 · 559
My England
andy fardell Aug 2012
Raindrops from heaven...... falling on my skin
This beauty lay before me
This land we all live in  

My England ...
My England I love this lovely space
My England ...
My England a beauty ...full with grace

The castles of fallen such times in life we had
In churches to remind us
Our wondrous.... wonderland

My England ...
My England I love this lovely space
My England ...
My England a beauty ...full with grace

These Roses from our gardens
A paradise we live
In fields and fields of golden our destiny
We live

My England ...
My England I love this lovely space
My England ...
My England a beauty ...full with grace

Lets sing for all our cultures
The people fighting out
The ones that do protect us
Our green and wonderland  

My England ...
My England I love this lovely space
My England ...
My England a beauty ...full with grace
Aug 2012 · 508
Fear was winning
andy fardell Aug 2012
Her pain inside hidden from the view
Yet a telltale crack fell upon her clear pearlescent skin
The fear was winning
Another day fell away to the constant noise within
Fear was winning

The all knowing source which controlled her life
Wanting more!! needing more!! having all!!
Fear was eating
Fear was winning
Life was fading

Freedom needed to an unknown life
Time for chains no longer strife
Fear was falling
Strength from failure past the hurting
Fear was failing

Eyes now open to a life to live
Fear was ebbing
Sparkling joy from a smile this future
Fear was fading
Open wide to a new beginning
Happiness in living !!
Aug 2012 · 981
A Penny for your love
andy fardell Aug 2012
The split in the rock was a sign to go!!!!
Yet you stayed with me
You laid your life before me baby
Let good times be the key

A blindness whoah
A blindness ohhhhhhh
Come right back to me
A blindness love ...a blindness give
A penny for your love !!!!

My head is running miles and miles
Yet my body stays so still
A bitter taste to the after shock
A bitter taste of will

A blindness whoah
A blindness ohhhhhhh
Come right back to me
A blindness love ....a blindness give
A penny for your love !!!!

You fill my mind with lovers eyes
I want you all the time
So here I am for your command
I want you be my wife !!!!!

A blindness whoah
A blindness ohhhhhhh
Come right back to me
A blindness love ....a blindness give
A penny for your love !!!!
Aug 2012 · 862
Dream another day
andy fardell Aug 2012
I dream a new tomorrow
A dream from yesterday
I dream no more this madness
My dream so far away

Dreaming of the sunshine lover!!!!!
dreaming through the day
one day I'll dream its better never!!!!!!!
dream another day

I wish my dreams were real
So I could hold his hand
I wish my dream come true
Say mum I love you too

Dreaming of the sunshine lover!!!!!
dreaming through the day
one day I'll dream its better never!!!!!!!
dream another day

I dream just tears of smiles
All pain is gone away
I dream of money heaven
My debt stuck at the gate

Dreaming of the sunshine lover!!!!!
dreaming through the day
one day I'll dream its better never!!!!!!!
dream another day


I wish that I had that one more chance
To change the way I've been
I wish true peace for everyone
Not just for you and me

Dreaming of the sunshine lover!!!!!
dreaming through the day
one day I'll dream its better never!!!!!!!
dreams dont go away!!!!!!
Aug 2012 · 634
Mr nobody
andy fardell Aug 2012
The nobody man glanced at me as he asked the question that had been said a thousand times that day
With his hair swept back in trying to regain some of his youth ,his crumpled shirt old and stained from his over washing over wearing and over ironing ,the  collars turned at the edges looking like the wings on plane about to depart.He wore a thin black tie that was so nondescript that made you wonder why bother ...this was the nobody man .
Nobody man was born somebody someday yet today he was nobody leading his nobody life in his nobody hut asking the same questions he'd asked for the last 20 years,nobody was somebody someday.
Did he have a wife, kids a life  ? Did anyone care? as long as Mr nobody said to everybody the same question that had been said a thousand times that day.
I'm glad I met Mr nobody today as his question meant that I was somebody to someone today,just for that briefest of moments I became somebody instead of nobody.
So when you see Mr nobody just remember that someday you will be asking the question
Just like Mr nobody  !!!
Aug 2012 · 483
The Riddle
andy fardell Aug 2012
The day rolls over as the winds blow in
sullen in the sky from a grey dark moon
darkness in the air yet still in the eve
moon is my enemy this fullness maddened dream

