I must be mad I must be crazy
or am i daft or just so lazy
i feel that i may fall apart
my life has lost its brand new start

barriers and yes men fighting me
when all i want is food for tea
people saying simple things
that hold me back so loosing wings

dont they see the real me
the fun the free the one belief
I just want a peacefull life
thats full of love and free of strife
it aint so much yet i cant see
it cant be you it must be me

Beer in me head and beer in me soul
maybe I am and maybe its old
say what you like be as you please
dont take the *** when I displease

Oh boy I saw it ...it hurt way bad
the mirror image of old and sad
I thought i was a young guy
just plodding along
and then I saw it and all was wrong

I hated that man that I didnt know
starring back no smile or glow
age had taken youth away
yet I was young ..yesterday

A shock did follow that age had won
it took its time ..now times begun
I knew from then that seconds out
a time reflected aged and stout

So heart and head still youthfull wish
body not so age- eth with
fingers crinckled lines are drawn
fighting so ...a seen new dawn

one thing so.. we all will do
knock on deaths door ..me and you !

I wake and yet its today ..a day of wantin away
Tomorro I dont want to hear ...a fear a shiver... a spear
a death I so not want to see yet death was so close i could flee

He died yet is so part of me.. a pappa.. a dad ..a gentry
my rock my heart so I miss ...his sound vice and so smile a bliss
never hatin or questioning my..just a love.. a heart so inside

So dad that I miss ever more
I remember your sound and cant help the tears I still tore
you said that you were ok ..yet death was a second away
tomorro does bring you afore my love..oh my rock my ....
PAPPA!!

They creep and follow where none do go
the shadows hunt the light no show
I felt them want to take my depth reachin ..wanting darkness letch
pray that light does shine on through ..the shadows follow wanting you

Feel ther coldness and so cold ..darkness has its brand new hold
wrapping slowly round it goes ..taking light and turnin old
wrinkles soon do so appear..aging you and breathing fear
leave the light on so I say and shadows oh just go away

I slept today and fed away
my love of life and all its strife ..I thought id had it
but then I woke ..and life became a whole new scope
I,d drown in water.. be blown away
life expelled ..no new day
did shake my heart when I awoke that life still lived a breath ..no hold
jut laid in bed ..heart a beatin .waiting ,thinking was I dreamin

did i win? ,was i rich ?,damm them numbers ..nought came in
bet my soul ,didna save my skin ,still i lost win no win
so its dosh ,cash less me but im not poor with family
heard success is raising the bar ...bar of life or bar of strife

I have the best ,family life with health and child.. and ...what a wife
so when its measured in jobs and work ,forget that charge its love to shine .....
who will be there at your death ?,your boss who you worked for blood and sweat ??
your wife and kids and family grief ..they will cry and need relief
so when success is in your hand ...feed the love and understand
family first and all to follow,money aint success just sorrow