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andy fardell Aug 2014
I'm trying to think to what to come
in write
A head imploding
Left in a fright
All starred to the walls that don't come
co exist
A mirrored for horror
Faceless in bliss

This prison that holds me
My breaking the free
Unleash me this message
Set me the free
Go
Set me the free

Climb up on unset me
For I need to breath
Release all this in me
For I need to breath
Just let me
Be free

Then the cracks in my wall start to shatter my view
I'm out of my inner
I'm free break the through
The wall has come down
Yes
Now let dust fills my lungs
It's good to breath in out
This writing is done
andy fardell Aug 2014
My best friend saw his life as chapters
In a book
From this book many things come and go
Yet like all books
Once it is written
It is there
For all to remember
For all to judge
For all to question
For it is said

A description of life I will never forget
In this journey we face
From the chapters we close
To the new beginnings
Be I the wiser one
For my knowledge
Or the fool
By the side

His words still sing to me
When my ebb has flown
And my worst is before me
For I know
It is just another chapter
A page that will pass
To a memory
Be that of pain or the glory
For I know
I'm still on that journey
andy fardell Aug 2014
Into the night wind I walked
A walk I would never forget
From the delicate dust that fell onto my lips
To eyes reddened by the mist of my past
A taste to a memory
For where we all end

Dust is to dust as for all that we fall
As is the water we own
This whispering vapor
Forms the rain from our souls
Yet the spark from old beats
Goes on
Into an never ending ocean rippled to life  
Gone still the breath

A lick to a wipe
Gave way to my past
Gave way to my parents for they have gone
Gave way to faded stones from dirt filled holes
Gave way to lives lost
And for what ...and for who

Life does not disappear
Water does not just fade away
Nor does the life spark inside us die
Even so
Our memories do
Our understanding wanes and our perception falters

Into the night wind I walked
To taste test my gone past
To remember old loved ones
To know still.. they are here
In one form
In take my breath
In be my life  

Dust
andy fardell Aug 2014
I can hear it
I can smell it
Can you see the rain
I'm wet

Cos I'm stuck inside my shell
This home
All ready
Drips the death

Waiting for the animal
Waiting for the dry  
My thirst is breaking out of here
My reach is for the sky  

Water water
Cleanse my soul
Wash over me
This hurt

A drop once more
Falls by my side
One taste  
My slip.. the edge  

So breath me in
And wash me out
I'm looking for the sun...
One day we'll be together soon
One day
That's sure to come
andy fardell Aug 2014
Empty soulless eyes look back in the mirror
How do I tell them where it all went wrong
How do I tell myself the truth
I've fell into the system
I've given up the ghost
The few they have there puppet
The master class
My host

I used to own the world outright
My dreams became my life
All gone ,I'm *******
All cleaned you see
The in has gone all out

For now I live my life
This way
A martyr to the throne
All wasted on the beer of life
The washed away
Alone
andy fardell Aug 2014
The great war
Wasn't that great
9 million soldiers killed
20 million wound
Yet still these medals of courage stand tall
In my home
Watched everyday
loved and cared for
for they lived so that I may live

That great war
Wasn't so great
Where a boy aged just 12 fought for his land
Gave his present for our future
A stand we should so bow
For our shame of today

Our shame of today
Where money leads the way
Yet doesn't exist
Where profit before humanity
Rules the world
My eyes see the news
They bleed in disbelieve as the shells pour down
As ears weep to the horrors of a child's cry

The great war
Wasn't that great
Only the poppies of hope
Do stir my wishes
Of a change
Of a world without fear
A world where our leaders
Change
So the great war....
Was it that great.. after all?
andy fardell Jul 2014
The shiver hurt me
A tingle that grew stronger
Cutting me apart
See my world fall down

So I stare at the sign
The words read
Forcing eyes to bleed
From this hurt
From the wrong

All that pain
For nothing
No rules to bend
All so
My end

It grew
A crescendo like no other
A dying scream
Becomes my silent dream
All gone
Forever
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