This dredge to awaken another blackened morn
yellow in my sunshine din dry these tears nor gorn  
This life brings another day bore out the grin
forgotten pleasures given in to sin  

A sigh from a future that mentored the past
into the middle as cold from the glass
drink to the bottom forget all the gloom
Dark moon is still waiting my madness consume

My face in the picture you don't understand
the darkness of madness hidden command
smile to the flash that reddens these eyes
out comes the devil you've seen his disguise

Relish the day when the moon hides its shadow
break out the party and dance to the fiddle
sing to the stars that bless you a twinkle
open your arms to the world
be the riddle
Aug 2012 · 388
The Floor
andy fardell Aug 2012
The floor is where I'm at yet outside living ain't that bad
this way inside my head just gets me here ...
and dam I'm mad !!!
these other thought's do over
the love and feel
bowl me over

Today I'm on the floor yet standing with me
we are tall
to hold hands and look up
to fight the nasties ...wish us luck
I know I'll bounce right up with you beside me
up and up !!!!!!

Lets climb and touch the skies
the sun is shining reach up high
the floor was where we was
but never ever down we look
the limit up above
lets take the moment
up the live !!!
Aug 2012 · 573
Beautiful world
andy fardell Aug 2012
From the inside to the out my world is a beautiful
from this is the life
a life we could lead
I would smell in the flowers and feel to their touch
I would see through the colour as my hand reaches out  
for that love from my father holding his son
from a feeling of belonging loving this song

What a beautiful land for a beautiful inner
what a wonder-us sight as the light  see's my eyes  
tis a place we should love and care for our times  
as we love for each other
love for us all
love for us all

I would smell in the breeze as it washes my face
to taste in the air an air we do breath
I would remember a time when grandad made faces
and held to my hand to deaden the pain
what a wonderful life we all could be living
a sun on my back warming my thin
as my age comes around and takes in my over  
I wonder in time ....  

What a beautiful land for a beautiful inner
what a wonder-us sight as the light  see's my eyes  
tis a place we should love and care for our times  
as we love for each other
love for us all
love for us all

From my eyes as they alter i still see the same
this beautiful place in sun and the rain
from these wrinkles that grey
as my arms grow the weaker
I would never forget the beautiful world
your beautiful face
your wonderful smile
our fabulous child
this beautiful world
Aug 2012 · 266
I cry a little
andy fardell Aug 2012
To cry a little on you
to wipe away my tears
a feeling from your honour
I cry a little sigh

my mind is missing letters
letters you do find
I cry a little something
I love to see you my!!!

I know you think I'm crazy
I love this way you breath
a madness from my tears for you
a simple cry my fear

please hold me in your inner mind
I'll do my best for you
you know i love you madly
I know you love me too
Aug 2012 · 429
The leap
andy fardell Aug 2012
As the hours turned to minutes
as the minutes ticked away
I got this awkward feeling today
just ain't my way  

My black had won me over
it held me good and strong
my mind was full of clover
my head was in the wrong

these eyes were not the colour
a blueeee browny white
this redness from the devil
another sleepless night

can feel it hanging over
just waiting for the fight
a darkness waiting for me
afore the dead of night

Just think of me when reading
your lucky you aint me
my black is on my shoulder
looking for that leap
Aug 2012 · 404
Fear of fear
andy fardell Aug 2012
Tear me apart as I melt in to conform
in life a beating takes me as I  bang upon the door
so what can I do when all around do fail
**** up to another shot ...as i hear the louder hail

Tingles to my blood as I reach to beat the breath
this dawn so comes a new day
one day ...a day is less
feel so that they cheated
baited on my voice
hated from the paper men  
chasing for their toys

I guess I draw the dutch and drink a little more
a hiding from the other side a simple fail or fall
yet here I sit to rain washed  tears
in fear of fear
in fear of fail
Aug 2012 · 1.7k
Heartbeat like a butterfly
andy fardell Aug 2012
Heartbeat like a butterfly to the winds I fly
see this world from a different sky
I wish and wonder why
see the colours that taste so sweet
smell the flowers feed the breeze

Heartbeat like a butterfly to the winds I fly
in my garden i can see
this love and after life
time moves on yet I'm still here
guarding once our keep

Heartbeat like a butterfly
I'm still here just for you
always find me in your heart
a look out in the blue
Heartbeat life a butterfly to the winds we fly
Jul 2012 · 566
Zombie head
andy fardell Jul 2012
Head just full of pieces
I'm all gone up in bits
a body gone in meltdown
my candle gone to wick
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!

