You couldn't see my sadness
All hidden from the show
A heart that gave up singing
Shameless.....
I
Know

The ache in my eyes showed no end
Wicked be my life
A meaning from no beginning
A start from no end
I lower my face
To a pavement not dry

So my life ends with
Been a nice day !!
Oh yes been quite pleasant  
The second swallow from the third drink
Shows my disdain
In my pity upon my fellow
As their time ticks away
The room of the dead
Await them

Well I'll walk away
Dry my eyes
Breath the air
And leave them in their wallow
Happiness
Comes
Life lives
And my end ..???

I hear the music play
And I smile
With a sound from a years gone past
My heart warms
And I smile
......................
How the crackled fire plays
From a time of yesterday
I see you there watching me
Loving me
Holding me
A mothers look
A care behold
My life in her love

Such a shame she cut me
Hurt the very me
Burned my own existence
Scorched this soul
Scarred for a generation
Left me
Cold

What could I have been
Now
Then
Would I have life
Bore from a kindness
Alas I will never want
To know

For now she is gone and my eyes hurt
A little less
Now I have a love
that loves me as I love her  
For she knows and See's my pain
She is there for me
She is my life

The sonnet in my head bears no resemblance to the
Letters from my lips
For my eyes in this darkness sing
So sweetly of these days
A day when the moon lights the sun
And my heart beats to the rhythm
From the stars

My love how you move me
Like no other in this life
From your lips comes my pleasure
In the silence that you speak
Please sing to me that sweet sweet music
As you walk by my side  

Your hand feels so gentle as we waltz
Through the garden of my Eden  
In the eve of our night  
My desire full on empty
This unrequited love

One day when you see me
For all I am now
The heavens will become us
True love be it born
Let the stars sing out our glory
Amare

I shook hands with my son today as we played
The greatest game of golf
Ever
Till yesterday when I shook hands with my bud as we played
The greatest game of golf
Ever
Then I remembered the last game I played with my father before he left this world And that too was
The greatest game of golf
Ever
In fact every single game of golf I've ever played has been
The greatest game of golf
Ever
And with all that in my mind I realise how everyday is
The greatest day in my life
Ever

There is no second chance
A time to wish again
Be sorry for my faults
So be there many
See the time
So today shall be my greatest day
Ever
As I turn to my wife as she breaths gently from her softness in sleep
When I wake to the sounds of breakfast made
Hear my dog prancing for food

Today shall be the greatest day
Ever
When I laugh in the mirror
At a face
Not pretty or fine
Yet today is another
To eat lunch all together
Watch footy
See our son play his best
How lucky
My test

Today shall be the greatest day
Ever
When we all sit at home
Laugh
Moan the groan
Say night till the morn
As the greatest day
Ever
Becomes
A new dawn

I don't laugh anymore
I just bow my head
Lower my shoulders
Walk in line for my pay

I don't cry anymore
I just hold in my sadness
Wipe eyes full to the edge
Just stare like my life means nothing

I don't care anymore
I just wave at the news
Sigh when I loose
Leave the door wide...open

I don't laugh anymore
Since you walked out my way
Now the world has gone grey
As the sun hides its rays
Dark the world

I don't cry anymore
Since you worded my hate
Did hurt me again
Gone the tears
Just my shame
Yet again

I don't care anymore
For I have gone was my
life
See the door shut to all
Yes this is
My life

This weeping child within me screams into the night
The light doth never shine
Nor the moon beam into my lair
Cold is the cold
That takes me

The darkest of days have come for my blood
And who am I to deny such
My soul is weak and my body cold
And my cry goes on

A sweet sound of my madness
Has bore its fruit of temptation
For I be the famished
The thirsty
The wanted
And so they wait
For its all to easy to fail
All to easy to walk

This faded edge so worn
Comes that much clearer
In tears turned ice
Please come
Please warm me

I only want your heart
I only need your love
I only want you
You
Just you