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andy fardell May 2014
My mind inside became the stifling
No air to breath
No wind to cool the raging madness
Caging me in
Blocking the light
Masking the past into a blurred
Forbidden

My inner prison held me fast
Took my time
Scared friends into enemies  
Insanity with a grin that left me
Lost
Open
Broken
Wrapped in a cotton
To brittle to touch

Oh the day for a smile
For a beam tingled light
To warm me
To calm me
To show me a world I could live
And on that one day
When the sun illuminates upon the sapphire skies

I will be free
Free of the years
Free of the chains so painstakingly made to hold me
Free
Free I say
Free
andy fardell May 2014
The pain in your words so cut me apart
Do slice through my heart
Go blind my eyes with your venom
For I am I and you are
Lost

Lost to a world so apart from the truth
Binded to faith
Bitten by anger
Scared for the through
Hurt from a past all
Lost  

Time ago we'd never say
Never cry the pain
Nor show teeth so ****** red
Waiting for the ****
Scared yes but never
Lost

So I will run
Hide
Take a different path
Hold my loss
So it be
Even I become the
Lost
andy fardell May 2014
Aches and pains from this blackened soul
Continue their devour
Every day I feel this awakening
Closer and closer to my skin
The monsters cry
All within

Flashes of light eclipse from these
Reddened eyes
Soon the sleep will become
And then your all
Will be over
And they will have won
Be feared in a scream of silence

The itch has begun
andy fardell May 2014
News from a friend of time to
Short
So life goes on

Wakened in a  mess
My drunken lack of sleep
Life goes on

Bills all laid in a cluttered fall
House crumbles  
Bones creak
So life goes on

My friend my friend
Life goes on

The birds sang to the raining dawn
People woke
Many took their last breath
So life goes on  

Let your music play
Let your heart be open
Be the one you always always
knew you was
Life goes on
andy fardell Apr 2014
The drag of the day goes on
Even the weather feels my pain
For the rain cannot cleanse me
Nor the wine heal my whole

As another year approaches
Another year is gone  
Some memories that have faded
Yet some they stay so strong

I wonder where your dust is
I wonder where you've gone
Yet inner me still hurts so
The pain can never heal
Another day without you
I wish this gone so real

I wish there was a heaven
A place that I could go
So we could walk another round
And talk about ..ya know

But I know you and off this world
The chance we have is one
So sad I'll be till time be done
My pain
My world
My life
andy fardell Apr 2014
I see the dark turn into light
I hear you calling out my name
And I wonder ...
Let it be alright

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home  

In the miles mapped of my journey
From the roads of San Rioch
For I've waited ...
For you to call

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home

Are you ready for our future
Is the writing on the wall
Can we live a life forever
I'm coming home

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home
andy fardell Apr 2014
The heat from the shinning sun faded
Like my mind the dark clouds stole that smile
Yet carry on I hurt
Using the mask to hide my wince
For this dying heart

Even the birds no longer sing around me
Nor flowers perfume my senses
And my hunger is lost
To a beat so broken

For now I will lay here
Crying out a cure
Wanting life be better
Wishing there was more
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