On evidence I'm dead!!!!!!!!
the people cried with joy
I know that I'm done breathing
But breathing was the best!!!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!

Can feel my body tearing
ripping me to shreds
this pain just better do one
the beating in my head  
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!  
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!

On evidence I'm dead!!!!!!
the people cried with joy
I know that I'm done breathing
but breathing was the best!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!!

These fingers gone to jelly
my mind a washed out mush
the twinkles are not glowing
a foot about to rot
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!  
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!  

On evidence I'm dead!!!!!!
the people cried with joy
I know that I'm done breathing
but breathing was the best!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!!
Jul 2012 · 1.1k
The bright side
andy fardell Jul 2012
Do you stay in on the outside or join and follow fools
does life become a habit ...
a habit full of rules
we wash and wash inside those dreams..
a ticket out of hell
your life inside the circle friend..
This circles ends not well

Do think of where your life is hung
a picture straight and full
don't leave it all to late out here
a soul sold out removed

Decide where life is on your path
remake up all the rules
Its better to have lived and won
remember not do fools

The bright side see's the way ahead
as long as you do live
decide on where you love your life
a bed you can do win
Jul 2012 · 4.5k
A wispy cloudy day
andy fardell Jul 2012
Feel the wind blow its breeze through my face
a wispy cloudy haze
a wispy cloudy haze
suns heat warmed my soul in
my soul my soul
the tinge is turning as this colour fades
from there to here and here to there
a wispy cloudy haze
on a wispy cloudy day
Jul 2012 · 1.2k
Hendiatris
andy fardell Jul 2012
Through this blood of sweat and tears
in goals my aims
my many fears
my aim for you is high
to stand up tall
reach to the sky

Nike is my victory
Medals from the earth
to be a part of history
Kotinos rule the world

See music plays my song
the gold is said
its why I've come
its this one aim in my life
this golden feat
my world complete

Nike is my victory
Medals from the earth
to be a part of history
Citius, Altius, Fortius
Jul 2012 · 282
The white room
andy fardell Jul 2012
In this mind is a place I hide
Is a place I've been
and a place I've seen

My room of white ..
not a pretty sight
but it keeps me warm
safe from harm

My room of white
not seen out light
just a blackened hole
just my empty soul
  
You know the place
its fate we haste
when we close our eyes
memories ....lies
Jul 2012 · 890
Lost
andy fardell Jul 2012
5am and the faces all seem the same
a look so lost to a memory of a dream gone past its time
No life to a future in another trip around
just the look of lost
a lost never found

Lost in time in a time lost away
memories of a life a life's better day
Lost in the past to a wish you around
Lost in my heart a hollow beat sound

A hand propped in chin to a face looking floor
the look awaits him ..lost at his door
The eyes looking empty from a life fed away
lost in a place.. lost to the day

Lost in time in a time lost away
memories of a life a life's better day
Lost in the past to a wish you around
Lost in my heart a hollow beat sound

Faces of a stare thats been seen many times
lost in the life just to work to the ground
lost to the world so beaten in brow
my face is within them ..lost to the crowd

Lost in time in a time lost away
memories of a life a life's better day
Lost in the past to a wish you around
Lost in my heart a hollow beat sound
Jul 2012 · 668
The fete de complete
andy fardell Jul 2012
A love created in love to complete
a face on a program
a message to reap
could this be the one his soul looking deep
In time to remove some past weighted heap

A call from the look from a message sent over
never quite there yet
a scare sent in clover
a shiver me down as he takes up the plunge
a lovers remark of a love to be found

A day with a night was the end of beginning
as flames lit the sky to a new way done seeing
in shock from the feel as the waves flooded over
the tears gone from sadness to a longing
not over

a distance created yet seems so unfair
as love starts to blossom
a wonder a dare
a time will be telling I wish it the truth
take life to the future in traveling
love grows

The fete de complete
Jul 2012 · 460
The old men
andy fardell Jul 2012
The old men sat at their stools hunched over
through grooves of time
Jars of beer drunk and some to be had
not knowing this thirst could be just their last
Quiet chatter of a talken past through
a fog of noises removed of facts

This was their future from a bleaken haze
a past so forgotten in a drunken place
families back home awaiten the call
return to méh₂tēr not seen the forgotten sons

