Did I really feel that pain... that so inside did me again
thought Id had to much of that ..oh **** its got me back and back
need to watch myself some more ,no parties ..wakes or fiesty bars
water ...soda that will do.. no beer for me nor ***** blue

My soul is flying way up high ..I feel its love somewhere inside
the blueness of those clouds above not white nor golden just full of love
my strings fell out no bow to strike ..no music sounding only fright
Maybe soon we'll here their tune.. a heart and bow with strings in bloom
Soul so flying way up high come on in its time to ......???

Ice--- scream Ice--- cream I want more
lots of Fardys gore gore gore ...
stick a flake in.. maybe two
I want Fardys what about you

Saucy sauce ..red or green
running down me old ice cream
lick it quick before it melts
Fardys taste so good it hurts

I scream--- Ice cream ..I want more
bring a Fardys to my door
99's so coming my way ..
Ice cream headache ..joy I say

wakin is not death but a death of life awake

Yes I know its gonna happen
I know i have to fall
but at least warn me when deaths about to call
......................................
does it hurt ,what will i feel ,
I guess it wont matter as darkness takes it hold
the hurt is for other left upon this world
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Can i fight it back another day ,will it grab me and take me far away
well peace i hope is all i want and breath to fight another may

I feel it as I sit I feel it when I lay ...
The itchines inside me is fighting me today
stomach fightin pain thats always here to gloat ... yet itchiness takes over
a grin and not do bear ............

Carbs are overloaded yet count away we go
sugar fix awaiting to pain my bigger toe
spots are so a wantin on way to sprout my skin
the ******* even get me where!!!
privacy begins

Dia ..Dia ....betes leave me well alone
pick on someone evil
and make a happy home

Dia ..Dia ..Betes ...let me have some fun
maybe just a choccy bar or scrummy apple crum!!
dip a stick to 6.9 after loads a buns
Dia ..Dia ..Betes got ya on the run

My hands doth hold the key to time
yet cannot stop the grains that fly
waiting ,hoping wanting more
feeling life ... so insecure

changed my life and changed my ways yet still out searchin
better days

dreaded is that first day back and so the dreaded time attacks
tomoro comes another day and so the dreaded falls away
Time to love what we so have and throw the dreaded
in the sack