They still dont get it ..said brain to mouth
the fools ..the muppets ..no nounse about
its in ya head and bursting out
true tanlent awaits ..and waits not loud

Frustration fueling health and pain
mounting ,loosing and none to gain
another bill amounts inside
another wager festers wide

So call to all and all to one
I still do fight as fight goes on
I aint so over yet I feel
life is treating me not real

Only an hour to go ,only a lifetime to show
one little hour for the rest of my life ...only an hour to go
could only be 60 mins or so ...only an hour to go
feeling so dry ..only an hour to go

a wait for 2 weeks but only an hour to go
a change may be for life to be come my one little hour ago
sugar no show sugar to flow
just one little jab an I'll know

a life so so sweet and still lots to see
an hour just me hour to go
I smell nasty things yet feel so in peace
an hour ..my hour .. near so so near
i hope

If only ...i said yes
if only i'd said no
would i be me and you be you
if only i had loved instead one shoved
would i be here ...who would know

if only ...i turned left
would you have seen ..my face so confused
so incomplete
so full of love ..yet full of hate

if only ...you were here
a hug to break..a smile not fake
if only ....my mistake

here is a darkeness i cannot hide
a fear about to colide
a worry thats eatin me
my darkness its so in me

Can feel it in my bones
its drooling of holding home
I can taste it when I breath
taste the darkness thats feeding me

I look and see it there awaiting and not a care
It wants me ..wants me now
The darkness about in devour
my soul repels yet darkness holds
down and down I fall

I got it right ,I knew the score
no sugar to eat,no choccy galore
treacle **** gone vamouss,cream cake up the wall
but my health I do keep
I now know the score

Tis strange to be told ..your getting so old
to be given a chance is fine ..let us dance
I call myself lucky ,it could be much worse
i walk and play football and loose bad at golf
I wake up to see ..my son smile back at me
so get a big grip you soft sad old ***

aint it bright to see the light a joy behold fresh air untold
the sun does shine so warmin face that felt so cold a lost embrace
deep within the glow returns ..a fighter a winner a breeze contend
deep deep breath abode does take the chance to live a love to slave
feel it sap the goodness in and blow away that awful sin
So cry out to the sun above good to see and one to love
our time to pray to its real power a love a hate do we devour
but for what can we not do the suns so darkness let light shine through

So so tired this mornings of mornings
so so sleepy today
oh so tired of yawning this morning
oh what long old day

awake yet so sleepy ..i cant understand
i slept like a baby and early so sad
but heavy lids are pulling me down
to sleepy ead and snoozy again and again
tired so tired of yawning around

I tried lots of coffee and food i ate plenty
but tired is a feeling that tired all the time
to wake so afresh and happy would i
as soon as my tire some would go underground