Sadness missed in a home where children had played  
too the drinking hole lure a life gone astray
the old men still sat to a glow painted over
that was never in place to a beer flowing lover
all lost in all grace through tobacco end hands
feeding the beard stained in years gone in romance

No memories left on the stone face of death
as the flowers did fail to fall gone in a breath
a quite hymn sung from the mourners that come
yet scatter all quickly once dust is in done
they know where to go drink beer and say Joe
the old man...god lay him to rest
andy fardell Jul 2012
Control they say its all yours sir
yet when you drive your in the law
your in the system that they say what
no self control
no life
you pay
they tax your soul to stay alive
come the nomad come this time
be your life  
do run away
let be free
lets go stray
pay no tax and join the greed

They have control and blind we see
to work to bone for pennies me
whats left to spend is given back
to feed the fuel
to work your soul
corrupt the system say the no
change this world bring in the show

No bankers bonus for gamblers sin
no jetting off whilst children thin
ban the arms that shoot the poor
feed the nation loose the war
pay the workers fair too all
not the rich an equal law
ban the lords for what they do
clean our streets
Our life.... its due

Its time for me
Its time for you
Jul 2012 · 875
I need a little sleep
andy fardell Jul 2012
I need a little sleep
just a wink or too will do
I need a little sleep
a yawn from me to you

I need a little snore
a snort or sigh will work
I need a little snore
I'm noisy soz an all

I need to close my eyes
as matchsticks hurt my sides
I need to close my eyes
the daylight's passed me by

I need to snuggle up
a pillow works just fine
I'm gonna find me bed
na night i need me zzzzzzed........ss
Jul 2012 · 694
Anger Eyes
andy fardell Jul 2012
Silence creeps across the room as his anger raged to a reddened face
A look that brought a chill formed from the face furnace that dared you a why
Lines drawn with a flair to pass or fall
And still the rage formed
And still the rage formed

Anger eyes a ****** red
Waiting
Wanting
Needing fire to quell the fire within
Those anger eyes staring a ready grin

Another day to come as the coolness of the night sooths the strain of sight
Coldness gone to a warm glow with smiling eyes and a temper swoon
Breath in breath out its not your fault
Breath in the fresh
Breath in the fresh

Anger eyes cooled through a tear
Waiting
Wanting
Tempting love through the hate
Those tears of love do sooth the fire
Jul 2012 · 424
Lady up North
andy fardell Jul 2012
A lady I know from not long ago
is mad as madder can be
she likes a good drink
and kicks up a stink
when Gordon's is empty ...I say

Now when your up north
be careful of course that somewhere
is where she does live
but don't be that hard she has to come south
to London or wee gay parasii

a line she can write not bad with her sight
as painting is where she should be
it comes from the heart such canvass
pure heart
her passion and love of the sea

My friend from up there is a giggle
and rear but that what it all in about
so raise a big glass and shout eh me lass
me mucker lets have a big cheers
Jun 2012 · 518
A Life is to be had
andy fardell Jun 2012
My head was down as bad my day had come
a life on here had done me harm a place that few do roam  
was standing in the queue of life to pay my way ahead
That was until i realised my life was still to had

It wasnt me that changed my mind it was the queue I'm in
The angel standing next to me did have it ... but she grinned
That smile of hope and wishing why its her and not the truth
that god was trying to claim his angel early in her youth

I let her pass a chit and chat ...her taste for life not gone
my head did shake to what i had ...and what I had to come
So sorrow gone for my poor past ..just future and look up
no shuffling down my feet in line
a life is to be had    
a life is to be had
Jun 2012 · 805
Good Morning my Lover
andy fardell Jun 2012
Good morning my lover
hello my lovely you
to be with you forever
a dream i had comes true

Good morning my lover!!!!!!!!
a happy I love you
a kiss from you is heaven
I'd run the earth for you
I'd run the Earth for you

I said it on our first date
I said I'd be with you
forever in your heart of hearts
my love I'd die for you

Good morning my lover!!!!!!!!
a happy I love you
a kiss from you is heaven
I'd run the earth for you
I'd run the Earth for you

You make my heart a flutter
it stutters on your name
to see you each and every day
my mind goes so insane

Good morning my lover!!!!!!!!!
a happy I love you
a kiss from you is heaven
I'd run the earth for you
I'd run the Earth for you

