I feel so alone
as I lie in this bed
an empty shell
of a heart now dead.

Some say words don't hurt
but that's a lie
they hurt more than you know.
So many people around the world
are hurt by words
are tormented by words.
Words that cut deeper than any blade
and leave scars that time
may never heal.

The feel of your lips pressed against mine
so amazing, so divine.
I never want this kiss to end
so hold me forever my sweet Kaitlin.

I see you with him
and feel broken inside,
yet all the while
I am happy for you.
Yes I am jealous
but seeing you smile
and watching that
love and bliss
flow from you
I can't help but be
happy too.
I guess it's time
to finally let go.

Another day
has passed me by
the sun has set
the moon did rise.
I look above
at the moon so bright
and dream of love
of Mrs. Right.

Sitting here thinking about moments we've shared,
of all of the ways I've showed you I cared.
I regret nothing I've told you so far
like how your eyes sparkle brighter than stars.
If you say I don't love you then Missy you're mistakin,
and now you are content at letting our hearts both go a breakin.

Laying in my bed
endless thoughts swirling around
inside of this mind.

Five
you inbound the ball
Four
you hear the screaming of the crowd
Three
the pick is set
Two
you step back
One
you pull the trigger
Zero
you awake to find you aren't Michael Jordan.

Hold my hand, don't let it go
walk with me forever.
Stay with me as we grow old
our love will never sever.

Lost in the moments that make life so grand
where everything's wonderful and nothing is bland.
Those magical moments that make the world spin round
that make life so elegant, lovely, profound.
Nothing can strip those moments away
they will be there forever, always to stay.

Cold blooded fiend
holding a gun
shots start flying
people run
two people killed
in this Oregon mall
such a tragic event
that made our tears fall.

It happened so fast
I fell for her romance
She swept me off my feet
made me feel complete
but then she took it away
made me think she was there to stay
She broke my heart in two
now I am lost, so confused.

White dress, wedding gown
now heading downtown
second thoughts, too late.
Two jobs, feel spent
struggling to pay rent
abused by her husband.
And they say
he always hits her daily
even more so lately
been that way since eighteen
and lately her face seems
sunken in and bony
looking more than gloomy
and she screams
the worst things in life are dear to us
yes I love him with all I have
even though he treats me bad
but I don't want to go home tonight
if I go home he could **** me
beat me unmercifully
yes I'm to scared inside
to go home tonight
to go home tonight.
Torn shirt, black eye
beaten till she wants to die
curled up, long cry.
Drunk night, comes home
she finally grabs the phone
cops come, now alone.
And they say
he always hit her daily
even more so lately
been that way since eighteen
and lately her face seems
sunken in and bony
looking more than gloomy
and she screams
the worst things in life are dear to us
yes I love him with all I have
even though he treats me bad
but I don't want to go home tonight.
If I go home he could **** me
beat me unmercifully
yes I'm to scared inside
to go home tonight
but I go home tonight
dressed in white
teary eyed
ready for a better life
for the first time, I feel safe tonight
ready for this new life.
And they say
she smiles more lately
since he went away
been that way since that night
and lately her face seems
brighter and less weary
looking lots more cheery
and she screams
the worst thing in my life is gone from me
yes I loved him with all I had
but now he's gone and I feel so glad
now I'm not scared inside
to go home tonight
to go home tonight.

I want so badly
to get you out of my head.
But I can't
and never will be able to.
The love I have for you
is tremendous
but I can't have you.
I am your friend
a brother to you.
While you are
and forever shall be
the Love of my life.

I've just met you
but it's easy to see
that you could be the one
I've been hoping to meet.
You could be that girl
I see in my dreams
the one who shows up
and sweeps me off my feet.
I do not know why
I feel this so fast
but I know one thing
I'd love if it'd last.

Left alone
outside in the cold.
A child so young
could do no wrong.
left to die
can only cry.
Adoption was
once an option
no the answer.
But you threw
her away
and now you're in jail
to never again see the light
of day.

