Feel my head splitting sidewards
My 3am in full
A mind buzz all be ready
For a finger
Oh the thrill  

I want the words to be so magical
Want the world
To stop
Be still
Shhhhh...

So let me be the silent
Let sleep go be my ****
All stop I'm weak
I'm fading fast
I want to swim
This air
And still ..

I want to ...
I want to be the norm
I want to be the lazy
I want to sleep for hours end
I want .....

I'm fed up with my eyes awake
The pain they see all hurts  
All told I'm sparkled
Lights all quiet  
The night
It is
It's curse

Amongst us walk the ghosts of our past
Silent screams that shout and hollow
"we died for you"

I look around and bow my head in shame
For I have let their giving be worthless
I have failed

They lost
So that we may have a future
A better place so that us siblings
Can live
Love
Grasp for life
Fade less hate

See the saying D Day is still used today
Yet how many think back to the lives lost
Our loss
Our granddad's
Our family
Their lives

My failure is mirrored in the failure of the world
Religion after religion
Gun against gun
Life fighting life

One day I hope words will be the healer
Language our fighters
And soldiers our builders

One day
Will
We
Have a better world

One day!!

When I wake
Breath
Stare out into the dark
I wonder

I wonder what I'll see who I'll meet and what lasting mark will I make today On this earth
Will I paint like Picasso
Will I draw like Leonardo  
Will I sing a song like Pavarotti  

Then I sigh
What is my life print
What is my way
Will I be remembered
Or fade away

Am I a stone for the viewing
Is this my future
A dancing stone
Full of posies
Waiting for the wedding day child  

From a family lost
A faded etch
Seeks my await  
I fear for my life print
I fear for that day

Then I wonder  
That day is not now
My life is not yet complete

My ink is not yet empty
Nor the paper dry
Or the stone yet cut
For I breath in the earth
I look up to the sky
And I sing to the heavens
I'm me
I'm alive

Numb in my fingers so follows
My mind
All lost in my dreams
All lost to the sky

So kiss me to hold me
Please give me the eye
I need you to love me
No reasons nor why

For in that feeling I love you
Sends crazy to me
I want all your loving
I want to be free

I don't want to read your words
I don't want to see your letters
I just want you here so near me
To hold you love you tight

So baby please come back to me
Oh baby please don't walk away
So baby please come back this eve
I want you babes
I love you

I don't want to feel the lonely
I don't want to miss your smile
I just want you holding my love
Please stay for me
A while

So baby please come back to me
Oh baby please don't walk away
So baby please come back this eve
I want you babes
I love you

Then you ran away
Left me open heart all broken
Then you left me out
Went and screamed we were
Unspoken  

For now I am the lonely
For now I am the sea
Oh baby please
Oh baby please
Oh baby please
Oh baby please
Come back to me

Sight's before me sorrow's my vision
Old and the needy stay sitting
Waiting for fate
Waiting their future
In a place no one wants to be

Welcome to the badlands
A place where time has fell
Life has stopped
My bowed head can do no more
As children cry for peace

I seek solace in the extortion
A tepid flavored liquid does nothing
To lighten me
So now my only focus is the death bin
My only aim for this putrid vile  

Breath as I do
Nothing is hiding
Every all is waiting
Only the sharp may satisfy
My woe

Time is waining
The urge to scream has bubbled
The badlands holds me
Bait's my anger
Teases my rage

Stick me
Heal me
Boost my glowing
Seed my life
Let me go

The voice is near
My name to call
Escape my fear
Cure us
Cure us all

Sometimes I just lay here
Wondering for the why
Birds in chorus shout me
Cuckoo's songs the sky
Yet still I lay here
Aging for the day
Aching for a future
Thinking what the heh!!

Tis a wonderful life
Tis a wonderful way
Each day I live forever
Forever be my way

So I close my eyes
Just breath I'm still alive
Let dawning damp revive me
A day
Another why
And I wonder
The wonder of the why
Let dreams go fill my thinking
let dreams go fill my sky

Tis a wonderful life
Tis a wonderful way
Each day I live forever
Forever be my way

The dice is rolling for me
A six is all I need
Yet here I have me thinking
The cube is one to five
The cube is one to five....

And I wonder
Wonder for the why
Will life get better for me
Let dreams go fill my sky