Good morning my lover !!!!!!!!
I want you every day
to hold your hand each moment
I love your every way!!
I love your every way!!!!
I love your every way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jun 2012 · 701
Beautiful Sunshine
andy fardell Jun 2012
Hello beautiful sunshine
Good morning wonderful day
The sign this day is a better one
the best is on its way

Me shades are poised and in me hair
my coat is back ..its under stairs
Please Mr sunshine stay with me
warm me up ...beggin ya please

ya know today is such a wonderful place
standing in the molten air
waiting for the sun to burn
waiting for the peace fresh air

Hello beautiful sunshine
Good morning wonderful day
today is such a long one
who cares ya gotta stay
Jun 2012 · 1.7k
Solstice
andy fardell Jun 2012
Black heart beats through the treacle of life
as the outside world hates another day
Solstice moment seals the new
and ends the end life without darkness
Shortest day in battle against the longest light

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away  

My mood is fixed no change of heart
Still dark the treacle still pain inside
No change in me yet dusk approach
A shorter start a longer shadow
My heart in sorrow blackened sorrow

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away

A shining sun yet cold inside
No worries here as time takes time
A fear not in as life goes by
My blackened heart in pain inside
Please save me from the dark as i reach into the sky

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away
Jun 2012 · 1.3k
Solstice
andy fardell Jun 2012
Black heart beats through the treacle of life
as the outside world hates another day
Solstice moment seals the new
and ends the end life without darkness
Shortest day in battle against the longest light

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away  

My mood is fixed no change of heart
Still dark the treacle still pain inside
No change in me yet dusk approach
A shorter start a longer shadow
My heart in sorrow blackened sorrow

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away

A shining sun yet cold inside
No worries here as time takes time
A fear not in as life goes by
My blackened heart in pain inside
Please save me from the dark as i reach into the sky

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away
Jun 2012 · 475
Happy Fathers Day
andy fardell Jun 2012
This day so comes and passes by
Another year another why
I know inside your looking down
Standing tall amongst the crowd
We all still miss you dad we do
Life without you makes me blue

Your memories make me proud and strong
as I was lucky to be your son
You taught me good and raised me love
Dad I miss you and our hugs

Just that call that's never there
Simple wisdom always fair
Unconditional always love
Dad I miss you and our hugs

Happy Fathers day
Love you Dad
Your the best a son could have
Take good care of mum up there
Miss you madly...life ain't fair
Jun 2012 · 3.4k
The seaside
andy fardell Jun 2012
The dreamy sea washed ashore bringing
little bubbles of life to its end
Children splashed and jumped as wave after wave fell in
Bucket and ***** at the ready as castles from the sky
formed from minds in youth and fairy tales
Cream at the ready as grandads cap retreats  
crisped from the comfort of his strippy deckchair he waits  
Mothers blankets blown from the wind held down by
a shoe to be lost and a stone found yet not cast

These were the days we remember
These are the days we forget
These are the days to be treasured
A fine sad old memory from a past we most had    

Ice cream sounds calling at fathers request
Is grandma still yawning from bingo's night fest
a donut for mother all sugared and warm
don't forget Charlie as woof is all heard
A match game of cricket from children about
or footy at lunchtime sweet sand in your mouth


These were the days we remember
These are the days we forget
These are the days to be treasured
A fine sad old memory from a past we most had  

Asleep from the sun and a sneaky quick pint
as dad tries to doze be free to unwind
A call for 3 strikes as rounders is found
hear grandad all snoring more cream to be crowned  
Tis time for a dip to twinkle your toes
to jump back a mile oh blimey its cold

These are the memories all children should have
a time when no phones when a time wasn't planned
No little computers to spoil the day
just fun and great memories of children at play
A time when your family all joined in the fun
a shame we have lost this to greed and the sun
Jun 2012 · 630
Metal Monsters
andy fardell Jun 2012
My stare into the night did hold me ...I was fright
Why did I look again
How did I know
What made me see
The outcome not feared until junction came near

Why did I look again
How did I see
The monsters of metal was aiming at me
Twice they nearly got me in
biff and bash ..could see their grin

They almost changed my life
They almost ended breath
My life just in a flash gone by
The metal monsters grin

A time to think your life again
a time to ask oh why
a time to kiss the ones you love
and look them in the eye
Jun 2012 · 677
A tint of Lemon
andy fardell Jun 2012
I can hear your breath so close to me
as I lay down sleepy head in thee
A tint of lemon can be found
from your pillow scented sound
Laying here so close as one
I feel your heat..... a lovers song