You're treated like trash, you're treated like dirt
why are you with him he's such a ****.
You're nothing to him just a simple house maid
where will he be when you're in need of his aid
not there that's right, nowhere to be found
he could care less if you were dead in the ground.
You're better than this, I know this for fact
you show so much love but that's something he lacks
he is twisted, vindictive, a ******* for sure,
but somehow he has this magic allure.
He treats you unfairly, he is so unkind
perfection he seeks but he is so blind.
You want just to leave but you can't it's so sad
the way he mistreats you just makes me so mad.
I want just to save you from his controlling grip
and take you away on some special trip.
I love you so much and now at a whisper
you are awesome, amazing, the perfect sister.

I'll wait a lifetime or maybe two
I'll wait forever to just be with you.
If only you felt the way that I feel,
emotions so powerful and real.
But you don't so I'll wait as long as it takes
for our love to begin and my heart to heal from all of its breaks.

I know you're out there somewhere
and someday we'll find each other
in this endless world
full of endless faces
we will find one another
and both of us will experience
what it is like to find
the true puzzle piece
that completes our heart.
We have both experienced heartache
and we have both experienced love
but neither of us have truly felt
the fullest extent of human passion
that we will discover
when we find one another.

The bags of his eyes begin to fill
begin to weigh down his entire being.
He shudders, lips trembling
as the dam breaks and the tears fall.
He screams but nobody hears
his pain, his agony.
His body lies useless
as an emotional barrage
begins ripping him apart.
What could he have done
to help if anything?
His body trembles as sleep
takes him away
to the only place
he'll see her again.

Words can't express the anger I feel
towards this sick, sick man.
How can you **** a child?
What drove you to end the lives
of twenty children?
This whole nation would love a chance
to have gotten their hands on you
before you yourself died.
The things someone would do to you
for taking away their child.
If there is a hell
I hope to god you suffer
forever
and ever
you sick
sick
man.

Days pass by, they just seem to go
your true friends will stay, the others won't show.
When your relationship crumbles and it falls apart
your true friends will be there to help mend your heart.
They're always there right by your side
never leaving during this long winding ride.

I don't know where I'm headed
no clue what road to take
endless paths and infinite choices
decisions I have to make.

We had a big fight, the words that were said
they filled you with hatred, they filled you with dread.
I love you so much, I hate when we fight
I was so wrong and you were so right.
I say I'm so sorry, you say you're sorry too
you tell me you love me, well I'll always love you.

I am alone, so alone, forever lost
for the words that were said this is my cost
not one companion
not one friend
no one to walk with me hand and hand.
No one to laugh with or with to cry
no one to tell me to quit being so shy.
Yes being alone is a path I will face,
but being in love is the path I'll embrace.

Holding her hand
he watches her
take her final breath.
A tear trickles down his face
he feels his heart tremor
and falls down, motionless.
His beloved was taken away
so he chased after her
through the clouds
of the heavens above.

Time passes me by
all I see is black and white
colors elude me.

The words come flowing, they're flowing so fast
they're coming from the future and back from the past,
they're talking about new loves and the ones you thought would last.
They're tearing you apart, they're ripping you to shreds
they're ******* with your heart, they're ******* with your head.
You think that they will vanish and go away with time,
but they won't, it *****, it's the ultimate crime.

The perfect Haiku
Can it be written or not
The question at hand

You're worthy of love
let your fears fade away
let the emotion run through
it's ok to feel pain
let the hurt run it's course
let the tears fall
for life has it's purpose
fate will soon call.

To see someone hurt
and be unable to aid
as their heart is in pieces
from such a fresh break
you see as the pain
escapes from their eyes
as sadness envelopes
and takes over their lives
but pain that is felt
will lessen with time
and your heart will repair
as life's grand design
you'll find love again
and that love will be true
because they will love you for you.

No matter what time
You can still always call me
I will wake for you

I put on this face
To mask my pain
This hurt that I'm feeling
Each and every day
I don't want them to see
How depressed I've become
That I'm just a shell
Of who I once was
So many emotions
Always hit me at once
On the surface I'm calm
But inside I am not
I crave to find joy
To silence this pain
But my hopes have been silenced
My eyes are like rain.

I lay in the grass watching the clouds above me
They darken, it begins to rain
But I don't feel like leaving
Because the downpour covers up the pain.

All I've ever wanted is to find the one
The one who's laughter is brighter than the sun
The one who makes you smile when the world is sad and gray
The one who always loves you throughout all of your days.

The look on your face
As you smile and laugh with me
Has got me floating