Knowing life with you with me
sends a smile inside you see
warm this glow that beats my heart
from the love for you sweetheart
Together knowing life as one
never parting being strong
Long for life forever on
you beside me on and on

Sweet dreams that melt my heart away
I think about you everyday
You make me laugh when I should cry
big hugs a plenty till I fly
Yet here you lay in peace in arms
Love your kisses and sweet charms
Soon we'll fall away together
Dreaming loving life forever
Jun 2012 · 417
My cloud
andy fardell Jun 2012
My cloud was black..My cloud was dark
My cloud felt angry.. anger to our world
No other thoughts of smiles or hello morning back
One's anger too this universe my cloud was proper black

Been like it for the last few days
a rage that burns my eyes
My overwhelming feeling here
is stab you in the eye
I know I'll never do it but joy could be such fun
To run away from all my sins
run into the sun

As sun arise another day I'll see no cloud in sight
A time to turn to blue clear skies
my shades are out the black
A smile did came from sun itself ..it warmed my inner hue
my cloud is almost out of here to welcome in the blue

Yet way down deep the blackness knows
its time will always come
to bring about the madness hour
when black has really won

I want a cloud above me thats fluffy and just nice
no looks of rain or thunder
just shade amongst the light
shade amongst the light
Jun 2012 · 2.1k
Paradise
andy fardell Jun 2012
Paradise oh paradise the road to heaven waits
for you and me sometime long way
a dream of heavens place
a sight so found remembered sounds of beauty
and done fate
Our paradise oh paradise the road to heavens place

Such skies of blue a sunsets hue a wonder in our eyes
where we hold hands as dusk commands a heaven
calls the new
Oh paradise our paradise oh heaven be our place
our dream come true for me and you
This hour will be our fate
our road to heaven
our place to dance to love and be as one
Oh paradise our paradise our road to you has come  
On heavens road is paradise a place for us somewhere
a dream come true for me and you
forever our amen
Jun 2012 · 341
The Storm
andy fardell Jun 2012
I changed my life to have a life
yet life is live ...My only friend
My only hope is to see this through
To have no pain to beat the blue

No tears of sadness
No tears of grief
My sounds of madness in so deep
Sights and sounds so fill my swell
My lonely being my living hell

My mind is cursed from all the bad
I lived some life that few could have
now haunt it will inside my soul
my inner wisdom gone in cold

No sleep in peace for inner wins
my mind in turmoil talk all end
eyelids opened glazed all red
a sign of madness inner med's

a shake a fear of looks in down
this shame in live a life now hound
the wolfs can stay to keep me warm
its cold down here ...I fear the storm
Jun 2012 · 562
A Last Goodbye
andy fardell Jun 2012
The blind of the wind had the power to exhale
This quiet killer that made the tree's sing and
buildings talk needed to quench it's thirst
The silence of the wind a blinded hurt

Ready for the ****
Ready for it's thrill
Ready to blow your mind

No warning cry or last goodbye carried in its breath
the scream so still from wind to ****
No mourning in your death
Hidden from view a the silence leaves you
a last goodbye
Jun 2012 · 907
The flight of the old Bunny
andy fardell Jun 2012
The flight of the old Bunny

I saw him in me headlights
he stood just staring back
this bunnies time was over
the fur was of his back
He tumbled up and through the air
I saw his beady eyes
the bunny in the headlights was
right before me flies
he glued himself right on me screen
all coloured from the red
the bunnies day was over
flattered at the best  
yet from this sad we have result
a dinners feast
a stew behold
a rabbits foot to chain upon
I am a bunny basher I'm sorry for the stew
...............................
was half way through me dinner
when lights did come my way
a carrot for me eyesight
is good for you they say
he dazzled me a good un
could hear my fate was due
a rabbit in the headlights
is good for farmers stew
I couldnt move a muscle
my tummy full of grub
I bounced right of his bonnet
a flight to end was up
so there I was a thinking
as screen came up to me
a carrot aint for eating
Oh ***** i'm history
Jun 2012 · 461
Please answer
andy fardell Jun 2012
Stilled dulled by the whisky yet crying out for more
my head is in the other place that time when laugh was pure
No work to have to make my mind to stop the dreaded fall
my drinking days are numbered ...gods time to make that call

You'll see me in the gutter all dressed from night before
Ive been that way for ages my smell is looking raw
I scrape and scrimp for tea sometimes when clear head wins me over
yet cider stops me shaking good ...that time from being sober

Been here for months its now my home my cardboard roof as shelter
a doorway in a suburb state a shop I cannot enter
no thought on time or day in night my life has gone its over
Oh coldness please just do your job ..yes father dear please answer
Jun 2012 · 1.2k
The Queens day
andy fardell Jun 2012
You know just from the sound that rain has come your way
a freshness in the air a greyness in the day
it rained on jubilee like never rained all year
a wash down in our street fair
a dampness in the air

I like a bit of rain please say all of in the night
but in the day of celebrate a deluge was our sight
the spirit of the nation took over from the pour
to wish our queen a longer reign and thank her from our hearts

They stood all day and waved away and smiled from ear to ear
they are our family said and all our royals through the years
To stand with honour in anthem sung I waved our nations flag
a proudness in the nation back our wondrous union jacks
  
we saw her dance and clap in thanks for many hard at work
to celebrate her 60 years.... a life all in life ..one job
a million lined the banks to see a thousand boats in line
this was a day to celebrate our nations joy and pride
Jun 2012 · 421
Colour me blind
andy fardell Jun 2012
Colour me blind as I see no you
paint me black should I feel blue
You smell the same yet people brush green
They don't see the red that you see in me

colour me blind so I can change
taint my hue to be from greed
stain my life to walk this way
the colour stays don't fade please say

Colour me blind to feel your touch
to laugh once more that golden love
I'm here for you in every way
a rainbow-ed kiss to hold each day

Colour me blind as love takes hold
my lovers life brave not cold
no colours bad for none to see
inside heart where I love thee
Jun 2012 · 281
falling
andy fardell Jun 2012
I saw it in a flash
the corner of my eye
my life was nearly over
my time on life to die

I tried to hang on in there
my world just on a thread
but gravity just had me
the end was winning in

could feel i'm for the fall
no desperate words of sorrow
my only thing to say
was wife i love you
everrrrrrrrrr!!!
Jun 2012 · 532
Du Hast
andy fardell Jun 2012
attention !!!attention !!!
stand up and right
the soldiers protection
through the night

every minute on...
every day here
they stand to right us
thankless fear ..
no food nor water pass their lips
nor never moving
stiff the upper ....R.I.P

Through snow or rain
pouring same
they keep on guard
never sway
in heat of fog  
stand so strong
yet we forget them
sometimes wrong

some are old and gone the words
yet still they stand and guard us verse
the churchyard soldiers past to terse
without them here
there'd be no us  
no memories of our families past
the soldiers of our life
Du Hast !!!
May 2012 · 419
The other side
andy fardell May 2012
I'll see you on the other side
I'll meet you there OK
Just take the time to make it there
Safe as you could be...

See the other side means lots to lots
and nothing to someone
But me and you will come again
be joined to be as one

So I'll see you on the other side
a wonder waits for me
I'll see you on the other side
let all my dreams see's thee

Our time will come just you to me
the other side is calling.. let you be  
There is no back to look upon
No looking out for your return
from once you come and now you go
The future stays leaving....life a history chase
May 2012 · 378
My only escape
andy fardell May 2012
Dawn has broken as a light seeps in
My day is starting a mind begins
Some sound in my head from a radio blast
That wont go away again.. I hope it don't last

The burden within to pay all the bills
to wake a new day and drudge through the pills  
My day not quite started yet dreaded from quills
My only release in a dream from within
a check from old numbers a life I could win
My only escape is 10 million to one
My dream... my sad lifeline and still its just dawn  

My pillow is calling yet up I must go
My life must roll on now
all gone all the thrills
I turned to an ant and followed the lead
and now I am punished
still hope for my dream
May 2012 · 1.3k
Queens diamond jubilee
andy fardell May 2012
Its time to get your shoes on
to dance the day away
Its time to wave the flag
to celebrate OK
Tis 60 years to celebrate
Queens diamond jubilee
Amazing thats she's done it
such total respect I please
Yeah sure we've had some bad times
and memories to have missed
Yet still she is our head of state
and stronger than a brick
So your majesty ..in your honour
this ditty is for you
because you are our Queenie
Our nation loves you ..loves you do
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